The only person I needed to talk to was you, but you needed to talk to everyone but me.
—a girl sick of being the second choice
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It always shocked me when I realized that I wasn’t the only person in the world who thought and felt such strange and awful things.
— John Green, Looking for Alaska
10I was thinking about how some people just break up, without any event causing it, and how, some people who seem objectively good together don’t end up together and in the middle of that i came up with:
“there wasn’t enough of you to fall in love with” and wow
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“She carried flower seeds as ammunition, they said she’d surely end up dead. On the day she pulled the trigger, gardens erupted from her head.”
- Chris E. Slater (@geeko613 // @geeko_art)
2“I didn’t sleep tonight
Just don’t seem right
Without you in my life…
What am I to do
Now that there’s no you
Without you in my life…”
-Electronic Gems
3I’m just living 966 days without my dad.
And 244 days without my big brother.
I can’t do this anymore… pretending to be happy.
When does it stop?
The hurt.. I can’t handle it anymore.
3𝙸'𝚖 𝚑𝚎𝚛𝚎 𝚠𝚒𝚝𝚑𝚘𝚞𝚝 𝚢𝚘𝚞 𝚋𝚊𝚋𝚢, 𝚋𝚞𝚝 𝚢𝚘𝚞'𝚛𝚎 𝚜𝚝𝚒𝚕𝚕 𝚘𝚗 𝚖𝚢 𝚕𝚘𝚗𝚎𝚕𝚢 𝚖𝚒𝚗𝚍. 𝙸 𝚝𝚑𝚒𝚗𝚔 𝚊𝚋𝚘𝚞𝚝 𝚢𝚘𝚞 𝚋𝚊𝚋𝚢 𝚊𝚗𝚍 𝙸 𝚍𝚛𝚎𝚊𝚖 𝚊𝚋𝚘𝚞𝚝 𝚢𝚘𝚞 𝚊𝚕𝚕 𝚝𝚑𝚎 𝚝𝚒𝚖𝚎. 𝙸'𝚖 𝚑𝚎𝚛𝚎 𝚠𝚒𝚝𝚑𝚘𝚞𝚝 𝚢𝚘𝚞 𝚋𝚊𝚋𝚢, 𝚋𝚞𝚝 𝚢𝚘𝚞'𝚛𝚎 𝚜𝚝𝚒𝚕𝚕 𝚠𝚒𝚝𝚑 𝚖𝚎 𝚒𝚗 𝚖𝚢 𝚍𝚛𝚎𝚊𝚖𝚜 𝚊𝚗𝚍 𝚝𝚘𝚗𝚒𝚐𝚑𝚝, 𝚒𝚝'𝚜 𝚘𝚗𝚕𝚢 𝚢𝚘𝚞 𝚊𝚗𝚍 𝚖𝚎.
2“If i share my location with you, you are now responsible for my life if i go missing.”
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109NotePad Chronicles Part 3
Settling
I never thought I would be one of those girls. I use to think, she’s worth so much more why is she settling for anything less. Until it was me. It’s now my turn. I can hear you sliently judging me. I can hear your whispers.
Every-time we fight he never wants to hear about how I felt. He wants to swipe our emotions under the rug. Kinda like how we stuffed clothes under our bed and then showed our mom our room was clean. It appears to be clean but underneath the bs was pain, hurt and resentment.
I think I deserve it tho. I’ve been used so many times I start to except that maybe i deserve this. No nice guy wants a broken girl anyway. I should be happy that he gives me the time of day.
I mean yeah he never really cares about my feelings, and he does talk to multiple girls. But I can deal with that right? No ones perfect. Maybe settling just this once will help my reach the finish line.
So here I am. I’ve become one of them. I’m settling like a wave that crash into the the land of the living hopping it will lead me to your heart.
-tkiad
1“These demons screaming through this abyss of death kiss, it rips a shit coniption fit ditch filled drill holes fror a throat that’s cut, ruptured and ripped up.. blood, rip, tear, mud, trips on whip hit slipped like a noose around a neck.. wet, like a throat with no pep in a pep step, ruptured, broken up cut, like an upchuck, what?”
- eugorilla
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