I honestly don’t know what I’d do without this blog. I cant tell the people who I write about how i feel. I can’t explain exactly everything that goes through my mind every day. I tried to and it failed horribly because they didn’t reply to me and that caused me to go into a spiral of depression. Maybe being single would be easier? I don’t know. It certainly wouldn’t make me feel any less towards them… If anything I’d just feel more lonely and depressed. I feel highly anxious and annoying. All the time. At least I have this blog to be able to vent.

Where did we go wrong?

‘Hell is no place, hell is a thought.’

“𝙁𝙖𝙡𝙡𝙨 𝙙𝙪 𝙟𝙚 𝙖𝙪𝙛 𝙙𝙚𝙧 𝙎𝙪𝙘𝙝𝙚 𝙣𝙖𝙘𝙝 𝙙𝙞𝙧 𝙨𝙚𝙡𝙗𝙚𝙧 𝙗𝙞𝙨𝙩, 𝙠𝙤𝙢𝙢’ 𝙯𝙪 𝙢𝙞𝙧.

𝘿𝙪 𝙛𝙞𝙣𝙙𝙚𝙨𝙩 𝙙𝙞𝙘𝙝 𝙞𝙢𝙢𝙚𝙧 𝙞𝙣 𝙢𝙚𝙞𝙣𝙚𝙢 𝙃𝙚𝙧𝙯𝙚𝙣.”

You got this

Night Cine // by passé

you said you’ll be sad without me, now that you’re with someone else, I just want to know..

Most of the hate in the world began with self-hatred.

Sometimes you just gotta gaze at the stars with a fire all by yourself and just remember the beautiful planet we live on. Forget all the troubles. Work on those demons in your mind and remember we all have a greater purpose.

Do you ever look at Henry Cavill’s thighs and think “I wish he’d break me in half”

Life during the coronavirus

(Because the history books will tell the future children a different version and not the real one we lived)

(hopefully this post is true and it can also be seen as an example:)

Protesting during an epidemic..

What a dangerous but powerful representation.

Language learners 🗣

Can I ask you this..?

How is your grammar in your native language ? Sometimes having faults and Inncorects in your native language can cause you to not advance in your target language.

Perfect your native language first.

“If you radiate kindness, everything will grow towards you.. just as flowers grow towards the light, and there isn’t a lovelier thought than the beauty of life wanting to be next to you. It isn’t always easy to radiate kindness cause we have all of these feelings inside to muddle how we feel, but we have to start somewhere.. and we will grow towards the light too. Kindness, compassion, love.. those are the kinds of things that we could never have enough of, cause they are beautiful just like you. Now go do something kind today in any way you want, just make someone smile..”

This was my inspiration for this, but what is really cool is that I have been going through this.. I took that pic, it’s right down the street from my place - eUë

I get too anxious when I’m in the situation where I could tell you how I felt.

You asked me if i had strong feelings for you and all I could say was “I guess” because I know you don’t care either way.

I told my fiance how I felt, and the polyamorous vs monogamy debate continues.

There’s no escape.

I can’t get these feelings to stop.

Life during the coronavirus

(Because the history books will tell the future children a different version and not the real one we lived)

I saw millions of people on Facebook watching it live last week. It was weird to see that because no one talks about space.. but still everyone was interested. Our future .. wink wink. That launch last week or this week was canceled. However it launched again today. It reminded me of the last launch I watched as a little girl with my brother in the 2000’s. Today I thought about how amazing it was that they got 2 people going up there.

How cool.