Summary: The shadow of the past is not far away. Though kisses cartwheel into more.
Warning: Kissing, fingering female receiving
Once in the car Dan turned to look at you. “I- I wasn’t sure if you wanted to stay.” You watched as he pressed his lips together looking out of the windshield. “I didn’t mean to take you away from your friends.” He finally looked over at you.
“Dan!” Leaning over, you were still bubbly from the kisses the two of you shared. You desperately wanted to feel more of them.
“You were perfect.” You cupped his cheek, loving how scruffy the shadow of growth felt under your fingers. You caressed it gently. “Do you think we could head back to your place?” You bit your bottom lip, butterflies replaced the bubbles. You were never this forward. “I think I left something there.”
A glint of something flickered in his eyes as they met yours. You couldn’t read them but the smile that spread across his face made you happy. “Sure. We can head back.”
“Great.” Sitting back, he started the car and soon you were off heading back to his place. Nothing could calm the butterflies in you. So with your heart racing, you sat there in his flannel, incredibly comfy and loving that the sleeves were too long.
You could still feel his lips, taste him and you wanted more. Absently you licked your lips. When you got back to his apartment, you honestly didn’t know what you were going to do.
An image of shimmying out of your jeans and remaining in his flannel, your cami and panties kind of excited you. But could you do that? A knot of wanting grew inside of you. Could you be that bold? After all these months, you two had finally kissed. Wasn’t that what you did when you make out? You took some of your clothing off? Before Dan, you only had two boyfriends. You looked out the window, resting your chin on your hand as the world went by.
He knew very well that you didn’t leave anything at his place. He could feel that by just a glimmer of his shining and it tickled him. The kisses were already making his heart thud heavily in his chest. Something about you made things feel sharper, clearer even, he could not explain it.
Though as happy as he was, a cloud of reality floated over. In the back of his mind Billy’s words came for a visit, “Just be careful... Don’t let her be the reason why you get back on the bus.” He gritted his teeth, he was not the man he had been getting off that bus.
Heck, he wasn’t the man a year ago. He was in a much better place. As he slid you a look, when your eyes met he felt something and it made him smile.
With a shiver of the crisp night air, the two of you practically ran as silently as you could up to his apartment.
“I’ll turn the heat up little.” He said as he turned the key in the door. “My room can get a little chilly.”
“Ok!” Taking a deep breath. You could do this.
Once he disappeared into a closet with the blanket he had brought for the two of you. You quickly pulled off your shoes and shimmied out of your jeans like you had wanted to do. You glanced and went over to his bed. Your heart felt like it would full on burst. Looking down, your fingers shaking, you undid the few buttons you had fastened.
As he put the blanket back up on the shelf, your energy was as brilliant as a summer’s day. It was almost blinding. Was this what it was like with someone as exuberant and as colorful as you? As he gently grazed your emotions, he lost his breath. He could barely turn the heat on high. He shed his jacket and tossed it on the chair nearby.
“Y/N,” He called out in a voice smoother than he thought he’d be capable of. “Did you find what you were looking for?” His voice trailed off. Seeing you laying there, he stopped. “Y/N.” He walked over.
Your gentle curves, the way you were flushed. He was lost for words, he swallowed hard.
“Hi Dan.” You tucked some hair behind your ear. “I wanted to pick up where we were before my friends showed up.”
He only could gesture at the beauty that was your body. Your clothes certainly had hidden you.
You smiled. “If it wasn’t winter. Maybe we could have gone skinny dipping.” Delight and sprinklings of mischief sparkled in your eyes. You went from leaning on your elbows to leaning on your hands. Excitement knotted in the pit of his stomach. You projected such a wonderful scene of the dark water swirling around the two of you as you floated, hands just barely touching but your lips meeting as they were while sitting on the boulder. It made his heart beat even harder. Your imagination was a marvel.
He went over, he didn’t want to say what he was going to say but he wanted to be responsible. As he saw how fresh and young you were, there was also a part of him that wondered if he deserved you.
Sitting down, he left some space between the two of you. You really stole his breath.
“Y/N, I know we kissed down there by the lake.”
Twisting you wrapped a gentle arm around him. “Dan, I know what I want. You’re a good man.”
“I wasn’t always good.” He felt you inhale, but then you drew closer and your arm tightened.
“You are now.” He finally rested a hand on the other side of you. “Everyone deserves second chances. Don’t let the past interfere with our present.”
Your words cut him to the quick. You were right. Billy had given him a chance and look at him now.
“You’re right.” He whispered.
After he slipped out of his boots he laid beside you. Resting on his elbow, he gently bent down and kissed you. While his other arm held you. The kisses where soft and gentle.
“Dan, let me.” You whispered against his lips.
“Anything you want.” He whispered back.
Sitting up, you finally shrugged out of his flannel, gently placing it on the floor beside his bed. You watched as he did the same with his own flannel.
When you laid back down, you pulled him closer. Enjoying how his body felt against your own as you kissed. A soft sound came from you as his hand drifted just barely under your cami. You had imagined his touch for so long.
Your courage and your desire for him gripped you. You certainly were surprised by your own drive. The kissing, the feel of his tongue with yours made you want more. As you kissed, you found his hand and brought it gently between your legs, which pressed against his hand.
Dan pulled back looking at you. His eyes searching yours. His hair ruffled from your fingers being entwined in the soft strands most of the night.
He gently moved his fingers against the soft fabric of your panties. “Y/N.” He whispered. “Are you sure? We don’t have to tonight.”
You gently moved against his fingers. “Dan, please I need to feel you.”
“Ok, but you tell me when you want me to stop.”
His hand slipped just under the soft fabric. A soft sound came from you.
“You are so wonderfully soft.” He whispered close to your lips, as you met the deep blue pools of his eyes.
You held onto him, but you also clutched at his blanket.
His fingers moved over you, caressing you, making you feel amazing as little bursts of pleasure came over you.
“Dan, you make me feel so good.” You managed to breathe.
A smile came over him that you had never seen, but you liked it. It was almost as if he was owning what he did. That he loved having this effect on you and it only intensified what you were feeling.
“I like knowing that I do this to you. I like that I can get you this excited.”
You gasped, your moans turning to whimpers as you writhed under him.
His eyes grew darker. “Will you cum for me? From only my fingers, darling?”
You nodded. “Yes, please.” You practically begged.
“Give yourself up to it then.” He encouraged.
You were so close, you grabbed him. A pang of worry hit you. “Don’t stop Dan, don’t-” You shook under him.
“But kiss me, kiss me.” You begged.
He kissed you, his fingers didn’t stop. You arched, you held onto him hard while everything just burst forth in a brilliance, you moaned into the kiss as you came hard. You shook, holding onto him tighter before finally, breathless you wilted and let him go.
He smiled down at you as his fingers slowed. Which just barely relaxed you. He gently grazed your nose with his sweetly. “Feeling good, darling?”
“Yes, yes.” You whispered breathless, closing your eyes.
You felt as he held you close then. As if you had been doing it for ages, you easily curled right up.
A little later you jostled back and looked at him. You smiled, seeing that his eyes were gently closed.
“Dan, I... I...”
He shook his head before opening his eyes slowly. “Tonight belonged to you. Sleep now, I’ll hold you.”
You sighed. “Ok.” Closing your eyes, you rested your head against his chest.
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