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  • shuadaisy
    17.01.2022 - 16 hours ago

    cupid’s bow ; park sunghoon / chapter 4

    • enhypen sunghoon x oc (not a self insert story) • college au • genre: romance, fluff, drama • Characters: Park Sunghoon, Choi Mirae (OC), Enhypen, others • synopsis:  Cupid offers to shoot an arrow into the person you love. What would you do?And what if it the arrow didn't work like you expected it to?

    A story about how Mirae tries to win the heart of her crush. 

    This story is entirely fictional.

    Hello! Thank you if you decide to read my story 💕 I’d appreciate every comment, reblog, like...anything! I never published any stories so I’d be interested in some feedback ^^ You can also read this on wattpad!

    also read on: wattpad

    Chapter 1 / Chapter 2 / Chapter 3 / Chapter 4 /

    Chapter 4

    The weekend went by with the blink of an eye. Way too fast for Mirae's liking. She was on her way to the lecture room.

    Mondays were dull. She had no class with Sunghoon again. Actually, she wanted to return Sunghoon's umbrella, but she wasn't even sure if she was able to meet him. She brought it along nonetheless, just in case.

    Mirae didn't really pay attention to her first lecture. It was boring. She saw no point in visiting this lecture, especially if the professor just proceeded to read almost everything that he put on his slides. If there wasn't the attendance requirement, she could've been sleeping in at least. But that wasn't the case, so she scribbled random notes in her notebook.

    Usually, Mirae would meet up with Yumin for lunch time, but for the first time, she got ditched. She couldn't really be mad at her friend though, she was quite happy. It seemed like her project partner and her got along so well, he wanted to have lunch with her and talk about the project. Kang Taehyun was his name, if Mirae recalled correctly. She just hoped Yumin would introduce him to her sometime. As her best friend she just had to check up on him and make sure he's not some kind of sketchy guy.

    So, all alone this time, Mirae went to get lunch at the university's cafeteria. For today's menu, she chose the Kimchi Soup and looked around for an empty seat. It was noisy as it was lunch time. After scanning the area quickly, something caught her eye. A smile formed on her face and she went towards the table near the big windows. There sat a boy who she would recognize even from a thousand meters apart, and she didn't want to miss the chance to eat lunch together with him. Especially on a day she didn't expect to meet him at all.

    "Hey, can I join you for lunch?" She asked, looking down at Sunghoon with a smile. The other looked up, first slightly confused, but when he realized that it was Mirae, he nodded. "Sure, but I hope you won't mind that my other friends will be joining." Other friends? That's going to be awkward, she thought but sat down anyway.

    Mirae wasn't the type of person to be super extroverted, especially among strangers. But for now, she didn't care. She got to sit right in front of her crush, which made her feel like she was on cloud nine. The two of them talked a little about their day until some guys came bustling in, bringing a cheerful atmosphere along.

    "Eh heeey, Sunghoon! You never told us you got a girlfriend?" One of them exclaimed while sitting down next to him. Sunghoon's ears started to turn red and he gave the other a slight punch on the shoulder.

    "She's not. This is-" "You!" Sunghoon was interrupted by his other friend pointing at Mirae with a surprised expression on his face.

    Mirae wanted to become one with the chair. Or disappear. Anything but being here in this awkward situation. Who in the world could have thought that this Jake guy from the cafe was friends with Sunghoon? Jake sat down beside Mirae and leaned closer to her.

    "So you got from staring from afar to actually eating lunch with him, huh? Congrats," he whispered. Mirae's face turned red and she just wanted to hide.

    "Do you guys know each other?" Sunghoon raised a brow in confusion. Mirae shook her head while saying no, but Jake did the exact opposite. She mentally facepalmed herself and hoped that Jake wouldn't tell Sunghoon about the incident. The last thing she wished for, was for Sunghoon to remember her as a creep.

    Jake laughed. "Not really, I saw her at the cafe where you work. Talked just a bit," he said while shrugging. "Then I'm sure you go by a name other than 'you'," the third guy with strawberry redish hair commented. He sat down next to Jake. Jake widened his eyes and gasped dramatically. "Right, I never asked your name!" Mirae couldn't help but laugh. If those were Sunghoon's friends, they were truly entertaining to be with.

    "My name is Mirae. I know you're Jake, what about you two?" "This is Jay," Sunghoon said while pointing next to him. "And that's Heeseung." He nodded at the guy next to Jake.

    Mirae learned that Sunghoon's friends were all in different majors. Heeseung, together with Jake, was a performing arts major while Jay was in fashion design. At first, Jay didn't seem like someone who would major in fashion design but looking at his outfit, it did fit very well. He was very stylish.

    The four of them knew each other even before university, during high school they just all decided to go to the same uni. It was interesting to see a different side of Sunghoon. With his friends, he was obviously a little more talkative, or maybe it just seemed that way because Jay and Jake did a lot of talking and pulled him out of his quietness.

    When their lunch break was over and they had to move on to their next classes, Jake walked up to Mirae before they all went their own ways. He tapped lightly on her shoulder.

    "You like Sunghoon, don't you?" Mirae was caught off guard by his direct question. She looked ahead to make sure that no one else heard what he said. Was she that obvious? "Why- why do you ask?" Her voice was slightly shaken. Jake seemed to always catch her in her most embarrassing moments. "Let me help you win him over!" He said with a wink.

    Mirae was perplexed. Why would he do that? But she didn't question him further, as time was running out and she had to head to her next lecture. Jake asked her to give him her phone for a bit and casually put in his number.


    It was four in the afternoon and Mirae just finished her final class for today. She remembered that she still had the umbrella with her but it was very unlikely that she would meet Sunghoon again. She didn't even know his schedule. Or could he be working part time again? She took out her phone from her jacket and hovered over the chatroom with Sunghoon.

    Mirae really wanted to text him and just ask if he was still on campus, but the coward in her was still too scared to send him texts out of the blue like that. But Sunghoon didn't ask for his umbrella either, so he surely didn't need it back as soon as possible, right? She pondered for a while but decided to put her phone back into the pocket when she suddenly heard a deep voice next to her ear.

    "Thinking of texting Sunghoon?"

    Mirae almost dropped her phone out of surprise. Her heart was beating so fast from the rush of adrenaline and she turned around to see Jake standing next to her. She gave him a reproachful look. The boy just continued laughing at her. "Can you stop creeping up on me?!" More laughter was echoing through Mirae's ears. Jake was clearly entertained by her reactions. Annoyed, she gave him a playful punch on his arm so he would stop.

    "Sorry, sorry." He put his hands together, as if he wanted to ask for forgiveness. "It's just funny to see how the sole mention of Sunghoon can make you so on edge." Mirae glared at him. But then she thought about what Jake offered to her after lunch. "Now, what did you mean when you said you wanted to help me earlier?" "Ah, interested?" He replied with a smirk. Again, he gave her this heartfelt laugh. "It's just what I said. I'll help you get together with Sunghoon! That guy's too oblivious to these kinds of things so without any help, I'm afraid you'd have to chase him for 5 years."

    "5 years?!" Mirae was surprised but couldn't help but laugh. "Then, you can start helping by telling me if Sunghoon is still on campus." She looked up to Jake, crossing her arms expectantly. "Oh, he should be working at the cafe right now," he said while scratching his head. "Wanna head over?" And with that, the two of them started walking towards the direction of the coffee shop.

    Out of curiosity, Jake asked Mirae what she wanted or what she would do when she met Sunghoon and she told him about his umbrella that she still kept. "Oh wow, Sunghoon being a romantic, I never knew," Jake commented. Mirae giggled. "You're surely good friends if you can keep clowning him like that." Jake told her a bit more about the seemingly anti-romantic Sunghoon he came across, when in reality, it was probably just because he was shy. At least that's what Jake thought.

    Arriving in front of the cafe, Jake decided to wait outside for Mirae. It wasn't too full inside, Mirae saw Sunghoon returning behind the counter after bringing an order away. She approached him nervously. "Hey, Sunghoon." He was cleaning the counter and looked up after hearing his name. "Mirae? What can I get for you?" He asked, surprised to see her.

    "Oh, uh I just wanted to return your umbrella to you. I wanted to do that during lunch but I forgot." She searched through her bag and held the folded umbrella towards Sunghoon. "Oh, thank you," he let out a small chuckle. "You didn't have to come all the way here for that. You could've just kept it."

    "No, no, no! As if I can just keep it." Mirae shook her head a little bit too much and laughed nervously. "Uhm, can I get a vanilla latte to go, though?" "Of course," Sunghoon said and proceeded to put it into the register. She looked around restlessly, not knowing if she should start another conversation with him. "Wait, make it two please," Mirae added.

    After Sunghoon finished making the coffee, he handed them to Mirae with a smile. "See you tomorrow in the lecture." She returned the smile. "See you tomorrow!" It was funny how a few words from him could make her feel all giddy inside.

    Outside, Mirae saw Jake still standing there, scrolling on his phone. "You're still here." It was supposed to be a question, but it came out more like a statement. She knew he was still there as she was able to see him through the windows. Before Jake could reply, Mirae held out her hand with the cup of coffee. "For you. I hope you like vanilla latte. And if not, then just force yourself to drink it."

    "For me?" Jake asked, clearly surprised. His eyes went big and he exaggeratedly pointed at himself with his finger. He was so open with his emotions, it was refreshing to see. "No, I'm going back in to give it to Sunghoon. Of course it's for you, see this as a thanks." She started shaking the cup a little, growing impatient. Jake took this as a sign to grab it. "Thanks," he said with a smile. "I do like vanilla."

    The two of them walked towards the bus stop near the cafe. Jake assured Mirae that he'd definitely try to help her out and offered that she could join them for lunch whenever she wanted to. He even said he'd make Jay and Heeseung ditch Sunghoon for lunch so that she could eat with him alone. Mirae liked that idea and thanked him for trying to play the wingman. Weirdly, it gave her a new boost of confidence. It made her wonder why she didn't try to make an effort before.


    Word count: 1903

    A/N: New characters joined, yay! I'm sorry if the pace seems quite slow but it's still the beginning so... It'll pick up pace soon :) Thanks for the likes <3

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  • wrsious
    17.01.2022 - 18 hours ago

    what the hell is that

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  • shuadaisy
    08.01.2022 - 1 week ago

    cupid’s bow ; park sunghoon / chapter 2

    • enhypen sunghoon x oc (not a self insert story)

    • college au

    • genre: romance, fluff, drama

    • Characters: Park Sunghoon, Choi Mirae (OC), Enhypen, others

    • synopsis: 

    Cupid offers to shoot an arrow into the person you love. What would you do?And what if it the arrow didn't work like you expected it to?

    A story about how Mirae tries to win the heart of her crush. 

    This story is entirely fictional.

    Hello! Thank you if you decide to read my story 💕 I’d appreciate every comment, reblog, like...anything! I never published any stories so I’d be interested in some feedback ^^ You can also read this on wattpad!

    also read on: wattpad

    Chapter 1 / Chapter 2 / Chapter 3 / Chapter 4

    Chapter 2  

    Mirae woke up to her alarm ringing in her ears. Tired, she grabbed her phone from the night stand and pressed on snooze. But when her fourth alarm for the morning rang, she finally stood up and got ready for classes.

    I had a really strange dream yesterday...

    She recalled the cupid and this deal he offered her, about shooting the arrow of love into someone she likes so they would return her feelings. She scoffed at that thought. There's no way it was real, right?

    Mirae walked back to her bedroom to change her clothes and noticed the golden colored, vintage book on the floor next to her bed. She stilled. It was the book cupid got out of and a sign that it was indeed not a dream. Her mind wandered to Sunghoon, whom she wanted the recipient of the arrow to be and nervously bit her lip. Is he going to like me back now? Her heart started beating faster at the thought. She felt a weird boost of confidence.

    "Alright Choi Mirae! You're gonna strike up a conversation with Sunghoon today no matter what!" She exclaimed to herself, raising her hands in the air, determined.

    She knew they had two classes together today so she was excited to see him. Even though they were on friendly terms, Sunghoon was still a difficult person to read. She never knew what he was actually thinking. He's nice to Mirae, but that doesn't mean that there would be any more meaning behind that. Sunghoon is nice to a lot of people. But on the other hand, he was often found sitting alone in the lectures or classes she had with him. She always wondered why. Did he not have any friends? Why would anyone not want to be his friend? It was weird to her but she didn't bother about it since she was just happy to see him in the same classes.

    As Mirae arrived at university, there were already a few students in the room. Yumin didn't have this class so she quickly scanned the room to find Sunghoon sitting - yet again - alone next to the window in the back. A smile formed on her lips and made her way towards him, holding onto the strap of her bag a little bit stronger to try to fight back her nervousness. If cupid shot the arrow at him, it means he'll have feelings for me now right?

    Usually, whenever Mirae talked to Sunghoon there was this friendly atmosphere, he was never cold to her. Did he have a bad day? Maybe it wasn't anything against her, but he still seemed very different...and more distant than before. Sunghoon usually had this warm smile whenever they greeted each other. He seemed like a whole different person just now.

    "Hey Sunghoon," Mirae called, coming to a halt in front of the empty seat next to him. "This seat is free, right?" She tried to sound as nonchalant as possible.

    Sunghoon looked up at her and removed one earphone, he seemed to be listening to music before. "Sure," he replied in a cold tone and put his earphone back in.

    Mirae's eyes narrowed as she sat down beside him. What was that?

    Mirae didn't think much of it. Maybe he got into a fight with someone or he just wasn't in the mood. Everybody has those days sometimes. Instead, she tried to focus on class.

    How am I gonna find Cupid again to ask him about this? Mirae sighed.

    At lunch, Mirae made her way towards the cafeteria and chose a seat near one of the windows, waiting for Yumin to arrive. She saw her walking in from the distance and hurriedly taking the food tray.

    "Hey Mirae! How was class?" Yumin said while settling down in front of her. Mirae sighed. "The usual..." Her friend raised a brow. "You alright?" Mirae just shook her head at that. "I'm good. Just tired I guess."

    The two of them ate their meal while talking a little about their day when Yumin mentioned the presentation they had to prepare for the lecture.

    "Not sure if you saw it yet, but sadly we're not group partners," Yumin pouted at Mirae.

    "Oh, good that you mentioned it. I totally forgot to check the document!" Mirae said, but as she was about to reach for her phone to check, Yumin chuckled.

    "I already checked your partner," she said while winking at her friend. "Congrats girl, maybe you can finally make some progress with your loverboy."

    Choi Mirae & Park Sunghoon

    Mirae was speechless for a second. No, don't tell me... She didn't want to believe it. She had to check with her own eyes. As she pulled out her phone and opened the platform for her university, she downloaded the file her professor talked about.

    And indeed, Yumin's name was not together with hers. She scrolled down to finally see her name


    She felt a thump in her chest. This can't be real. Mirae thought while staring at the screen, wide-eyed.

    "Do you finally believe me now?" Yumin scoffed at her. "Now that you checked it yourself, take this as a chance to get closer! I thought you two got along quite well!" She gave her friend a smile and a thumbs up.

    "Yeah, I guess so," Mirae said while giving her a weak smile in response. "But why does it feel like I have to start from zero..." She muttered, barely audible for the other to hear.

    After the final lecture for the day, Mirae strolled along the hallways, ready to go home. As she walked across the campus towards the bus stop, she saw a familiar figure walking there as well. With a slap on her cheeks with both her hands, she once again gathered some confidence and hurried towards the tall figure to catch up.

    "Sunghoon, hey!" She said waving at him as she came to a stop next to him. The boy gave her a half-hearted smile. "Hi uh...Mirae, was it, right?"

    She blinked at him in disbelief. Did he just almost forget her name? Mirae knew that they weren't super close friends but this never happened before. He always used to greet her, saying her name. Perplexed, she continued to walk next to him, trying to initiate a conversation.


    "You're also attending Mr. Lee's lecture, right? About the group project, I saw that we're partners." She shyly looked at him, observing his reaction.

    Sunghoon simply nodded at her. "I see. Give me your number so that we can discuss it better," he said while holding out his phone in front of her face.

    Mirae was more than confused, if that could even describe how she felt at that moment. Sunghoon seemed like a whole new person, so foreign. From one day to the other, he was suddenly so cold towards her and she couldn't understand why. Wasn't the arrow supposed to make him like her?

    Fighting back the tears that dwelled up in her eyes for some reason, she tried to stay calm. "You...you already have my number. We exchanged them some time ago."

    Sunghoon put his phone back in his pocket with a surprised look on his face. "Oh really? Must've forgotten it, sorry." He scratched the back of his head in embarrassment.

    "It's alright," Mirae gave him a sad smile. "Then I'll see you around." She started running towards the bus stop and thank god, right at that time, her bus arrived.

    Thud! Mirae's bag harshly met the floor in her room. She dragged her feet to her bed and fell face first on the soft blankets that she folded so neatly in the morning. She was confused and frustrated. Was this all some sort of weird dream? But why in the world would Sunghoon suddenly act like he never knew her? She pulled at her hair in frustration. "Stupid cupid, did you prank me?" She groaned, irritated.

    As if on cue, sparkles started forming in the air. A bright light erupted, just like the one from the book yesterday. Mirae squinted her eyes and hovered her hand in front of her face to block the brightness.

    "Cupid! You have some explaining to do!" Mirae's tone clearly showed anger as she threw one of her plushies in his direction. Cupid dodged it wide-eyed. "Is this how you greet your guests?!" He scoffed.

    "What guest...I never invited you here," she replied, proceeding to pick up her plushie from the floor. She sat back down on her bed, hugging it while pouting. "Did you even shoot the arrow like you said you would? Was this some kind of prank?" Mirae said, feeling disappointed. "What do you take me for? Cupid always keeps promises!" He said while crossing his arms.

    "Then why did Sunghoon act so differently today? It's like I never existed to him!" Mirae groaned in frustration.

    "If the person in question already has pre-existing affection towards you, the feelings will disappear as soon as the arrow strikes them."

    Cupid cleared his throat. "Ahem...well...I did warn you about the condition." He looked away from her while whistling.

    Mirae was speechless. "The...condition...?" Her eyes widened in shock as she recalled what cupid had told her about the deal.

    Mirae got up halfway. "You're telling me that Sunghoon actually liked me back? All this time?!" She shouted in frustration. "Why did I agree to this?" She buried her face in her pillow again and let out another cry.

    Mirae's hand covered her mouth in disbelief. Affection? Towards me? Sunghoon?!

    Again, she let herself fall on her bed, her face hitting the pillow. "Hey, uh...Mirae? You alri-" Cupid was cut off by a muffled screaming and punching on the bed.

    Cupid simply rolled his eyes at her. "Come on now," he said while trying to pull her up again by her arm. "Just try to make him like you again?"

    Mirae scoffed. "How the heck am I supposed to do that? I'm a nervous wreck whenever I'm around him," she said as she fiddled with her blanket. Cupid lifted her face up with his tiny hands. "Where did all the confidence go? You were so determined! Or do you want to live your life like this forever?"

    Mirae couldn't believe that she actually got lectured from not even her parents, but a magical being that she never thought existed. She sighed. "Of course not..."

    "Well, I can't help you out either way. All I did was keep my promise, it's up to you what you're going to do." And with that, a whirl of sparkles and glitter appeared again, signaling that cupid disappeared into thin air, just like the day before.


    Mirae stared at the ceiling in silence. She still couldn't believe that Sunghoon liked her too. She felt dumb and pathetic for not trying to get closer to him.

    No. I should change my mindset. Cupid is right... "Park Sunghoon, you're gonna like me again." Mirae said, determination once again written on her face.

    Sunghoon made his way towards the lecture hall, still exhausted because he wasn't able to sleep much last night. Who the hell takes lectures at 8 AM? I'm so dumb for this... it's my own fault. He thought while mentally facepalming himself.

