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  • thingsreadinthedark
    24.07.2021 - 11 hours ago

    Wow description!

    A young tarot reader by the name of Ashia Monet made a list of Zodiac book suggestions and that led me to Interview with the Vampire by Anne Rice. Got up this morning and followed the suggestion down the rabbit hole, and I don’t regret it so far. I’m enjoying this tale. These were my other recommendations based on my Zodiac signs.

    I took her advice because she was right on the money about Giovanni’s room. I’ve read that book and I love that book. Like I LOVE that book. So I’m excited to continue.

    My very first time reading Interview with the Vampire. Let’s go!

    #chantel’s reading notes #chantel’s reading diary #goodreads#reading notes#currently reading#bookblr#booklr #black book blog #Anne rice#black booklr #interview with the vampire #first time #my first time
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  • diary-of-worshipping-gf
    24.07.2021 - 13 hours ago

    † 24/07/21 †

    i hate how my obssessive worshipping towards you dangerously fast turns on pure carelessness...

    apologize me, my Master God for being your unstable girlfriend. i wish to become better for you so you will be proud on me and we will be forever together as you planned.

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  • idyllsofthemind
    24.07.2021 - 15 hours ago

    From the Journals of William Chaffinch, Undated.

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  • queen-anxiety
    24.07.2021 - 18 hours ago

    Back to the country side again. But this time I have the dogs with me so we can sleep here tonight. Today we have done some errands here and there, we did end up at my parents house and bathed in their pool for a while and now we are out here on the country side. Fresh air and just take it easy. 🌾🐶

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  • finefruit
    24.07.2021 - 18 hours ago

    a slice of pizza and a mandarin orange fruit cup - 480kcals

    Outshine sugar free popsicle - 25kcals

    3 marshmallows - 75kcals

    2 vanilla ice cream bars - 280kcals

    Total: 860kcals

    7-23-21

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  • heloli
    24.07.2021 - 19 hours ago

    eighth page of the journal ; twenty four july

    ahhh it's been a long time since i didn't writed, but let me tell you that a thousand things happened to me these days ! Aspros is so kind to me and accepted to take care of Amore when i couldn't (i'll go with dad on holiday) and i think it's the sweetest things ever ! also, let me tell you a weird thing that happened to me the other day. i was heading home, on my way to meet dad after school, as usually and i then everything became SO dark in a second. it was day, and in a second it was night, with a super shiny moon in front of my eyes. i was terrified, even though it was beautiful. i closed my eyes and everything turned back to normal. i was so shocked. when i arrived home, i fell on my bed and slept the whole night, (wich is rare for me).

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  • yum-yes-please
    24.07.2021 - 20 hours ago

    Chicken thyme apricot homemade pies

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  • untold-unspoken-poetry
    24.07.2021 - 20 hours ago

    Guru_Sakshat_Param_Brahma🙏

    गुरु वो है

    जो हमें शून्य के भंवर से निकालकर समुद्र सा श्रेष्ठ बनाता है।

    गुरु वो है

    जो हमें अपनी तपस्या से निखारकार अनमोल हीरा बनाता है।

    गुरु वो है

    जो ज्ञानरुपी दीपक प्रज्वलित कर सृष्टि को प्रकाशवान बनाता है।

    Happy Gurupurnima

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  • boonbeenblade
    24.07.2021 - 21 hours ago

    I’m sorry not sorry to all my followers who are here for the funny heehoo block men writings and have to deal with me passing out at 7pm, missing my streak, and then waking up at 3am and having seventeen layers of an introspective breakdown

    as in i’m sorry for missing the streak but not sorry for the rest of it

    #van rambs #my blog my diary
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  • eatpaperandcry
    24.07.2021 - 1 day ago

    Day 23

    × did the media play a role in your wanting to lose weight?

    I don't think so. I didn't need the media to tell me what a beautiful body is and what isn't because sincerely, i don't believe fat bodies are ugly in the slightest. I never felt comfortable in my body and I wanted to change my appearance and I tried it and I lost some weight the right way, but then I started to be have disordered eating and then I gave in into the idea of starving myself and I began to actually act on my very disordered thoughts and developed a full blown eating disorder

    #ana blog #tw ana blog #tw ed behavior #tw ed content #tw ed stuff #anamia #tw ed shit #ana stuff#ana diary#thinspo
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  • eatpaperandcry
    24.07.2021 - 1 day ago

    Aaaaah I'm nervous for tomorrow. I hope I look great and not too fat and I hope I'm not forced to eat too much 🗿🗿🗿

    Let's pray for me and my sanity 🛐🛐

    Today I was forced to eat chips and I was literally shaking 😑 this sickness is the most stupid thing in the world but it has total control over my life :D

    #ana blog #tw ana blog #tw ed behavior #tw ed content #tw ed stuff #anamia #tw ed shit #ana stuff#ana diary#tw calories#Thinspo
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  • carrotatheart
    24.07.2021 - 1 day ago

    we did our first crawfish boil day and sold out in like 3 hours which was waaaaay better than we expected. doubling up for tomorrow! i like running kitchens wheee!

