- from here to eternity, caitlin doughty
I have no idea what I'm doing and am this close to a breakdown. Lol. Did a bit of work today and was once again reminded of the crushingly depressing calendar i have ahead of me and how am i??? supposed to do so many things this holidays???
Hey guys! There hasn't been too many posts lately, so I thought I'd share some edits I did for each of my KOs 👀
There's a!KO, in both his au canon outfit AND therapy carpool outfit, pros!KO, Spec/Angel Spec, and Decomp. These can be treated as official refs if you'd like! - Sami
feminine urge this masculine urge that can we please talk about the nonbinary urge to reunite with the void
NATURE STUDY / CUMBRIA 21
Aren’t we so fragile?
Shang Qinghua and Shen Qingqiu probably planted more than one plant body, right? Consider this: Shen Qingqiu dies again. Binghe only has a like half an hour to be devasted before his Shizun comes up to him smelling remarkably like dirt and young growth. And it happens again and again -- and every time Shen Qingqiu dies, there's another plant body there for him. At some point they just accept it and start growing some extra because clearly this isn't going to stop. Luo Binghe plants green houses full of Shizuns.
It never quite stops being horrible for Luo Binghe, because even the most mentally stable man wouldn't deal great with seeing his partner die over and over again, but it gains an edge of hilarity in their mind. Binghe jokes they could try out different configurations of bodies to see what feels best during papapa. Shen Qingqiu smacks him, then promptly dies to an assassin. Ten minutes later he emerges from Greenhouse Three, gives Binghe a 'welcome back' kiss, and smacks him again.
(And maybe one body disappears quietly, and maybe the Sect Leader looks strangely happy the next time Shen Qingqiu sees him.)
i started removing vials and FINALLY they both gave up on life
The Secret History by Donna Tartt. 10/10, deserves the hype. dark academia type beat, for sure.
I also really resonate with journaling in any form. It just works.
going to start crying i don't want to study
Lay me gently in the cold dark earth
There is beauty in decay.