#ed tag Tumblr posts

  • decafpaperfriendland
    26.10.2021 - 9 minutes ago

    I really recovered for a month on my own and was totally happy with my body and eating normally (maybe, i don’t know what that is anymore) but then I got the urge to go back to my old habits. Maybe it’s because I stared at myself for too long in the mirror or because it feels no nostalgic to behave and think this way or maybe I saw someone who I thought was beautiful and I wished that I was like them too, or maybe it was because I was never actually recovered, I was still trying to lose weight, maybe it was just a month long period of overeating (some days) which made me gain 6 pounds. Stepping on that scale again made me feel numb, I’ve had these thoughts and behaviors for years and nothing to show for it, if anything I’ve strayed farther from my goal and yet I still try. I don’t know why my brain is acting so irrationally, the whole reason I “recovered” is because I thought about it and I knew I would never reach my goals in a healthy was so that the other aspects of my life wouldn’t suffer. And that’s the whole reason I didn’t think about tumblr and weight loss and my diet, it was for those things that kept me preoccupied. But now that I’ve had a break of distraction, I’m falling back into this terrible cycle. Long story short I was normal for a month, gained 6 pounds, and came back for some reason. I feel lost. Now all I want is to be skinny, I don’t care about anything else other than that but my friends and family. And even then, it’s selfish to say but I’d rather them be worried and be skinny than stay the way I am now. I think I can hide it though, I’ve gotten this far and nobody knows. If you’ve read this far, I’m shocked. I hope this didn’t hurt anyone and I’m definitely not pro ana for anyone but myself.

    #i want to be skiny #anorekic#anarex1c#ana goals#losing weight#notprojustusehashtags#weight mention #tw ed mention #tw ed relapse #tw ed thoughts #tw ed tumblr #tw eating mention #tw edd #tw ed shit #tw ed in the tags #personal rant#rant post#small rant#ana rant #tw ed rant
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  • psilocybn
    26.10.2021 - 10 minutes ago

    in the past 2 weeks I’ve lost abt 5ish pounds, which doesnt seem like much but feels like a LOT. I’ve started working out again more consistently so I can actually see and feel tone again although I’m certainly not shredded by any means. I just. want to be smaller. being small makes me feel better and comfortable. I don’t even necessarily care about showing off my body so much as I just want to be able to admire it when I’m alone in my own room and when I look in mirrors. just to feel better. one of my favorite things about relapsing is feeling cold all the time again. it’s so comforting even though it’s uncomfortable. I like it when I’m cold and my friends try to warm me up and whatnot, it feels nice to get that bit of attentiveness from others. I can’t wait for my weight to drop back into the 130s. I’m literally so close. that’s when I’ll start to really feel like im going somewhere.

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  • butterflybaby247
    26.10.2021 - 23 minutes ago

    Finally let myself eat today but I regret it. Had a 6 hour shift and walked on my 30 minute break instead of eating. Also walked to work and home (so an hour of focused cardio and 5.5 hours of here and there cardio). My job is shelf stocking and standing around (no chairs bc America is insane) and I found this little thing online that calculates how many calories you burn at work based on standing vs sitting. I love it so much. Anyway, I ate today like a dumbass bc there was a party and I made a Wiccan pie! and went 73 over so I took a huge bong rip and purged a little. Here’s the count.

    1/2 slice Vegan Mulled Wine Cherry pie- 147

    1/2 cup Vegan Chili-125

    2/3 caramel Premier protein- 100

    8 oz Black Coffee-0

    10 Potato wedges-245

    1/2 piece Toblerone pie-110

    1 Ginger Lemon Kombucha-70

    Fun sized m & ms regular- 73

    Funsized m& ms peanut - 70

    Total- 973

    I don’t really weigh my food but I measure the fuck out of it and never eat anything bigger than my fist other than Fruit and veg

    #not pr0 just using tags #pr0 4n4#anamia #tw ed related #tw ed talk #tw restriction #just ed shit #thin inspiration #disordered eating tw #i want to be skiny #just ed stuff
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  • bleedingworld
    26.10.2021 - 56 minutes ago

    i’m so tired omg i just wanna go back to sleep fuck school man

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  • rose-gutz
    26.10.2021 - 1 hour ago

    i got told a similar thing from a friend in primary school

    #tw vent #tw ed mention #not pr0 just using tags #tw ed thoughts #not pr0 ana #notprojustusehashtags#tw#notpr0justtags #tw ed tumblr #eating problems
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  • caloriescounted
    26.10.2021 - 1 hour ago

    not proud but i binged. not fully but i almost doubled my goal, i’ll try harder tomorrow and probably fast most of the day

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  • pixiebxtch
    26.10.2021 - 1 hour ago

    Pretty girl things

    “We went to the mall and I made sure we used the same dressing room so she could see my skeleton shine in the fluorescent blue light. We went to the food court and she ordered cheese fries, chicken nuggets, and a salad. I drank black coffee and licked artificial sweetener from the palm on my hand. She asked me to guard the door while she puked lunch into the dirty mall toilet.”

