#depressing shit Tumblr posts

  • celeryshin
    23.10.2021 - 27 minutes ago

    Vent in tags oop.

    #you ever feel so useless and not wanted? #literally I apparently can’t do anything right #also aha love it when the only person who really reaches out to talk to me nowadays is my partner #an internet friend #and two of my classmates/new friends #maybe I’m being melodramatic and narcissistic #idk #just sucks that I can go mia for a few days and have my friends not notice or just be like yea he’s fine even tho I’m chronically online #and talk a lot #and they know that #this isn’t about anyone in particular #I’m just depressed and anxious #and feel like everyone is against me #and I feel unwanted unneeded and feel like I’m just a bother #tfw for the past 2 octobers your life goes to shit and you wanna die #lol #life sucks I’m a failure at it and I want to no longer exist #then my brain thinks huh would anyone miss me if I was gone #probably not #and that’s how I know I’m super depressed:) #gonna delete this later cuz I feel like a shitty person #and I don’t want my friends to see this and think badly of me #i hate my life #brain keeps telling me to relapse so that’s great #and my inability to get things done cuz I can’t focus or don’t have the energy they just see me as being lazy #so now I’m getting berated for that #when I likely have adhd #or not
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  • girl-of-honey-and-glass
    23.10.2021 - 32 minutes ago

    note to self: stop being me

    it's bad for your health

    #tw ed behavior #tw weight#4na#meanspir0#sweetsp0 #only pro for tags #only pr0 for myself #tw ed vent #bodychex #tw self destructive behavior #tw depressing stuff #sorry for being depressing #tw self destruction #self destruction#depressing shit#lol#sad thoughts
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  • depressedqueerboy
    23.10.2021 - 4 hours ago

    I am on meds now

    nothing big, I am testing out a antidepressant only 10mg to see if I have any side effects before I take a bigger dose, I hope it helps!

    #depression shit#antidepressant #maybe getting better
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  • atlasofarc
    23.10.2021 - 4 hours ago

    If there’s something I can do to avoid causing someone else to suffer, I’ll do it. Even if we have no future, tell me how i can reassure you and relieve your heart’s burden. I don’t want anyone suffering because of me - lost in the dense forest if their thoughts and self doubt. Allowing someone to frantically search for the path of truth because you’re carelessly avoidant is inhumane. Providing clarity takes only a moment of my time, and could grant someone their life back. Please please please do this for each other.

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  • imawake-butatwhatcost
    23.10.2021 - 4 hours ago

    It's that time of year (when I exchange my fan for a SAD lamp)

    #kal says shit #use the same socket and everything #seasonal depression #I'm not very funny but this is personally hilarious
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  • ixshka
    23.10.2021 - 4 hours ago

    What about y'all ?

    #potentially triggering #tw self destructive behavior #selfharn#self h4rm #self h@rm #kinda depressing #tw self destruction #tw self sabotage #depressing post#depressing shit #sorry for being depressing
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  • mxtchxlsxn2-0
    23.10.2021 - 5 hours ago

    Suicidal thoughts are full steam ahead tonight boys!

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  • thatdockid27
    23.10.2021 - 5 hours ago

    Them: You can do it!

    My brain: Ya sure, hun? *The kid on the GIF as my brain*

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  • taste-thewaste
    23.10.2021 - 5 hours ago

    I feel so drained right now.

    What do I even say? My birthday was last Monday and the last couple of years, my birthday isn’t really a fun event. The people in my life make it special but it brings with it this sense of...shame. It reminds me that I’m still not where I want to be and I likely won’t be for a very long time, and that’s morbid and stupid and self-indulgent but it is what it is.

    I agreed to start working in our office on my down time to get some office experience so I can hopefully get a new job and get the fuck outta here eventually, and I love it, I really do. I feel like I’m using my brain for the first time in forever, but I also am so horribly depressed that my brain is foggy and I’m exhausted ALL the time and adding more to my plate was maybe not such a great idea, but I did it and I’m not mad that I did and...idk.

    My grandma died back in September, and my grandpa finally set a date for a memorial luncheon in November. We’ve been spending a ton of time with him, going through his paperwork, doing financial stuff, and I personally have been responsible for going through her phone and personal stuff and also setting up picture boards for the luncheon, which is also kind of a big undertaking and it’s fucking sad, bro. Going through her phone was really hard because it’s like, here’s everything that mattered to her and that she cared about and now she’s gone. And seeing my grandpa so utterly devastated by this is also extremely hard. idk

    I’m also in the worst physical and mental shape of my life and I’m too afraid of the doctor to go do anything about it....also therapy isn’t going the way I want because I keep blocking any progress from happening. So overall things are not very cash money right now, and I’m old, and yeah. That’s it!

    #blog #rambling depressing shit under the cut #you've been warned
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  • thecosmicminds-blog
    23.10.2021 - 6 hours ago

    I'm sorry

    And before you say anything

    Before you think of an immediate response

    Just know that I AM SORRY...

    I didn't mean to slowly catch feelings for you everytime we had a conversation.

    I didn't want to miss talking to you.

    Trust me, I am just suprised as you are.

    I still am and honestly I still can't believe it.

    I can't believe it is YOU that I've fallen for.

