sooo i finally heard back from elite after almost 2,5 weeks and they decided not to move forward me. they basically said that they didn’t think they could give me a successful modeling career in the elite world. story of my life.
it is sooooo frustrating that three, not one, not two, but three!!!! major modeling agencies has shown an interest in me and yet here i am not one step closer to becoming a model. like i’ve only had contact with four agencies and three of those agencies has shown an interest. im just so sick and tired of getting told that i have model potential, when that statement does not lead to anything.
when i read that email from elite earlier today, my heart sank. like i really thought this was the one, i really thought i was going to make it this time. i even traveled 5 hours to go their casting. but on the other hand i’m also kinda happy that i didn’t make it with elite, as their casting proces has been so frustrating. like i applied to elite model look at the end of july. IT HAS BEEN 5 MONTHS! for some reason i decided that i wanted to apply to one agency at a time, i could have spent those 5 months on applying to the rest of the agencies in denmark. like if elite is that slow at communicating with their models, i literally would be so frustrated all the time.
at first when i read the email i was like im done. i dont want to do this anymore. i am never going to make it. and what’s the point? but the thing is, i know i would come to regret it, if it didn’t give it my all and i still haven’t done that. there is still a couple of agencies i can send some photos to. and that is what i’m going to do. and i think i’m even going to send some pictures to the first agency that i got scouted by, just to give it a shot again. like its been three years. maybe something has changed? and if i don’t hear back from any of them, there is not a lot left to do. and at that point i think its time to move forward. to figure out what i want to do with my life, maybe pursue acting?
i will update you guys