hey everyone!! here is the storyline for my potential smau of reader x jake!! let me know what you think :) lots of love <33
hey everyone!! here is the storyline for my potential smau of reader x jake!! let me know what you think :) lots of love <33
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You know that I always really love you so much right?
SUNGHOON ♡ TAMED-DASHED (211022)
Chapter 13 [Person like me] (written)
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You show up at Chaeryeong’s house in less than twenty minutes and knock on the door. She greets you with a smile and lets you inside. You follow her up to her room and take a seat on her bed.
“So… Spill,” she says.
“You and Jay! How’d you meet?”
You think back to your first meeting. “Well, at first he mistook me for someone else, but then we started talking. It was about a month after the breakup and I really enjoyed his company. Then it turned into a one night stand. That’s all.”
Her jaw drops. “You slept with him on the first date?”
You shrug. “I guess so. I had a good time, at least. He’s actually pretty good-”
She cuts you off. “Gross. Let’s change the subject.”
“You making any progress with your art piece?”
“Yeah, I’ve got pictures.”
You pull out your phone and pull up the pictures to show her.
“It looks like a butterfly.”
“Yeah, it’s part of what it will be. You know the butterfly effect? I’m trying to convey that in my piece.”
“That’s so cool!”
You smirk. “Yeah, I know.”
She coffs at your cocky remark. “Anyways…”
“What about you and that one guy you thought was cute?”
“Oh, Park Sunghoon? Yeah um… We’ve talked a little.”
You whistle. “Are you interested?”
“Isn’t he kind of a flirt, though? I’m not even sure if he’s interested in me the way I am with him. He smiles at me every now and then in classes and in passing, though. He has a nice smile.”
You hum. “Do you have a picture of him?”
She pulls out her phone and pulls up his twitter profile. “I follow him. He’s actually one of Heeseung’s other friends.”
“Really? I thought he looked familiar. I thought I saw him in the engineering department.”
“How’s it going with that Geonu guy?”
“Oh, him?” You pause. “It’s going okay, I guess. Sometimes he gets a little clingy, but he’s still respected my boundaries so far. For now at least.”
“What does that mean?” she asks, cocking her head to the side.
You sigh. “I think he might have caught feelings. Sucks. He’s not that bad in bed, so it kinda sucks if I have to drop him.”
“Oh… I see.”
A silence falls upon the two of you for a second before Chaeryeong speaks again.
“Can I ask you something?”
“You never really explained to me your reasons for…. Only ever having flings? I know you said you don’t believe in love anymore, but…”
“Oh, that…” You hesitate before answering. “Sex helps relieve stress. As long as no strings are attached, I can handle just having a friends-with-benefits relationship. But I’m scared of falling in love again. The thought alone makes me uncomfortable.”
“Why are you afraid?”
“I’m a philophobe. Do you know what philophobia is?”
She shakes her head. “It’s a fear of falling in love or being scared of not being able to maintain a relationship.”
“The reason I’m afraid is that I don’t want to get hurt again. After what Taehyung did… He always said love was the meaning of everything. He told me he loved me more than anything, but that was such a lie. If he loved me, why would he do what he did? Why would he just use me like that?”
Chaeryeong nods, listening to you rant intently.
“Honestly, I’m so happy we didn’t actually get married after all. Divorce is messy. He was really overbearing, too. He wouldn’t let me dress the way I wanted. He got mad if I wore all black or painted my nails a colour he didn’t like.”
“Ohhh, so that’s why your style changed when you met him.”
“Ugh, I was so head over heels for him. I did whatever he wanted. It’s gross and embarrassing to think about.”
She nods. “Yeah, you deserve better.”
“I don’t want better. I want to forget. It’s another reason why I only mess around and don’t commit. I won’t let it happen again. I can’t.”
She frowns, placing her hand on top of yours. “I’m sure it won’t if you find the right person. Don’t lose hope.”
You scoff. “Too late for that, ‘Reyongie. There’s no such thing as love for a person like me.”
PHILOPHOBIA / ˌfɪl əˈfoʊ bi ə /
a fear of falling in love. It can also be a fear of getting into a relationship or fear that you will not be able to maintain a relationship.
YN is a love cynic and Heeseung is a hopeless romantic who's crazy about his best friend. He knows her past, and he understands, but he can't help the part of him that wants to help heal her heart.
