Someone please come love me, touch me, feel me.
Someone please come hold me, comfort me, like me.
Someone please don't hate me, be disgusted by me, scar me.
Someone please come save me.
its 0:09 and I've already got the feeling that this isn't my day
So oft hab' ich gedacht, dass ich dich hasse, denn wie oft hast du im Kopf mich schon verlassen?
- Zate
STOP YELLING AT ME
STOP YELLING AT ME
STOP YELLING AT ME
STOP YELLING AT ME
STOP YELLING AT ME .
I have to remind myself to breath -- almost to remind my heart to beat
Solo quiero que te quedes, que pasemos juntos otro atardecer, déjame seguir fingiendo que todo está bien, déjame ser feliz un poco más, cariño.
Sólo un poco más.
— Babi PM.
Hoffnung,
Hoffnung hat mich warten lassen.
Ließ mich das gute sehen, ließ mich träumen.
Heute weiß ich
Hoffnung war mein größter Feind.
Ich wünschte ich könnte mein ganzes Fett einfach wegschneiden...
God truly must hate me. I’ve been a christian my whole life but I still am not able to get past these things. These problems that God wouldn’t have given me if he loved me.
I’m terrified to let you go…
I’m terrified to get better so I think about the good times we had just so I can be sad about you leaving all over again
The fact that I’m starting to sleep through the night scares me.. I’m getting better
But I’m not ready.. because what if I finally let you go and you come back..
Jealousy.
It burns like a fire inside me and I cant control it, it eats away all the friendly parts.
It makes me turn into a monster and hurt the person I like, even tho she did nothing wrong
Why am I like this?
Why do I feel it so heavy?
I wanna destroy what made me jealous
give me life or give me death. at this point give me anything beside painful thoughts
