I keep telling myself that I'll get better again.
That I'll be better tomorrow.
That next week will be easier.
That I'll be okay next month.
I just have to keep going a little more.
But all that seems to come is more pain, more thoughts to fight.
Maybe it's time to give up.
When will this end?
Am I ever going to be okay?
Is there going to be a day where I don't have to fight?
I don't have the energy to find out.
I can't keep going on like this.
All I do is wake up and hope that tomorrow I don't. All I do is hope this will be over soon.