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So I heard someone need‘s a diamond ring..
sunghoon: i really enjoyed ‘ready to love’
hoshi: should we dance a little bit of it together? i saw him (sunghoon) dance it before
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*8:36 a.m . sim jake . fluff . warnings : shirtless jake mentioned .
The rain harshly tip-tapping at your window pane woke you up from your deep sleep. Eyes fluttering around your dark room, you saw the slight flashes of lightning and then heard the distant rumble of thunder following.
On your nightstand, your phone began to sing a colorful tone and you almost cried at the thought of getting out of bed on a rainy day. But, you had to go to your classes. Grabbing your phone, you clicked the dismiss button and then slowly eased yourself out of bed — careful not to wake your boyfriend who was still passed out on the other side of the bed.
Jake was a heavy sleeper, there could be a some natural disaster and he would still be sleeping. Chuckling at your boyfriend’s little murmurs, you tiptoed to the bathroom to brush your teeth and wash your face. What you didn’t notice, was Jake stirring after you.
Feeling the bed’s newfound emptiness, he sat up and threw the covers off of him. He needed you to sleep. He didn’t like being alone in bed. That’s why if you were out late, he wouldn’t rest until you were safely in bed beside him. Or if you fell asleep out in the living room, he’d grab a blanket and position himself between you and the couch and also sleep there.
Layla followed Jake to the bathroom door, which was slightly ajar, revealing you flossing your teeth. Jake pushed open the door and stood there watching you, his hair was tousled upright and all around. You could tell he was only like 50% awake.
“What’s up love?”
“Come back to bed.” He mumbled, stumbling over to you. Wrapping his arms around your torso he placed his chin onto your head, and closed his eyes. You leaned into his embrace and smiled, he was so cute.
“I have classes, or I would.” You responded and slowly began to disconnect yourself from his arms, so you could grab your hairbrush. But Jake, rather, was not having any of that. He set the hairbrush down as soon as you got it and then lifted you up bridal style, carrying you into your room again.
You protested and playfully smacked at his bare chest, as he dropped you onto the bed and then flopped over on the other side of you. He tucked you into his arms and placed his leg over yours. You were trapped.
“Call in sick. Please. I want cuddles and it’s rainy and you’re going to catch a cold.” He said, his tone childish.
You heaved a small sigh, and then smiled glancing up at him. Placing a peck on his nose you snuggled further into him, “Okay. I’ll do that.”
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a/n ! : just a little something. am feeling touch starved for some odd reason? but also if anyone were to touch me rn i’d punch them. anyways this is def not edited.
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jealousy, jealousy — nineteen: 2 soon
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summary ⋆ jealous that her ex boyfriend, jay, left her for someone "better", y/n goes to the one person who owes her something to make him feel the same. the one problem? that someone is park sunghoon, who just happens to be one of jay's bestfriends.
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Summary: In their last teen days, Heesung and y/n became close pretty quickly. In just a few months they had gotten glued together just like best friends and this bond was itching Minji’s jelousy little by little, specially since she and Heesung became an official thing, because, why he had to belong to y/n when she was the one he called his?
Genre: social media au!, high school au!, friends to lovers trope.
Pairing: student heesung x student gn!reader
Featuring: enha! members, day6, elris, p1harmony, dream note, the boyz, aespa and izone.
warnings: cursing, mentions of death (not in a serious way), violence (as a joke)
mall dates with Jay
To be honest, I think he is up for pretty much anything.
Indoor dates? Of course.
Outdoor dates? Hell yeah.
But one of his favorite dates is going shopping/to the mall.
He enjoys buying you clothes.
He feels that everything is perfect on you.
100% asks for your opinion on things, whether it is clothing, accessories, perfume.
After that, he goes to see puppies at the mall with you.
pairing: jay x jungwon (enhypen)
warnings: swearing, some mentions of baking but no real food mentions, minor sexual language and pet names
genre: romance, heavy fluff (its jaywon what else would it be) a bit of pining
summary: jay calls for help and jungwon answers (unexpectedly)
As it turned out, Sunghoon and Jake didn’t have to wait long to meet Jay’s “fairy boo” as excitedly put by Sunghoon.
The day was pretty boring so far, if Jay was being honest. He had gone to all of his classes as usual, and then had gone to Jake’s house with Sunghoon after school. They were all lying on Jake's bed with Layla and a giant bag of chips as per usual when Sunghoon decided to bring up Jay’s feelings again. “Sooooo, how’s your fairy?”
