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  • support
    05.04.2019 - 2 years ago

    Everything okay?

    If you or someone you know is struggling with an eating disorder, you are not alone.  

    If you are located in the U.S., contact the National Eating Disorder Association (NEDA) Helpline at 1-800-931-2237 for support, resources, and treatment options.

    If you are located in the United Kingdom, The Beat UK is here to support people who have or are worried they have an eating disorder.  You can find all of the support services they provided by clicking here.

    If you are located anywhere in the European Union, you can find support resources in your area at Mental Health Europe.

    If you need some inspiration and comfort on your dashboard, follow Post It Forward on Tumblr.

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  • impliedexplicitw
    14.06.2021 - 2 hours ago

    read an article about eating disorders in our school newspaper and they only mentioned bed when saying it’s „a good sign for anorexic patients to binge“ and i’m.

    let’s say my motivation to starve went through the roof

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  • annabanana666
    14.06.2021 - 3 hours ago

    165 lbs to 127 lbs. 5’6.

    #ana#ed #tw ed things #ednos
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  • dietxvogue
    14.06.2021 - 3 hours ago

    This is a difficult comparison for me to post. It’s me when I first got to America almost a full year ago vs now. Actually seeing a visual representation is so jarring, but I figure it’s the best way to drive the message home. The numbers I’m at now are so high I feel like I’ve gone numb in order to cope. This fucking hurts but it’s necessary. I’m going to use this picture as a referral a lot.

    We’re in NY now and whew they got is in the GHETTO lol. The guy who booked our hotel absolutely did not do his research which is…frustrating. I’m not overly phased I guess, and we’re moving to a new spot after a week. It’s just kind of whack because it’s not gonna feel safe to travel the subway and walk home at night, and I really hate feeling like I have a curfew. And Ubers are always gonna be expensive as hell.

    Anyway, I’m broke as shit and our hotel has no kitchen. We get a daily spending amount but they apparently give it to us at the end of the week in a reimbursement style but that don’t make noooo kind of sense because I’m broke as hell. So finding ways to eat healthy are gonna be a challenge but my bf said if I need money he’ll send me some so I’ll be okay. Another solution is to just fucking eat less so oh well!

    All that aside, I think it’ll be a good time. Being “home” is cool, though I’ve been away for so long I dunno if it’s fair to call it that? Whatever. Anybody else from New York?

    At least the view is nice.

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  • cardborads-m
    14.06.2021 - 3 hours ago

    Food log

    Breakfast:

    Cold brew coffee with creamer (70 cals)

    Egg and cheese McDonald's biscuit (450 cals)

    Snack:

    Icecream cup (100 cals)

    Lunch:

    Smart Ones tv dinner (170 cals)

    Snack:

    I made brownies and ate one (111 cals)

    Pickles (30 cals)

    Dinner

    Broccoli and cheese side (70 cals)

    I also drank some sweet tea but idk the cals

    Total cals: 1,003

    #I know I always post this but I really want an ana buddy :) #fdoe#ed#ed relapse#ednos#ana#anarexx#anorexia#ana recovery
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  • raviolichapstic
    14.06.2021 - 5 hours ago

    Why do my friends actually care about me

    Accidentally slipped the fact that I fasted for 36 hours before prom to two of my close friends in the car last night. I ended up telling them everything, and they just want me to get help. This entire time they thought that I had been working out for my body but instead they find out that I’ve actually just been st@rving myself to be skinny.

    A part of myself wishes I didn’t say anything, but a part of me knows the truth about everything that I’m doing is just not healthy.

    I know I could die from going too long without food. I need food.

    But i just want to feel validation from myself. I just want to feel good about myself for once. And at prom, I felt like the skinniest bitch alive. And that made me feel pretty. I actually felt ok in a lot of pictures that I took. Of course I was winded the fuck outta my body cause I was just exhausting it. But I don’t know what to do anymore. I want to keep going. I’m not even done yet. My goal weight is so close and I could get there faster than I really think I can. 

    I’ve only been restricting for a week, and I haven’t been able to lose any “actual” weight, just water weight. If I keep going, I could actually get somewhere and then maybe I could stay at 120 lbs with out ever having to gain all of that weight back. Hell. even 123 I’m fine with,, I just want to feel good about myself for once.

    #tw ed #tw ed behavior #restricted eating#ednos #tw ana thoughts #ana
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  • nonbinary-mushroom
    14.06.2021 - 6 hours ago

    I hate having boobs. They are so huge and I cant bind them away. They will always see that I was born with a female body. Im genderfluid. Somedays I want to look female and some days I want to look male. Other days I want to look neither male nor female. But even when I feel like female I hate my body and think its gross.

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  • lemonwatercucumber
    14.06.2021 - 6 hours ago

    I haven't eaten in for 24 hours now and I'll continue for as long as I can. I'm working on cleaning up my apartment after my depressive eposide and then I have to go back to my parents house until school starts again in mid August. Parents house = harder to fast so I'm trying to fast as much as possible now.