    When he reached the lecture hall, he scanned the empty seats, deciding where to sit when his eyes landed on a person resting their head on their arms on the table. He walked closer to make sure it's the person he thought it would be. He silently placed his bag on the floor on the empty seat and smiled to himself.

    It was as if the tiredness washed away when Sunghoon saw Mirae. Her dark brown hair was embracing her silhouette, showing her small figure. She must be tired as well. Cute. Sunghoon thought while observing her, still wearing a smile since he recognized her. He tried not to wake her up even though he wished he could talk to her. So he took out his earphones and turned on some music before the lecture started.

    After her friend Yumin sat down next to Mirae, Sunghoon could see that she finally got up. His heart started beating faster. Will she greet him? Will she talk to him?

    He could see from the corner of his eye that Mirae scanned the lecture room while taking out her notes. As her face turned towards him, he felt a sudden rush of heat slowly emerging on his face. He tried to stay as cool as possible and kept looking at his phone, tapping random stuff. Mirae turned away and Sunghoon let out a small breath he didn't know he held.

    God damn it, why are you such a coward, Sunghoon?

    A/n: Thanks for reading! I hope you like it and find this interesting and not too boring 😅 it's a plot that takes time haha


    Word count: 2143

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  • shuadaisy
    06.01.2022 - 1 week ago

    cupid’s bow ; park sunghoon / chapter 1

    • enhypen sunghoon x oc (not a self insert story)

    • college au

    • genre: romance, fluff, drama

    • Characters: Park Sunghoon, Choi Mirae (OC), Enhypen, others

    • synopsis: 

    Cupid offers to shoot an arrow into the person you love. What would you do?And what if it the arrow didn't work like you expected it to?

    A story about how Mirae tries to win the heart of her crush. 

    This story is entirely fictional.

    Hello! Thank you if you decide to read my story 💕 I’d appreciate every comment, reblog, like...anything! I never published any stories so I’d be interested in some feedback ^^ You can also read this on wattpad!

    also read on: wattpad

    Chapter 1 / Chapter 2 / Chapter 3 / Chapter 4

    Chapter 1  

    Youth. A time that is supposedly the best time of your life. Adults always say that you should enjoy your youth while you can, becoming an adult would only be stressful.

    "I actually liked you ever since you sat next to me in the lecture," she said while looking down to the floor. He put his finger under her chin and lifted her face up to look at her eyes. "I like you too." Slowly, both of them moved inches closer and-

    Mirae was not sure if she would consider her youth the most beautiful moment in life. More than anything, she always wanted to escape from her school life. She couldn't wait until she finally graduated high school and started university. For her, her teenage years were mediocre at best and she always imagined how great her college life would be.

    Parties, doing a major she likes, and most important of all, a love life.


    "My god this is so cringe," Mirae said, rolling around on her bed. She covered her face with the opened book she just held in her hands and started kicking her feet out of second-hand embarrassment. Even though she found the story quite cringy, she couldn't help but smile. Mirae might not seem like it but she actually really enjoyed romance novels and movies, it was her guilty pleasure. Even the ones her friends would define as cringe and embarrassing, she still enjoyed them.

    She could spend hours reading or watching anything of the romance genre until late at night, even though she has classes the next day.

    Her eyelids already felt heavy so she took a look at the clock. 02:34. Shit! I have classes at 8 tomorrow...

    She quickly put the book on her bed table and turned off the light.

    The next morning, Mirae could barely make it out of bed.

    Mental note to myself: never take 8 am classes ever again. She thought while taking her jacket and leaving her small apartment. She was thankful to the universe that she was able to find a small apartment near her university, so she didn't have to commute for too long.

    Arriving at the lecture hall, Mirae sat down in the back in hopes to take short naps if she was too tired.

    She put her arms on the table and rested her head on them while waiting for the lecture to begin. If I still have 15 minutes I might as well...

    Three months ago...

    It only felt like she closed her eyes for 3 seconds, yet she already heard the professor walking in and talking. How was that already 15 minutes?? She thought but still stayed in that position.

    A loud thump from her right and a slightly panicked "Hey!! Hey Mirae!" made Mirae shift her attention, though.

    She looked up to see her best friend Yumin looking at her with panicked eyes.

    "Yumin, morning. What's up?" Mirae said, still with a sleepy tone in her voice.

    Her friend sat down and inched closer to her. She started whispering so that only Mirae could hear, "Did you not look at your surroundings? How can you sleep like that on the table while he is sitting next to you?"

    Mirae's eyes widened. He?

    Trying to act as normal as possible, Mirae leaned back in her chair and put her bag on her lap, taking out her notes and a pen for the lecture. While doing so, she tried to glance around the lecture room until she turned to her left.

    He sat next to her, eyes concentrated on his phone, fingers tapping on the screen. His dark brown hair slightly covered his eye as he looked down. He looked so pretty, like always. He didn't notice her at all, but she was okay with it. She was used to it after all.

    Mirae tried not to stare too much and turned her head towards the professor who just started the lecture.

    But her mind wandered to the guy sitting next to her, the one she started to develop a crush for since the semester orientation party. Park Sunghoon.

    It was loud and bustling, people wherever you went. Mirae had one plastic cup in one hand and her other hand reached out for her friend Yumin who was eager to go around and make new friends at the start of the semester. They were at the orientation party for people starting university and Yumin asked Mirae to come along. Mirae was more of an introvert, not really the kind to party a lot, but she thought it could not hurt trying to make more friends at university before it would be too late. She didn't want to end up being a loner afterall.

    It was nonetheless difficult for her to open up and strike up a conversation with strangers which was the reason why she tried to stick to Yumin the best she could.

    Yumin and her were friends since high school and decided to go to the same university. They both chose to major in business while some of their other high school friends were in different majors at the same university.

    The two girls tried to search for their other friends to catch up and exchange their experiences about their orientation of their majors. Making their way through the crowd, Mirae bumped into someone and lost her hold on Yumin, who didn't seem to notice. She apologized to the person and looked around to find her friend. She can't be far. I just lost her for a second. She thought and looked around, but sighed in defeat when all she saw around herself were unknown faces. Tired of all the searching she made her way towards the seating area with vacant couches to take a breather. She sat down and nipped a little on her drink, looking around, observing all the people gathered at the grand student's hall. It hasn't even been long but she already longed to go back home, reading her webtoons or watching her dramas instead. Mirae took out her phone to send her friends a short text, telling them her location in case they're trying to find her.

    Mirae's thoughts of going home got interrupted when she heard a voice next to her.

    "Hey, may I sit here?" a deep voice called her out of her trance. Mirae looked up and saw a guy stand in front of her, offering her a small smile. She nodded and moved a bit to the side. "Sure, feel free." She smiled back.

    There weren't others in the seating area, only the two of them. Mirae tried not to pay too much attention to the guy, as she found it awkward to initiate a conversation. Which is the reason why she was thankful that he suddenly started to speak.

    "Hey, what major are you?" He leaned a little closer to her so he didn't have to shout too much against the music. She was slightly surprised by the action but tried to stay cool.

    "I'm a business major, how about you?" She asked, looking at his face, taking in his features. His eyes were mesmerizing.

    "Oh, me too! Maybe we'll have some courses together!" He beamed, showing her a thumbs up. His smile was so contagious, she couldn't stop smiling back.

    The two of them started talking more casually about various topics that night. It was very chill and Mirae almost forgot about searching for her friends. Bzzt bzzt. Her phone buzzed on her lap.

    Mirae, we're outside for some air. Where are you? We can't find you. Let's meet outside.


    Oh crap. She thought. Mirae looked up at the boy and had an apologetic look on her face.

    "Hey, sorry. My friends are looking for me, see you in class maybe!" She proceeded to stand up but she was held back by a force pulling her jacket. Mirae looked back in surprise and saw the boy holding onto her jacket.

    "Wait, may I know your name?" He asked.

    "It's Mirae. What about yours?"

    "I'm Sunghoon," he said while letting go of her jacket. "See you around."


    "Alright, don't forget the project presentation I talked about, which decides your final grades. I uploaded the pdf-file with your partners on the platform online. If there are no questions, class is dismissed."

    Mirae was interrupted in her train of thoughts when it started clattering and people started talking around her. Right, the stupid project. She thought. Mirae turned to Yumin, "I hope we'll be partners for it..." Yumin simply laughed. "That'd be great! Let's check later, I gotta go to my other class!"

    After classes, Mirae stopped by a bookshop to get some new stories to read. As she entered the familiar bookshop, the scent of paper welcomed her. She did not hesitate and hushed over to the aisle with the romance novels and stood there for a while, studying the book covers. That is until a certain book in the corner caught her eye. She picked it up and studied the cover. It was a pretty, vintage style book with a lot of golden embellishments, almost looking like a book from some sort of royalty. The title that was decorated on the cover read Cupid's bow. Interested, Mirae packed it under her arm and went to the cash register to pay for it.

    Finally arriving at home, Mirae took a shower and ate dinner before she could finally make herself comfortable in her bed, with her newly bought book in her hands. She opened the book but instead of reading the first page, a bright light greeted her harshly, making her squint her eyes and nearly throw the book away out of shock. "What the-"

    As the light subsided, a small figure was levitating above the book. It had small white feathers and curly hair, dressed in white attire. Mirae was horrified and freezed on the spot.

    Did I not get enough sleep last night? She shook her head and slapped herself with her hands, hoping that she would wake up from this bizarre dream.

    "My my, no need to hit yourself!" The small creature said to her in a mocking tone.

    Mirae's eyes widened even more. She didn't remember taking any drugs ever, so what the heck was she seeing in her room?

    "No  need to be so surprised, lady," the creature started, "Let me introduce myself. I'm the one and only, famous, cupid!" He said proudly, stretching out his chest.

    "Cupid...? Those things actually exist?" Mirae was finally able to speak after the shock. "Am I really not dreaming?" She asked, reaching forward to pinch the so-called 'cupid'.

    "Hey hey! A little more respect here," Cupid said, inching away a bit. "You're certainly not dreaming, you summoned me from that book." He pointed towards the book that Mirae held in her hands just a moment ago, now lying upside down on the floor next to her bed after she threw it away in surprise.

    "What? I have no idea how I did that." She scratched her head in confusion.

    "Whatever. Since I was finally able to escape this stupid curse a witch put me under, I can finally go back to my job." Cupid dusted off imaginary dust from his arms and legs, implying that he was inside the book for decades. He gave Mirae a short look and proceeded to look around the room. "Hm... Since you were the one getting me out, I should offer you something as my gratitude."

    Mirae raised her brow in confusion. "It's okay, I don't need that..."

    Still floating in the air, Cupid crossed his legs and tapped his finger against his chin, thinking for a short while.

    "How about this? Since I'm Cupid, I'll shoot an arrow into the person you love! Doesn't that sound fantastic?" He laughed, his tone of voice sounded happy and ecstatic to which Mirae could only scoff. This truly started to sound like a weird dream.

    "How does that sound? This is an exclusive offer only for you! Usually, I'm not allowed to let people interfere in their love lives with magic." Cupid crossed his arms and shook his head while pouting. "Strict rules. But I can make only one exception for you."

    "I still feel like this is some kind of hidden camera prank," Mirae said while looking around, checking to see if any cameras were there.

    Cupid laughed and flew towards her, circling around her. "Oh come on. Will you believe me now?" He let a bow and an arrow appear out of nowhere. The arrow's tip resembled that of a heart.

    "Now, tell me do you want to accept this offer? Spice up your love life a little, you know," he said while winking at her. Mirae was perplexed but at the same time, very curious how it would turn out. Maybe she could get Sunghoon to like her, too? Since the encounter at the party, they made almost no progress at all. They did talk when they saw each other and were comfortable, but Mirae was too scared to be any more bolder than that. It already took her the biggest courage to ask for his number. Of course, she only asked for his number with the excuse to ask him about lecture related stuff so he wouldn't be suspicious. Even if she consumed a variety of romance related media, she had no real life experience regarding love, at all.


    "Actually, it doesn't sound too bad Cupid," she said while smiling. "I accept your offer!"

    "There's a condition though." Cupid said while waving the arrow like a warning.

    "What is it?"

    "If the person in question already has pre-existing affection towards you, the feelings will disappear as soon as the arrow strikes them," he crossed his arms, sounding very serious.

    Mirae blinked. "That's it?" She giggled. "Since that's out of the question anyway, yes I still accept." She stood up and put her hands on her hips in a triumphant pose.

    "You're fearless," Cupid smirked. "Then, I warned you about the conditions so there's no turning back. Now tell me, who do you want to be the recipient of the cupid's love shot?" He made an exaggerated dance with the arrow, turning upside down in the air. Mirae giggled at the sight, wiping away a fake tear. "Well, even if I'm still unsure if this is the right decision, there's this guy who's the same major like me in uni. Park Sunghoon has been my crush since months ago..." She started to blush while thinking of him.

    Cupid got her attention back by speaking again. "Why are you unsure if this is the right decision?"

    Mirae stayed silent for a few seconds until she started again, "Well, feelings shouldn't be forced right? If he falls for me just because of magic...it wouldn't feel real, not genuine. And thinking that his feelings might be fake after being hit with the arrow...kind of makes me sad." Mirae stared at the floor, a rush of sadness suddenly overcoming her.

    "Hey hey, don't worry too much about that. The person won't be enchanted forever, you know. But this is a different story. You don't even know how it will turn out so cheer up!" Cupid gave her a thumbs up. Mirae smiled at that and laughed. "So does that mean Sunghoon might like me back when I face him tomorrow?" She beamed.

    "We'll see! It was nice meeting you." And with that, Cupid disappeared in a wave of sparkles.

    Mirae fell with her back on the bed, facing the ceiling. Will I finally have the chance with Sunghoon? She took her pillow and hugged it in her arms, a smile forming in her face from ear to ear.

    Sunghoon felt a tingling sensation on his chest, moving his hand towards his heart. He narrowed his brows. "Weird..." He mumbled and proceeded back to what he was doing before.

    Cupid floated in front of a window of an apartment, cautiously eyeing the person inside. He sighed. "Oh well, I did warn her about the condition..."

    He took his bow and arrow and got into position. One eye closed for better aiming and...

    Shoot! The arrow flew through the window and landed right on Sunghoon's heart. Cupid stayed a while to observe if anything happened to him.

    Cupid turned away and flew higher into the sky. "Good luck for this one, Mirae."


    Word count: 2711 words

    I’d really appreciate feedback if you read my story! Thank you ^^

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  • agoldsunsword
    05.01.2022 - 1 week ago

    tw ! mentions of killing, swearing [NOT TOO GRAPHIC]

    ? which enhypen member (send thoughts in ask)

    “Kill him”

    Those two words were sufficient to paralyze me. My brain lost signal to all areas of my body and it shut itself down too. It was not that I did not want to murder him, the case was I just could not. A rough grasp around my wrist withheld me from charging at him, plunging the knife deep into his organs. I felt so cowardly at that moment, I was a trained fighter, assassin, for God’s sake, how could I just not kill someone? My blood ran cold and central, my heart lost its sanity and palpitated twice the normal speed as perspiration trickled down my face. My grip on the weapon tightened, as if I was going to run wild with it, but it only gave me the realisation that I still existed and was still breathing. 

    “I said, kill him.”

    I was brought back to the present once they were uttered for the second time. My mind wanted me to move, I wanted to move, but my body resisted, staying put.

    Footsteps clicked on the polished floors, drawing nearer before stopping right beside me, their mouth whispering words into my ear. Their warm breath tickled my skin, the slight stench of tobacco and aged champagne cascaded into my nostrils.

    “If you don’t kill him, I’ll do it myself. And you know that won’t be pretty.”

    I could hear the smirk in their voice, the red dyed lips curling at the side, dimples subtly appearing. I knew them all too well, whether their physical attributes or their personality, and they were absolutely capable of the worst, remorse was practically non-existent. 

    My conscience was dragged back to the current instance, stimulating into activity and I could only whisper a few words.

    “I-I can’t, I really can’t.”

    A mocking chuckle left their lips, they knew I was hopeless, and it wasn’t only going to be a long before I finally gave in. 

    “Oh really?” Slowly walking away and towards my supposed victim, the gun dangled in their loose grasp, casually spinning the handle on a finger. Pointing it right at his temple, they smiled psychotically, the dim lights causing half of their features to be engulfed by darkness.

    “I guess there’s only one option left.”

    With the pull of a trigger, the mind-shattering sound of a bullet clogged the air, my hand immediately flying to my ears. The body fell to a heap on the floor, blood oozing out, glimmering majestically in the moon’s rays. Their once quizzacious, crimson grin had turned neutral, eyes glazed over and soulless. With a heavy sigh, the killer threw the gun to the floor, the noise of the impact echoed off the glass walls.

    “Son of a bitch.”

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  • nikihoon
    03.01.2022 - 2 weeks ago

    confession cafe — eighteen: best day of my life

    masterlist | previous | next

    summary ⋆ in which student council president, yang jungwon runs a twitter account where people can anonymously send confessions, with a cute picture of a delicious treat of course. one day, jungwon logs into his account to see a message from the one and only y/n. a junior known for her rambunctious and energetic personality, who also happens to be the older sister of his bestfriend. not only does he receive a message from her, but he receives a confession, to him.

    taglist: @heejojo @nyujjan @wondering-out-loud @ja4hyvn @c9tnoos @acciomylove @yeonjunsleftboob @heeluvb0t @shuaeunie @luv3iza @youreverydayzebra @heelariously @sunysunoo @odxrilove @hyuckslytherin @pixyseeun @meiiiwa @woniebae @bllatrixcarpnter @she-is-dreaming @yurazuyori @dinosdancing @liliansun @diestheticu @primorange @lionessmane @jay-durian @rinyx @giyyuzz @snowfalltxt @itzsora @julietblackk @oureris @amakumos @blank-velvet @nshitae @witheeseung @milkycloudtyg @cwsana @gyuulvr @jakeyuni @marksluvs @yizhoutv @blitzyaera @softhoures

    #pretending i know how to write romance #jungwon social media au #jungwon smau #jungwon x y/n #jungwon x reader #jungwon x you #jungwon x yn #jungwon au#jungwon fluff#enhypen smau #enhypen social au #enha smau #enhypen sns au #enhypen socmed au #enhypen fake texts #enhypen fluff #enhypen x reader #enhypen x you #enhypen x yn
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  • taeghi
    03.01.2022 - 2 weeks ago

    lee heeseung - the brother's best friend trope

    "what if he comes home early?" "then we're fucked, but at least we'll be fucked together."

    summary : keeping your crush on heeseung a secret from heeseung was hard, but keeping it a secret from sunghoon was even harder. what do you do when you accidentally fall in love with your older brothers best friend?

    you sneak around behind his back of course.

    word count : 29,000 (how did i do that lol)

    includes : severe angst, fluff and smut

    read the other volumes?


    taglist : @srirachibi @ryu-naa @blank-velvet @hoonstrology @person-standing @yuakagi @moasworld @rein-deer-stuffs @ily-cuz-i @lix-freckle3 @leeis @turnipsandflowerss @hoewithnojams @liliansun @melaninjhs @sunshine-skz @andromedawillburryyou (sorry if i forgot anyone, please reblog!!!)

    being park sunghoon's little sister was difficult.

    it was difficult already to have an older brother that annoys you every five seconds, but it was even more difficult because he just had to have hot friends.

    hot friends that sunghoon made sure knew that you were completely off limits.

    when sunghoon entered high school, he was immediately somehow made popular and quickly made a small friend group with the other popular boys in his grade; jay park and jake shim. another boy, who was a year older than sunghoon also hung out with them quite frequently; lee heeseung.

    though you were only a year younger than sunghoon, he treated you like you were five years old. your friends thought that it was sweet that sunghoon was so protective of you- but you thought the complete opposite about it. since he treated you like a baby- that meant his friends treated you like a baby.

    sunghoon's friends knew that if he ever caught them even glancing at you for more than a mere second, they would get reprimanded by sunghoon in an instant. sometimes they even thought that sunghoon was a little too protective of you, but then again sunghoon knows how his friends think and how they treat girls. he doesn't want you to get your heartbroken like the thousand other girls that have been played by them.

    the first time you ever saw lee heeseung was when you were just starting year 8 at your school. sunghoon had brought home heeseung one day after school so they could play some video games together. heeseung was in year 10 at the time, and he was just starting to grow into his features. that didn't stop you from almost physically drooling over him when he first stepped foot into your kitchen.

    you remember your mother introducing herself to heeseung, smiling at him and welcoming them into your home, but what she said exactly is all a blur because you were so in shock about how and why this hot guy was friends with your brother.