“He’s not mine. He’s his own person...fairy? person? I don’t know. Um. I guess... I think he’s fine. Or. Yeah.” Jake sighed loudly, obviously irritated by the lack of information. “Jay. I know you’re the most ‘ew feelings’ person I’ve ever met, but you’ve gotta have more coherent thoughts about him than um and yeah,” Jake argued. Jay let out a couple incoherent protests before mumbling out something that sounded a hell of a lot like “eyes face smile pretty nice cute yeah”. Jake and Sunghoon let out twin grunts of anger before simultaneously advancing towards Jay, something petrifying burning in their eyes. Soulmate things, Jay supposed. They drew closer, Jake settling into a position that practically screamed, “I’m gonna jump on top of you and make bone meal out of your weak little skeleton and then use it on my plants in Minecraft to make them grow.”
“Did you seriously just make a Minecraft reference while trying to threaten me?” Jake flushed slightly. “Shut up, Jay. I’m trying to hurt you here.”
“Hurt him with what, a diamond pickaxe?,” Sunghoon teased from the other side of Jay. Jake scoffed. “Naw, I’m not wasting my diamonds on this ho. Also who the fuck uses a pickaxe for attacking people?” Sunghoon slapped a hand to his chest in mock anger and shock. “I thought we were past the point of you criticizing my Minecraft choices?” Jake rolled his eyes. “Baby, it happened one time. And that was only because you were trying to put a jungle door in a spruce house; like how can someone with such an impeccable sense of style be that shit at Minecraft aesthetics?”
“Can you two please stop compliment-arguing each other about your shared Minecraft server or whatever the hell is happening over there? What, are you two just perpetually in the ‘we are nerds that just started dating and therefore must have a Minecraft server with beds right next to each other’ era?” Jake turned back to look at Jay, his eyes filled with malice. Jay was practically rolling on the bed in laughter until Jake hollered, “DON’T THINK I FORGOT WHY WE STARTED FIGHTING IN THE FIRST PLACE!” before jumping on top of Jay, squishing his ribs. Jay swore he could feel each one become jelly. “Jungwoniee helpppp” he pleaded at the pillow he was squashed into.
At the moment, Jay wasn’t exactly sure why the fairy was the first thing that came to mind to ask for help. All he knew was that one second Jake was on top of him and he was screaming for help, and the next a small shape swooped gracefully through Jake’s open window, causing the other two boys to jump away from Jay in shock.
“Holy SHIT,” Jake squeaked, his voice slightly cracking on the last note. “What- is that a butterfly?,” asked Sunghoon, pointing at the tiny winged figure that was rapidly descending toward Jay’s nose. The creature perched there, and Jay went cross-eyed trying to look at it. “You look stupid like that,” Jungwon observed lightly.
Sunghoon and Jake’s mouths dropped open at the exact same time. “Did that butterfly just call Jay stupid?” Jay watched in a trance as the fairy drifted off of his nose and onto the bed next to him, then slowly grew to his normal height. Sunghoon dramatically crumpled to the floor, promptly pulling Jake with him. “OW.”
“JAKE SHUT UP WE JUST WITNESSED MAGIC!”
Jay shook his head, turning to a very perplexed looking Jungwon. Jay wasn’t going to lie; he suddenly had a strange urge to make confusing Jungwon a regular thing just so he could see that face again. “Sorry, my friends are-” he cast a glance at the two on the floor who were currently flirt-yelling at each other, “-unusual.” Jungwon huffed out a breathy little laugh, and Jay felt warm all over in the coziest way. “Don’t worry, I’m pretty used to the unusual,” Jungwon reassured him, gesturing at his wings, which were fluttering lightly in the breeze from the open window. They both laughed softly, and for a painfully short moment, Jay’s world was Jungwon. His cute smile, the way he rolled his eyes, the pretty fluttering of his delicate wings, the soft pink blush that blanketed his cheeks and ears whenever Jay called him stupidly cheesy pet names. Jungwon, Jungwon, Jungwon, Jungwon.
“WAIT, IS THIS YOUR CUTE FAIRY BOY?”
Jay startled, Sunghoon’s screaming interrupting an important moment in his brain. “Uh.” He cast a glance at Jungwon, who had seemed to assume the rosy blush that Jay adored at the implication that Jay had called him cute. A little extra gold power glittered in the warm pools of sunlight streaking out from the window, bathing Jake’s hardwood floors and soft carpet in radiance. The sight was enough to instill a little confidence in Jay again. “Yeah. Yeah, he’s my cute fairy boy. Jungwon, this is Jake and Sunghoon, two of my best friends. They’re the ones that want to be at the bakeoff.” Jungwon gave them a tentative smile, clearly still flustered over the affection from the older human. “Hi, um. I think I can assume Jay’s told you guys something about me?”
