they played where is my love they played where is my love they-

Terror Lucido 2019

Ah to be a maiden by the sea.

🐧 Jellycat Bashful Puffin 🐧

📘 Penguin Young Readers Licenses Good Night, Beautiful Moon: An Oona and Baba Adventure (Puffin Rock) 📘

📗 Penguin Young Readers Licenses Let’s Go Fishing!: An Oona and Baba Adventure (Puffin Rock) 📗

🐞 Ladybug Girl By David Soman And Jacky Davis 🐞

🏖 Ladybug Girl At The Beach By David Soman And Jacky Davis 🏖

🐝 Ladybug Girl And Bumblebee Boy By David Soman And Jacky Davis 🐝

Daydream about walking through a garden.

answer me this, brain: what the FUCK was that you just dreamed up

Lucid dreaming and hypomania

I noticed a bit of a pattern that I find really interesting and want to share. I've become pretty good at lucid dreaming over the past few years. I often recognize when I'm dreaming and have fun walking the line between waking myself up and letting dreams happen without control as usual. It seems to me that the more effort I put in to exert control, the more I am likely to wake myself. Thus the challenge becomes learning how to control big things with the least thought. An example: changing a scary wolf into a friendly dog is easier than changing it into a balloon. I also find that making things disappear completely is very difficult. It's like how trying to not think about something just makes you think about it harder. Anyway, on to my recent observation: things feel harder to control when I'm hypomanic. This is interesting to me because you might expect the opposite - as self confidence grows so too does your power of control. Instead things are hard to control - just like how impulses become harder to resist while you are awake. I'm not sure what to do with this information but I enjoyed the concept.  Maybe I can use it to better realize where I'm at in the manic/depressed cycle and I hope it might help you in this way too.

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Daydream about solving a mystery with the help of your dream companions.

Daydream about watching the sunset / sunrise with your imaginary beloved or comfort character.

Daydream about wandering through a lush forest.

Daydream about leading a revolution.

Daydream about a gentle kiss placed on your bare shoulders

Daydream your imaginary beloved kissing the tears on your face as they fall.