    I'm so happy that my boyfriend hasn't asked me about what I've had for lunch/dinner or anything yet.

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  • bonesnpotions
    14.06.2021 - 8 hours ago

    Trying to lose 50LBS before vacation in a month with my online BF. Using this to keep track! Keep me motivated ana :)

    CW:280

    GW in 30 days: 230

    UGW: 105

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  • starlight-nocte
    14.06.2021 - 10 hours ago

    when Anne Sexton spoke about how tired she was of her 

    womanhood,

    I felt that.

    I could tell you about my gender again

    but that’s not what I want to talk about.

    she’s tired of her womanhood and

    right now

    I’m tired of my body.

    When I wake up in the mornings,

    it sometimes takes me a moment to get out of bed

    even if I’m not tired.

    because my body just feels so heavy 

    & weighed down with depression,

    but maybe not just depression;

    maybe my body is being weighed down by itself.

    maybe my body is being anchored by its own mass

    but every time I pass by the kitchen and don’t stop for a snack,

    every time I skip a meal and feel my stomach protest,

    I feel something holy.

    we are all trapped inside prisons of 

    tendon and fat,

    but underneath are bones

    & my ribs are lovely 

    my collar is sacred

    my shoulder blades are the wing bones of seraphim 

    & I long to see them

    I long long long

    - Consorting with Angels, after Anne Sexton

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  • gettingsmolx
    14.06.2021 - 13 hours ago

    My diet and some before pics.

    Idk how much ill loose and im not doing a particular workout but im gonna lift as much as possible.

    Im kinda aiming for a weight goal but mostly im aiming for a visual change. Since muscle adds on a bit of weight. But I’d like to be 125 or less.

    We will see! This isn’t too extreme so it should be fine.

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  • mochi-cals
    14.06.2021 - 13 hours ago

    i spend too many nights staying up thinking about my ed. whether it’s calculating bmi, how much weight i could lose in x amount of days, checking the nutritional value of things ,,, i spend so much time on this disorder and it’s ruining my life

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  • ia-ia-night-of-desire
    13.06.2021 - 16 hours ago

    so I'm relapsing and I'm looking for ppl to follow, preferably no minors - reblog for follow methinks

    #not pro just using the tags #proana#ednos #uh what tags do people use these days fuck #anorexik
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  • fatgirltryingtobethin
    13.06.2021 - 17 hours ago

    Sorry for inactivity today and yesterday. Since my husband is home on weekends it's harder to get on here without him noticing. I've been keeping to the 16/8 feeding periods, but since we were out with friends yesterday I ate a lot more than I'd hoped. We went food shopping today and I was able to get a ton of healthy foods so I can stay on track, but I still dont know what to do with all this junk food lying around... I feel bad just letting it all rot, but I'm really not setting myself back any further over a bunch of cookies and chips. If the hubby eats it that's fine, but no thanks 😬🤷‍♀️

    #not pro just using tags #pro only for myself #proana#promia#ednos #eating disoder thoughts #tw eating things #disordered eating tw #thinspo#thinspiration#eating disorder#trigger warning#ana trigger
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  • reasons-for-recovery
    13.06.2021 - 17 hours ago

    Reason #2336

    I want to recover to take notice of the small victories again

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  • veganednosweightloss
    13.06.2021 - 17 hours ago

    Some vegan foods I’ve been having lately so I moved out and I’ve been eating a lot less and I need to start working out again. My weight rn is around 202 which is disgusting but better than what it was a few months ago. Wish me luck

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  • nicotinesnack
    13.06.2021 - 18 hours ago

    June 14, 7:12am

    CW: 180.8

    Great. I fucked up my fast. I have reasons why I thought I had to eat but in reality it's all just excuses. I am restarting because fuck being fat. I am fasting till the 18th of June. Surely I can at least do that.

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  • spiraling-down-fast-98
    13.06.2021 - 18 hours ago

    || me ||

    I hate myself so much. I'm so fat 😭

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  • gay-skinny-dreams4
    13.06.2021 - 20 hours ago

    Okay but I literally HAVE to log off Edtwt on my weekend binges bc some of those bitches will call you fat to your face if you even mention shit like that. They’re great motivation tho I will say that 🤷‍♀️

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  • letmebeunderweight
    13.06.2021 - 21 hours ago

    Can’t believe I’m doing this but here I am.

    Can someone please be my ana coach/friend?

    Like sending meanspo, sweetspo, thinspo, motivating me to workout and fast, etc etc.

    - I’m 16 + female.

    - 151cm/5ft and my ugw is 80lbs.

    If you’re a creep then go away, I will not be sending inappropriate photos to anyone. If you’re seriously out here looking for that then go fuck yourself, you’re disgusting.

    I want to get to my ugw, I’m almost there but I keep on overeating.

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