“Huh, something? More like daily rants about how cute and adorable he th-”
“Okay! Uh, how- um. What exactly… Jungwonie, how did you get here?” Jay did his best to ask the question gently, not wanting to upset the fairy with a patronizing tone. “Jay, you called for me?” Jay cocked his head to the side, a question poised on his lips. Then he remembers, and the words evaporate from his tongue. “I called for you. I… I said your name.” Jungwon gives him an obviously confused smile. “Yeah, you did. Uh, why exactly? I mean, I love seeing you but- why?” Jay smiled at Jungwon’s small confession. “You love seeing me, sweetheart?” Jungwon rolled his eyes. “Answer the question, angry bird.”
“Fine, yeah. It’s these two idiots' faults. J-” Sunghoon let out an indignant squawk. “You’re the idiot-”
“-Jake was sitting on top of me and crumpling my ribs, so I guess I just asked the first thing that came to mind to help me.” Jungwon gave him a mischievous smile. “I was the first thing that came to your mind?” Jay mentally smacked himself in the face for revealing that. “Well. It’s not like I could call for either of my best friends,” Jay said, tossing a pointed look at Jake and Sunghoon. It was the kind of look that would normally pin someone to their chair in fear, but Jake and Sunghoon barely moved, all too used to Jay’s glares. Sunghoon gave a small smirk to Jay, and it was only then that Jay finally realized the position he was in. He was sitting on a bed less than five inches away from the thing that Jay had big fat Feelings for. He sucked in a gasp, trying his best to seem unshaken by the proximity. Unfortunately, Jungwon was probably equipped with some kind of Jay radar (jaydar), because he noticed the slight change in Jay’s body language in seconds. “Jay, are you uncomfortable? I realize that this was rather rude of me, and I’ll leave whenever you want me to.” Jay blushed slightly, casting glances at Jake and Sunghoon. “I don’t want you to leave-” At the same time that Jay admitted that, Jungwon blurted, “I actually need to go-”. They stared at each other for a few tension-filled seconds of silence before Jay sheepishly said, “If you need to go, feel free to. I- uh, it was fun to see you, sweetheart.” He tacked on the name at the end, desperately searching for any kind of reaction. Jungwon looked down at his hands, his ears tipped with a faint pink. Jay felt a kind of victorious feeling and deep affection. They said their goodbyes, then Jay watched Jungwon shrink down so he could fly back. Before he left, he swooped over to cover next to the shell of Jay’s ear. “See you soon, angry bird,” he murmured. The fairy dove out of the window in a swirl of lavender, leaving behind traces of himself in the golden dust settling in the corners and the fuzzy static in Jay’s brain left behind by his smooth, golden voice.
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When your choir teacher pushes you to go out for a role in the school musical, and your best friend ACTUALLY signs you up for it, you're suddenly pushed into the spotlight and out of comfort. But don't worry !! the school's player and the choir's sweetheart are there too! Which makes everything ten times better! Not!
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old friend — feet pics
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synopsis: when sunoo and y/n were kids, sunoo confessed to y/n only to disappear the next day. now years later, all y/n wants to do is get through school as easy as possible but when sunoo unexpectedly comes back how easy can it be?
a/n: i thought i posted this earlier whoops-
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Title: Hold You Close
Word Count: 670
Author’s Note: I got inspired from a scene from Strong Girl Do Bong Soon. Hope you guys enjoy reading ^-^
You and Sunghoon were both quite shy and introverted people. In some ways your similarities were nice. It was a nice relationship where neither of you felt pressured to act out of your comfort zone.
The transition of being in a relationship was difficult for both of you. It wasn’t a big difference really. Before you were friends and now you were boyfriend and girlfriend. But as the months went by, you both became more relaxed around each other. The only problem that remained was intimacy.
Neither of you was big on PDA. But even behind closed doors, the two of you were too shy to try anything. The issue didn’t bother you too much, as you weren’t someone who was super big on skinship. But there were times when you did crave his affection. Just a simple hug or peck on the forehead would be nice once in a while.
