#delete later Tumblr posts

ho boi had a strange interaction on instagram and I’m like. Bruv. I don’t make OCs out of some social justice change the world reason, they just happen to have certain characteristics because I use art as a vehicle for many things, like giving myself a reason to do a dip into researching things people live with. Fanwork =/= real life activism, if I wanted to do activism I’d be paying mutual aids + mailing the lawmakers (which I have done previously), these drawings are just for myself and my silly little interests. I find value in learning about the circumstances other people experience, because I would like to hopefully be more understanding, and slowly unlearn a lot of the societal prejudices that very much influence my thought patterns with or without my awareness. 

hehehe wrote my silly little essay got my silly little kitty and my silly little mutual dms to open. happy mold monday

he/she amber sugar. let’s fucking go

I always see people shitting on anime adaptations of games and whatnot, and I just can't help but but be like???? What did you expect??? Anime episodes are under time constraints where as games arent?? (I mean in-universe time, not irl time, like the anime is usually the sweetened condensed version)

And I'm just sitting here, like I'm just happy I get to see my faves move around and talk and blink and everything!

[Please don't reblog, thanks!]

. idk how to add read more on mobile so tw for mental ill and sui talk in the tags xoxo

if i get a little prettier can i be your baby?

Whatever. I've been hopeless for so long. This feeling doesn't go away. It always comes back. No matter what I do it comes back. I want to do better, but I'm so tired. I have very little hope for improvment left. I just want to not be a failure and I'll keep trying I guess

okay, so sorry for not posting for a bit. I had the obey me requests lined up but the way that i had formatted it made me feel repulsed so now- after avoiding it for so long- i have fixed it!! things will be updated, i promise!!

Sometimes. Just sometimes. I wish people could handle someone fidgeting.

I check the blogs of people who follow me to make sure they’re safe for my blog/don’t violate my DNI and some of you reblog the funniest shit

I end up spending an extra 5 minutes scrolling through and forgetting to check the other new followers

Our apartment has a shared parking lot and someone backed into my car so bad it was pushed 3 feet forward and hit the building. I only found out about this tonight and not tomorrow morning bc a neighbour in my building pretty me know. The person didn't even leave a fucking note or anything! But their car is right across from mine and has damage on it, too, so it's obvious who it was.

And how the fuck do you back up that hard? And why the hell didn't you leave a damn note or something? I'm at a loss for words here I really am I'm honestly not doing good rn

Bloodborne.txt

aaaa sorry post cancelled i realized that’s gonna encourage anyone who reads it and hasn’t seen it to go looking for it and i was pretty cringe back then so i’d rather avoid that happening sorry,,,

Being Friends with benefits with Bakugou or Dabi would honestly be bomb because they would know exactly what you like and have fucking you down to an art form. Bakugou would make you dinner afterwards and Dabi would just cuddle up to you and watch a movie

i just ,, think that ,, someone should make me beg for them to do horrible things to me :)

look what i made for my theme but didn’t post @reitani

every time I go “ill just answer this quickly” and end up writing a miniature essay I feel like syndrome theincredibles

If you have any soft Skwistok Nategaar Abigaar or Pickleface thots feel free to send them my way :)

tw anxiety and eating in the tags

I know this is a horny blog but I’ve been listening to New Years Day, and does anyone else find it weird that they almost verbatim quote Joshua Graham from Fallout New Vegas?

I Survived lyrics: “'Cause the fire inside, burns bright, brighter than what's around me”

Joshua Graham: “I survived because the fire inside burned brighter than the fire around me”

is this a purposeful reference?