I was daydreaming towards a wall in class when I just, in the delirium I am constantly in, thought:
His palms are sweaty, knees weak, palms are sweaty
There’s palms on his sweater already, palm spaghetti
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15me : *gets 59/100 score* oh shit , not good
friend : why?
me : because my pop is a OP at lecturing dude.. :(
friend : who is your DAD? 😱
me : umm.. its him-
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@chininjeti Spreads Self-Love With Single, 'For The Love Of Life’
Multi-Grammy and JUNO Award-winning artist CHIN INJETI‘s new single ‘For The Love Of Life,’ is a rallying cry of self-love and reliance. It wasn’t completed without some of Injeti’s tenured collaborative magic; he called upon fellow Vancouverite Teon Gibbs to feature on the track.
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The water was lukewarm on his hands and foamy, it splashed in the bucket as he wrung out the rag. Some drops hit the old sweatpants and tank top he was wearing. Wet noises as he slapped the rag on the hood of his car and thick drops ran down the black metal. His hand drew broad sweeping circles across the hood as he washed it, the muscles in his arm hard at work. The swing rocked his whole body in the same rhythm and pushed the silver collar to jerk against his neck, his other hand needed to stabilize him. Under his breath Marshall hummed the melody that came from the car speakers at full volume. The bright lights of the garage disguised the time of night.
Lame ass. Go out, do something exciting! Anything is more adventure than a stupid toy, fag. What kind of slut are you? Horny but too lazy to go out? He couldn’t sleep, too many thoughts swirled around in his head and the bedroom ceiling wasn’t helping. It was glad that it didn’t have to watch him being split open by some random dicks with sweaty guys attached to it, watching him play with a vibrator was already enough. A sentiment Marshall understood, but it was his own fucking bedroom. If he wanted to play with a toy, that was the best place to do it. Was it not? No, the best place is an orgy, bitch. Everyone knows that. You should dye your hair blond again, that fits your brain better.
Should he want to in the first place? It seemed better than to find some guy on the app and meet him at a motel, in that comparison staying home and playing with himself was surely the better option. Not as satisfying, but that was the price to pay. The problem he was raking his brains about: Did he want to have sex with some guy or was that his hypersexuality speaking?, or what else the Doc had called it, OCD, BPD, whatever. Was he sick? Like in an official, diagnosable way? You ain’t sick, you’re just a slut. Get back to bed and fuck yourself. This is sad and ridiculous. That he wasn’t normal he knew and he had a problem very obviously, but that wasn’t the same as being sick.
He knew this line of thinking, telling himself this wasn’t all that big of a deal and not really something to worry about, he had shit under control. Hahaha!
The first step was accepting that this was a problem and he couldn’t handle it on his own. He was still trying to find the line where his sex habits were okay, some guys from an app were too much and bad for his relationship, but with a toy by himself that wasn’t too bad, right?
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A snippet from my “Love Is Ǝvil” story.
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