    "that's y/n, but you don't have to talk to her she's pretty annoying." sunghoon's voice got you out of your drooling session. sunghoon pointed his thumb over his shoulder at you before going into the fridge to get him and heeseung a drink before they head up to his room.

    "hi, y/n." heeseung said softly with a smile as he stood at the table beside you, waiting for your brother.

    "hi." you forced yourself to say, surprising yourself when it came out in a normal tone.

    "okay, my room's this way, i'll show you my games and we can play whatever one you want." sunghoon shrugged, leading heeseung up the stairs. "oh and y/n," sunghoon stopped and called to you from the middle of the staircase, making heeseung turn back around to look at you, "don't bug us, seriously, i mean it."

    "wha- i won't!" your jaw dropped out of embarrassment and ridicule, "why would i wanna go into your musty room anyways." you rolled your eyes, turning your body away so they wouldn't see the flash of pink on your cheeks from the humiliation.

    "shut up, it is not musty." sunghoon grumbled, turning again to head upstairs, you heard a soft chuckle from heeseung as he also turned around and followed your brother up the stairs.

    after that day, you saw heeseung at your house a couple of times per month, along with jay and jake. they quickly turned into regular guests at your house, walking into your residence without even knocking by the end of the school year. your parents had started acting like they had just randomly gained three extra sons.

    at first, whenever you were around jay or jake, you could sense that they were a bit reluctant to talk to you. you figured that it was just because you were younger than them. there would be times when jay and you would be cracking jokes in the living room whilst he waited for your brother to finish getting ready, and as soon as he heard sunghoon come down the stairs, jay would back away from you and act as if he didn't know anything about you.

    jake didn't really care if sunghoon saw him smile at you, or even just acknowlege your presence. though, you could tell sunghoon got a bit annoyed when he saw jake interacting with you. still, jake would never be caught dead being alone in a room with you, just incase sunghoon decided to end their friendship then and there because of it.

    heeseung, on the other hand, the one that was the most introverted out of all them, did not care about sunghoon's stupid over protectiveness of you. heeseung always made sure to say hi to you, to open the door for you when you all started walking to high school together. he didn't care about what sunghoon said or thought because heeseung knew how much sunghoon trusted and adored him. sure, it was annoying seeing his best friend talking to his little sister, but not as annoying as seeing jay or jake talk to her.

    -- -- -- -- -- -- --

    sunghoon and his friends loved to party.

    usually, the party would happen at your house since your parents frequently liked to go away on weekends- whether it was work related or if htey just needed a little get away.

    during your first year in high school, sunghoon and his friends were having another notorious party at your house. sunghoon had forbidded you to come downstairs and join the party.

    you argued with him for hours, but eventually gave up when he didn't seem to be budging.

    for hours that night, you heard the music blasting downstairs, along with other teenagers laughing and seemignly having the time of their lives. you so badly wanted to go downstairs and join them.

    you layed awake in your dark bedroom, the only light in the room being from the moon that shone through your white curtains. every now and then you would hear someone in the hallway, either laughing or whispering until they eventually found a room to crash in.

    you mentally apologized to your parents for leaving their bedroom door unlocked.

    you think you were just about to fall asleep to the heavy bass downstairs until your phone vibrated on your bedside table beside you.

    heeseung 🤎 : are you awake?

    you immediately sat up in your bed, sleep leaving you and now being replaced with adrenaline.

    why was lee heeseung wondering if you were awake at this late hour?

    you scoffed at the thought, probably checking to see if you were up past your bed time.

    you : yeah i am

    there was a quick reply from him.

    heeseung 🤎 : i come see you?
    you : sure

    you started brushing down your hair, hoping that it didn't look too crazy from your head grazing your pillow. your blanket is wrapped around your chest as you wait for him. unsure of what to expect from him.

    when ten minutes go by with no sign of him, you sigh and lay back down again, thinking that he's forgotten about you, wouldn't be the first time, you mentally deadpanned, cringing at the memory.

    a few months ago, heeseung was staying the night at your house like he usually does. only this time, sunghoon was away with your parents at your aunt's house for her birthday. you had stayed behind because you weren't feeling well and didn't want to get the rest of your family sick. your parents thought that it would be okay to leave you therhe for the weekend, as heeseung could help watch over you.

    it was late at night, probably around the same time that it is now, and you hear heeseung laughing downstairs. you figured that maybe he was watching a tv show or scrolling on his phone.

    until you heard a girls voice.

    you remember feeling like all the hairs on your body stood up at once as you took in what was probably happening downstairs. you weren't sure what to do.

    you heard heeseung and the girl come upstairs and walk past your bedroom, into his- into the guest- bedroom. you remember closing your eyes and trying to imagine that this wasn't happening. the guy that you liked wasn't about to have sex with a girl in the room beside yours! no, of course not!

    that thought worked for maybe five minutes until you heard the soft rocking of the bed against the wall across the room from you.

    "shit." you whispered to yourself, your hands coming up to cover your face as you tried to accept your reality.

    low grunts and high moans were being heard in the house now. every now and then you could hear the girl whimper out heeseung's name. you tried to not pay attention to it, but the more you listened the more insight you got on what heeseung was like in bed.

    your thighs clamped together as you continued to listen. you felt so dirty but your panties were getting soaked at the thought of sweaty heeseung leaning over you and pounding into you just as hard as he was pounding into the girl in the other room.

    her moans were getting louder and louder and you figured she was getting close to her climax- the climax that heeseung was giving her.

    if you tried really hard, you could tune out her moans and hear heeseung's grunts, you could tell that he was whispering something to her every now and then, with the way his grunts would stop and her loud whines would answer him.

    the bed stopped rocking, and their moans and grunts came to a stop. and your house returned to the silence that it once was. you strained your ears to try to hear something, but therre was nothing. you figured that they had passed out right after they finished.

    you tried to stop, but your fingers danced their way down to your panties, needing to get off because of lee heeseung once again. you had only ever imagined him in a secual way, but now you had some fuel for your fantasies.

    the next morning, you woke up to the sound of the front door opening and closing. quickly remembering the events of the night before, you ran to your window and sneaklily looked outside to see who had left.

    heeseung was standing outside on the front step in only grey sweatpants as he hugged the girl goodbye.

    you didn't know exactly who the girl was, but you knew that she was in your grade. she was really pretty, you had heard some other boys in your cclasses talk about her before. she was slim and popular and you knew that she was on the dance team at school. there was no wonder as to why heeseung would want to have sex with her. she was borderline perfect.

    they pulled away from their hug and she started walking down the street to leave, heeseung came back inside.

    you quietly ran into the bathroom before heeseung came back upstairs. you left your bedroom door opened to indicate that you were no longer in there.

    you took a long sigh as you looked at yourself in the mirror. you looked exhausted and stressed, something so much different than the way the pretty girl looked in the morning. you felt your pounding headache come back at all the thoughts that occured the night before.

    when you reopened the bathroom door, heeseung was standing at the top of the stairs, a look of surprise and shock on his face as he looked at you. at least he was wearing a sweater now, you didn't know how you were suppose to talk to him while he was shirtless.

    "oh! y/n! hi!" heeseung greeted, scratching the back of his neck, "sorry, i, uh, forgot you were home this weekend too, how are you feeling?" he smiled at you, taking in your appearance.

    suddenly feeling self concious and awkward, you wrapped your sweater closed around you, "i'm feeling a bit better." you shrugged at him, trying to keep cool as if you didn't just hear him fuck the living shit out of a girl last night - and then got off on it after!

    "that's good!" heeseung nodded, a beat of silence passes through you two, "sorry, if i was loud last night, i didn't mean to keep you up if i did."

    "no you weren't!" you let out quickly, heeseung put a small smile on your face, "i mean uh, i didn't hear anything, i took some cold medicine and passed out until this morning."

    "oh, okay. that's probably why you feel better now."

    "yeah! exactly! so uh, i'm just, gonna go back to bed for a little while longer, i guess." yoiu pointed at your bedroom door behind him.

    "oh, you don't wanna watch a movie or anything? i was thinking we could watch one of sunghoon's movies that he forbids you to watch, don't worry, i wouldn't tell him." heeseung smiled at you.

    "uh, maybe not today. i just want to sleep the rest of this cold off." you nodded, looking down at the carpet.

    "aw, okay. i hope you feel better, y/n!" heeseung patted you on the back sincinerly.

    "thanks." you got out quickly, making a dart for your bedroom, wanting to get away from his touch even if it was something so platonic. you sighed out of relief as you closed your bedroom door, thank god he didnt hear you that night.

    but now, as the party downstairs continued and your heart was racing with anxiety while your mind was racing with thoughts of heeseung, you couldn't help but feel hurt with that fact ath he had forgotten you again. why would he even text you in the first place?

    suddenly your bedroom door slowly opened, the music getting louder for a second as a figure slipped quietly before shutting it again. you sat up as heeseung turned to look at you.

    "'m sorry, were you sleeping?" heeseung whispered out to you as he approached your bed. you were sure if he got closer to you, he would be able to hear how fast and loud your heart was beating. you tried to speak out but all you could think was lee heeseung is in my bedroom, so you shook your head no.

    heeseung bent over your bed, allowing a small scent of alcohol to wash around your room. he was drunk.

    "i wish sunghoon would let you join our parties." heeseung slurred, his hands holding his upper body up on your bed.

    "why?" you asked, amused at heeseung's drunk confession.

    "because i wanna hang out with you."

    your heart raced faster, trying to piece words together to reply to him.

    "sunghoon treats you like a little girl just because you're his little sister but i know you're not so little. you're a grown teenager now."

    your heart swelled now, happy that finally, finally, someone didn't see you a baby. you were glad that that person was heeseung.

    "thank you." you whispered back quietly, tryuing to hold your giant smile in from his words. you heard him deeply chuckle in response. "why'd you wanna come talk to me anyways?"

    "because i wanted to see you, i always have fun with you."

    "mm," you nodded, playing with your blanket out of nervousness, "i have fun with you, too." heeseung smiled at that.

    "you look pretty in the moonlight."

    your eyes widened at his compliment, unsure of what to say. heeseung's deep chuckle broke the silence between you, "fuck, i think i drank too much, sunghoon would kill me if he knew i was in here."

    "no, it's okay." you shook your head, gaining some confidence to look at him as he stood up straight again.

    heeseung scoffed, "sunghoon would most definetly not think it was okay."

    "who cares what hoon thinks? you said so yourself, i'm not a little girl. i can talk to whoever i want."

    you see heeseung bite his lip in your dark room, he stares at you intently as if he's contemplating on what to do before he snaps out of it. he turns his head away from you and brushes his bangs out of his face.

    "fuck, i should go. i'll see you tomorrow, or at school now, i guess." heeseung smiled, "it's cool seeing you in the hallways now." you smiled down at your blanket again, not wanting heeseung to see your blush.

    "see you at school, hee."

    heeseung smiled once he was back in the hallway, happy to hear his nickname slip off of your tongue so easily.

    heeseung never came into your bedroom ever again after then, and never mentionned the incident. you wondered if he even remembered talking to you that night since he was so intoxicated. if your little interaction affected him you'd never know, but it did increase your attraction to him.

    -- -- -- -- -- -- --

    summer breaks at your house were always fun since your family had a pool. the parties were more fun in the summer, like you'd know since you never got to go to them, but you heard around school that everyone liked your pool.

    you liked when just the regular boys would come over; jake, jay and of course heeseung, when sunghoon would let you hang out with him and his friends for once.

    you were sitting on one of the chairs by the pool, reading a book that you weren't really interested in but you were so bored. the four boys were splashing around in the pool, having fun. you were in your own world until cold, wet hands came and picked you up from your chair, making you drop your book at the action.

    "sunghoon! no!" you cried out while laughing, your older brother picking you up over his shoulder and making a straight bee-line to the pool. "no!" you laughed mid air as he threw you into the pool.

    when you resurfaced you put a teasing scowl on your face as you looked up at your brother who still stood at the edge of the pool, bent over from laughing. "sunghoon, no!" he mocked your voice.

    "shut up!" you whined, pushing your now wet hair back away from your face so it looked a bit cleaner.

    "now you're gonna play chicken fight with us, right y/n?" jake smiled at you from across the pool.

    "hell no!" you shook your head, you've seen them play chicken fight before and they were ruthless.

    "just play one game y/n! we'll put you up against jake so you can win!" jay laughed, shoving jake beside him.

    "what the hell is that suppose to mean? jake gasped looking offended.

    "come man, you know you suck at chicken fight." sunghoon said, getting back into the pool.

    "come on y/n, you can be on my team." heeseung said from beside you, you weren't sure how he got there, but his perfect smile and sun tanned skin easily persuaded you to cave in and play one game with them.

    "okay." you agreed, and next thing you know you're being lifted out of the water and onto heeseung's shoulders. you laugh as you try to balance yourself ontop of him. his warm hands wrapping around your thighs to help you.

    "you good?" heeseung asked you, trying to look up at you above him.

    "yeah! we better win!" you cheered out.

    "as if," jake responded, him now sitting ontop of jay's shoulders, "we're gonna win so don't even try y/n!"

    heeseung and jay started moving closer to each other with you and jake on their shoulders. your hands were pushed out in front of you, ready to defend yourself against jake.

    "come here, jakey." you teased out to him, showing him that you're ready.

    "you're gonna get it, y/n, i mean it!" jake called out, his hands pushing against yours already.

    it took a few pushes and pulls, but luckily, heeseung is really good balancing you and himself against jay and jake's efforts.

    with one final push to jake's forearms, he goes falling back into the water, taking jay with him.

    "god, jake! did you have to trap my head in between your legs?" jay sputtered as he came out from the water.

    "Sorry! i was stressed!" jake replied sheepishly.

    "woohoo! good game y/n!" heeseung cheered, setting. you down into the water and high fiving you.

    "i told you we'd win!" you pointed your finger at jake who only pouted in response, making everyone else laugh at him. you felt an immense pride in yours and heeseung's team work, wishing that you could be on heeseung's team all the time now.

    later on when you got out of the pool, ready to go back inside, you could feel someone's eyes on you. sunghoon had gone inside to get a drink, leabing only you and his three friends.

    out of the corner of your eye you could see that it was jay staring at you. his lip tucked in between his teeth as he stared at your legs. feeling suddenly naked under his and probably the other twos' eyes, you went to grab your towel to find that it was already gone. fucking sunghoon. he probably didn't realize that he took your towel, but god what a wrong time to mistake it.

    "here, y/n." heeseung said from beside you suddenly, "you can use mine." you look down and see that he's giving you his towel to wrap around your body.

    "uh, thanks hee, i'll get sunghoon to bring out another one for you." you smiled, trying to quickly wrap it around your body so it was out of view for others to see. it's not like you cared if anyone looked, but you were so socially anxious around hot boys that it made you want to cover up before they could stare at you further.

    "no problem." heeseung smiled, moving aside so you could go inside. you stayed by the screen door for a second once you were in, letting go of the breath you were apparently holding in.

    "c'mon, man, sunghoon could've been right there!" you heard heeseung's voice grunt out suddenly.

    "i know i know! i can't help it! did you see her?' jay's voice carried out, desperation evident in his voice.

    "fuck, jay, we can't be talking about this, you know she's off limits." heeseung replied with frustration.

    off limits.

    it rang through your head over and over again and you hated it. you hated sunghoon for treating you like a baby. you hated him for having such hot friends. you hated him for ruining your chances with lee heeseung. if you even had any. it seemed like you could get any one of their attention besides heeseung's.

    and that was something you would make sure would change.

    -- -- -- -- -- -- --

    when heeseung graduated high school the next year, it was a sad day for everyone, including your parents. you tried to hide your sadness at the thought of not seeing heeseung around as much since he was to go to college in the capital city, a few hours away from your home town.

    heeseung would no longer be caught raiding your fridge for food at 3am, no longer seen sitting on the bottom step waiting for sunghoon to finish getting ready and no longer heard laughing about something stupid in the living room.

    but of course, you couldn't tell anyone about how upset you were about heeseung leaving. sunghoon would absolotely kill you if he heard that you had a crush on his best friend. plus, you knew that all heeseung ever saw you as was his best friends annoying little sister.

    since your parents were basically losing their non-biological son to college, they decieded to have a huge dinner on the night after graduation. the night before, sunghoon, jay, jake and heeseung had all went to a graduation party and returned back to your house completely wasted at 5am. when your parents and you woke up the next day, you weren't even sure where the boys were until they all wandered down the stairs at dinner time. they all looked absolutely hungover that it made you chuckle when sunghoon sat down beside you.

    "shut it, y/n." sunghoon grumbled to you, shoving your shoulder as he waitied or your parents to start bringing the dinner to the table.

    "i didn't say anything, hoon." you teased, playing with your fork as you avoided eye contact with your older brother.

    "you didn't have to, i can see what you're thinking on that stupid face of yours." sunghoon rolled his eyes.

    "god, you're so-" you started but was cut off by your mother brining in the large chicken she had spent the past two days on making.

    "okay!" she interrupted with a smile, obviously trying to avoid the both of you fighting. "here's the chicken! everyone start to dig in!"

    immediatly all the boys began taking pieces of chicken and other side foods and putting them on your plate. your mother looked pleased at everyone hungrily taking the food and enjoying themselves with the taste. your father was even eating with a smile on his face.

    "so y/n," jay smirked at your from across the table, "how's intak?" he tried to hide his smirk by taking a bite of his food.

    "who the damn hell is, intak?" sunghoon grumbled, looking at you with a face of disgust.

    "hwang intak." jay responded with a quirk of his eyebrows.

    "sunghoon, do you have to use such language?" your mother tsked at your brother before turning to you, "i'm sure he's a nice boy, right y/n?"

    "first of all, none of your business sunghoon, and how do you know about intak? NOT like there's much to know anyways." you pointed your fork at jay.

    "jungwon." jay shrugged at you casually, "he told me he heard that intak has a crush on youu." jay teased you.

    fucking jungwon. jungwon was a year younger you and somehow became friends with your brother and his friends. jungwon was known for starting or spreading drama. and you hated him. he was always spying on you and trying to suck up to your brother.

    "ouuuu." jake added onto your teasing.

    "and so what if he does?" you tried to fight back during your teasing, feeling embarassed in front of them. your eyes glanced towards heeseung quickly, expecting to see him with the same teasing smile that jay and jake adorned.

    though instead, he wore a deep frown and look of worry was spread across his eyes, his fork loosely dragging around his food on the plate.

    "if he has a crush on you, he's dead." sunghoon stated from beside you, stabbing his chicken with his fork harshly before plopping the piece in his mouth.

    "my goodness, sunghoon! don't speak like that!" your mother tsked your brother again with a gasp at his words, "i think it's sweet that he has a crush on y/n." your mother smiled at you.