    Excerpt From: Laurie Halse Anderson. “Wintergirls.”
    #ana blog#anna miaa #disordered eating tw #eating disoder things #tw ed talk #ed rambles#edtumblr #not pr0 just using tags #not pr0 ana
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  • ijustneedtochangeformyself
    26.10.2021 - 1 hour ago

    151.4 fuck me man, no school tomorrow tho because of the storm so boutta starve and sleep

    #eating disoder thoughts #not pr0 just using tags #eating disoder mention #notprojustusehashtags#pr0 ed#thinspi #not pr0 ana #tw ed related #just ed shit #anorekic
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  • uizime
    26.10.2021 - 1 hour ago

    ok currently water fasting again but this time i’m actually gonna reach 120+ hours i feel great rn not like my previous fast

    #tw ed thoughts #i want to be skiny #not pr0 just using tags #just ed shit #tw ed talk #disordered eating tw #pr0 ed#an0r3xia#bulimik#ed blr #tw ed related #edblr #eating disorder thoughts
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  • whosmilesanymore
    26.10.2021 - 1 hour ago
    #please recover if you can #eating disorder memes #ed humor#anarex1c#ana#anamia #not pr0 ana #anarexic#builimia#mia #eating disoder things #tw ed talk #not pro just tags
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  • narcissisticemoshitbag
    26.10.2021 - 1 hour ago

    have a bit of self control, dickhead.

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  • anafaeriee
    26.10.2021 - 1 hour ago

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    some extra body checks after a day of restricting

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    #anarex1c#anorekic #not pr0 just using tags #tw ed account #skip dinner get thinner #ana coach#ed coach#body check#b0dy ch3ck#b0dy check#b0dy chex
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  • sweet-like-saccharine
    26.10.2021 - 1 hour ago

    just reached 24 hours on my fast :D

    #tw ed related #ana#mia#ed stuff#anoresick#fasting #not pr0 just using tags #pr0ana #only pr0 for myself
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  • ricevake
    26.10.2021 - 1 hour ago

    a few days ago I was sick like when I try to stand my legs,hands keeps shaking and decide to not count calories and rest but then my uncle ofc have to trigger me "you're not going to workout today?" I mean maybe I look so fat people had to tell me to workout ????😭

    #i want to be skiny #model thin #not pr0 just using tags #pr0 ed #eating disoder thoughts #only pr0 for myself #need to lose more weight #tw self destructive behavior #ana problems#proana#tw selfhate
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  • whosmilesanymore
    26.10.2021 - 2 hours ago

    Tuesday 10/23/21

    Breakfast:

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    Lunch:

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    Dinner:

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    Snack:

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    Weight:

    -180lbs Starting Weight

    Exercise:

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    Steps:

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    A Little About My Day (I know its boring I just can’t talk to anyone else):

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    #anarex1c#ana#anamia #not pr0 ana #anarexic#builimia#mia #eating disoder things #tw ed talk #not pro just tags
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  • theghostofash
    26.10.2021 - 2 hours ago

    Me having an autoimmune disease that causes hair loss

    Relapses into my ED knowing that it’ll cause my hair to fall out

    Me having an undiagnosed heart condition

    Relapses into my ED knowing that it can cause heart issues

    I am fucking stupid 🙃

    #not pr0 ana #not pr0 just using tags #cw disordered eating #tw ed thoughts #eating disoder mention #tw ed talk #sadgirl #i wanna be skiny #anarecca
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  • rottenbody
    26.10.2021 - 2 hours ago

    25.10.2021

    breakfast: cereal (300)

    lunch: soda (216), sandwich (130)

    dinner: sandwich (130)

    exercise [x]  vitamins [ ]   meds [ ]  skincare [x] water [500ml]

    damn i was craving regular soda so baddddd and I do not regret it, although I regret everything else I ate. I did go to the gym and walked 3hrs so I should be ok.

    #tw ed#model thin #not pr0 ana #anamia#anorekic#anorexik #disordered eating tw #not pr0 just using tags #thiiiinspo#thiinsp0 #tw eating things #tw ed behavior #tw ed mention #tw ed talk #tw ed thoughts #tw eating mention #eating disoder mention #eating disoder things #th11nsp0#th1nspro#th1nz🎀#th1inspo#th1gh g4p#thiinspo #skip dinner get thinner #thin inspo#thinnsp0#th1nspiii#th1n$p0#th11nspo
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  • scenebunny
    26.10.2021 - 2 hours ago

    stop fucking posting th*nspo in the scenecore tag or i swear ill bite your fucking head off

    #im so mad im so so so mad #bunny.txt #ed mention #ask to tag
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  • starvingmeskinny
    26.10.2021 - 2 hours ago

    i ate one meal today that i didn't even finish but it feels like too much. i want to die. i want to throw it up

    #ed fast#getting skiny #i wanna be skiny #just ed shit #meanspiro #not pr0 ana #not pr0 just using tags #tw eating things #tw ed mention #anorecya
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