hmph. i wish we'd get snow...
hmph. i wish we'd get snow...
One of my friend (who knows about my Madd but I'm not sure if she knows bout it in detail) said this during lunch break as I acknowledged how I am zoning out a lot in the ongoing conversation
Is your imagination much better than all of us?
my imagination is better than this whole world hun.
rosen stop being sick challenge
New relationship dynamic dropped :
I don't wanna fix her bc i like her how she is but I still fix her a little & break myself the rest of the way so we can meet halfway bc relationship take effort from both sides & I'm committed to her
me: alright im gonna NOT take my sleeping pill for once. bc i wanna be awake during the day. and do things. and sleeping pills make me too tired. ok.
my brain: :) *gives me stress the entire night*
head in hands
i cant stop thinking about zhongli and it's all @yanfei-is-my-career-goals' fault
the comparatively sensibly creative side of my brain: can we return to building up that human!sonic au you call "lightwindverse" so we can actually be productive
the MaDD: no, we're going to focus on Classic Rock Bands As Kpop Girl Groups
the ADHD: as it should be
the sensibly creative side: but you were hyping up lightwindverse six months ago
the ADHD: the girl groups were there in 2019 too
the ADHD: also don't you d a r e change my hyperfixation
the sensibly creative side: we almost began to learn how to draw when we got the idea to turn the lightwindverse into a cartoon, dammit
the MaDD: s o w h a t
Unsure of how I got to the point of thinking time is moving both too slow and too fast. On the weekend, I get up for a couple hours, check the time, and simultaneously think “it’s only 10:30am?” and “it’s already 10:30am?!”
i wake up
idk whats happening anymore
i just had several dreams in a row where i woke up, but was always missing something new in my room
am i even awake right now? what's reality? i dont know
my ponysona (whos half-dragon, so not rly a ponysona ig) daydreamer!
oc idea for an oc who is a hops farmer and essentially continues to grow mondstadt's (very small) beer industry with her family farm & has a rivalry with diluc until he disappears for a few years post-dad death and returns and all of a sudden, the ragnvindr family is no longer demanding that dawn winery buys out the oc's family farm but is instead like "we can work together in a partnership". while wine is still the dominant product, diluc is interested in monopolizing the output of the hops farm within mondstadt to produce beer for angel's share only in order to increase tavern sales, so diluc and the oc are kind of locked in together on a contract and end up talking a lot because of it.
so while diluc is busy being emotionally constipated, the oc's childhood best friend returns back to mondstadt. it's thoma. he's returned for a few months after everything settles down in inazuma after ayaka and ayato insisted he go on vacation for a bit. so, he returns home and is like "let me go visit my childhood best friend" anyways,,, he visits the oc and diluc is like "oh i didnt know you were courting anyone, (oc name)" and the oc is like "i'm not..? this is just my best friend, thoma"
that's not the vibe diluc gets from thoma at all. diluc is a bit emotionally constipated but he can tell when someone else has a crush, it isn't oblivious. he can see the way thoma clings to the oc's side a bit too much, the way he's a bit too helpful. and diluc? diluc hasn't established himself as a potential suitor yet due to his nerves. but he realizes at this point that it's now or never, and he's certainly not going to let it not happen.
so, y'know, rivalry time,,,,
When the playlist and dream sync seamlessly 😌