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💔💔💔

I just had 4 shots of vodka and half a joint.

I still feel literally nothing.

It hurts, It hurts so much that I wanna scream and never stop

drinking games // silver sphere

I’m bleeding out

And all the lights around me starts to fade

Can you save me?

Can you see me in the dark?

Nothing seems to change it’s all the same

It’s easier to push everyone away instead of putting yourself in spots where you could get hurt again.

It’s not worth the pain.

::funeralfanatsies::

I wish someone told me I would feel this sad as an adult.

::funeralfanatsies::

Wie kann etwas so falsch sein, obwohl es sich so verdammt richtig anfühlt?

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I wanted to talk about it. I wanted to scream. I wanted to yell. I wanted to shout about it.

But all I could do was whisper „I’m fine“.

I always thought if I made myself available all the time people would like me. If i put them on a pedestal, put them first, give my everything that it would be enough. I guess I gave too much and expected even more in return. Not everyone is going to be like me. Not everyone has a freinds like me. Through thick and thin, no matter what.

✌✌💯💯

【ｍｅ　ａｎｄ　ｍｙ　ｄｅｐｒｅｓｓｉｏｎ】

Pan’s Flute — Rosarium Part I

Kiss the moon.

Lie on floor

Sing the song

Think about it

All you lost

was just a dream

Reality was never

meant to be held.

Current month: 6th

Dosage:

Month 1-3: 60mg/weekly

Month 4-6: 60mg/weekly

Month 6-9: may or may not increase, have to wait on my blood test results

Mood:

Sometimes more irritable, but I keep it to myself

Energy: exhausted but when I’m working, it feels like I can go on for days 😂

Appetite: about the same. Maybe sometimes more hungry than I have been

Libido:

Consistent from last months/sometimes it spikes up

Acne: I don’t think my face has been completely acne free for awhile but sometimes it’s better than others

Muscle Tone: i think it’s pretty consistent with last month

Sweat/Scent:

Consistent from last months

Body Temp:

Consistent from last months

Voice:

About the same. It’s been cracking very slightly the past 2ish weeks though

Fat Distribution:

Hips feel flatter, on the sides and front

Face:

I can’t really tell if anything’s changed

Hands/feet:

Consistent from last months

Facial Hair:

Definitely coming in thicker, on the mustache, chin and sides of my face. It shows up more on camera now

Body Hair:

There’s still a shit ton coming in, pretty much everywhere

Tôkyô Girls — Rosarium Part I

The Roses’ Lament — Rosarium Part I

Dead Girls Don’t Cry — Rosarium Part I

Dead Girls Don’t Cry — Rosarium Part I

If anyone tells you that there are people who have it worse than you, answer that there are also people who have it much better than you. It’s not a fair world but ignoring your feelings won’t make it better.