#embarrassing Tumblr posts

  • leo might be in a flop ass group but at least he has a top lip 😌✌️

    #just saw a pic of some bts dude nd no top lip in sight #embarrassing
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  • Embarrassing Confession Time🤭

    One time I sent a text to my boyfriend that ended up going up to my boss instead😏 Another time I sent an email full of my nudes to a family member by accident.🤣

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    dude what. apparently i put this in a presentation for my literature class last year. LAST YEAR. WHAT

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  • so I just remembered this time in my freshman year of high school I was trying to impress a junior and had been acting as cool as I could. I had an itch on my back and scratched it, and apparently it left a mark, and he was sitting behind me. He said, “You have a tiger mark on your back”. And guess what THE FUCK I said? “It’S a TaTtOo” like I was the coolest motherfucker in the world. Now it’s so cringey I want to cry. 

    #things we do in high school #high school#idiots #im an idiot #i cant believe i said that #embarrassing#cringe#cringe overload #just remembered this #I'm a moron #memories I'd rather forget #stupid things i say
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  • i saw staysnet and was like i thought we start posting on friday?!@?!#?@?#?!@# and then i realize today IS friday

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    #Embarrassing #I'm so sorry pls get over ur bitterness soon 🙄
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  • I was having a normal family dinner. My great-grandmother said something like “i see it”, and then my sister said under her breath “the light..” i don’t think she knows how to whisper…

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  • i dreamt that ricky whittle helped me with something but he was all sweaty from training and when he raised his arms i could basically see his pubes and why is my subconscious like that!!!!

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  • cruel summer would’ve been such a good first single.. ugh i h8 taylor

    #let me manage ur songs #it just came on shuffle and im like. yes.. this is It #the fact the whole fandom hates me! #embarrassing
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  • ELLIS : EMBARRASSING

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  • I am sick and tired of feeling sick and depressed. I just want to be normal. My doctor says I need to stop my medication, if I keep losing weight. But I keep losing and gaining it, so we aren’t sure what to do. I am going to meet her later today. I hope I can continue the anti depressive.

    I slept awful last night. There was a fire in my apartment block. It wasn’t serious. The man living on the ground floor just forgot some food in the kitchen. No one was harmed. But now my room smell like smoke, because my mother needed to look out of my window

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    Today I was awful late to school again. I felt like crying of shame and embarrassment. But I took a deep breath and decided to accept it, and just be happy for I left to go to school.

    I look forward to go home, so I can play Minecraft with my adult friends. It gives me peace. But I am slowly losing interest in the game. It’s because I don’t know what to build.

    19/4 2020

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  • I was doing so well! Trying to eat healthy, but not caring when eating treats and junky foods, trying to moderate. And then I decide I’m going to be strict af and resist everything unhealthy, but eat strictly healthy foods. Which is kinda bad, but not rock bottom. So I figure it’s not the worst thing in the world, even though I’m not in the best place mentally in terms of self esteem.

    Then just now I decide “I’ll have one reese’s cup. JUST one. I have the self control. Then I’ll follow it up with a big ass cup of tea, just in case. It’s fine, I have the self control.” So I do it, and right after I finish it I feel SO fucking guilty. Even though I didn’t binge. And then I realize yup, it’s worse than I thought (my mental state).

    And I’ve been thinking… so I started restricting like 5.5 years ago, but it was only for maybe 5 weeks or so. But my mental health was getting bad and it was brewing for a while. So by the time I snap out of it and stop restricting so I don’t develop an eating disorder, my mind was already disordered af. But I tried to ignore that and eat healthy. Kinda thinking “maybe it’ll go away. I don’t have an eating disorder, I only restricted for 5 weeks. If I stop now, I’m ok.” But after like 7 months, it wouldn’t go away even though I wasn’t acting on it. But I was obsessed with food. So I went to talk to a counselor and it got way better. But after all this bullshit and rollercoaster ride and leaving tumblr and coming back for the next 5 years or so, this shit still follows me. So maybe…. I could have orthorexia or some shit. Ew, that feels gross to write (admitting there’s a problem). Now that’s just my own speculation, because no one has told me this or “diagnosed” me. I put the quotes because I’m pretty sure that’s not an official, diagnosable condition. It would be diagnosed as something else.

    It’s WAY better than it used to be tho. I’ll never let it get that bad again. But yeh, one reese’s cup freaked me tf out. And I don’t count calories, and I don’t really restrict calorically. I restrict unhealthy foods. As long as I’m eating “healthy,” I feel just fine. But if I’m in a bad place with food mentally, if I veer off course and eat something “bad,” I feel extreme guilt and lose my shit. Maintaining weight is fine, as long as I’m eating “healthy.” But gaining weight is distressing af. Also, the reason I put quotes around “healthy” is because a healthy diet would moderate treats and even some unhealthier foods, not cut them out entirely. 

    Also, I’m embarrassed af to say I might have orthorexia because I’m a nutrition major. That’s SOOO bad, guys😪. On one hand, I feel like I’ve lowkey been in denial this whole time, but on the other hand I felt like I was being “fake” because as much as I relate to a TON of stuff in the eating disorder realm, I still eat a fairly healthy amount of food and hardly ever feel hungry. In fact, I actively try to prevent extreme hunger. But anyway, that’s what’s been on my mind.

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  • Messenger-Inquirer, Owensboro, Kentucky, January 30, 1916

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  • Soooo I was at the club yesterday and I am beyond thrashed, have the BIGGEST hangover ever, but at least I dreamt of bts so I guess that’s a good thing

    #im such a light weight #embarrassing#lol
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