During this lonely and peaceful hours
where people mostly were asleep,
that I mostly think
why this life
needs to be written with
full of grief
and never ending regrets
and what if’s.
3.2.21, delta 3200 (-1)
the black the poppy seeds swept from far hills met strange hands in the gentle oaks - an empty bliss of swarming leaves called down the sun - as one they painted, with sorrow, with the endless pain of man, the churning earth where births carry dark to dark - veins of soil, unseen the streaming tides, the azure of smallest creaks - falling, ebbing over stone in cascading tears; that celestial irradiation over transient blues, which, ceaselessly, burnt the long path home
no offense but u guys need to go to a playground with ur best friend and maybe y'all calm down
funny how both my sophomore year of high school and my sophomore year of college were flop eras
8:24am 3/3/21
I finally broke the 140s at 149.0lb this morning. Today I only have my morning job before I go to the used bookstore with my roommate. It’s Wednesday so it’s usually the day I can rely on everyone not wanting to cook but the whole house is actually off work today so we’ll see.
I understand that the lockdown is killing small businesses and putting everyone out of work, but reopening Texas is going to cause a lot of fucking deaths. It’s a lose-lose situation either way and I really don’t want to see how this plays out.
I’m like a child all over again. I just want my chores done so I can go outside and play.
Ah, gece gelme gündüz gel
Tenhalarda menhalarda
Buluşalım vay vay
Görüşelim vay vayYüce dağ başında
Harman geç olur
Birtanem gel gel
Sevdiğim gel gel
Çirkinim yanımda
Sabah güç olurAh, gece gelme gündüz gel
Tenhalarda menhalarda
Buluşalım vay vay
Görüşelim vay vay(Gel, gel, gel)
(Gel, gel, gel)Beyler bahçesinde
Bülbüller şakır
Birtanem gel gel
Sevdiğim gel gel
Sevdiğim esmerin
Gözleri çakır, vay
Perişanım, perişanımYüce dağ başında
Harman geç olur
Birtanem gel gel
Sevdiğim gel gel
Çirkinim yanımda
Sabah güç olurAh, gece gelme gündüz gel
Tenhalarda menhalarda
Buluşalım vay vay
Görüşelim vay vay
Perişanım vay vay
03/03/2021
dear diary
i went to sleap around 4. im still tired bt i feel good. everything smells like blood tho which isnt a good smell. i miss casper thee friendly goast. the musick in tht movie was nice. i like wen casper makes thee girl fly. &nd then he drops her nd saves her. i wish i was a goast in a big house.
I didn’t snap a picture because I was hungry, but dinner was some sushi and chicken! Kind of a random combo, but delicious none the less. Didn’t end up drinking more than 32 ounces of water today, but tomorrow will be better!
ooh i love being epic and sexy and being blocked by popular blogs i know nothing about