    "it's whatever." you shrugged, turning your head away from everyone at the table, suddenly feeling self concious azt heeseung's reaction.

    "do you not like him back, sweetie?" your mother asked you, watching your demeaner change.

    the truth is is that you thought intak was cute, and he was sweet and kind to you. you tried to like him back at first, but you just couldn't find yourself liking him more than a friend. your friends thought that you were insane to not like a boy like intak back, but you couldn't help it- your heart was already in the depths with someone else even if you couldn't act upon it.

    "not really." you mumbled back as an answer.

    "good." sunghoon exaggertaly nodded at you.

    "shut up, hoon." you rolled your eyes at him with a small smile, your eyes glancing at heeseung once again, this time his shoulders seemed more perky as his eyes met yours. a smirk on his pretty lips at you before digging into his food once again.

    -- -- -- -- -- -- --

    the last satuday night before heeseung had to leave for college in early september, the boys had all decided to throw a party at your house as one final goodbye to their highschool days with heeseung. your parents went to your grandparents house for the weekend for a visit, leaving you, sunghoon and the rest of his friends alone in the house with enough time to party. sunghoon had begged his parents to force you to go with them to your grandparents house, but your parents said that it would be fine if you stayed, just so you could see heeseung for the last time, too.

    sunghoon had even tried to get you to sleepover at one of your friends house for the night, "seriously y/n just go anywhere! i don't care where just somewhere far from here!" he groaned as he followed you to your bedroom, leaning on your door frame as he watched you sit down at your desk.

    "i said no! i want to stay here! why can't i stay in my own house?" you responded, sitting back in your chair to look at your annoyed brother.

    "because! its a senior welcome and goodbye party! no one wants your junior ass hanging around!"

    "well i won't be the only junior there!"

    "what do you mean?"

    "i invited sunoo over for a sleepover." you smiled, crossing your arms over your chest.

    "oh god!" sunghoon groaned, "fine you can stay! but you can't come downstairs!"

    "hm, do you know what? i think i should tell mom about the party, i'm sure she'd want to be here to greet everyone."

    "you wouldn't dare."

    "you wanna bet?"

    "god, you're the worst." sunghoon shook his head, grabbing the handle of your door and closing it after himself, leaving you alone with the feeling of success growing in your chest.

    -- -- -- -- -- -- --

    sunoo rang your home's doorbell at 8pm sharp, an hour before the party was set to officially began. excitment filled you as you thought about the fun night ahead of you for your best friend and you.

    "i'll get it!" you yelled from upstairs, rushing down the hall from your bedroom, down the stairs to the front door. you swung the door open and reveilled sunoo smiling to show that he was just as excited as you were. his pink hair was styled neatly you noticed as he wrapped you up in a hug.

    "hi!" he excalimed, excitcdly rocking you back and forth in the embrace. "tonight's gonna be so much fun!"

    "i know!" you responded, pulling away from him so he could enter your home, closing the door after him.

    "what. the fuck. are you wearing." you heard sunghoon state from behind you, you sighed and turned around to face your older brother. the look of disappoinment and annoyance on his face made you want to curl up in a ball from embarassment and punch him in the face at the same time.

    behind sunghoon you heard a surprised "oop" from jake as he saw your outfit and immeidately turned him and jay around to avoid sunghoon getting angry at them for looking at his sister.

    though, beside sunghoon stood heeseung looking as attractive as ever with his eyes wide open in shock as he scanned your body. you noticed him gulp hard as his eyes seemed to not be able to leave your bare thighs. heeseung finally snapped out of his daze when you spoke back to sunghoon.

    "what does it look like i'm a wearing? it's a dress." you rolled your eyes, your arms coming across your chest, pushing your breasts together, making heeseung bite his lip at the sight in front of him.

    "THAT'S a DRESS?" sunghoon exclaimed, pointing at your outfit before walking up to you shaking his head, "no. no. no. you are not wearing that. go upstairs and change or you're not allowed to leave your room all night and i mean it." his words made sunoo pout from beside you, making sunghoon glance at him briefly with annoyance.

    "what are you? my fucking dad? i can wear what i want, sunghoon." you argued, standing up to your brother.

    "y/n i don't care what you want, just go fucking change." sunghoon's voice dropped to show that he was more serious than ever. your shoulders drooped in a sign of defeat to once again, your brother.

    "you're the worst." you mumbled to him, turning away from him to go back to your bedroom, sunoo smiling awkwardly at him before he followed you.

    at the top of the stairs you glanced back down and met heeseung's eyes, quickly smiling at him with a knowing smile before you were out of eachother's sight. it took heeseung a moment to realize you were smiling at him, shaking his head softly with a smirk as he turned away from the stairs and followed the rest of the boys to the kitchen again. he hoped to god no one noticed the effect you had on him.


    "did you see heeseung eye fucking you!" sunoo practically yelled once you two were in your bedroom.

    "shh!" you hurreidly shushed him, both of you straining to listen for any yelling but all seemed quiet downstairs, "imagine what sunghoon would've done if he heard you!" you laughed, "and yes i saw him!"

    "oh my god, y/n! he was so close to just taking you right then and there i was about to just leave the room to make it easier for him!"

    "shut up!" you hit sunoo's shoulder, "you're crazy!"

    "i am not!" sunoo fell back onto your bed with a final laugh. "what are you gonna do about it?"

    "what do you mean?" you asked him, going through your closet to find another outfit that would be deemed "sunghoon approved".

    "i mean, now that we know that lee heeseung has the hots for you, what's the plan for getting him into bed with you?" sunoo shrugged casually as if he was pointing out the obvious.

    "ohhh riight," you replied sarcastically, "cause as if that is ever gonna happen." you pulled out a long sleeved, dark blue dress and held it up to your body, looking at yourself in the mirror quickly before turning around to show sunoo it.

    "why wouldn't it happen?" sunoo whined, "who cares about your brother, i'm sure heeseung doesn't since he couldn't force himself to look away from you! and yes! wear that dress." you laughed at sunoo before turning back to the mirror to examine yourself.

    "don't let me get my hopes up sunoo," you sighed, "he's my brother's best friend, not in a million years would we get to be together."

    -- -- -- -- -- -- --

    by 10pm, your house was filled with intoxicated teenagers, all trying to fulfill their final senior in high school moments, or hang out with their now college freshmen friends for a final time.

    you had lost sight of sunghoon or any of his friends an hour ago, all of them getting lost in the moment of the party with their other friends. though, you still knew that everyone at the party knew who you were- park sunghoon's sister- and that you were totally and strictly off limits. you rationalized that that was why no one was talking to you or sunoo, but it was also probably because you two were the youngest ones there and were deemed as 'losers' at school.

    there was always a different thought that came to mind when someone thought of park sunghoon and then park y/n.

    park sunghoon : popular, talented, hot- a guy that uses girls for sex just like all his friends.

    and then park y/n : park sunghoon's geeky little sister that wasn't allowed to leave her house after 6pm.

    "hey, cheer up," sunoo tried to reassure you, "don't let your asshole brother ruin tonight for you."

    you smiled at your friend, greatful for him, "i know, i know. he just pisses me off so much."

    "then drink," sunoo said, pushing your hand that held your cup towards your mouth, "and let it go so we can have fun!"

    "fine." you stated, tipping yoru cup all the way back, finishing the full cup. you winced at the strong taste of liquor, making you and sunoo laugh before going and getting another.

    it wasn't long before the alcohol started helping you relax a b it and forget about your reputation, wanting to just let go and fun. you had lost sunoo in the crowd in your house a while ago, both of you getting sucked into different dancing crowds. you couldn't force yourself to care, too focused on dancing and listening to the loud music.

    everyone around you were too focused on having their own fun time to pay attention to you and others. you didn't recognize anyone around you. it felt great to let go for once and not worry about others. it felt you fit in normally for once and weren't marginizalied from the kids in your generation.

    "you look like you're having fun." a male's voice said into your ear from behind you. you quietly gasped at the sudden voice, thanking the music for being loud enough for the boy behind you to hear it. you turn your head so you could glance at who it was.

    you immediately recognized him as choi beomgyu, one of the boys that had just graduated with heeseung. you've seen him around a bunch of times at school, he was friends with your brother and they hung out a lot.

    choi beomgyu was known for being an extremely good guitar player, he made a lot of girls fall for him due to it. when you were in year 9, a couple of girls in your year made a list of all the attractive 2001's in your school, and you rememeber beomgyu being second on the list- right after heeseung.

    beomgyu was also known for having a thing for girls younger than him. of course he'd never go for a freshman while he was a senior, but tons of girls in your grade were played by him this year. you'd always hear about it in passing in the halls or in class. all the girls he'd talk to were pretty and outgoing, always on the cheer team or the dance team where they could show their extravertedness.

    so you were shocked that the choi beomgyu would pay attention to you at a party. the shy, introverted and babied y/n.

    "i am." you replied to beomgyu, looking him in the eyes without turning your body towards him. leaving his crotch to grind on your ass. his hands held onto your waist as he urged you to keep dancing like you were before without him.

    "i see," beomgyu nodded before leaning further into your ear, his lips brushing against the shell of your ear, "do you think you could have fun with me, too?" the closeness and warmth of beomgyu was suddenly so vivid that you felt like you were drunk and high at the same time. your head become cloudy with thoughts of what will happen tonight and how much fun you could have espeically if choi beomgyu was around.

    "dance with me a little longer and you'll find out." you whispered back to him with a tonse of teasing in your voice. beomgyu obviously liked your answer by the deep chuckle that escaped his lips and the grip on your waist tightened as if to say you're his for the night now.

    dancing with beomgyu gave you so much confidence that it made you wish everyone could see you now- park sunghoon's baby sister is grinding with choi beomgyu. you wonder what they would all think if they saw it. you wonder what heeseung would think.

    at the thought of heeseung you opened your eyes was visibly shocked when they were met with heeseungs from across the living room. the world no longer felt like it was just you sand beomgyu, but as if it was you and heeseung and beomgyu was just a major side character that ruining things for the mains.

    heeseung was sat in the arm chair that faced you. the arm chair where he'd sit with sunghoon and play video games with him, the arm chair where you'd do your homework and ask sunghoon for help but ultimately get helped by heeseung- the arm chair where heeseung had sat so many times before that always made you think how easy it would be to just sit on his lap and makeout until you could no longer breathe.

    heeseung's legs were streched out manspreading and covered in his black ripped jeans. in his hand he held a red solo cup as he tried to stay in the conversation with his friend on his one side and a girl on his other side. the girl was very obviously trying to get the attention of heeseung- and maybe she was actually getting it before he saw you dancing with his friend across the room.

    at first, heeseung told himself that he's watching you swivel your hips so fucking beautifully against beomgyu to make sure neither of the two of you went any further. he was looking out for you! he was making sure beomgyu wasn't going to be pumelled to death by sunghoon after tonight and that you wouldn't be ejected from society because sunghoon wouldn't trust you after.

    but the more and more heeseung watched, the more and more he couldn't help the jealousy growing in his chest as he watched the way beomgyu would whisper into your ear, the way you would put your hand over beomgyu's hand on your waist- the fucking way you were making yourself and beomgyu feel so good by the grinding of your hips that makes him wish that it was him behind you and not the stupid bastard choi beomgyu.

    heeseung knew that the pretty girl beside him, minjeong, wanted his dick. he knew that as soon as he said the word she would follow him up to the guest bedroom that more like his bedroom since he's been at this house practically everyday since he was 15. he had planned to hold off on her until the end of night, but you had put a fat hold on those plans the second he saw you.

    every part in heeseung knew that he shouldn't be thinking about you this way. he knew that if sunghoon ever found out that he'd be dead in a millisecond. he tried to avoid those thoughts of you by listening to jeongin talk beside him- he tried to keep up the conversation with jeongin- he tried to keep minjeong interested in him but all that would come up in his head was that you were grinding against beomgyu when it should be him there instead.

    when you opened your eyes and was met with heeseung. he could sense the worry rush through your body from across the room. he could see how blown out your pupils were from a mix of shock and all the alcohol you had been drinking tonight.

    when heeseung just continued to watch you with beomgyu, you decided to put on a show not only for beomgyu, but for heeseung as well. and quickly, the excitment for tonight with beomgyu turned into the excitrement for tonight with heeseung.

    you tilted your head back to lay on beomgyu's shoulder, pushing your chest out and ass more into beomgyu's crotch. you could feel beomgyu get harder every minute you've been dancing together.

    "oh fuck." beomgyu groaned out quietly, his eyes directed right at your tits that were in his view now. your soft skin visible to anyone that would see.

    heeseung smirked at you once he realized what you were up to. you didn't break eye contact with him as you grutted your hips against beomgyu harder, your panties becoming soaked now that you were imagining what heeseung would do to you. you imagined that heeseung was behind you instead of beomgyu.

    the moment between you and heeseung was ruined when beomgyu offered for you to go to the bathroom with him to "continue our fun in a more pirvate area.". it was like you were brought back to reality and not some future imagination that you once thought you were in. you still your dancing on beomgyuy and turned away from your brother's best friend. "hm?" beomgyu urged you for an answer, putting his forehead to yours as you stared into each other's eyes, pure lust was set in his as he scanned your face.


    "i-, um," you tried to answer, but your words all meshed into one, unaware of how you should answer him.

    "i think it's time for you to leave, y/n." a voice answered for you, causing you and beomgyu to pull apart.

    heeseung stood right in front of you two with an expression you weren't able to read but made you try to sober up quickly.

    "oh, hey heeseung!" beomgyu smiled once he saw who it was, "how are you, my man?" beomgyu and heeseung dapped each other up warmly.

    "eh, i'm good," heeseung shurrged, "it was nice to see you, but i gotta get y/n to bed." you scoffed beside beomgyu at heeseung's words not believing what you were hearing.

    "oh? for real?" beomgyu asked confusedly, looking between you and heeseung. you couldn't bare to look up at any of them because you could feel the heat go to your cheeks from embarassment yet again- only this time it wasn't because of your brother- it was becasue of his best friend.

    "yeah, man, sunghoon's looking for her." you physically cringed at your brother's name.

    "oh?" beomgyu said with a confused tone, "OH!" he said again a second later, obviously realizing who you were, "oh shit." beomgyu stepped away from you. "look, - i didn't-"

    "hey, it's okay, it'll stay between you and me and i'm sure y/n won't tell sunghoonie, right?" heeseung patted beomgyu's shoulder as he looked at you.

    all you could do was shake your head no, still not being able to look at the two older boys from humilation.

    "great! well uh, see you around, i guess." beomgyu said to no one in particular before walking back and getting lost in the crowd.

    "c'mon." heeseung stated suddenly, wrapping his arm around your shoudlers and guiding you through the crowd of people towards the stairs to the second floor.

    heeseung's so familiar scent put your mind in a haze, a different haze than the drunk one it was previously in. the music downstairs was somewhat quieter upstairs, quiet enough for heeseung to hear how loud your heart was pounding in your chest.

    when you got to your bedroom in the hall heeseung backed away from you slightly and stared at you, the same unreadable expresssion plastered on his face. the atmoshpere between you two felt awkward to point where you felt like you couldn't breathe.

    "why were you with beomgyu?" heeseung broke the silence with a disgusted and disappointed face.

    you scoffed, feeling as if you were talking to your father yet again, "who cares who i was talking to? i can do what i want."

    "i care!" heeseung said, walking closer to you so your back was up against the wall. "what would've happened if sunghoon saw the two of you like that?"

    "i don't care about what sunghoon would've done! i'm my own person i can make my own decisons!"

    heeseung sighed at your statement, his eyebrows coming together as his fingers pressed against the crease in his forehead, "fuck y/n," he shook his head before looking at you, "i know that. just- did it have to be beomgyu?"

    "jesus, then who do you deem acceptable for me?" you stood up straight, looking heeseung in his eyes now, both of you carrying serious expressions. please say you, please say you, you mentally begged heeseung.

    heeseung slowly leaned his face towards yours, his scent intoxicating you more. his face was so close to yours that you could see all his freckles and blemishes. you could hear his quiet, heavy breathing that indicated he was just as nervous as you were. you stared in each others eyes, neither one of you moving as if the other was daring the other one to move first.

    heeseung's hand came up and you thought he was going to rest it on your cheek, but it rested on the wall behind your head, trapping you in. and just when you thought you were going to get all your senses filled by heeseung, he pushed off the wall so he was farther away from you now. you felt cold when he stood a meter in front of you, not even glancing at you as he put his hand on his waist and the other wiped his jaw to show that he was stressed.

    "we can't, y/n." heeseung whispered, barely audible over the music and the cheers from downstairs.

    "and why not?" you asked, pushing yourself off of your closed, bedroom door and took a few steps ahead, your body only a centimeter away from heeseung's.

    "you know why." heeseung glanced at you as you stood in front of him now.

    you rolled your eyes in frustation now at his response, a huff coming out of your mouth, "no. i don't. so why don't you say it."

    a beat of silence went between you two again before he said outloud, "because you're my best friend's little sister. that's so-..."

    "so what?" you urged him to finish his sentence.

    "so... ugh, there just shouldn't be an attraction here!" you could see heeseung was getting just as frustrated as you were, though his words dug into your heart a little. heeseung and you knew how sensitive you were, you could both feel the drop in the atmoshpere because of the hurt that was now playing on your heart strings.

    you back away form heeseung while looking down at the ground, digging your shoe into your carpeted floor, "so then, what now?"

    heeseung looked up at you with a meloncholic look on his face that told you what he was going to say next wouldn't be good, "we- you have a good night. everyone will be leaving soon anyways and i'll find sunoo and send him up here, too."

    both of you could barely look at one another; there were too many emotions in the air to control at the moment; anger, frustration, lust. heeseung was caught up in his mind until he heard a soft sniffle coming from you. he shot his head up and he felt a rush of guilt wash over him at your weakened figure.

    "y/n-" he started, reaching out towards you.

    "you have a good night, heeseung." you cut him off, turning and walking into your bedroom, closing the door quickly behind you. all of your emotions hit you at once and you felt so weak. you were frustrated with sunghoon, upset that your night didn't go as planned, sad that you were rejected by heeseung and wouldn't see him for a long time. you felt like your whole life changed drastically in a span of one night and it became over whelming.

    heeseung slowly went back downstairs, upset and confused with what he had done tonight. he gathered up jake and jay and told them to kick everyone out. he asked them where sunghoon had went but they hadn't seen him for a while.

    when people started leaving, it made it easier for heeseung to find sunoo.

    "hey, y/n's in her room already." heeseung reached out and tapped sunoo on the shoulder so he would turn around.

    "already?" sunoo slurred his short question. it was so obvious that sunoo was wasted which made heeseung chuckle a bit.

    "yeah, do you need help getting to her room or are you okay?"

    "i'll be okay, heeseungie." sunoo smiled his usual eye smile, pinched heeseung's cheek and walked towards the stairs, holding tihglty onto the railing. heeseung fel this cheeks blush at sunoo's sudden nickname for him, but brushed it off and went to look for sunghoon.

    five minutes later and he found him on the floor of the upstairs bathroom.

    "sunghoon, what the hell?" heeseung exclaimed loudly, rushing to his friend's side. sunghoon only grumbled in response. "did you throw up?" sunghoon nodded with his eyes barely opened. "how many times?" sunghoon held up three fingers. "jesus."

    heeseung got his best friend all cleaned up and then tucked him into bed with the help of jake and jay. he heard giggling coming from your bedroom and figured that sunoo had made you feel better from the last time he had seen you.

    jake and jay fell asleep on the couches downstairs, too drunk and exhausted to make their ways back to their houses. and then finally heeseung lied down in his second bedroom. the one that was referred to as the guest bedroom, but the guest that occupied it was not even a guest to this house anymore.

    as soon as heeseung's head hit the guests' pillow, his phone went off from a notifcation on instagram.