    That its you that has me smiling like a fucking idiot when you say something kind out of nowhere.

    Maybe it's because I trust you and that's why I feel like this,

    I don't care why.

    Just know you've kept me sane this past year and I'm sorry for this confession.

    I'm so sorry but I thank you for giving me this feeling.

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  • hot-chocolate-is-my-lover
    23.10.2021 - 7 hours ago

    It's finally single degree weather!!!!!

    #not cold enough for a hat yet #but we are getting there #8° today!!!!!!! #i am cozy #the fire is on at work #i fucking love winter #check back next week when seasonal depression has floored me however #my shit
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  • retteciga
    23.10.2021 - 9 hours ago

    I just want to feel fucking okay!!! Why is that SO FUCKING HARD

    #going from instensly angery at myself to crying then dissociating and then and then and then - #how was it not clear that i had mood swings since forever lmao #just so used to it that i didnt notice it wasnt normal i guess? #anyway i started journaling? or whatever when im upset. hope that helps me feel less insane in the long run #bc i feel embarrassingly insane as im doing it like who tf wants to be so aware of how theyre feeling for one and also making it permanent #im going to make it a point to either delete the shit or just never read it after the fact bc big yikes #now im gonna try to sleep and hope i wake up not feeling like depressed ass #highly unlikely. i wanna kms. die in my sleep. get hit by a bus. hope a plane crashes into my bedroom. hire a hitman on myself. etc #angel stop reading my rants its embarrassing skskskak #just confirming im crazy lmaOwO
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  • dark-nana
    23.10.2021 - 9 hours ago

    I should spend some time off Twitter gp999 stan twt is so toxic

    And the topic is still trending so it’s hard to get out of

    Probably gonna check for Tears of Themis and vtubers Twitter instead

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  • tamrielic
    23.10.2021 - 11 hours ago

    so i've deduced that drinking a half a bottle of baileys on a mostly empty stomach while running on absolutely no sleep at all for a total of 72hrs (thanks to adhd medication) and simultaneously being on the verge of my monthly menstrual cycle equates to having a disgustingly massive sobbing breakdown that was in fact triggered by the end of act 1/the beginning of act 2 of cyberpunk 2077...... and on that embarrassing note i'm going to read fanfic and then attempt to sleep now and hopefully succeed or else i may simply perish so wish me luck y'all and i'll almost definitely delete this later or perhaps not because i'm tipsy and it's funny also shoutout to my personalized autocorrect for making my typing make sense and be legible lmfao ok byeee

    #kayleigh.txt #special kudos to my beloved chono for putting up with my near constant bullshit she's the true mvp/vip/etc tbqh #would've been a much more depressing unfortunate evening without her existence i'll tell you that much #though she wasn't present/enabling for/with the drinking and crying part but still #i'm rambling jfc at least i'm AWARE that i'm tipsy af and exhausted and shit right???? #like that's a good sign???? idk g'night ahshshsj
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  • tragiclyheartless
    23.10.2021 - 12 hours ago

    t*xic ass ""friend"": aww do u wanna talk abt your feelings

    Me, knowing that they'll turn the conversation into them real quick: ,,,no

    Them: okay i dyed my hair red look!!

    Me: there it is

    #kinda depressing shit #hhhhhh #how did i get into this situation
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  • dark-nana
    23.10.2021 - 13 hours ago

    Hoping wishing for twisted wonderland and ensemble star international release

    (It’s funny to me cause I think of it like they’re gate keeping those games AHAHAHAH since they’re region locked) not only those tho, there’s more games that are region locked TT

    I wanna play them

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  • ineffablechaos
    23.10.2021 - 13 hours ago

    Las noches depresivas duelen de tal manera que llega un punto en el que no me reconozco, como si hubiesen desgarrado mi alma y soy una tercera persona observando el caos de alrededor.

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  • rainbowintrashworld
    23.10.2021 - 14 hours ago

    Mis esperanzas se desmoronan mientras la cuchilla pasa una y otra vez dejando marcas cada vez más profundas, siento como el dolor físico empieza a callar todo el embrollo que traigo en mi mente, veo con una extraña mezcla de asco, odio y complacencia como las gotas carmín resbalan por mi piel para despues arremolinarse en el agua. Escucho mis quejidos mientras con esmero curo cada herida mientras sonrío ante la ironía de estar curando lo que yo misma me cause.

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  • confessions-of-a-cuttingfreak
    23.10.2021 - 16 hours ago

    Is it weird that i actually never cry even when i do self harm?

    I just feel numb

    #depressing shit #sorry for being depressing #kinda depressing #tw depressing stuff #sad poem#depressing quotes#depressing post#self harrrm #may be triggering #self h4rm
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  • phoenician-arab
    23.10.2021 - 17 hours ago

    I honestly don't know much about Baldwin to know why so many people disliked him before, but glad most folks are on the same page that this is a fucked up thing to happen for someone on accident. That shit must be traumatizing. Someone check on that man's mental health.

    #negative#alec baldwin #good lord i can't imagine being in that situation… #tw // suicide mention #seriously watch out for the next few tags #i may actually get pushed over the edge by shit like this #like full on commit cuz i'm already depressed as is
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