in honor of my getting new frames today
in honor of my getting new frames today
he lives in my head but pays rent in the form of serotonin
instant serotonin boost 🪐
on web rn i figured if i continue my daily intak thread its gonna get crazy so ill discontinue it but add the tags 👍👍🧁🎃🤸♀️
fucked up again and forgot to weigh myself and then double fucked up by eating like shit today 🙃
1132cals today and i rlly didn’t wanna post but i’m trying to post on bad days too so i have a more realistic log
i need to be as skinny as possible as fast as possible, i’m meeting with an old friend pretty soon (no date decided but soon) and she lost a bunch of weight and i Can’t weight more than her when i see her
My sheets smell, the house is creaking, I'm struggling to sleep tonight folks
Jogged for 12min
Breakfast: porridge with apple sauce and one protein bar
Lunch: will be skipped, walking 20min instead (maybe have a cup of broth)
Dinner: idk yet, canned soup or ramen (I don't feel like cooking)
Activities/chores: - vacuum apartment - clean bathroom - take a bath and pamper myself - watch a movie/play some animal crossing and go to sleep
11/07 Daily Log 🪵
i woke up @ 11:50 or some shit last night and now i’m wide awake
what a fuckin weekend i’m having ! i stay sick 🤒 but we getting better ❤️🩹 it’s 4:42am and im taking mp to the ER soooo yep
B: twin snakes- 180cal
(11:26am) i’m still wide tf awake but i’m so exhausted with life honestly. finished watching YOU and almost done rewatching AOT so now i feel lost and empty and my interest in anything is just gone rn.
5:48pm- AHHHHH FUCK MY FUCKIN LIIIIIFE! my alternator is bad so gotta drop that money i don’t have 🤗 now i’m stressed and depressed and i want to just get out the car and walk into the traffic. i have yet to sleep still and i only ate those twin snakes earlier so i’m hungry. ugh i should just end it
D: (2) chicken fajitas- 250cal
(11:55pm) getting ready for bed now. my car was repaired and i only needed to spend $40- s/o to mp’s cousin & the frat bros for being car guys. hopped in this cold ass pool over a date bc i never turn down dares lol. now i’m a lil. tipsy & extremely tired
Bruh... Watching my calories and intakes fucking sucks. Let me drink my milk in peace...
ok I took my daily tommy stream vitamin. time to go to bed
my biggest #flex is that i can take 7 (and a half) pills at once
I forgot to do it but yesterday I ate 1040 calories, it's a lot tbh and disappointed, but it's all I can do considering my parents are aware of me having a history of problems with eating, I'll try to make it less when I can though
Day 1 of zero sugar:
Alright whores, I had a hell of a binge yesterday but we’re back on our feet. Time for part two, once I reach my ugw I’ll do before and after pictures🤍
Day 50 of zero sugar:
This is it, it’s day 50. I feel weird, I haven’t lost much weight, but I haven’t gained any. I don’t mind. My goal is to lose weight, but I wasn’t expecting to lose weight on this challenge, I’m ok with that.
I’m not sure if I want to keep updating because I kind of lost the motivation to keep posting daily. I just want to say that if you really want to do something or want something really bad, you'll end up doing it.
Yeah it was hard, but I completed my challenge. I still won’t be eating sugar until I reach my ugw, it’s gonna be hell, that I know.
My depression has gotten really bad lately, but I’m not giving up.
If you have any questions on my daily thing, I pinned a Q&A for any newcomers, if you still have questions or need someone to talk to, my DMs are always open🤍
I’ll consider posting daily, but really I hate keeping a streak of any sorts. This isn’t the end of my challenge, its merely a checkpoint on my long journey towards my ugw and potentially recovery.
Thank you to any who have supported me, you are very much loved🤍
-Sincere love from, Lucy🤍
october calorie tracker doneee :0 ,,,, im kind of scared for novemberrr thanksgiving is the worst and i feel like my familys gonna force me to eat a ton ;-;
Day 49 of zero sugar:
I forgot to update yesterday cause of Halloween, I was out partying and I feel like shit, day 50 is today, idk what ima post for today, it feels special and not at the same time. Cheers to the first checkpoint until I reach my ugw🤍I’ll update y’all later when I get from school
(My update for day 50, which is today but later on, will be a long ass paragraph, so like, sorry in advance for anyone that’s been keeping up with this daily challenge🤍)
high restriction is so so so much tougher than low restriction
Day 48 of zero sugar:
I had a small binge, it’s Halloween TOMORROW LETS GOOO😫‼️btw I don’t think ima stop this lil challenge just yet, I think of day 50 as more of a check point🥲
10/28 Daily Log
i’m pretty proud of myself today (7:39p)
i ate today, less than 1000cals which is good imo.
B: kettle corn popcorn (80cals)
had about 8oz of water as well which is good (:
L: beefaronis (350cals)
honestly not the best /:
Snack: kettle corn popcorn (80 cals)
had abt 10oz of water w it (: much proud (,:
D: kettle corn popcorn 🍿 (80cals)
u already knoooo d: delish & had 16oz of water w it :D
Total: 590cals (although i might make me a bowl of cereal if i’m still a lil hungry)
it was a rainy day out today so i didn’t get out much like i did the last few days. but i did get alooot of rest which i fashooo needed (: |just had an intrusive 💭 (7:52pm- rage & pain & sadness) | i analyze how my 💭s make me feel when they come. idk 🤷🏽♀️
i went to my spot and took a nice walk, maybe a mile or so. it was nice (: i watched A.O.T while i walked which was lit! made the walk pretty smooth and quick. enjoyable (: i have a headache and i’ve had one for days on end now. empty i feel so goddamn empty. lowkey feel like oding ): but that’s just the ride, right? life: the most exhilarating, numbing ride |:
anywhooo… i wasn’t necessarily “productive” today but i feel i accomplished something, and that’s what matters, right?! yeah 😎