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  • support
    05.04.2019 - 2 years ago

    Everything okay?

    If you or someone you know is struggling with an eating disorder, you are not alone.  

    If you are located in the U.S., contact the National Eating Disorder Association (NEDA) Helpline at 1-800-931-2237 for support, resources, and treatment options.

    If you are located in the United Kingdom, The Beat UK is here to support people who have or are worried they have an eating disorder.  You can find all of the support services they provided by clicking here.

    If you are located anywhere in the European Union, you can find support resources in your area at Mental Health Europe.

    If you need some inspiration and comfort on your dashboard, follow Post It Forward on Tumblr.

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  • skinnyy-wannabee
    24.10.2021 - 35 minutes ago

    Vent

    tw: body image, ed

    i always feel like my friends don’t like me…i always think that they are with me just because we are classmates and that they would be happier without me…i always feel like they hate me, that they can’t stand my presence, that they find me annoying. I always feel like they think that i’m trying to copy them, i don’t know why i think this…my brain let me believe these things. I hate myself because i’m not like them, i’m not skinny like them, i’m not funny like them, i’m not beautiful like them…damn they are literally so perfect and i’m just a mistake next to them. why can’t i be like them? they take pictures and i always look so gross and ugly, my face is so round that i look like a pig. and then i have the audacity to wonder why doesn’t anybody ever liked me…how can i blame them? i’m awful. i’m disgusting on the inside and on the outside. and i can’t even blame my friends for hating me because i hate me too.

    #anorexjc#an0rex1c #tw ed shit #thinspration#anorecsick#4na#ana recipes#ana food#caloric restriction#low cal#friends #im probably just being paranoid #overthinking#vent tag#vent post#tw vent#vent blog#trauma vent#friendship #i hate it i hate it i hate it #i hate my brain #i hate this #i hate everything #hate my life #hate myself #hate my body #thinking#venting#paranoia#paranoid
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  • swt-as-peach
    24.10.2021 - 51 minutes ago
    #thinspo #tw ed mention #disordered eating tw #tw eating things #tw ana blog #ana blog #ed food journal #ed trigger #low cal recipes #ana tingz#low restriction #tw ed thoughts #thinsp0#model thin#thin inspo#thinsinpiration#thinspi#thinspri#anarex1c#ana trigger#anarecca#anaemia #tw ed behavior #ed stuff #just ed shit #tw ed related #tw ed talk #tw ed tumblr #tw disordered eating #tw ana things
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  • edbullsh1t
    24.10.2021 - 1 hour ago

    Am i the only one who imagines how therapeutic it would be to tell someone about the mess in their mind

    But at the same time knowing that I won’t cuz I don’t wanna burden anyone

    #tw eating things #tw ed related #tw ana thoughts #ana blog#anarex1c #tw ana blog #anorekic #tw ed talk #i want to be skiny #tw ed mention #just ed shit #tw ed thoughts
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  • skinnyy-wannabee
    24.10.2021 - 1 hour ago

    vent.

    tw: calories, ed

    i don’t think i will ever be able to eat without counting calories…for me food is not something to eat, every food has a number, everything is just a number. And i miss the times when i could eat without overthinking about calories but i can’t stop counting them and i don’t want to…it gives me an incredible sense of control and power…and i don’t want to gain weight ever again, i don’t want to be the “fat friend” anymore, i want to be the skinniest of my friend group, i want everybody to look at me and think “wow, she’s so skinny”. i want my collarbones to be more prominent, i want my legs to be thinner. i want the smallest size to look baggy on me. i can’t wait to reach my goal weight and to be finally proud of myself …

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  • feral-thin
    24.10.2021 - 3 hours ago

    I got drunk last night and also had chips bc I "wasnt gonna count it" but now I'm sober and thinking ab the calories 😭

    #ana#ed #not pro just using tags #not pro #not pro just tags #pro ana#pro ed#sk1nnie#edtext#ed tw#tw ed #tw ed talk #ed shit #just ed shit #tw ana #not pr0 ana #ana blog
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  • int3rmittedst4rving
    24.10.2021 - 3 hours ago

    Day 2

    Weight : ?

    Hi guys, how are u doing ?

    I'm still at my mum's but I'm home tomorrow. I'm going to miss her and the dog 😭 i do however am looking forward to being able to count calories properly again. I do have to estimate so much here, and can't really say no to much of the food. Also her scale is in the bathroom and the floor is super uneven ( small tiles ) so I can't really, weight myself.

    Today looked like this :

    Breakfast : one slice of grain bread , some chicken slices and a bit of salmon =180

    Lunch: Irish coffee and some Bruschetta=345

    Dinner : half a small pizza and 1 Eclair =359

    Total Consumed : 935 cals

    Burned :273 cals

    Absolut Total: 662 Calories.

    I think I did pretty well in general. I didn't drink the whole Irish coffee cause it was to much whiskey for my taste but my mum drank the rest xD

    We went to a really cute pitouresc village nearby and walked through it and trough the nearby forest . We also went to a bigger city that had a harvest festival kinda thing and walked there. It was pretty crowded tho so we didn't stay very long. In general it was a pretty nice day and i really need to visit my mum more often. Next time I'm going to offer to cook tho xD

    I hope u all had a great Sunday too.

