This has been really bothering me lately. I have expressed this to my host's friends who have systems but it still bothers me. When I was alive I died at a very young age. I was in relationship with Denki Kaminari, from mha. I really didn't show emotions a lot but he was okay with that and very patient with me. He was the only 1-A student that was nice to me when my class started to get to know 1-A. I just feel extremely guilty that I died before we could ever grow old together. I feel guilty that I had to betray his trust to keep him and my friends safe. I feel guilty that not even minute after betraying him, I sacrificed myself to protect him. I feel guilty that my last memory of him was Denki holding my body as I slowly dozed off in death's cold embrace. I cannot express it enough that I'm sorry Denki had to go through that. I don't know if my Denki Kaminira is out there....but if you are please know that I am sorry and you still electrify my heart.