I honestly wish I had more bright things to say on this app but my life is shit so I got nothing nice to say.
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https://www.instagram.com/p/CCANgxyj0Lj/?igshid=og1lizt7nqxf0When your just so depressed that your family and friends stop asking if your ok cuz they already know the answer 😂😂😂😂
4Have you ever feel so sad and empty that you think your feeling for a specific person are currently dead? That’s how I feel right now but I’m not sure if that’s because I’m hurt or because I really feel that.
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rip screen. just some art to explain the pain. luckily it still works. just too strong, haha. just going to cry myself to sleep.
0Your life and/or stomach might be getting fuller and fuller but without someone you love dearly your heart still remains so empty. You don’t realize the value of something and/or someone you love. I especially love and miss and care about a girl who probably hates me and might even want me dead. I hate living without the joy and excitement of having the ability to talk to her. All it does is hurt worse and worse each day. But of course, I’m probably worthless to her. I wouldn’t trade our past for anything and I hope I can prove to myself my worth.
3Link in bio Day by day 😈☠🖤♠️
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https://www.instagram.com/p/CBOcLgXjCYr/?igshid=1ku5o9d2t75ro1The thing is….
I know I have people here for me all over the world…
I have my son.
I do have a daughter. (I’ll maybe never know.)
I have some family support.
I have a few people in life in person that I do feel cares if I am around or not…
Doesn’t change how bad I want to die right now…..
- Hanging by a rope…
- Wrapping so much rope around my neck as tight as possible and using to ropes at 2 different times so I cant undo the first..
- Drive over the desired or designated speed limit around the over pass where I know i will go over the guard rail.
- Just going and buying a gun going and parking.
- Drive straight into a wall 80 or over.
- Snap my neck.
6Wir sind das, was ihr gemacht habt - ein Produkt eurer Lügen. -Kontra K
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Try and save me now everything’s wrong with me and my brain can no longer function without substances and every ounce of who i am has been lost to the suace but nothing taste good without sauce. If death is my only worry life is everything, take away my loaded gun and everything that makes me feel life is worth anything s gone.
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Der Kopf geht kaputt, wenn man weiß, man kommt nicht klar und eigentlich hat man viel mehr Potenzial. - Kontra K
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