#deep Tumblr posts

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في تلك الايام التي لم اعد ارى فيها سوى الالوان الضبابية في عيني..

لا اعلم لما حتى اغنياتي المفضلة والمفرحة تبدو حزينة جدا و كئيبة..

لقد تعبت حقا من كل شيء من حولي..

انها المرة الأولى التي اعني ذلك حقا..

انها مرتي الاولى التي اشعر بان الالم حقيقي الى تلك الدرجة..

ربما لم يكن علي ان اكبر بكل هذه السرعة..

ربما لم يكن يتوجب علي ان ادرك كل تلك الحقائق و التضحيات..

انا اسفة و لكن كل ما اريده الان هو ان انام..

علني استيقظ في يوم مزهر بلون مليء بالحياة..

ينسيني مرارة هذه الايام المليئة بالوجع..

15-Dec-2019

Not everyone is willing to be burned to extinct

Právě jsem se pochopil

Jen furt neznám řešení

Nápověda v nastavení

Fuck the movies

fuck the cigarretes that you crave so much

I dont need your pitty

I dont need to feel your touch

Pretending to be happy is really hard.

I‘m so so scared that I have nothing to offer anymore, that I lose interest in things and stuck in the same place.

“you remind me everyday

i’m not enough

but i still stay”

-july

Wow…funny how everyone forget that they made plans with me…

I guess i just should stop asking people to hang out, i just tried to socialize again…

But if everyone always forget me or cancel me I’m just gonna stay at home and drinking and smoking on my own… AGAIN

Mike Vale - Music Is the Answer (Original Mix)

Page 46, BloodFever

„I feel like dying. Feel like suffocating.“

- Laechelnd

When you try again, the progress you made during your first attempt is never irrelevant.

Subconscious Thoughts

„Befinde mich in einer desolaten Lage, weil ich mich nicht mit mir selbst vertrage.“

-me

„Hätte ich mich nicht für andere verändert, was hätte es nur in meinem Leben geändert?“

-me

„Glück ist wie ein Tanz. Die Frage ist, ob du ihn kannst.“

-me

(acer)