    #ana blog#ed stuff #just ed thoughts #just ed shit
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  • iwannabebutterfly
    24.10.2021 - 3 hours ago

    Day 5

    I do this so that I don't have to feel embarrassed every time I go out. So that people don't look at me in disgust. Not to be a fat friend. To be able to finally put on these beautiful clothes. To finally feel good in my own body

    #tw ed mention #meanspiro #disordered eating tw #ana blog#ed coach#thinsinpiration#anorecya#skinnnny#ana coach#meanspir0 #tw ed behavior
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  • iwannabebutterfly
    24.10.2021 - 3 hours ago

    Hi guys

    Today I didn't do well. First for breakfast I ate a bun with pudding, then for dinner I made pasta with vegetables. In total, it had about 700 kcal. I thought that was enough for me. But I was terribly hungry and gave in. I know I shouldn't, but it happened. I think I ate 3 slices of bread (😭) and I drank two cups of soup. I don't know exactly how many calories it had, but I hope that tomorrow the weight will not be higher than today. I don't expect it to be lower, but it could not change, please

    Well, keep your fingers crossed. I hope that you have passed the day a little better. Feel free to text me

    Goodnight <3

    #meanspiro #disordered eating tw #ana blog#ed coach#thinsinpiration#anorecya#skinnnny#ana coach#meanspir0 #tw ed behavior #anarex1c#anarecca #tw ed mention #tw ed talk #just ed shit
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  • thinforthewin666
    24.10.2021 - 3 hours ago

    guess my bmi

    #ana blog#ana eating#analog #eating disoder tips #eating problems #i wish i was thinner #to the bone #tw eating mention #ana food#annarexya#thinnsp0#thinsppi#thin inspo #not pr0 just using tags #pr0 4n4#proed#proanni#pro rexy#pro 4na #tw ed relapse #tw eating things #skip dinner get thinner #skiny waist#skinspo #i want to be skiny #ana trigger#ana restriction
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  • wannabepr3tty2
    24.10.2021 - 3 hours ago

    just broke my fast with m&m’s, they were good but j feel way too full now

    #just ed shit #ana blog #skip dinner get thinner #not pr0 just using tags #ed talk
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  • i-j-w-t-b-t
    24.10.2021 - 4 hours ago

    last night

    we drank, we binged on dominos, and we woke up being 4.5 lbs heavier. this week is going to be rough.

    #tw ed talk #anarex1c#thin inspo#thinspi#ana blog#anorekic#anarecca #cw disordered eating #tw eating things #low cal ana #edbllr #tw ed mention #tw ed thoughts #tw ed related #tw eating mention #disordered eating tw #notprojustusehashtags
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  • back-on-my-binge-shit
    24.10.2021 - 5 hours ago

    Yet another 'ana coach' mother fucker to block.

    #anorekic#anorexik #tw ana blog #tw ana thoughts #anorecik #disordered eating tw #ana goals #tw disordered eating #anamia#cw anorexia#cw ed #cw ed mention #tw eating disorder #eating disroders#eating disorder #eating disoder things #pro ana#not pr0
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  • someonebrandnew
    24.10.2021 - 5 hours ago

    my body was designed to survive. it is its' one purpose, to make me stay alive, and maybe produce some off spring in the process. yet it seems like that is the thing it is utterly incapable of doing.

    eat eat eat

    i cannot do it.

    i panic at the thought, so all that i let pass my lips is chamomile tea. hope that will calm my anxiety.

    so anxious i dont even want to stay alive. maybe that's what makes the starving so easy. i know what happens when i deprive my body of food in the way that i do, but the thought of death only brings me relief.

    live live live

    i am so sorry, but i cannot do it.

    #vent blog#ed vent#vent tag#venting#vent poetry#vent post#writer#poem#poetry#writing #tw ed related #tw ed mention #tw ed thoughts #tw ed talk #just ed shit #cw
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  • feelinempty
    24.10.2021 - 5 hours ago

    food log #4

    total calories: 398

    breakfast: skipped

    lunch: skipped

    snack: skipped

    dinner: a soy-veggie burger & coke zero - 399 kcal

    it was worth it to fast the rest of the day for the burger -it was so good. my limit for today was 400 kcal (which isn’t usually that high) so i wanted to eat something good
    #pro 4na#pro ania#pr0ana#ana food#an0r3xia#anareksja#anarex1c#anorecsick#anorexjc #tw ed thoughts #ana food log #just ed shit #tw ed behavior #tw ed related #tw anamia #tw ana blog #tw ana things
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  • despisemybody
    24.10.2021 - 5 hours ago

    lunch 😍😍😍

    2 pickles (0 cal)-10 to be safe

    chocolate rice cake (60 cal)

    thin layer of peanut butter- i’ll go with 50cals because i didn’t measure

    120 calories!

    #tw ed related #twed#anamia #eating disoder things #notprojustusehashtags#anarex1c#pro 4n4 #skip dinner get thinner #thinspration #tw ed thoughts #thinspo#proana#promia#ana blog#ana diet#skinny
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  • mushe-room
    24.10.2021 - 5 hours ago

    I shouldn’t have eaten.

    #Ed tw #ed blogs dni #its starting to show again #I shouldn’t have eaten #Idc if I’m getting sick #I shouldn’t have eat
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  • mushe-room
    24.10.2021 - 6 hours ago

    I

    #Ed tw #ed blogs dni #stop it #oleade Stop saying I need to work out #Please#it hurts
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  • peachy-bonee
    24.10.2021 - 6 hours ago

    can’t I hate food while also being a healthy member of society who just doesn’t eat it y’a know

    #tw ana blog #tw ed mention #eating disoder thoughts #anarex1c #tw ed thoughts
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  • kiiznviver
    24.10.2021 - 7 hours ago

    I use all kpop idol as thinspo

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