    [hee.heesung] k.minjexng : sent an image.

    heeseung sighed when he opened the dm from the girl he was talking with earlier, realizing that she was defintely upset he dissapeared on her.

    the image was a picture of her pale legs and a man's head of hair inbetween them.

    k.minjexng : this is what you missed out on 😘

    heeseung rolled his eyes and exited instagram, instead he opened his messages app, his thumb circling around his previous messages with you.

    -- -- -- -- -- -- -- --

    when you woke up in the morning, sunoo was snoring beside you softly. his pink hair was sprawled out on your white pillowcase and a soft smile was stuck on his face while he slept. it was evident that he had a fun night last night.

    unlike you.

    your phone held a bunch of notifications from the night, but not one of them was from heeseung. disappointment sunk into your chest farther, making it feel heavy.

    sunoo had made you feel better before you went to bed, but it was still upsetting that your crush of three years had flat out rejected you.

    when sunoo had finally woken up about an hour later, his headache was killing him. you went downstairs to get him some advil, and was surprised to see that the house was ordinarly clean.

    "good morning, sweetie!" your mom called out to you from the island. you were shocked that your parents were home this early, as well that sunghoon, jake and jay were awake as well. "you just missed heeseung." your mom pouted, the statement making your chest feel heavier.

    "what?" you asked her, hoping that you misunderstood her.

    "yeah, he leaves for college in an hour." sunghoon mumbled, it was obvious that your brother was upset that he was losing his best friend because of the way life goes.

    "oh." you said, trying to hide the sadness you were feeling, wishing you had woken up earlier.

    "it's okay, kids, he'll be back for winter break." your dad spoke, feeling the tense atmoshpere in the kitchen now. even jake and jay were upset that heeseung was leaving them.

    "yeah, you're right, it's just weird to think that there's only going to be three of us now." jay nodded, taking a bite of his cereal.

    they all continued to converse but you couldn't even hear what they were saying. your thoughts took over so much room in your head now that you could barely focused. you managed to get sunoo some medicine and make your way back up to your room without another word from you to your family.

    you felt like you were just about to accept the fact that you and heeseung are 1000% never being together when your phone got a text.

    heeseung 🤎

    - i'm sorry for last night. i hope you have a good year at school though

    - and btw i liked the first dress more

    a smile crept onto your face at his last text, and the butterfly of hope flew around your stomach once again.

    -- -- -- -- -- -- -- -- -- --

    the fall season quickly came and left, and your junior year of high school was already half way over when christmas break begun.

    you hadn't heard from heeseung directly since you had last seen him at the end of summer party that your brother threw. you never texted him, in fear of making it awkward between you two.

    though you haven't spoken to heeseung, sunghoon has. they are still best friends even though they live hours apart in different parts of the country. sunghoon was definetely looking forward for heeseung's return during their winter break, and secretly you were too.

    the only person who knew about your little crush and interaction with heeseung was sunoo, who constantly tried to persuade you to text heeseung. of course, you never did.

    "so are you excited?" sunoo asked, his scarf muffling his voice as you walked home from school with him.

    "for what?" you asked, shoving yoru hands deep into your pockets to try to keep them warm from the winter breeze. the snow crunched under your feet with each step the two fo you took. your large jackets rustled with each step.

    "for heeseung to come home, you idiot!" sunoo yelled out, hopefully no one else had turned onto the street with you that you knew.

    "well i mean, yes but no." you responded in a normal tone.

    "maybe he forgot about the last time you saw him!" sunoo tried to make you feel better about the rejected and crying moment you last had with heeseung, "the last thing he texted you about was your dress! maybe all he rememebers is how hot you looked!"

    "yeah, before sunghoon made me change!" you shoved sunoo, trying to force yourself to feel a bit more happier that heeseung was returning.

    "you looked hot in the other outfit, too!" sunoo shoved you back, "but seriously y/n, it's gonna fun! he'll probably just act around you like he usually does."

    "like i'm sunghoon's baby sister and that i barely exist?" you deadpanned rolling your eyes at the thought of your older brother again.


    -- -- -- -- -- -- -- -- -- --

    walking into your home alone after sunoo turned down his own street was walking into a different atmoshpere than you expected. sunghoon was sat on the couch with an annoyed look on his face, while your mother was beside him rubbing his back and your father was standing by the tv trying to support his son from afar.

    "uh, hey guys?" you announced yourself awkwardly, not sure of what you had just walked into.

    "hi, sweetie." your mom forced a smile.

    "is everything okay?" you asked the three of them.

    "yeah! heeseung's not coming." sunghoon mumbled a response without looking away from the wall in front of him.

    "what? why?" you asked, your heart racing with disappointment and fear. was he not coming because of you? did he think it would be too uncomfortable to be in the same room with you again?

    "because he thinks it'd be too stressful on his grades, so he wants to stay to study more." sunghoon grunted before standing up, "i'm going to my room." your parents and you watched your older brother storm up the stairs into his bedroom. he was obviously upset that he still wouldn't be seeing his best friend after months.

    "are you okay about it?" your mother asked, worried for you as well.

    "what? yeah i'm fine. why would i care if heeseung came home or not?" you asked quickly, hoping that they weren't onto you about having a crush on heeseung.

    "oh, i thought you were close with him too, no? he was over all the time before he went to college." your mother replied with a look of confusion on her face about the speed of your resposne.

    "eh, well, i still have jake and jay and my real brother, right?" you forced a laugh out, hoping that it wasn't obvious you were trying to hide something.

    "yeah, right." your parents nodded, shrugging before heading to the ktichen together to prepare dinner.

    you let out a sigh of relief once they left the room with no further questions, but that didn't relieve the anxiety of heeseung not returining. as you headb ack to your room you do figure that it would be weird without having heeseung around for winter break. it was almost tradition to have him and the other boys sleeping over for two weeks straight. you wonder what they would do this break? would it just be the three of them?

    before you push open your door something inside of you stops and glances over at sunghoon's closed door. you ponder about what he's feeling inside. he's never been good with showing his emotions, not even to your parents. when he got hurt as a little boy he would hide it until your parents would notice blood seeping through his pants from falling off his bike and scraping his entire leg right open. he still insisted he fine when they took him to the doctors and said he needed stitches.

    you sighed and walked over to his bedroom, hesitating once before knocking on his door.

    "what?" you heard him grunt out.

    "can i come in?" you called out to him.

    a beat of silence passed and you thought he was just ignoring you at this point, "sure."

    you pushed open his door to find him sitting on his bed in the dark, only the screen of his tv was on and it was on mute. "what is it? i'm tired." you fought the urge to roll your eyes at him blaming his sadness on fatigue. you walked over to his bed and sat down beside him.

    "you know i think you're a good older brother, right? you've always looked out for me, made sure i was safe. you spent your christmas allowance on me when we were younger so you could buy me a present."

    sunghoon left his window open a crack, making his room a bit chillly as the sound of someone's car starting outside ruins the silence between you two. you knew that sunghoon always wanted to take care of you, and now you feel like it's your turn to take care of him. though, you feel nothing like your older brother.

    in his senior year, you never thought that you would have to take care of your older brother in a way that he takes care of his little sister. but you never know what sunghoon is going through. he keeps things to himself to when he gets to the point where he feels like breaking down he stays silent. the only person he's ever trusted was heeseung.

    "you always seem so happy when you're with your friends, truly, and i swear i've never seen so many people stop what they were doing just to listen to someone speak- but you do that to people."

    you use to be jealous of sunghoon about it. how did he get to be so popular while you were jsut the school's runt? how did he get to have girls falling at his feet and guys begging to be his friend? you loved sunoo, but sometimes you wished that you had a friendgroup to hang out with other than sunoo and sunghoon's friends that weren't allowed to even look at you.

    "and you know i worry about you at the same time. i know how introverted you are and how hard you try to be so outgoing at school so people will still like you. that's so much stress on a person mentally. and still at home, i try to be a good sister for you but i feel like i'm no good at that, so i'm glad you've found a brother within heeseung. so i'm sorry that heeseung isn't coming back for winter break, that must really fucking hurt, hoon. but i love you, and i'm trying to be a good sister now, and i want to change our sibling relationship for the better."

    you don't realize that you've started crying until sunghoon wraps his arm around you and pulls you into his side. that's when you notice he's started crying too. you think at that moment that you've never seen your brother cry before. you've never shared this much of a brother-sister moment before. it feels like the two of you are just little kids again, trying to figure out this world before the world figures it out for you instead. an expression of relief washes over sunghoon's face as you both take in the peaceful silence between you too.

    when sunghoon speaks it's quiet, but you know he means it with his whole body and soul, "i wouldn't trade having you as a little sister for the world. heeseung's my friend, never my sibling."

    -- -- -- -- -- -- -- -- -- -- -- --

    after winter break, your relationship with sunghoon seemed to change drastically, and for the better. he no longer had this over-protectivess of you. it was like you had aged from 5 years old to 17 years old in a week.

    this winter break was defeintly the weirdest one, but the best one. sumghoon invited you to hang out with jay, jake and him, even allowing for sunoo to join, too. you all played video games, made gingerbread houses and freaked out your parents by how strangely you two were getting along.


    you heard sunghoon running around your house at 7am on the first day of summer break- the morning after sunghoon had graduated from high school. you groaned and threw your pillow over your head, mentally punchiung your brother for waking you up so early for no reason.

    you were just about to drift off to sleep again when your bedroom door slammed open, "y/n!" sunghoon yelled excitedly.

    you groaned in response, sleep still fogging up your mind and body.

    "y/n! wake up!" sunghoon jumped on yoru beed, shaking your body awake.

    "what?" you sat up finally, looking at your brother with anger. "what is it?"

    "heeseung's coming home today!" sunghoon grabbed onto your shoulders, shaking you with excitement.

    "oh my god!" you yelled back, a smile on your face.

    "we're picking him up in an hour, wake up!"

    'i'm awake now, okay!?"

    sunghoon shook you once last time and jumped off your bed with a ginormous smile on his face, "wooooo!" sunghoon cheered as he ran out of your room.

    the excitment you felt about heeseung's return quickly faded when you started to actualy realize what it would mean to see heeseung again. it's been 10 months since you had seen him in person. 10 months since you had almost (maybe?) kissed in your hallway, meters away from your drunk brother.

    you felt a sudden feeling of stress begin to bubble up in your chest at the fact about standing in front of heeseung again. a lot can change in 10 months, and you wonder if that included his feelings towards you...

    throughout the school year, you had noticed that over time, there would be a day or two that would go by that you wouldn't think about heeseung, your heart would ache at the sudden realization that you had forgotten about him for a second. but when sunghoon would mention his name later, or show you a picture that heeseung had sent him of himself, the familiar feeling of the attraction you had for heeseung would come swirling back at you.

    there were days where your finger would hover over heeseung's contact name in your phone, contemplating whether or not you should text him or not. what would you say though? what would he think? "oh god, my best friend's little sister is obsessed with me?". at that thought, you would instantly put your phone away, trying to distract yourself from the thoughts of heeseung again.

    you basically spent the whole early morning getting your appearance to look as best as it could for heeseung's return. you wanted to look good for heeseung. you think it's the longest time you've spent on your appearance all school year.

    when you heard the familiar tires of your car pull up into the front of your house, your heart froze. you weren't mentally prepared to see heeseung.

    "y/n! they're here!" your mother called you from downstairs.

    on shaky legs you made your way downstairs, standing on the last stair as you watched your mother swing up the front door to reveal your dad and sunghoon laughing, carrying a bag in each hand.

    "heeseung! honey!" your mother yelled excitedly, you could see her hands fly up and around someone's shoulders, but your vision was blocked by your family. "god, how was the flight? how are you?"

    "i'm good! it was good!" a light chuckle spoke, it had been awhile since you had heard heeseung's voice- it sounded the same yet different at the same time.

    your family finally moved out of the way for heeseung to enter your house once again. you took in a breath as you locked eyes with him standing in your front doorway.

    he was still the heeseung that you rememebered him as, but he seemed broader and stronger, and his black hair was dyed a blueish green colour that fell so prettily against his skin. his rosey lips held the smirk that you've always known as he takes in your appearnce as well.

    you look more mature now, more confident in your own skin and he wonders what happened to you in the past 10 months that finally allowed for you to come out of your shell. you look more pretty than heeseung remembers and it's making him weak in the knees as he continues to stare at you until he speaks, "hi, y/n."

    "hi." you force yourself to reply. the scene being so coincedentllay like the first time you two had met, but this time you're older and you're both aware of your forbidden feelings towards one another.

    "are you hungry? come you should sit and eat!" your mother put her hand on his back, ushering him into your house.

    "yeah, i'm a bbit hungry!" heeseung laughed, "but i can't stay for too long today! i need to visit my mom later on today."

    "oh of course heeseungie! she must've missed you terribly!"

    "yeah, something like that." heeseung replied, sitting down at his usual chair at the table, sunghoon and you following him and sitting in your spots : sunghoon sat across from you with heeseung on his left while heeseung was on your right at the very end of the table, across from your father.

    "bro, it's been too long." sunghoon sat back in his chair, smiling at heeseung. this has been the most that you've seen your brother smile since heeseung had left last august. it made you happy that sunghoon seemed to be out of the little slump that he's been in.

    "i know! i'm glad that you're coming with me this year!" heeseung shoved sunghoon's shoulder.

    sunghoon had gotten accepted into the same university as heeseung along with jake. jay had chosen to go to a univeristy abroad in the united states so he could live with his father again.

    "it's gonna be so much fun!" heeseung laughed.

    "so i guess you're liking univeristy then, son." your father spoke from across the table.

    "yeah, it's been great!" heeseung smiled. suddenly, you felt a foot graxe across your own. you figured one of the boys had done it by accident, but the foot came back and started to slowly drag it's way up your calve and down. you gulped and looked over a heeseung, who only spared you a sneaky glance as he continued to talk to your dad, "i got pretty good grades this year so i'm happy."

    "that's great, honey!" your mother chimed in, bringing in a plate of sandwiches for you all to eat.

    your mother placed a plate in front of you, you forced a smile at her in return, trying to not focus on heeseung's foot playing with your leg.

    "are you okay, y/n?" your mother asked you as she sat down beside your dad.

    "hm? yeah! of course!" you replied, grabbing a sandwich quickly and placing it on your plate. almost dropping it when heeseung's hand plopped down on your thigh underneath the table. you looked up at him in shock, he placed his body so it looked like he was leaning his hand on his chair underneath him, and took a bite of his sandwich with his other.

    you felt the eyes of everyone on you turn away at your response, opting to be more interested in the freshly-back-in-town-heeseung.

    "so do you like your roommate?" your mother continued the conversation with heeseung. his fingers slowly started to move up and down your thigh, dangerously close to your core. you tried to focus on eating your sandwich but he was making it so difficult to focus on anything other than his warm fingers.

    "yeah, he was cool, but i'm hoping to move in with hoon and jake next year." heeseung shrugged, managing to keep his cool so perfectly.

    "do you have a girlfriend, yet?" your mother continued to ask, making sunghoon snort and look at his friend. the question also made your ears perk up, ready for his answer as his fingers continued to do small circles on the inside of your thight.

    "nah, not yet." heeseung shook his head with a sheep smile. a sigh of relief almost escaped your lips, but you covered it by taking a bite of your sandwich.

    "hey, do you know who's also back in town for the summer?" sunghoon asked heeseung.


    "minjeong." sunghoon spoke, quirking his eyebrows up as he said her name.

    you hadn't thought about kim minjeong since the goodbye party last year. you rememebered then that she was practically climbing ontop of heeseung before he pulled you away from beomgyu. you felt a cold shrill go down your spine at the memory.

    "ah, who's this minjeong?" your father asked heeseung with a teasing grin.

    "ah, nobody." heeseung shook his head, his fingers coming to halt on your thigh as he glanced at your unreadable expression at the mention of another girl's name.

    "what do you mean 'nobody'?" sunghoon laughed out, "she's some girl that's had the hots for heeseung since his sophmore year! you literally called her hot like last month!"

    at that you pushed away heesueng's hand under the table, feeling digustetd by his touch suddenly. you tried to go back to casually eating your sandwich, but it felt like your stomach was doing twirls and spins. the cold shver down your spine turned into embarrassment that you'd let yourself be so easy towards heeseung- just like every other girl he usually gets with. you don't know why you thought that you'd be someone different to heeseung.

    you saw heeseung glance at you from the corner of your eye, but you didn't dare look at him.

    "bro, she's whatever, i'm not into her like that." heeseung shrugged, but you knew that he was just trying to downplay it so you weren't mad at him.

    "hm, i see." your mother gave a knowing look and stood up from her spot, taking hers and your fathers empty plate, "anyways, me and your dad need to go visit your aunt this weekend since she's tying to sell the house, so it'll just be you guys, i'm sorry hee, but we'll be around more next week!"

    "Ah that's okay, don't worry!" heeseung replied calmy, seemingly not phased by you being upset with him. when your parents left the room, sunghoon and heeseung gave eachother a look. a look that you've seen multiple times throughout the years : party time.

    they were obviously planning to throw a big 'start of summer' party this weekend while your parents away. and this time- you knew that sunghoon wouldn't make a big deal out of you being there as well. though you weren't even sure if you wanted to go- as you knew heeseung would be there. as of righht now, you wanted nothing to do with him.

    you knew that you and heeseung weren't together, but the idea of him talking about another girl he's obviously attracted to while touching you under the table made you sick. you didn't want to be just some other girl to him.

    "are you gonna invite minjeong, heeseungie?" sunghoon smiled teasingly, her name making you almoist throw up. the thought of her being in your house- the thought of her and heeseung fucking in the room right next door to yours. god- you couldn't bare it.

    "hey, are you okay?" sunghoon asked you, making you snap your eyes open to look at him. "you've barely even eaten your sandwich." you glanced at heeseung again, beore nodding your head.

    "yeah, i'm just not that hungry right now," you stood up, taking yoru plate with you, "i'm just gonna go back to bed, see you guys."

    "okay." sunghoon nodded, pulling out his phone to most likely start sending invitations to the party this weekend. as you started to return back to your bedroom, you felt heeseung's eyes at the back o f yuir head as you went pt ehstairs, but you forced yourself not to look at him. disgust still filling your mind.

    -- -- -- -- -- -- --

    you've been pretty good at avoiding heeseung all week.

    telling your parents that you weren't feeling good so you wouldn't have to join the rest of your family and heeseung at the dinner table to eat. basically just camping out in your bedroom for four days until friday night, after your parents had left for the weekend and sunghoon and heeseung's party had started up.

    you guess you've also been pretty good at making heeseung mad all week by the way he was glaring at you from across the living room right now.

    the red dress you wore matched the anger that boiling u inside of him as he watched you skamper around the party with hwang intak. heeseung usually wouldn't mind seeing you wearing something so sexy, but the fact that he wasn't allowed to touch you meanwhile intak seemed to have to problem doing so.

    heeseung knew that things between you and your brother had calmed down- sunghoon had let go of his protective-brother facade and you had grew into a girl that was so confident it made all the others girls in the place look something close to nothing. but he didn't think that would mean you would be wearing a tight dress wrapped under some guy's arm right in front of him. it made him almost want over protective sunghoon to make a return.

    "oh my god, heeseungie!" a high pitch shrill pulled heeseung out of his thoughts about you and back into the harsh reality. "how have you been, i missed you so much!" minjeong was wrapping her arms tight around his neck as he pulled him down into a hug. insticntly, his free hand that wasn't holding his cup wrapped loosely around her tiny waist.

