Fall and Winter are my favorite seasons, but I still haven't figured out how to look cute. I can't keep wearing a tight shirt and oversized cardigan for the rest of my life.
Don't get me wrong, I love having big boobs. But they make it ridiculously impossible to find clothing that fits. And whenever I put on a hoodie or something casual, I immediately look 30 lbs heavier. What do I doooo?
i'm at school rn and i feel like shit☺️👎👎 i just want to go home and sleep forever
I don't know why, but losing weight feels euphoric because I know I have control over my body and I can become how I want to look
Day 3 💕
limit: 850 cals
consumed: 685 cals
cals burned: 251 (apparently)
my mom made me eat BREAD as an after school snack, I HATE BREAD. Thank GOODNESS for corn though, i’ve been bringing corn for lunch everyday and it’s pretty low cal (90 for an ear) for how filling and DELICIOUS it is. Plus my mom doesn’t find it weird, excluding that she thinks i like corn too much. i might like corn a little too much. oh well :)
Intermittent fasting really fucked up me. Feeling that I have to eat fast or the clock falls. Fasting and then binging.
I stopped it and it helped so much. I don’t have binges that often and can control myself more.
Of course I don’t eat at midnight or something like that and also this diet didn’t help at all. It slowed my metabolism even more.
sorry i’ve been so inactive i’m currently moving!
i’ve been carrying so many heavy and big boxes and standing all day and i’m COVERED in bruises😭 lowkey worried bc i’ve never had so many but i will admit i have been eating probably 1,000 calories for the past few days which is double my normal intake so idk !
When I’m thin, I really want like a fashion insta or swimwear(both?). I love getting dressed up and can’t wait to look good too✨
I purged again for the first time in a while. Fuck my throat burns. And I already want to purge again. Fucking hell I hate the fact that I exist like this so fucking much
How the fuck do I tell my boyfriend I'm a disgusting piece of shit who can't seem to fucking get better,. I'm going to fucking ruin this. And I just want to purge again.
1416, nuevo récord para mi ♥️🥳
Mi próxima meta: 1000 kcal
my mom is just another nagging voice in the back of my head, “ you could be on the treadmill right now” “do extra sit ups for me” “that has a lot of carbs”
my parents are making me go to both a church picnic and a family barbecue on sunday. I’m saving my kcal now cus ain’t no way i’ll make it below 500 kcal that day
FOOD LOG! 9/17
Rice cakes 80
Grilled cheese: 335
Tea : 120
Total :605 calories
I feel powerful >:)
i was so scared i was gonna gain today but OMG??? i lost 1kg and i know that’s not a lot but honestly i expected worse than that 😭
help i’m finally at my 1gw i feel so happy
from 66kg to 58kg thank u universe 🙏
still don’t look that skinny tho fuck u body
TW: SH (censored)
Leg check Sep/18/2021
4”10 & 84.5lbs
Not happy yet bUT peep the unicorn shorts I got @ the thrift store 😎
anacoach or anabuddy
im looking for an anacoach or buddy!
imessage only btw!
if u wanna b anabuddies: meanspo n sweetspo, fast together, restrict together, try out the same diets together, motivate each other🎀🎀💝 if ur under the age of 16, dni!
if u wanna b my anacoach: anything is allowed, nothing creepy doe & i wont send body checks until im comfortable with it. u need to be a female btw🧁🧁
dm me if ur interested <33
im sitting next to my mum in her silly little car, on my silly little phone, looking at silly little so very small girls and pretending im in a silly goofy mood