my dreams are coming true, but i wish i could enjoy it more.
hey, just wanted to make a quick lil blog post to just talk about how life has been in 2021.
i been in the process of getting the red carpet for my show set up, but i couldn’t stop thinking about these feelings i was having about it all. it’s like i’m happy that i finally have my own show. this is something that i have wanted since i was in middle school. but as much as i try and try and try and try to enjoy this, something keeps holding me back.
this year i have accomplished so much, and so much greatest has happened for me. my brand has grown so much, i launched my store, did a lot with my writing, and so on. but also, tragedy has happened. it’s like for every good thing, something bad happens. it’s been an emotional rollercoaster.
it’s hard to look at the positives when the negatives are right behind it.
this pandemic, i like to call it a personal pan pizza cause it makes me laugh. this pandemic, has hurt all of us. whether we wanna admit or not. it has changed me, and everyone i know. within the span of this year and half, so many of us have found success, but we know good a well we wouldn’t be where we are if it weren’t for the world stopping.
i know that harriyanna hook would not be where it is right now if it weren’t for the pandemic. it’s the hard truth. and that’s what scares so me bad. i don’t want this to be my only moment. i wanna prove to myself that i am much more than entertainment that people only watch and support because they are stuck at home.
my dreams are coming true, but it’s hard for me to enjoy it as much as i wish because if this world tragedy didn’t happen, i most likely wouldn’t have anything that i have now.