    "hey! i've been good," heeseung replied, trying to force a smile on his face as he looked at minjeong. it was hard to say that she wasn't a pretty girl- because she certainly was- but her beauty was no match to yours. there was hardly any resemblance between the two of you and maybe that's why heeseung would never find himself in a bed with minjeong.

    heeseung glanced towards the direction where he last saw you, and smirked to himself when he saw you staring at the scene going on between him and minjeong. you had been ignoring him and advoiding him all week, but this is what got your attention finally. he was just about to think that you were truly over him, but now with the way he could see the jealousy growing so green in your eyes he knew that his feelings were still atleast somewhat requited.

    "ah! i'm so glad you're here! i've been wanting to see you!" minjeong pulled away from him, but still wrapping her tiny hand around his upper arm.

    heeseung smirked down at her, "yeah?" he used a teasing tone with her, hoping that you would be trying to listen in. knowing you though, you most definetly were.

    anyone could hear minjeong's obnoxious shrill so it was hard not to notice when she came running up to heeseung. you felt your blood run cold as you watched the two embrace each other.

    "hey, are you okay?" intak whispered to you, feeling your change in aura suddenly beside him.

    "hm? yeah i'm fine." you responded, looking at the black haired boy for a second before glancing back at heeseung and minjeong.

    "are you sure? do you want another drink?"

    "yeah! okay!" you responded, handing him your red cup.

    "okay, i'll be right back!" intak smiled, shoulder shoving you gently before he left you alone.

    you tried to not make it obvious that you were staring at heeseung and minjeong but it was so hard not to. it was unfair that the two of them could be affectionate towards one another in public meanwhile you and heeseung couldn't be together, period.

    the way minjeong was clinging onto him to protectively, as if she was telling every other girl at the party that heeseung was hers- at least for tonight he was- was something that you'd only ever dreamt of doing with him. you wanted to show him off at a party, show everyone that you were together and that you were his and he was yours.

    heeseung was paying so much attention to minjeong, focusing only on her as he answered her questions, making her laugh her annoying laugh. hurt and anger was growing inside of you, you wanted to scream.

    "here you go." a red cup came into your view again. you looked up at intak, his easy going smile calmed you.

    "thanks." you replied, taking the full cup from him and leaning back against the wall again.

    "are you sure you're okay, y/n?" intak asked you once again, leaning his shoulder on the wall beside you.

    "yeah, i'm good, just needed another drink!" you reassured him.

    the past year, you and intak have gotten quite close. though you shot him down last summer, you still turned out to be great friends. but you still got the feeling that intak had some feelings towards you. his constant staring, and overly-kind gestures were a dead give away but you never did any actions towards him that would give him hope. you were friends- and that was it. until you got the idea to make heeseung just as mad as you were.

    if you had to watch him get climbed on by the girl who defintely wanted to fuck him- and who he apparently thought was so hot, then he could watch you have somre fun with your friend.

    you turned so your shoulder was against the wall, your front facing intak's, "are you having fun?" you asked him, titling your head to the side as you looked up at him.

    "yeah, i am," intak took a sip of his drink, "are you?"

    "mm, i am, but only because you're here." you smiled, biting your lip. you noticed the way intak gulped, before trying to laugh your statement off casually. you glanced over at heeseung and minjeong, who had moved over to sit on the lawson chair your family had in the living room. you almost threw up when you saw that she was sitting on his lap. when you glanced up heeseung, you didn't expect to meet his eyes.

    there was a tone of amusmant and arrogance in his eyes as he looked at you, as if he was saying, "how's that?" you internally huffed at him, which was probably evident on your face as a smile spread across his lips.

    minjeong put her hand on his shoulder, grabbing his attention away from you as she spoke to him.

    "y/n?" intak asked, you forgot that he was standing there.


    "i asked if you wanted to go outside."

    "oh, uh, i-"

    "look, what's wrong? you seem distant and you're acting weird." intak sighed, standing up straight in front of you.

    "nothing's wrong! i'm fine!" you urged him to believe you. his hand suddenly came up and was placed on your forehead, checking to see if you had a fever. you glanced at heeseung, who had an eyebrow raised at you.

    you put your hand on top of intak's, looking up at him through your eyelashes, "do i feel okay?"

    "y-yeah, i think so." intak stuttered, shocked at your tone of voice, he pulled his hand away from you, trying to ignore the warmth that is sent through his body.

    part of you felt bad because you were obviously just playing intak, but it would only be for tonight. you cared about him as a friend and you wouldn't go any further than a little flurting with him.

    you moved closer to intak, so that your bodies were only a mere centimere apart, you could still see heeseung and minjeong's bodies over intak's shoulder. "i think i just want to stay in here, i like listening to the music." you nodded to intak.

    "oh, okay." intak whispered out, not being able to take his eyes off of you. he's trying to rememeber if he's even been this close to you before. your perfume that he's become so familiar with is literally surrounding him because you're so close to one another. your pretty eyes seem so clear as you look up at him. he's trying so hard to keep his cool around you.

    heeseung can hear minjeong speaking, but he doesn't know or to be honest, care, about what exactly she is saying. you're basically standing ontop of intak and he can most likely see right down your dress from his angle. minjeong brings heeseung back to her when she wraps her arm around his neck behind him, leaning closer to him now. heeseung smiles at her, and wraps his free arm around her back, basically cuddling her into his side as he looks at you.

    you tsk lowly, watching the two of them pretend to be a couple while you know heeseung is only thinking about you right now. it hurts that he's touching another girl right in front of you, it seems to be pushing you farther and farther away from him, but the both of you can't give up so easily. both too stubborn to let the other one win. you don't know where this sudden 'game' of jealousy came from but you were determined to win.

    you grab intak's free arm and put it on your waist, letting his fingers grab a hold of your side. through the thin layer of your dress you can feel his warmth. intak stumbles a second before gripping onto you tighter, shocked at how bold you are being with him. his inner monologue is fighting between either you're just really drunk or you're finally realizing that you have feelings for him.

    heeseung takes a deep breath out of anger as he watches intak enjoy holding on to you, any guy in their right mind would kill to be intak right now.

    throughout the high school days, it was so obvious that every guy in your school thought you were hot, but of course sunghoon would kill anyone that tried to hit on you. heeseung always wondered if you knew just how attractive you were. there had been so many convversations that he's overheard about what the guys in your school would do to you if they ever got the chance. if they ever got permission from sunghoon.

    why did sunghoon have to let go of his protective stance when he went to college? he couldn't have done it sooner so maybe that he would get a chance himself?

    heeseung almost laughs at the thought, as if sunghoon would let you date his best friend.

    "are you tired, heeseungie?" minjeong purrs into his ear.


    "you seem tired, do you want to go lay down?" he turns to look at the girl who's basically crawling ontop of him and forces a smile.

    "maybe in a bit, yeah?"

    "okay." she whispers into his ear. he feels her breath against his skin. on any other occassion he's sure he would've taken her up to his room by now, but he had no desire to pull anyone else except for you upstairs with him.

    with minjeong leaning against his neck so closely, heeseung makes perfect eye contact with you. you tilt your head as a sign of confusion as you watch minjeong pucker her lips, leaning her face into heeseung's neck now.

    and all at once, she's kissing slowly onto his skin, wanting to mark him as her's.

    you and heeseung take a deep breath at once.

    now, you weren't feeling well.

    heeseung's eyes never left yours as minjeong made her way down his neck. you felt a heat wave go down your body as you pushed away from intak suddenly.

    "do you know what?" you said, passing your cup to intak who was greatly confused, "i really am not feeling good, i'm just going to go to bed, i'll text you tomorrow, tak."

    "oh? do you want me to walk you to your room or-" intak asked, concer painted on his face.

    "no!" you got out quickly, "just, can you make sure sunoo gets home okay? if you ever see him around."

    "yeah for sure." intak nodded, moving so that you could leave, "i hope you feel better, y/n."

    "thanks." you mumbled, putting yoru head down as you made an escape to your bedroom. you felt tears prickle at your eyes. you were so hurt and embarrassed you just wanted to get away from everyone before anyone saw you cry- especially if sunghoon found out you were crying.

    you didn't even glance at heeseung as you walked past the sitting area and towards the stairs. you couldn't bear to see him and minjeong anymore- it was all too much. you didn't think he'd actually fuck another girl in your house with you there.

    so now, you're alone in your bedroom with thoughts of heeseung replaying in your mind, while he's in the room beside you, legs tangled with another girl.

    -- -- -- -- -- -- --

    you didn't leave your room all saturday.

    sunghoon knocked around noon hour, and you told him you were hungover, making him leave you alone to sleep all day.

    you were far from hungover.

    you were heartbroken.

    you and heeseung weren't a couple, so you shouldn't be this upset. but you couldn't help but feel disappointed. all your hopes were just crushed within the span of 20 minutes last night right in front of you with a girl that was obviously perfect for heeseung.

    any girl that wasn't sunghoon's sister seemed to be perfect for him.

    when your parents came home sunday night, you were forced out of your room so you could all eat dinner together.

    you weren't sure if everyone else could tell how awkward it was between you and heeseung, but the tension was so thick you felt like you were being smothered.

    "so, did you guys do anything fun this weekend?" your mother asked the three of you.

    "nah, not really, just watched movies and played video games." sunghoon shrugged, smirking at heeseung.

    "oh i see, y/n? did you do anything?"

    "i hung out with sunoo and intak, that's about it." you saw heeseung tense at the mention of intak, forcing yourself to not roll your eyes at him.

    "ah, so just the usual stuff happened around here, then i see." your father joked, eating his meal.

    "yeah, pretty much." heeseung nodded at him from across the table.

    you felt like dinner was going on much longer than it usually does. you were waiting for the right time to excuse yourself back to your room but the time seemed to never come. your parents were explaining how their weekened went at your aunt's. sunghoon and heeseung were talking about university. you kept quiet the entire time until they were all finished and tired.

    your parents went to bed early that night, tired from the weekend's long work. you heard sunghoon and heeseung watching a movie downstairs in the living while you sat awake in your bedroom, scrolling through social media aimlessly.

    over time you heard less and less of heeseung and sunghoon's voices being carried up the stairs, and wondered if they had gone to bed. you open you bedroom door and head to the bathroom, seeing the flashing lights of the tv on downstairs still, and the quiet voices coming from it.

    heeseung hears someone in the bathroom from his guest bedroom as he starts to change for bed. he figures maybe sunghoon woke up and is going to his bed after falling asleep on the couch.

    when you walk out of the bathroom you don't really expect to see heeseung standing there, staring at you solemly. you see him open his mouth to speak but you start to make a beeline straight to your bedroom.

    "no, y/n!" heeseung whisper shouts, putting his hand out to stop you. you sigh but stop and look at him, "i'm sorry."

    you scoff and start to walk again, this time his hand meets your upper arm, stopping you in place.

    "y/n, seriously i'm sorry. i- i didn't know she'd do that- that she'd kiss me." heeseung keeps his voice low, afraid that sunghoon or your parents would wake up and hear your conversation.

    "you don't need to be sorry, hee. it's not like we're together or anything." you force smiled, trying to end the conversation before you bursted out in tears in front of him. "you can fuck who you want."

    "i didn't fuck her y/n."

    your breath hitched at his statement, "w-well i'm sorry to hear that." you tried to turn away from him.

    "y/n, would you stop acting like this?" heeseung grunted lowly, "i didn't want to fuck her anyways. i- i don't like her like that."

    "acting like what? i'm being myself." you defended yourself, trying to make him believe the false facade you were putting on. you didn't want him to know just how much he had hurt you.

    no you're not," heeseung shook his head in frustration, "i-i'm sorry y/n, it was the only way i could get your attention, you were ignoring me!"

    you scoffed at his explaination, "i think i simple fucking text would've sufficed."

    "a text?" heeseung laughed dryly, "what was i suppose to say to you over text? hey stop ignoring me and get away from the stupid asshole intak?"

    "he is not a stupid asshole, are you kidding me? and you could've texted me at least once throughout the school year!" you pushed a hand through your hair out of frustration, "look we can't talk right now, i don't want to wake anyone up."

    a beat of silence went through the air as heeseung took in your words, "well why didn't you text me?" he spoke softer, barely audible in the quiet hallway.

    "because you're away in the captial city in university. you're busy and i didn't want to bother you like all the other girls you use."

    heeseung's eyes softened at your statement.

    "you could've fucking texted me y/n. i'd never think of you as any of the other girls i've screwed around with because you are nothing like them." heeseung took a step closer to you, "you are so much more."

    you shook your head and looked down at your clammy hands.

    "what is it, y/n?"

    "it's just- last time i saw you you were pushing me away and saying we can't be together and- and now you're like saying the opposite."

    heeseung moved closer to you now, making you look up at him in the dark, "god," he said almost out of breath, "why did you have to be related to sunghoon?"

    a small smile cracked onto your face, "why did you have to be sunghoon's best friend?"

    you can see heeseung smile down at you, his face slowly getting closer to yours. you see his tongue dart across his bottom lip as he scans your entire face. his hand comes up and brushes your nestled hair out of your face. it's so quiet as you faces inch closer and closer, both of you forgretting about the consequences of you being together.

    it's so quiet that when the faint sound of the tv turns of you pull apart immediately in shock. rustling from downstairs getting closer to the stairs makes you both freak out and stumble away from each other in the hall.

    a tired looking sunghoon appears at the top of the stairwell. his balck hair all tangled up, indicating that he had just woken up. he looks at the two of you in confusion. "hey, guys? what's going on?"

    "uh, nothing. i'm just going to bed now, saying bye to y/n, you know." heeseung shrugged casually. sunghoon looked over at you, and you just nodded, unable to speak with the amount of adrenaline and fear rushing through your body.

    "uh, ok, i'm going to bed up here now, that couch fucken killed my neck." sunghoon lazily chuckled, "night." he spoke and turned to go to his bedroom.

    "night." heeseung and you replied to your brother, a sigh of relief coming from the both of you as his door closed after him.

    you looked at heeseung, standing in front of his bedroom with an unreadable expression on his. "have a good sleep, y/n."

    "yeah, you too."

    heeseung and you both went into your separate bedrooms, wishing that there wasn't a wall in between you as your thoughts raced about eachother.

    -- -- -- -- -- -- --

    the next week started with heeseung and you creating some sort of tension with one another- it was awkward, but full of need and lust that neither one of you could act out on.

    the amount of lust that had built up between you two was no joke.

    there were so many times where heeseung just wanted to wrap his arms around your waist and whisper all the dirty thing he wanted to do to you in your ear.

    and if it wasn't for sunghoon being around all the time you would've jumped heeseung's bones by now.

    your parents were both at work, while sunghoon and heeseung had went over to jake's house for the day. the house would finally be silent and you could be alone with your thoughts for a minute. of course, all your thoughts went straight to heeseung- and how his body would look ontop of you- how he would fuck you.

    you tried to put it off as much as you could, but when your hand started to trail it's way down your core and slip so easily into your shorts and panties there was no way you could pull it back out.

    you slowly started to rub your clit in small, slow circles. imagining that heeseung was doing it instead. it felt so good, but you knew that heeseung could make it feel even better.

    you imagined heeseung whispering dirty things in your ear like the way he's been whispering all week to you when sunghoon was just around the corner. you imagine his warmth ontop of you as he tries to get you to climax all over his fingers. he would tell you just how much of a good girl you were being for him.

    your other hand slid up and started to massage your breast through your tight tank top. your tumb and fore finger squeezed your nipple in between them, adding the pleasure to your core. your fingers started going at a faster pace, chasing after the climax that you so desired.

    heeseung had left jake's house early, wanting to go to bed early tonight because he planned on spending time with his actual family tomorrow, needing for him to wake up early.

    he didn't think he was neccesarrily being quiet when he walked into your house, not even aware that you were even still home.

    "heeseung." he heard your voice from down the hall, you sounded whiny and out of breath, concern retching onto his face at the thought that you were possibly hurt.

    your bedroom door was open by the smallest amount, just enough for heeseung to look in and see you layed out on top of your bed. your hair was flayed out against your pillow, your eyes were closed and your mouth was slightly open in a blissed out way.

    heeseung's own mouth dropped open once he scanned down your body and saw what you were doing under your little shorts.

    heeseung was having an internal conflict with himself. you're sunghoon's little fucking sister! but you're y/n and my god were you hot. he was about to turn and leave until his name left your mouth again, signalling that he wasn't hearing things beforehand.

    your fingers were rubbing your little clit at the thought of him.

    "fuck." heeseung let out, in awe of how cute and sexy you looked at the same time with the strap of your tank top slipping off of your shoulder.

    you immediately sat up, ripping your hand out of your pants at the sound of someone outside your door. you had thought had closed it all the way!

    your cheeks flushed red once you met eyes with heeseung. intneral dread took over you as your grabbed a pillow from behind you and tried to cover your body more from his eye sight.

    heeseung's mouth opened and closed as he tried to find some words to say.

    "heeseung~!" sunghoon singsonged as he entered his house.

    fear filled both you and heeseung more as heerseung's hand scrambled out and pulled the door knob of your bedroom closed before rushing down the stairs, fixing his jeans so sunghoon wouldn't see his (hopefully not) obvious boner.

    "hey, man!" heeseung greeted his younger friend at the bottom stair, "thought you'd stay at jake's for a bit longer, nio?"

    "nah, i wanted to eat dinner here tonight." sunghoon replied, taking off his shoes, "is y/n home?"

    "uh, i'm not sure, if she is i haven't seen her, i kinda just got here."

    "ah, ok." sunghoon nodded, "do you wanna play some fifa until my parents get home?"

    '"yeah for sure! i just have to get in the shower first, okay?" heeseung replied, pointing his thumb ovre his shoulder.

    "okay, but hurry! i want at least one game before they're home!"

    "okay okay!" heeseung laughed, turning around and quickly running into the bathroom. he shut the door and locked it before anyone else could come in.

    "fuck, fuck, fuck, fuck." heeseung mumbled to himself, looking down at his crotch. thank god sunghoon wasn't looking at him while he was downstairs.

    heeseung quickly turned on the shower and got undressed. his pale body uncovering it's self and releasing his boner. he cursed his past self for putting on jeans this morning. the tightness of them were suffocating and he basically ripped them off.

    god, heeseung felt so guilty for masturbating in the shower. he felt like he was fourteen years old again and just starting puberty. but he felt even more guilty that he was masturbating to the thought of his best friend's little sister.

    he had tried so hard to get rid of his feelings for you- because there was just o way that the two fo you could work anything out between you two without runing things with sunghoon for the both of you.

    but after 10 months of not seeing you or talking to you, it had just seeemed to make his feelings for you stronger. you were so much more mature now, you had finally finished growing into your body, and yiur voice had toned down a pitch that made him almost melt everytime you spoke.

    your breasts were more perky, and your clothes were tighter, god he wonders what the guys at your school must think of you now.

    he'd be so quick to brag to any of them that he was the one that you thought of when you got yourself off. lee heeseung was the one that park sunghoon's little sister thought of.

    though, to heeseung, you were so much more to him than sunghoon's little sister, though in reality he knew that you'd have to stay that way. no matter how many times he's thought about- or almost kissed you, you were off limits. and sunghoon has made that very clear.

    still, he couldn't get his mind away from your little whines and your fingers rubbing your clit. his hand got faster and faster as he got himself off in the shower- in your shower.

    heeseung thought of fucking you so that you would whine his name outloud so breathessly again. he thought about how tight your pussy must be- how he'd be the first one to fuck you properly. he wanted to get you to come undone on his cock- for you to scream out his name then as you cling onto him for dearlife as your climax hit you.

    "god." heeseung whined out quietly, thanking the shower for sounding out his volume. he couldn't hold it any longer, letting his release go, squirting his cum all over his hand and shower wall. his red tip pulsating as he put his forehead on the shower wall beside him.

