Day 3 & 4 cause I forgot to update yesterday :
I’m doing great I didn’t have to take my meds ! I even went out today, I got a rush of anxiety but I managed to calm myself and avoid the panic attack
Soon to make my anxiety my bitch cause I’m the baddest~
Wow! God did all this for me! Thank you.
Paul succinctly sums up what God did for us when He sent Jesus to die on the cross and be raised from the dead. Colossians 1:13-14. “He has delivered us from the domain of darkness and transferred us to the kingdom of his beloved Son, 14 in whom we have redemption, the forgiveness of sins.” God gave us a way to escape the darkness of sin and move into His kingdom of light. The light of Jesus is a…
When you put the textbook definition of anxiety to shame. I will love you. With your erratic breaths and quivering limbs. If you want me to, I will kiss your lips until you’re ok again.
When you begin to isolate and prove that the idealist TV shows and adverts are idiotic and unrealistic expectations of a fantasty world we dont live in, and prove over again that depression is no field of flowers to sit in. I will bring you a little light in bouquets of them, until the darkness is a little more tolerable.
When you have so much adrenaline in you that you have no clue what to do or why you’re excited, I will put on music and we can have the most amazing dance party.
Through the late night netflix marathons, the therapy sessions, the days you cant decide what to wear or chose not to change out of your pyjamas, the days you burn your breakfast and need take out for dinner, when you need a little medication to calm your mind and when you snore so loud I lose sleep.
When I say it, I mean it. Through everything.
I Will Love You © S.Haq | ‘Superhaq’ | 2021
I don’t mind the darkness.. I find it comforting. Silence, however, is horrifying @natasha-romanoff28
Deepnest is the last place to succumb to the infection because it is so freaking dark. All the creatures that dwell in it are so repulsed by the light that Radiance has one hell of a time trying to get a foothold there.
Days passed
I’m just idle
Not giving up on my hopes
I still wait
No matter how long I’d have to,
but I’ll wait
For you to regret all that you did
For you to accept all your mistakes
For you to reply me all that I asked you
For you to know what you’ve let go
I’ll wait not for that lame happiness
of your defeat
I’ll wait for getting myself back
from you that I lost long ago
“I am in love with a ghost
I never see him
But he is always in my thoughts„
• G U G U
