I‘m just so hurt. How could anyone do this? I will never understand the audacity of some people. When will I get back a little of the love I try to give out for other people every day?
Life is a long period of time waitin fo death.
Just because I don’t speak against you,
Doesn’t mean I am weak,
It just means that I have finally,
Chosen myself above you,
my peace, my serenity.
While you are busy trying to break me,
I am busy trying to make me.
I am silent and still standing,
While you continue to lower yourself.
The words you say about me,
In fact, speaks more about you.
You can throw as many rocks at me,
As you want.
I will rise,
because that’s how it was meant to be.
~You cannot pull me down any longer
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You don’t need water to feel like you’re drowning
You don’t need to drown to feel like you’re suffocating
You don’t need to suffocate to feel like you’re dying
Blow the candle out. I don’t need to see what my thoughts look like.
Emile Zola, Germinal
Angie / Selective
I just had the most horribly awkward and hilarious encounter in a train. I sat in front of an old tinder match in a train and she wouldn’t make eye contact with me or anything she was buried in her phone and so was I. Then I read on her twitter that she was like fuck I had a date with a person a while ago and I didn’t like them and ignored them and now they just say down in front of me in the train I want to die. I’m trying not to make eye contact fuck offf something like that. I texted everyone iknow because I think it’s hilarious I have this effect on someone butt I do think she should’ve just been honest and told me she didn’t like me instead of telling me she just wasn’t in a good place mentally and she’d hit me up later… This was stressful, funny, awkward and hilarious…
It’s funny how it comes and goes. One moment I’m feeling great, like I’m having the best moment of my life and then I find myself reflecting on what the hell is the point of all of this.
I look at the others and everything seems so easy and fine for them. Like these friends who just had a baby and started a new chapter of their life. Or this cousin who just got married. Or even this friend from school that I barely talk to, who is doing well at their job now.
They all look as if they know what they are doing. And maybe they don’t and they are just good at pretending.
But they are still moving on with their life.
Meanwhile, I feel like I’m still at the starter point. Wondering how am I supposed to do this or that, because everything seems impossible and simply not made for me.
I told my friend the other day : “ I have no talent, I’m clumsy and doubt myself all the time. ” And they laughed as if it was the biggest joke of the century and then moved on as if I didn’t say anything.
And it’s frustrating, because…well it’s like I’m the only one to make it seems difficult to go through this life, to make decisions and to take everything seriously.
I’m always questionning everything, to the point where my mind won’t shut up even for a second.
And in the end, I’m still at the begining, the irony of it all, asking myself “What the hell is the point of all of this?”
I’m sorry for the mistakes, no one looked over it.
Isn’t it funny what the unexpected brings to our lives sometimes? I mean, I went into this class not knowing what to expect, but I am now walking out of my last class for the term knowing a little more of who I am and feeling a little step closer to self-actualization and happiness. After attending this class it no longer comes as a surprise why it’s become a requirement for most majors. If you are a college student, or even someone thinking about taking a similar class, I truly recommend you do and here’s why.
Me, Myself & My Self Evaluation
I was 25 years old while taking this class, but honestly I wish I’d taken the class sooner. One of the highlights of this class was that I got to learn about myself, the reasons I felt the way I did for so many years, and why I did the things I have. To paraphrase it, this class helped me see the person I am, and who I have been. There’s times, and I speak from experience, when we question who we are, and let me assure you that if you’re currently on this boat this class is meant for you. Not only will you be given the chance to understand yourself a little better, but you’ll be given more than enough tools to turn yourself into the person you aspire to be. Also, to those very lucky ones out there who have already reached self-actualization, this class will also give you the opportunity to learn the logic behind the functions of our mind!
For my Emotional Friends!
I am a cancer. For those who don’t follow the zodiac calendar, the cancer is known by all to be the moodiest, most emotional sign of them all. I’ve been called a “cry baby”, which I am not proud of, and many more things which always imply that I am an extremely emotional person. Because I am this moody, emotional person by nature, and because of life events that didn’t help, I fell into a deep depression a long time ago. So, being the emotional person I know I am, you best believe that when week four came around, and we started talking about emotions, I took notes like no other. During this part of class we spoke about grief, anger, sadness, anxiety, fear, guilt, STRESS, really all the negativity one can experience in life, and we talked about the possible reasons for feeling these sorts of ways. The important part though was that we learned about them and also how we could potentially cope in healthy ways. This part of class was huge for me, and I felt is was important I mentioned it because it quickly became one of the things that I think have brightened up my future.
Psychology Knows a Thing or Two About Love
If there is one thing I KNOW that we all think about, I’d say it’s definitely “love”. No one seems to really understand love, how it works, or how to even describe it, but we know it’s around us and sometimes we see it in places where it doesn’t belong. You see, I PAID for couples therapy this past year when honestly I could’ve, and should have, taken this class earlier. The idea here was to better understand intimate relationships and to be able to recognize the type of relationships we’ve been in along with how they’ve shaped us. I loved this unexpected topic because it helped me identify the people who I’m needing to let go of while giving me security in believing that I’ve found the right partner. And I know not everyone will seem interested because we’re not all in relationships, but whether one is in a relationship, looking to get in one, leaving one or not looking at all, this part of the class will surprise you and open your eyes to A LOT regarding the world of what we call love.
Last But Not Least…
I am going to get comfortable here and just say that guys… this class has really made a difference in my life, and if you’re considering it, I 100% suggest you go for it and take it. Actually, even if you hadn’t thought about it, look into it! as I am confident it will make an impact in your life. There is really so many more topics that were covered, but I’d write for hours if I decided to share them all, and so instead I insist that you take the class. There is a reason why most if not all majors require this class today, and honestly once you take it you’ll see how it benefits everyone. It’ll benefit you as a person, it will impact your life in the best kind of way, and believe it or not, it’ll come in handy in almost any job. I do hope that you’ve read this far for a reason, that you’ll take it if you haven’t already, consider it if you didn’t before, or even comment on here if you’ve experienced this class and loved it as much as I did. It really is a great class.
Our time will come
Man sieht nur ein einziges Bild von einer bestimmten Person und man muss sich zusammenreißen nicht komplett in Tränen zusammenzubrechen.