I wanna talk about this because I feel like it's important. I have seen a lot of ddlg just being sexual with perfectly healthy little and nothing wrong with them. This gets to me because I have diseases and complications and therefore feel like im not in perfect health for a daddy. I wish more people would understand and not judge when they hear I have a disease. I do I have a chronic disease called hidradenitis suppurativa which is a gross disease that makes me so insecure. I also have vasculitis which can get bad.
I know people don't understand either of my diseases that are horrible. My least horrible one is scalp psoriasis. I am a medical mess and sometimes I get over whelmed by my diseases when they are bad and I get panic attacks from pain or the grossness of the hidradenitis suppurativa.
Why am I bringing this up? Because I wish people would start normalizing medical issues. Like it isnt my fault this happens or I'm not a normal girl. I wish every day I did get the vasculitis rash on my legs or my hidradenitis on my body or my psoriasis on my scalp. I can't help it.
I ended up yesterday over doing it and ended up could barely walk and such. I did my normal stuff and took a warm bath and it was 10x worse my pain was a 11. I was crying, panicking couldn't move it was terrifying.
So I bring this up because it's one thing I feel like normalize people and littles of having a medical condition they can't control.