There was one day you were coming back from studying at the library when Sunghoon had texted you he was at your apartment. You were surprised that he was available on a weekday. His schedule must’ve ended earlier today. Regardless it had been a long day for you and the thought of seeing your boyfriend momentarily pushed away all the stress you were dealing with.
However, you hadn’t expected to come home to see a sleeping Sunghoon. You felt a pang of guilt strike your heart. He must’ve been waiting for you and fell asleep in the process.
You quickly removed your shoes and put your things away. You quietly approached the boy’s sleeping figure. You couldn’t help but think he looked cute, laying on his side with his arms crossed and a small pout on his lips.
He must be cold, you thought to yourself before getting up to grab the blue blanket at the end of the couch. Gently, you spread the blanket out and placed it over him. You sat beside him, admiring his face up close and brushing his bangs away from his eyes. After a few minutes, you decided to get up and do some homework. He seemed to be tired so you wanted to let him sleep.
But just as you stood up to leave, you felt his hand wrap around your wrist and pull you down to lay next to him.
“What are you doing Sunghoon?” your eyes widened in surprise He was half-awake now, eyes blinking open to see you.
A small whine left his mouth, “Don’t leave me. Stay.”
“Oh...okay,” Your cheeks heated up, not used to this side of Sunghoon. Soft and clingy.
He wrapped one arm around the back of your waist and caressed your cheek with his thumb. Melting into his touch, you intuitively reached your hand to stroke your fingers through his black hair.
“I missed you,” he would murmur.
You smiled. He rarely said things like this. He must be really tired today.
“Is something wrong? You never talk like this.”
“Why? Do you not like it?”
“No, I do,” you reassured him.
He would then tighten his hold on you and make eye contact with you, “I’m sorry (Y/n).”
“For what?” you spoke softly, not understanding what he had to apologize for.
“For not doing this enough. Holding you close like this.”
Your eyes would tear up because of how touched you were by his simple words. Maybe it was because moments with Sunghoon like these were rare and it made you want to be like this forever. Overcome with emotion, you looked away.
You swiped your eyes and turned back to face him, “I’m just so in love with you.”
He would then smile and lean in to press his lips on yours. It was a slow, tender kiss that went on for a bit. You didn’t need Sunghoon to kiss or hug you every day to know he loved you and vice versa. But it was moments like these when you held each other close that you always appreciated.
Sunoo | go big or go home - 211020
Jungwon x GN!reader
Genre: fluff, best friends to lovers, gender neutral reader
It was another chilly autumn afternoon and Jungwon had forgotten to wear a heavier sweater than the one he usually wore. Lucky for him, you, his best friend, came to the rescue.
He would always tease you for wearing so many layers during the colder months, but this time, he didn't. Probably just because he was getting something out of it.
You take off your top sweater, handing it to him. “Here, stupid. Next time you can’t make fun of me for wearing layers, since they just saved you from the cold.”
Jungwon rolls his eyes, pulling the sweater over his head. “Thanks. I don’t know what I’d do without you and your layers,” he says sarcastically. You shove his shoulder. “Hey!”
When you part ways for the evening, you tell him to keep the sweater until he can find his own. He sticks his hands in the pockets and feels something hard. He pulls it out only to realize you left your iPod in the sweater you gave him. He tries to call for you so he can return it, but you’re already skipping home. He’ll return it to you tomorrow.
When he gets home, he sets his bag down in his room, and flops on his bed. The sweater engulfed him in your familiar and soothing scent, making him sigh in content. He pulls your iPod back out and looks at it.
Wonder what kind of music they listen to?
He turns it on and scrolls through your library, stopping when he finds a playlist with his name on it.
To: Yang Jungwon, From: LN YN
He clicks on the playlist to see its contents and feels like he’s done something wrong.
The playlist was filled with sappy love songs, ones that made you think of him. But you were just best friends and there was no way you were going to admit you liked him anytime soon.
Unfortunately, he already found out your secret just from snooping through your music.
He feels like he’s breached your privacy. You weren't obvious at all about your feelings. He had no clue. Even when he teased you about liking someone, you would always dismiss it and say you didn’t like anybody like that.
You were so good at hiding your feelings from him that he was honestly really shocked to find out this information.
Now that he knew, he couldn’t let you know that he did. If you liked him, you would want him to hear it from you himself, not through someone or something else. He covers his face in his hands. Oh, what was he going to do? This was big!