    "fuck." he let out a frustrated sigh, what has he done to himself?

    -- -- -- -- -- -- --

    it had been two weeks into your summer vaction with heeseung back to living in your house. it would be the last summer where sunghoon would be living with you for good since he was leaving with heeseung in late august.

    you hadn't spoken or even seen heeseung since he caught you masturbating the other day. sunghoon and him had been out with their other friends.

    that's good for you though. you didn't know how you could face heeseung after the scene of you that he had seen. you prayed that maybe he'd hit his head and forget about it, but you knew that the chances of that were very slim.

    since it was summer break, your sleeping schedule was out of control. you'd stay up until the early hours of the morning and not wake up until dinner time.

    your stomach growled as you layed in bed, watching a tv series that you had found online. you glanced up at the time; 3:28 am. you groaned but decided that you should get up and get a little night snack.

    at this hour, your house was either blasting with music, or as quiet as mouse- depending on whether or not your parents were home. tonight, it was quiet. you could see the flash of the tv on downstairs, but it was obviously muted with no sound coming out of it. you checked and saw that all bedroom doors were closed in the hall- making you wonder who was downstairs at this hour. though, they were probably passed out on the couch.

    you quietly made your way down the stairs, walking past the living room and seeing an empty room, thanking the gods that heeseung wasn't there.

    the cold kitchen tiles made you thankful that you had socks on as you opened the fridge door, preparing to get some leftovers from the dinner that your mother had made hours ago. you were tryuing so hard to be quiet, not wanting to wake up anyone upstairs.

    "can i have some?" a voice said from behind you, making you jump and cover your mouth with your hand, preventing you from screaming out loud.

    heeseung stood in the doorway of the kitchen, wearing a white shirt and his usual grey sweatpants that he normally slept in.

    "uh. yeah sure." you replied, turning away from him to avoid eye contact. how was he able to act so normal around you?

    "great." heeseung said, you could hear him behind you shuffle to sit down at the small island in your kitchen. "what're you doing awake at this hour?"

    "i slept all day today, so i'm wide awake now." you spoke softly, trying not to die out of embarrassent right on the spot. you focused on putting some of your mothers food on a plate for you and heeseung.

    "ah, i see." heeseung acknowledged, his fist holding his head up as he looked at you. all you could feel were his eyes on your back. you wished you could have worn something other than your shorts and a tank top. "i like your shorts." you felt the hairs on your body go up at heeseung's compliment as if he was reading your mind. these were the exact shorts you were wearing the other day when he caught you getting off to him.

    you cleared your throat as you turned to him with your plates in hand, "uh, thanks." you practically whispered, too afraid to use your voice fully.

    heeseung took his plate from you, "thank you for the food." he smiled up at you, his hand covered your own as you transferred the plate from one another. instantly you felt your fingers weaken as his fingers covered your own. they were so long and dainty, so much more prettier than your own. "and i'm sorry about the other day, i thought you would've heard me come in."

    your eyes wideneed at his 'apology', humilation filled you as you turned and looked at him again, a cocky smirk was evident on his face.

    "i-i," you started but you had no idea what to say, you wanted to run and hide upstairs in your bedroom for the next month and a half and never come out.

    "do you always think of me when you do that?" you could hear small laughter in his tone with his question.

    "heeseung." you stated, no hint of laughter in your own, only pure seriousness and humiliation. "i don't think of you, like that. ever." you lied, you can't rememebr the last time you didn't think about him when your fingers were playing with your pussy.

    "c'mon y/n. i heard you moan my name." heeseung shook his head with a knowing look. "at first i thought i was hearing things, but with the way that you couldn't just stop at fingers just now, i don't think i was just hearing things." you cursed yoruself for moaning his name so idiotically loud last time you got off.

    heeseung took a step towards you again, so now you're bodies were almost touching as he looked down at you. he towered over you when he stood. "plus, youa re such a bad liar y/n, you only ever call me 'heeseung' when you're hiding something." suddenly you were thrown back into all the memories that you were hiding something when he spoke to you. did you really only use his full name when you were trying to keep someting hidden? how did he know you so well?

    "so? do you always think of me when you get yourself off, y/n?" heeseung repeated himself, a cocky smirk on his face as he watched you try to avoid eye contact. when you could only offer a meak nod and a shy smile, a big smile spread across heeseung's pretty lips. "how about i give you something to think about next time you need to cum?" you looked up at him in shock at his words, not expecting him to speak to you like this. this was something that you only ever imagined he say to you. "can i touch you y/n?" he bent his head down so he could look right into your eyes. you nodded in response. "yeah?" he wanted to confirm.

    "yes. hee, please touch me." heeseung's body pushed you up against the kitchen wall behind you suddenly. his warm core meeting your own as his scent filled your senses. you turned your head to the side and could see directly out of the kitchen doorway the stairs and part of the living room. if anyone came down they could totally see you and heeseung,.

    "relax, y/n, sunghoonie passed out hours ago and you know how heavy your parents sleep, we'll be fine." heeseung whispered into your ear, sensing your worry.

    "okay." you whispered out to him, relaxing into his touch. you thought he was going to kiss you when he face got close to yours, but he turned down and started to kiss down your neck. you moved your head to the side so he could have better acces to finding your sweet spot. you bucked your hips into his when he found it. making him smile against your neck as he continued to kiss there. "you can't leave marks, hee." you reminded him, making him grunt out at the realization.

    "you're sure i can touch you, y/n?" heeseung pulled away once more, hoping to not ruin things between the two of you and your brother.

    "please, hee, i wanna feel you." heeseung smiled at your response kissing your forehead before running his hands down your sides and began playing with the hem of your shorts. your faces were close together as you both looked down at his dainty fingers slipping into your shorts. it surprised him when he realized you weren't wearing any panties.

    his fingers were instantly met with your wetness, spreading your juices around and coating your fingers. if it was anyone else besides heeseung you were sure that you'd be embarrassed, but you couldn't help it now. this was something that you had thought about for years, and now it was finally happening.

    heeseung slipped one fingers into your core, making you close your eyes at the impact at first, ready to feel more of him. he kissed your shoulder as he slowly worked his one finger in and out of you, warming you up.

    his thumb started to circle your engorged clit, making you buck your hips up at the tension. you could feel him smile against your skin at your actions. no matter what situation you were in, heeseung would always find you cute.

    when heeseung adds another finger inside of you, he slowly starts to curl his fingers inside , trying to find your sensitive spot. you have to bite back your moan when he finds it, your grip tighening on his shoulder, letting him know. heeseung's pace slowly starts to speed up as he watches your face curl up in pleasure.

    "god princess, you don't understand how long i've wanted to feel you like this." he whispers out to you, your shampoo filling his senses as he leans his face into your head, pressing soft kisses against you, an action that was so different compared to the speed he was going at on your core.

    his confession sent butterflies to your stomach and your heart, you could only shake your head as a response to him, looking him in the eyes.

    "do you not know how many guys would fucking kill to see you like this, y/n? why do you think sunghoon is so protective of you? do you know how many times he's had to deal with sleazy guys talking about what they'd do to you if they had the chance? and god it pisses me off when i have to hear it, too."

    "w-why does it piss you off, hee?" you whimper out to him, the pressure on your clit growing as his actions continue. heeseung swears his cock grows harder at the way you say his nickname.

    "because no guy deserves to see you like this, to feel you like this, to get you to come undone on their fingers like this. except for me right y/n? you're just for me, yeah?"

    "yes, hee, o-only for you."

    heeseung bends his head into your neck again, kissing everyone as a sign of appreciation for being such a good girl for him. you're always such a good girl.

    he feels your hole clench around his fingers as he speeds up his actions. "are you gonna come for me y/n?" you nodded weakly as a response, your lower stomach becoming tight as you feel heeseung all around you, wishing that it wouldn't stop ever.

    "come on, y/n. i wanna feel you come all over my fingers." heeseung whispers into your ear, biting gently on the tip of it.

    "i'm- i, coming." you moaned out, wrapping your hand around heeseung's wrist as he speeds up even faster.

    at once, your climax hits you hard, your eyes shutting close at the pleasure heeseung gave you. heeseung slowed down his pace when you were calming down, kissing your forehead gently before he pulled out, not wanting to overstimulate you.

    he put his fingers inbetween you two so you could see. his fingers were wet and glistening from your juices. he slipped his fingers into his mouth, humming around them.

    "hee." you meekly whispered out, your hand coming onto hold his wrist, embarassaed that he was tasting you so feverishly.

    "what?" heeseung put his fingers away from you with a laugh, "you taste good."

    "hee." you whine, a smile of your own coming onto your face through humiliation.

    "you're so cute." heeseung confessed yet again, backing away from you so you could straighten out against the wall.

    the kitchen fell into the same silence that filled the rest of the house. you were still basking in the fact that lee heeseung just fingered you into the kitchen. it was seriously a dream come true.

    "so, i guess i'll you go eat now." heeseung said casually, looking at your untouched plate of food on the island.

    "yeah, okay. i'll see you tomorrow, right?"

    "yeah if you don't sleep all day again." heeseung teased you, passing you your plate of food.

    "whatever." you rolled your eyes with a smile, backing out of the kitchen and heading back to your bedroom up the stairs. at the top you turned around and saw heeseung leaning onto the kitchen doorway, his arms crossed across his chest, a smirk on his face as he watched you smile back at him and disappear out of sight.

    you left a feeling in his chest that he couldn't explain, but he didn't want to get rid of it.

    -- -- -- -- -- -- --

    the morning, you woke up with tiredness still filling your body. you definietly should sleep more, but you wanted to see what heeseung and your brother were doing.

    opening your bedroom door, you heard your family's chatter downstairs. you hurriedly skipped downstairs and into the kitchen where they were all sat. your eyes fell immeditadely onto heeseung, who definitely looked like he needed more sleep as well.

    "we'll only be gone three days!" sunghoon said, patting your mom on the shoulder as she raised an eyebrow at him.

    "okay, you boys better have fun and be safe ok?" your mother responded, rolling her eyes when heeseung and sunghoon high fived each other across the table.

    "what's going on?" you asked from the doorway, glancing at the spot where heeseung had fingered just mere hours before. your family and heeseung turned and looked at you.

    "the boys and us are going to jay's cabin for the weekend." sunghoon teasingly smiled, "and NO you cannot come." you saw heeseung smile down at the table behind sunghoon.

    "i wouldn't want to be trapped in the middle of the woods with you guys anyways." you rolled your eyes, grabbing some water from the fridge.

    "yeah right, i knew you were gonna ask as soon as i finished the sentence, y/n." sunghoon nudged you teasingly.

    "whatever hoonie, i hope you guys have fun." you leanedback against the counter.

    "god i hope you guys stay safe, seriously." your mother desperated, your father wrapping his arm around her while winking at the boys.

    you were a little upset that you wouldn't be able to see heeseung for a couple of days, after just being so intimate with him. but it's not like you guys were together! no, he just fingered you, that's all. and called you cute. and told you that he gets pissed when other guys talk about you. okay fuck, maybe you were gonna miss him a lot for the next three days.

    "let's go pack, hee." sunghoon grabbed heeseung's shoulder, taking him away from the table and back upstiars. heeseung barely looked at you as he left, making your chest feel empty. of course, he probably just didn't want sunghoon to think there way anything going on between you two.

    you sat down at the island in your kitchen and started scrolling through social media while your mother prepared a breakfast for everyone. you almost dropped your phone in your water when you just so happened to press minjeong's snapchat story.

    it was a selfie of her and her friends in their bikini tops : so excited for this weekend! see you guys soon! @ heeseung @ sunghoon @ jay @ jake.

    the sinking feeling returned into your stomach as you stared at the four girls that would be going on the trip with them. you already knew what minjeong looked like very well, but in thius picture she looked extra pretty. she was the complete oppisote of what you looked like, and she was heeseung's age, making her more mature than you.

    heeseung would defintly be into more mature girls. they were sexy and experienced and knew what they wanted. you were younger and cute. that's what he called you. cute. the once compoliment now added onto the sinking feeling in your stomach. maybe that's why heeseung wasn't looking at you this morning. you were sunghoon's baby sister, so cute and easy to forget. now he gets to spend three days with sexy minjeong, who's already tried to get into heeseung's pants before. maybe she's succeeded when they were away at univeristy, who knows?

    fuck. now you really didn't want heeseung to go.

    you stayed put in your bedroom for the rest of the morning, even when you heard sunghoon and heeseung leaving. you watched them jump into jake's jeep when him and jay pulled up to pick them up. their bags were thrown into the truck before jumping into the backseat. when they drove away you thought for sure you stomach had gone with them it felt so low and empty.

    heeseung 🤎 : i'll see you sunday :)

    your phone buzzed when he texted you.

    you stared at his message for a while, not sure if you should answer or not. by the time you stopped contemplating if you should reply or not, it had been hours and you decided to just leave it. it's not his fault that there's so many sexy girls that would kill to have him ontop of them, but still, you wanted him to just be yours.

    -- -- -- -- -- -- --

    you avoided going onto snapchat for the first day while they were away. you couldn't deal with seeing them all have fun without. and god forbid you see any of the girls and heeseung being a little too close.

    you had to deal with heeseung bringing girls to your house, making out iwth them in front of you or talking about fucking some girl from your school for years. so now, when you've finally had your chance with heeseung, you didn;'t know how you could ever go back to pretending that what he was saying wasn't bothering you.

    sunoo came over saturday night, hoping to cheer you up a little.

    "heeseung did what to you in your kitchen?" sunoo gasped loudly, making you cover his mouth in fear that your parents would hear and put two and two together about what he was talking about.

    "shh god! do you always have to be so loud! you tsked at your best friend.

    "i'm sorry! but i mean, this is something that we've only ever joked about for years!"

    "that's what im saying!" you nodded to him, glad that it wasn't just you that was shocked.

    "god, was it good?"

    "really good." you raised your eyebrows, making the both of you laugh.

    "so now what? are you guys finally gonna date?"

    "of course not! are you kidding me?" you layed back on your bed, thinking about how that could never happen in a million years. not when heeseung is so important to sunghoon.

    "why not? i'm sure sunghoon wouldn't kill his best friend?" sunoo layed down beside you on his stomach so he could face you.

    "i'm sure he would." you nodded sarcastically, "heeseung is the only person that sunghoon's ever 100 percent trusted. how would he feel if that person went and started dating me?! his little sister?!" you exclaimed, your hands shaking out in the air.

    "god, you need a drink." sunoo laughed.

    "fuck, yeah i do."

    sunoo and you drank quietly in your room until it was approaching 10pm. you were both upset, and drunk and you couldn't stop thinking about heeseung.

    "i cannot believe he's with that minjeong girl right now!" you slurred, trying to apply some lip gloss in your mirror as sunoo layed on your bed.

    "i heard that she slept with that yeonjun guy before he graduated." sunoo nodded, looking at you through your mirror's reflection.

    "choi yeonjun?!" you gasped in shock. he was only the school's hottest it boy for years. even when you were in elementary school you heard about his beauty. "my god, this minjeong is living the dream." you continued to stare at yourself in the mirror with a frown. "i wish i was as sexy as her. guys seem to only like the sexy girls, i swear."

    "you're sexy, y/n!" sunoo cheered, coming up behind you and squeezing your cheeks.

    "god, sunoo." you pushed his hands off of your face, "i am definetly not sexy when you squeeze my face like that." making both of you laugh.

    "i say, you get all dressed up and send a sexy pic to heeseung, i'm sure that'll make him realize just how sexy you are, he'll want to come home right away!" sunoo planted the idea in your head, allowing for you to contemplate it. if you hadn't been drinking for five hours already, you're sure that you would've been totally against the idea. but you were so intoxicated, and jealous of minjeong and missing heeseung that you agreed to the idea immediately.

    sunoo and you tore through your closet for a while, trying to figure out what to wear for the picture.

    "what about this?" sunoo pulled out a black lined, mesh bralette from the back of your closet. "i think this is sexy."

    "that isd too sexy and i think i'll be too weird if i wear that." you gasped. you had only wore it once underneath your clothes and you felt uncomfortable all day. but maybe that wsas a good thing. you should get out of your cute comfortableness and into something more sexy and mature like.

    "what? no! heeseung will love this, y/n. when has he ever seen you in something like this?" sunoo asked, which made you think about it. all he ever really saw you in was your school uniform and your pyjamas. you never really tried to go all out when you were in your own home.

    "fine, give me the thing i'll go put it on." you sntached the mesh fabric out of sunoo's hand, a devilish grin on sunoo's face as he cheered you on.


    pulling the bralette over your head and down your body seemed to be the only easy part of this 'mission'. staring at yourself in the mirror while wearing it was hard to get use to. you had never worn such a thing so carelessly before.

    sunoo gasped when you walked back into your bedroom with the bralette on.

    "my god y/n, you really are sexy!" he jumped up, shaking your shoulders, making you feel a little better about your appearance.

    trying to take the sexy selfie was definetly the hardest thing you've had to do in your life up to this point. sunoo was trying to teach you tips on how to find a good selfie angle that would broadcast to heeseung that you are done being cute- you're sexy now.

    "now, put the camera higher up!" sunoo instructed, with following right after. "yeah like that! now only put one side of your face in it! - and make sure your chest is in it still!"


    "well, let's see it." sunoo said, pushing so he sat beside you as you pressed the picture. both of you gasping as it appeared on screen.

    "sexy." you said in unision, high fiving eachother.

    you stood up and put your sweater back on over your body, wanting to cover up as soon as possible again, "god and now i'm scared to send it to him." you told sunoo nervously.

    "what? why? it's a good picture!"

    "yeah, its a good picture but its heeseung and it's me." you explained to your pink haired friend.

    "i don't understand. don't you want to do this? i thought you liked him."

    "i do! but i don't know. what if he doesn't like it?"

    "y/n, trust me, he'll love it. here come sit, let's press send together."

    you sat close to sunoo, oopening up heeseung's and yours messages, his unanswered text from the day before still there.

    "okay, ready?" sunoo asked you, holding your phone with you.


    "three, two, one." you both press send at the same time with your thumbs.

    "ahhhh! what did we just do?" you stood up, fear coursing through you.

    "i don't know! you just sent lee heeseung a sexy picture!" sunoo stood up after you, feared for you.

    "why did we do that?!"

    "i don't know!"

    "i need a drink!" you gasped, searching around your room for the liquor bottle that sunoo had brought over.


    heeseung wanted to go home as soon as they got to the cabin yesterday.

    he didn't know what was wrong with him.

    usually, this was his type of scene: a party, four hot chicks and his three best friends. what else could he ask for? he laughed at himself as he thought this.

    y/n. that's what else he could ask for.

    he'd trade all the hot chicks in the world if it meant that he could have you all to himself.

    heeseung remembers the first time he saw park sunghoon. it was the first day of his year 10 and he saw a short year 9 wandering lost around the hallways. heeseung remembers thinking, 'hey give that kid some height and a good fashion sense and he wouldn't be that embarrassing to hang around with.". heeseung laughs at the memory.

    heeseung and sunghoon clicked almost instantly when heeseung introduced himself in the hallway. they were both driven, and had goals, and they really liked to fucking party. sunghoon introduced heeseung to jay and jake later that day at lunch, and that's how their little friend group had started. the 02z and their 'grandpa'.

    "i told you not to call me that, jake!" heeseung shoved jake's shoulder in the cafeteria.

    "i know i know! i'm sorry, grandpa- i mean heeseung! heeseung!!" jake screeched in shock, making the jay and sunghoon laugh jake's slip up. "i really didn't mean to call you it that time!"