    #boring diary blogging
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  • theoptomisticoutlook
    24.07.2021 - 1 day ago

    Advice for anyone going through a break up or any sorta heart break: im going to be honest with you of course you're feeling sad & it's valid in your situation. Let yourself feel what you need to feel because when you try to find an explanation for how you're feeling you're just going to confuse yourself more & more & overthink the whole situation. You're human. That way youre feeling is so normal but don't add more stress to the situation than there needs to be. Value yourself high enough to recognize whatever their opinion or feelings are towards you is their baggage to carry if they want to hold hate or resentment towards you in their heart that's on them, but try to see it from thier perspective too, in order to reach the highest perspective in your situation. If your breakup is still kinda fresh, let them feel what they need to feel, you feel what you need to feel and time will heal both of you. You know best how you treated them and acted in the connection or relationship so if you know in your heart you didn't do anything for them to hate you or hold resentment towards you, just allow yourself to feel & keep moving forward with pure intentions.

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  • harriyanna
    24.07.2021 - 1 day ago

    my dreams are coming true, but i wish i could enjoy it more.

    hey, just wanted to make a quick lil blog post to just talk about how life has been in 2021.

    i been in the process of getting the red carpet for my show set up, but i couldn’t stop thinking about these feelings i was having about it all. it’s like i’m happy that i finally have my own show. this is something that i have wanted since i was in middle school. but as much as i try and try and try and try to enjoy this, something keeps holding me back.

    this year i have accomplished so much, and so much greatest has happened for me. my brand has grown so much, i launched my store, did a lot with my writing, and so on. but also, tragedy has happened. it’s like for every good thing, something bad happens. it’s been an emotional rollercoaster. 

    it’s hard to look at the positives when the negatives are right behind it. 

    this pandemic, i like to call it a personal pan pizza cause it makes me laugh. this pandemic, has hurt all of us. whether we wanna admit or not. it has changed me, and everyone i know. within the span of this year and half, so many of us have found success, but we know good a well we wouldn’t be where we are if it weren’t for the world stopping. 

    i know that harriyanna hook would not be where it is right now if it weren’t for the pandemic. it’s the hard truth. and that’s what scares so me bad. i don’t want this to be my only moment. i wanna prove to myself that i am much more than entertainment that people only watch and support because they are stuck at home. 

    my dreams are coming true, but it’s hard for me to enjoy it as much as i wish because if this world tragedy didn’t happen, i most likely wouldn’t have anything that i have now. 

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  • thingsreadinthedark
    24.07.2021 - 1 day ago

    I love the way that their mind works. The history and research and the going back and revisiting how you were raised and aligning yourself to the truth once you’ve realized it. The history of their family in Nigeria.. just beginning this this evening but it’s good..

    #chantel’s reading notes #chantel’s reading diary #reading notes#goodreads#currently reading#black booklr#bookblr#booklr #black book blog #akwaeke emezi
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  • musicfordinner
    24.07.2021 - 1 day ago

    Friday Night Vibes — Salome Bey

    It’s interesting because I was rifling through my emails and found an email from a mailing list that I’m apart of and it led me to this video. A wonderful video reminder of our legendary Canadian Black women artists of the 1970s.

    RIP Salome Bey.

    Salome Bey is an icon. As is her daughter who preforms under the name SATE.

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  • titosandcheetos
    23.07.2021 - 1 day ago

    London Adventures, getting to know me

    Hey! This weekend, I'm in London! Now, I'm not a big London girl - I'm from the countryside and I've never really liked busy places - even pre-covid - crowds have just always given me anxiety. Can anyone else relate? I'm absolutely sure there are people out there who can! I've always found my peace in the countryside or by the water. I'm a Pisces so I guess I'm for sure a water baby! Sometimes I go and see family friends in New Hampshire, U.S., for Fourth of July weekend. They rent a lovely cabin up in Lake Winnepesaukee, NH, right on the lake. It's for sure my happiest place. However, being from England and in a pandemic where travelling abroad isn't as much of an option as it used to be, I have tried to find my happy places in places closer to home. The Thames and Hampton Court park is absolutely bloody wonderful. The park is peaceful and full of so much greenery and lakes. Deers are amongst the bracken and I find it absolutely wonderful and amazing that in the midst of the busyness of London - just like in Manhattan - there is this park, where everything falls silent and there's just peace and beauty. With the Thames, you see people happy, rowing in swan boats - today I actually saw a dragon boat! I'm spending time with family, unwinding and taking each day one day at a time. Mental health can be a bitch and I honestly don't know what each day holds, one day can be absolutely fine - and then the next, I'm anxious and sad, but can't pinpoint why. I have depression, anxiety and bipolar disorder. Some days are debilitating, but it's a journey I am taking. We all have different paths. I hope that my blogs - and youtube vlog - https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCtqGk3igZ6iviRivc-p-ooA - (I haven't started that yet - can help others in tough situations. Please, just reach out, I will never, ever judge.

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  • thingsreadinthedark
    23.07.2021 - 1 day ago

    I have started reading this book like 5… maybe 5 different times.

    I recognize that it’s so dense and so thick and so hard to get through because of how heavy her words are. It’s such a small book, it’s such a thin book, but it’s heavy like a brick. It’s magic really. I have a copy a physical copy of it but I found that I can’t even read the physical copy because I become too overwhelmed.

    You know, some people don’t like reading e-books — I love e-books, almost more than paper books.. I find a comfort to the natural extension of my phone in my hand.. it’s bad because that’s probably indicative of an addiction.. but it’s an addiction that I navigate around by predominantly reading on my phone and turning off all the notifications at all times.

    I also try not to talk to people via text all day, preferring to phone/FaceTime. Anyway, I say all this to say.. that.. I’m making my new attempt.

    I’ve started over today and I’m 20% in again, I’m into sister outsider. I would like to get to the rest. I’m committing to do that in this digital copy so I can maybe stop being so scared.. and just finish and sit with everything that Audre is trying to show me.

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