Some more Thinspo lol
Some more Thinspo lol
no i won’t eat rice cakes or exercise everyday but i will starve myself just to walk to jack in the box for a burger & fries. 🥴
i'm such a fraud being on ed-tumblr while i'm not even skinny
It’s 4:30am and I just finished rewatching to the bone, I’m running on under 1k calories, and haven’t eaten since 7:00pm.
Reblogging thinspo and quotes again.
I hate this place... yet, I keep coming back. It’s addicting.
bitch if you can’t even starve today how u gon starve tomorrow 🤣
literally the only part of myself that i’m SLIGHTLY okay with are my legs but even at that they could be so much smaller ugh. everything else is just fatty and squishy.
anyone else love it when you feel weak like you're gonna pass out?
ill eat one cupcake and my brain will tell me i just gained 50 lbs
and then ill cry for 8 hours straight
like wtf lmao
also ed bitches from uk (england) hmu i need friends in my area
have 820 cal today. going to try and save it all for dinner because im going to be at my parent's house tonight
it’s funny how one day i don’t feel bad about eating 1600 calories and the other day 600 calories feels like a binge
for someone who thinks a shitton about calories, im still a fat bitch
Does anyone know of a diet, where I can lose a lot of weight.
I have 6 weeks until my birthday and I want to be skinny.
I try to sleep in late but to do that i have to stay up late which never ends up going well for me and i eat my whole kitchen
look how small their waist is 😍
i have been binging for the past few days so u gained a bit of weight 😭
im like 12 lbs up from my lowest weight. gross. i just want to be back to it :(
I wanna be so thin I can make thinspo
i wasn’t going to post much these next few weeks but I feel out of it and wanted to express it i guess..
I’m at my uni library and I was trying to work but I got so lightheaded and shaky and I realized that i’m an idiot because I took my meds and drank a bunch of coffee on an empty stomach, like wow genius move.
I didn’t have much choice but i had to go to a store and buy a protein bar and a fruitella because I’m so scared of fainting in public and I knew I had to eat something if I wanted to stay conscious.
Funny thing is, I don’t feel bad about eating outside of my plans. I think that was something I was really obsessed with when I was younger, and now that I’ve been through both the depths of this shit and through a recovery period, I feel somehow more forgiving of myself? And I though that forgiving myself for mistakes and eating would lead to weight gain, but lately its been the opposite.
I don’t binge anymore. At all. I haven’t binged once these last seven months. And it’s because I allow myself to eat when I know i need it. Yeah, I’m losing weight a bit slower, but it’s going down consistently. I just feel more positive about myself in general. That’s not to say I don’t hate myself anymore, but I have been a bit kinder to myself. And I’m being rewarded for it. It feels pretty good.
It has taken me years to get here. 12-year-old me would be horrified, but 20-year-old me is proud. Either way, right now I’m the same weight as she was. Isn’t that funny?
when you haven't eaten in a hot moment and then you eat one thing and your mom says something offensive about it and all you can think is 'YoU sHoUld bE hAppY I aTE sOmEThiNg'
i’m so mad that i’m mad at myself for another summer.
i have to quit breaking my promises to myself.