The more he thought about it, the redder his ears would get and the warmer his cheeks would feel. This was probably the first time someone had ever liked him, at least that he knew of. It was flattering, honestly, but also kind of embarrassing to think about. He was unfamiliar with the feelings of love, never really having explored the idea before. And this was uncharted territory within your friendship. Besides the meaningless teasing whenever you got close to any other boy or talked well about them, neither of you had really talked much about those kind of feelings.
How would you feel if he confronted you about it? What would he even say? That he liked you, too? Or at least he thought he did, because he’s never really liked someone before? No way, that was way too embarrassing of a route to take. Come on Jungwon, think!
You had a playlist for him… So why not make one for you? With the same concept as what you put into your own playlist for the boy.
Although Jungwon wasn’t one for mushy gushy love songs because he thought they were cringey, he could admit that hearing one every now and then brought you to his mind. So he added those. There were also songs that weren’t really considered to be love songs but still reminded him of you nevertheless. So he added those, too.
Soon enough, he finished the playlist and titled it: To YN, From Jungwon, to match yours.
He stares at the playlist he’s created and inwardly cringes. How cheesy.
His phone buzzes just then and his screen lights up showing the notification. It’s a text from you.
YN: Jungwon, have you seen my iPod? Did I leave it in my sweater pockets?
YN: I wanna jam and I can’t jam properly without it ㅠㅠ
He debates on whether or not he should tell the truth, deciding it would be better than lying to you.
JW: Yeah, I’ve got it. You’re so slow sometimes. Can’t believe you forgot it.
YN: Screw you just give it back tomorrow.
JW: I planned on it already.
You stare at your phone. You hoped to god he didn’t go through it. The thought of having him find out you liked him by finding the playlist you made for him made you cringe. No way. You couldn’t have that happen.
Too bad that already did happen.
At lunch the next day, Jungwon and you sit together outside, and he pulls out your iPod from his pockets, handing it to you. You awkwardly take it. “Thanks.”
Jungwon tries his best not to let it slip that he knows by acting different or awkward. He tries his best to act oblivious, even though his heart is screaming at him to tell you he knows. He didn’t want to keep anything from you but this was just so… cringe. So embarrassing.
While walking home together, you plug your headphones into your iPod and scroll through your music. Jungwon stuffs his hands in his pockets, peering over your shoulder to check what you were doing. His heart almost stops when he sees your finger hovering over the playlist he made for you.
You on the other hand were screaming internally. Jungwon… went through your music and made you a playlist. With a matching title to the one you made for him, the one you planned on never letting him know about.
He knew. He knew about your feelings. But the playlist… He had responded with his own.
You try to act like nothing’s going on, like you’re just listening to what you usually do instead of playing the playlist made for you.
You listen to all the songs and at the end, there’s a voice memo from none other than your best friend himself.
He had taken so many different takes of the same message, feeling like it was never good enough until he just took a deep breath, said what he had to say, saved the recording and added it to the playlist he made for you. God, it was so cheesy, this whole situation, but obviously there was something there and it was too much for him to just keep his mouth shut and continue being strictly friends without addressing any underlying romantic feelings. He could not continue like normal now that he knew. He felt bad for finding out before you could get the chance to tell him yourself, so he might as well let you know how he feels, too.
A smile breaks out onto your face while you listen to the recording, wrinkling your nose. When it’s finished playing, you take out your earbuds and hit his arm. “Yang Jungwon, you big sap! I didn’t know you could be so cheesy!”
His ears turn red. “Says you! You made that sappy love song-filled playlist for me first!”
You hit his arm again, harder this time. “Hey! Shut your face! I wasn’t gonna tell you until we graduated!”
“Until we graduate? You could keep that under wraps for that long? Why would you wait until then?”
“Well if it turns out you rejected me, then I wouldn’t have to see your stupid face again afterwards and I wouldn’t have to feel awkward about it.”
Jungwon deadpans at you. “Are you serious?”
You flash him a toothy grin. “But I guess that won’t happen! One, because you already found out, and two, you are just as whipped for me as I am for you.”
He clicks his tongue, shaking his head. “Shut up, YN.”
“Say it again! Say you like me!”
“No! Just listen to the memo again!”
“But I wanna hear the real thing!”
You continue to bicker back and forth while walking home. At the intersection where you split ways, you sigh. “Fine, don’t say it, coward.” You quickly peck his cheek before he can say anything back, making him freeze in place.
By the time he registers what just happened, you’re already gone, fleeing back home.
A small, shy smile creeps its way onto his features as he starts walking home, feeling good about what's to come.
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