    "yeah, whatever." heeseung rolled his eyes, trying to hide his smile as he continued to eat his ramen for lunch.

    he remembers when park sunghoon first invited him to his house. he was so honoured that someone was giving him a chance to get out of his own house.

    heeseung never really got a long with the rest of his family. he loved them, and they loved him, but they all had the same morals and values in life that were opposite of heeseungs. it was difficult to get through a conversation with them about anything. that's why he was so happy when sunghoon invited him over- it meant that he could stay somewhere away from his family.

    he remembers the first time that he saw you. you were sitting at the island in your kitchen. sunghoon was introducing him to his mother, but heeseung could barely take his eyes off of you.

    he knew that sunghoon had a little sister, but he didn't know that she'd be so cute. you were sitting there eating the dinner that your mom had made you, your black hair that matched sunghoon's was thrown up in a messy ponytail and your knee was pressed against the counter from the position you sat in in the chair.

    heeseung remembers the way that you tried to avoid eye contact with him as you blushed when you two made eye contact. the mole on your nose bridge matched sunghoon's, but it looked so much more appealing on you than it did your brother. he remembers your quiet little 'hi' that you spoke out, making heeseung smile at the memory.

    when sunghoon pulled him away from his family, he remembers wishing for excuse to go back downstairs so that he could see you again, but no ideas really came to his head.

    the next day at school, heeseung asked jay and jake about you.

    "god, don't even mention her when sunghoon's around." jay shook his head, taking a bite out of his food.

    "what? why?" heeseung asked curiously.

    "has sunghoon not had the 'stay away from my sister or i'll rip your balls off personally' convo with you?" jake asked him from across the table.

    "no? what the hell is that?" heeseung asked, surprised when jay and jake made a knowing look at each other.

    "trust me, you'll get it some day." jay poionted his fork at heeseung.

    "basically, sunghoon is just really protective over y/n. he tells everyone that if they even sstare at her for longer than five seconds he'll kill them. so yeah, don't even try to mess around with park y/n." jake explained to the older boy, who could only nod in response. heeseung mentally kicked you out of his brain that day, wishing to never think of you again while he was friends with sunghoon.

    but it was so hard not to think about you when he saw you everyday. and everyday you seemed to get more and more attractive to him. the sarcasm that you used with your brother, the care that used with your friends and parents, the natural beauty that you gave off in the morning when you just wake up. it was all too much for heeseung to be able to ignore.

    so heeseung waited, and waited, and waited for the day that sunghoon would have the 'stay away from my sister or i'll rip your balls off personally' convo with him.

    but the day never came.

    heeseung had heard sunghoon have the conversation with practically everyone that he had ever interacted with- except for heeseung. it made heeseung nervous. so nervous.

    he waiting for the day that he'd let it slip that he thinks sunghoon's little sister is the hottest fucking thing he's ever seen and would mess up his years long friendship with his best friend- but it never happened. sunghoon had so much trust in heeseung that anything about you and heeseung together never really bothered sunghoon.

    heeseung wondered if it was maybe because he was older than sunghoon. he was more mature and responsible. but that didn't explain as to why sunghoon had held lee jeno by the collar when he heard that jeno wanted to 'fuck park y/n from behind' since jeno was a year older than heeseung himself.

    he didn't know exaclty what it was with himself that sunghoon had trusted so much. sunghoon has personally seen how heeseung has treated some of the girls in the school. he has heard heeseung explain all the dirty things he wants to do to certain girls that they all find hot. but still, he's the only boy that sunghoon trusts around his 'baby' sister.

    when he graduated last year and almost kissed you in the hall, he knew that he was in some dangerous territory. he wished then that sunghoon would have had the 'stay away from my sister or i'll rip your balls off personally' convo with him because there was nothing stopping him from taking you right then and there. it pained him to come to his senses and pull away from you. how could he be such a terrible friend to his best friend?

    heeseung thought that his feelings would go away over his first year at university. there were so many new, hot girls around! new hot girls that he wouldn't have time to think about you he'd be so busy with them. but that only worked for the first month.

    no girls could compare to you, not even the ones he knew had some good pussy; like minjeong. he had heard so many stories about kim minjeong (choi yeonjun even fucked her!) but he couldn't bear to hook up with her when all he could see was your face and hear your laughter.

    when he returned home three weeks ago, he didn't expect you to have matured to much. sure you were still cute but he couldn't even look at you without thinking of all the nasty things he would do to you. 'thank god sunghoon can't read minds' he remembers thinking when he stepped into the door and saw you standing there on the steps.

    ever since he's been back he's had a hard time holding himself back from you. before all he had to do was think of his friendship with your brother, but now, he felt like that meant almost nothing to him if it meant that he could be with you.

    heeseung felt guilty after fingering you in your kitchen. the home where a family welcomes him with big arms when his own family doesn't. under the same roof where his best friend lies asleep, trusting him with his life. just for what? for him to use you like all the other girls he's used before? it's not like you could ever be together. it was a one time thing and that's it and now he's probably hurt you since you didn't even answer his text yesterday.

    his mind was just full of park y/n that it was pooling out the sides of his ears.

    his phone vibrating shook him out of his thoughts of you for a milisecond, before bringing him right back in.

    park y/n <3 : Slide to view image.

    heeseung instantly opened his phone to see what you had sent him. thinking that it was probably some stupid meme, or had some sort of inside joke that would be between the two of you.

    god was he wrong.

    he abruptly put his phone to his chest, in fear that any of the seven other people (including your brother!!!!!) would see. they all seemed to be in their own worlds as he sat in front of the small campfire they had built. sunghoon had one of minjeong's friends on his lap, so he totally wasn't interested in anything that anyone else was doing.

    heeseung put his phone's brightness on low as he pressed the picture you had sent him. never in his life did he think you'd send him such a picture or wear such a revealing top.

    the more he looked at your picture, the more he could feel his cock grow hard in his pants. your tits were basically on full display for him as the black mesh bralette you were wearing hid almost nothing. the way you were biting your red tinted lip drove him crazy. your pretty hair swivelled down your exposed shoulder- the shoulder where he had kissed you so soft before that it had made you whine out so needily for him.

    "fuck." heeseung mumbled out, trying to hide his boner.

    "what's wrong heeseungie, are you okay?" minjeong suddenly appeared beside him, making him lock his phone immediately.

    "what? yeah! i'm fine!" heeseung said with a forced cheery voice.

    "hm," minjeong pouted, sitting on the chair's handle beside him, "you haven't been yourself since we've gotten here, are you sure you're okay?"

    yeah! i'm fine! i have a boner bc of sunghoon's little sister and SUNGHOON IS SITTING RIGHT OVER THERE! heeseung mentally screamed at the clueless girl beside him.

    "yeah, i'm good." heeseung nodded, pulling his sweater done more to cover his bulge.

    "how about you come up to my room with me? maybe i could make you feel great!" minjeong winked at him.

    and if heeseung was his past self. the self that didn't know what your pussy tasted like, that didn't know you liked to be called princess when you're getting off, that didn't know just how much you liked him back- then sure, he'd follow kim minjeong up to her temporary room and fuck her. he'd fuck her so that he'd forget about not being able to ever be with his best friend's sister. but he was just not that heeseung anymore.

    uh, i don'-" heeseung was about to decline when someone from across their small little outdoor kickback had answered practically for him.

    "yeah, heeseung, why don't you go have fun upstairs? you really haven't been yourself." sunghoon spoke to him, the girl on his lips smilling at minjeong with a knowing look that made heeseung want to scream.

    but of course sunghoon could see that heeseung hadn't been self this weekend. sunghoon could see that heeseung was anything other than practically in love with his little sister.

    "come on heeseungie~!" minjeong whined out, grabbing a hold of his hand.

    "okay." heeseung had to force out, smiling at the girl. he remembers thinking about how pretty minjeong was last year. he remembers how all the guys in the school use to drool over her. he'd kill to get inside minjeong just based on how pretty she was. but now, as he's looking up at her from his seat, and the campfire is lighting up her small face, he can't help but think about how average looking she is. she is no longer the girl that belonged in magazines, or the girl that looks like she could be a princess- she's just okay.

    and heeseung thinks that every girl from now will just be 'okay' looking since he's seen how beautiful you are.

    minjeong drags him up to her room in the cabin, a small but cozy room and pushes him on her bed. fuck, i still have a boner and it's from this girl fuck, is all that heeseung can think.

    "look, minjeong-" heeseung starts, but is interrupted by her sitting on his lap. her lips start kissing up his neck, glad to finally have lee heeseung under neath her.

    "minjeong." heeseung states, his hands resting on her skin so she can't move closer.

    "hm?" she whimpers out to him, too entranced on trying to make him feel good.

    "i can't do this... with you." heeseung finishes, the once pretty girl pulls away from him and looks at him with confusion.

    "well what do you mean, heeseungie?" she asks, her nickname for him rolls off her tongue so easily and he hates it. heeseung gently pushes her off of him so that she sits beside him on the bed. "what are you doing?"

    "we can't have sex, minjeong."

    minjeong scoffs at heeseung, "are you being serious?" she asks, her once cute tone of a voice drops drastically. "we've been screwing around for how long now? and you're just telling me now that you're uninterested?"

    "yeah, pretty much. and i'm sorry."

    "oh shut the fuck up." minjeong stands up now, fixing her shirt so it's back in place. her outburst takes heeseung aback as he looks up at her. "i've wanted you since we were in year 10, lee heeseung. and now that i've almost finally get you, i just can't? what is it? seriously? why can't you just want me back?"

    heeseung stares at minjeong with an unreadable expredssion. he has no idea how to respond to such a confession from a girl who's never thought anything about besides that maybe at one time she was hot.

    "hm?" minjeong urges him when he doesn't answer.

    "i just... don't like you, like that- i'm sorry! i am! but-"

    "you're so pathetic, heeseung. and i mean it. you go around fucking every other girl around here, so many girls that you can't even remember if you've fucked them already or not, and you just can't settle down for one girl? why can't you just be with me? are you really that much of a douchebag?"

    heeseung starts to smile at how wrong her statement is about him.

    "you think it's funny do you? that you can break so many girls' hearts?" minjeong scoffs at him, crossing her arms across her chest.

    "no, that's not the funny part." heeseung shakes his head and looks straight into minjeong's eyes, "the funny part is that i can settle down for one girl. i already have the girl that i can settle down with- but we can't be together. and that's why we can't have sex minjeong, because i love her and it's too painful now to be with anyone but her."

    minjeong's eyes soften at his explaination, her arms becoming loose and hanging at her sides as she stares at heeseung. she feels tears well up in her eyes as she realizes that she boy she truly wants has fallen inlove with someone else right in front of her.

    "well, who ever the girl is, she's one lucky son of a bitch." minjeong states and then takes a deep breath, backing up and opening her bedroom door for heeseung to leave, now counting down the seconds for when she can leave this cabin tomorrow.


    "fuck sunoo, he read it and hasn't responded." you groan, sitting down on the edge of your bed, your heart beating out of your chest at the word read, "i really fucked it up didn't i?"

    "no! you didn't! he's probably just masturbating to it because he couldn't handle your sexiness." sunoo reassured you, coming to rest his head on your stressed shoulder.

    "or sunghoon saw it and he's not shoving heeseung's dead body into the lake."

    "right, or that." sunoo pointed out sarcastically, making you smile a little bit. "he's probably just drunk and fell asleep. they're coming back tomorrow so you can talk about it then, right?"

    "yeah, i guess." you shrugged, laying down in frustration, "ugh, what have i done?"

    -- -- -- -- -- -- --

    you dreaded the sound of your brothers voice echoeing through the house on the late sunday afternoon, the day after you sent lee heeseung a 'sexy selfie'.

    "we're home~!" sunghoon called out, cheers from your parents downstairs were heard then. you made your way out of your bedroom and down the stairs to greet your brother and his best friend. your heart was pounding as you saw heeseung's dark green hair in the front hall.

    "how was it you guys?" your mother asked, hugging them as they came through the door, your dad was helping move their bags to the side.

    "it was fun! jay got so sunburnt he can hardly move!" sunghoon laughed outloud, making heeseung smile.

    "oh no," your mother frowned, obviosly not finding it as funny as they did. "you guys must be hungry! dinner is ready now so come and eat, you can put away your stuff later! you come down now too, y/n!" your mother pointed you out in your 'hiding' spot in the middle of the staircase. sunghoon and heeseung turned at the mention of your name. sunghoon backing up to the staircase with his knees bent for you to get on his back.

    you climbed on and pulled his hair as a joke, "hey! watch it!" sunghoon grunted out at you, a teasing smile on his face. "one of us has got to have some good hair and it's obviously not gonna be you so you have to protect this one."

    "shut up! oh my god!" you laughed out, holding onto his shoulders as he carried you through the house to the table. you rested your cheek on his back and glanced at heeseung, who held a soft smile on his face as he watched you and your brother interact somewhat lovingly.

    "so, what did you do at the cabin?" your father asked once you were all sat down in your usual spots.

    "eh, just swam and hung around, listened to some music, the usual stuff i guess but in a different location." sunghoon shrugged, winking at heeseung. the wink sent a heavy feeling into your stomach again- a feeling that you're starting to get use to at this point since it happens so much. "i am really tired though." sunghoon suddenly yawned into his plate.

    "well that's because it was the first fresh air you've gotten in the past five years- all you do is play video games inside." you teased your brother. "ow!" you yelped, feeling the harsh jab of his foot in your calf.

    "seriously, you guys? will you ever get along properly?" your mother asked, exhaustion shown on her face, "how do you deal with it, heeseung?"

    heeseung smiled awkwardly now that all the attention was on him, "i have no idea." he deadpanned, making you all laugh around the table.


    since sunghoon was so tired from this weekend, he went to bed early, along with your parents who had to prepare for a week full of work starting tomorrow.

    so basically your house was silent by 10pm as you layed awake in your bed once again.

    heeseung 🤎 : are you awake?

    you got flashbacks from when he had texted you this before years ago, you wondered if he was having the same memory as he sent it.

    you : yes
    heeseung 🤎 : can i come over?
    you : my door's open lol

    you sat up in your bed waiting for him, unlike the last time he asked to come into your room late at night, it only took him a minute for him to quietly slip in your bedroom.

    "hi." he spoke out softly to you as he stood beside your bed, he seemed to be shy as he stood in front of you now.

    "do you wanna lay down?" you asked him, figuring that he was just as tired as sunghoon was from being away all weekend.

    "if you don't mind." heeseung agreed to it, you removed the corner of your blanket so he could lay down underneath it as an answer.

    so now you and lee heeseung were laying together in your bed. both of your hearts were racing as you thought about what to say.

    "i uh," heeseung spoke finally, "i liked the picture you sent."

    "you did?"

    heeseung turned his head to look at you, you were just as pretty in the moonlight as he rememebred, "of course i did." his answer made you smile so big, that you felt like you had to hide it. "why wouldn't i have liked it?"

    "i don't know," you shurgged, embarassed at the real reason. heeseung turned so that he was on his side now, his head on your pillow, smelling your shampoo.

    "you must know, so just tell me." he urged you gently.

    "i'm not- i'm not very sexy, so i wanted to be sexy for you." you confessed with a blush on your pale cheeks.

    "y/n," heeseung called you after a minute of silence, his fingers wrapping around your chin so you could look at him, "i think you're sexy all the time. no matter what you do. you don't have to try to be sexy for me when you already are."

    "you think i'm sexy?"

    "mhm," heeseung nodded against your sheets, you wondered if when he left would his own shampoo be mixed in with yours now, "i think you're cute too, a beautiful, and funny, sarcastic, smart, caring. i mean the list could go on about how many great things i find you."

    your heart immediately swelled at heeseung's words, this all that you ever wanted to hear from him and now it's happening. instead of answering, you pushed your lips against his. so you were finally kissing.

    instantly, like as if it was a habit that's been built up over years, heeseung tangles his fingers into your hair, pulling you closer to him to deepen the kiss. it was a sloppy but meaningful kiss, filled of words that neither of you could speak out loud to each other.

    heeseung pulled away when both of you were out of breath, "Fuck, y/n." he stared at you with such adornation on his face. your brushed against his grey sweatpants as you tried to pull the blanket over him more, feeling the soft stir of his dick twitch at your movement.

    "are you?-" you didn't know how to exactly say what you were thinking but heeseung got it and nodded, a shy smile on his face.

    "i'm sorry, i told you that you were sexy."

    you grabbed his face in your hands and pressed his lips to yours again in a more feverish way. a way that both of you have been thinking about since you first saw each other.

    "i want you heeseung." you whispered to him - to only him.

    "yeah?" heeseung asked, pulling your lips onto his again.

    "yeah, i want you to be my first." heeseung pulled away far from you then in shock.

    "you're first?" heeseung repeated, "you mean, last time- that was the first time you've ever been, you know, finger-?"

    "no! that wasn't the first, i mean it was the first time i guy's made me cum, but i now i mean, first as in, sex. full on sex." you mumbled, feeling slightly embarrassed.

    "oh my god okay, you scared me for a second, jesus." heeseung put a hand over his heart to calm it down. "being fingered really slopily in a kitchen does not sound like a good first fingering my god."

    "yeah, well at least you made me cum." you smiled at him, kissing his cute lips once again.

    "i don't want to hurt you though, princess." heeseung pulled away, ;"it always hurts the first time, no?"

    "i know you'll be gentle, hee, i trust you." his heart thumped at his chest at your words- now both park siblings trusted him too much,.

    "okay, okay." heeseung nodded, kissing you deeply again. you felt his hands sneak over your body going underneath your tank top and pulling it up over your head. even in the dark moon light he could see how pretty your breasts were.

    "shit, even prettier than how i imagined." heeseung spoke out, his hands coming up to squeeze your hardened nipples, making you whine out.

    "sensitive still." you spoke softly, no one's touched like this before, especially no one that you've wanted this long to before.

    heeseung felt his cock twitch in his sweatpants again at your words. you were going to kill him. you were going to fucking kill him with how hot you are.

    "fuck." heeseung shook his head, wrapping his hands around your waist now and moving so that you sat on top of him, right on his bulge that was aching for you.

    "i want your top off, too." you whined, your hands roaming over his chest, tugging his shirt off of his head, making him laugh at how cute you're being. you flung his shirt onto the floor once it was over his head. his tan skin still glowing in the moon light. you had seen heeseung shirtless countless of times around your house, in pictures or in your pool, but never in a situation like this. he was always pretty, but he was beautiful while laying underneath you. all his pretty freckles and scars, free for your eyes only in a time like this.

    "beautiful." you spoke your mind, bending down and kissing down his chest until you were above his sweatpant waist band.

    "y/n/" heeseung moaned out once your hand brushed over his cock.

    "i wanna suck you off, hee." heeseung eyes rolled to the back of his head at your words. he's been sucked off so many times before, but he knows that none of them will ever live up to how you will do it.

    "next time, princess, okay? i just wanna focus on you now."

    you pouted, but let him slip off those fucking shorts he loves seeing you in so much. your bare core open for him to see. "so cute." he admired as his soft hands grazed around your bare body for him to see. his cock was dripping at the thought that he's the only one and will always be the only one to see you like this.

    your hands slipped underneath heeseung's sweatpants, your hands encircling his hard cock and pulling it out for you to see. your thighs twitched as it came into eye contact, your pussy leaking onto his sweatpants at how pretty it looked. it matched the rest of him perfectly. it's red tip look painful for how hard it was, and precum was flowing out everywhere for how turn on he was.

    your hands jerked him off gently, spreading his precum around so it would fit in your tiny hole. you stood up on your knees, ready for him to finally enter you when he grabbed your wrist.

    "wait!" heeseung whisper shouted at you, "Are you wet enough?" he asked, suddenly his hand slipped between your legs, making you almost cry out from the sudden pleasure. his fingers easily slipped inside of your hole, finding your sensitive spot effortlessly now. when he figured that you were ready for him, he lets you carry on, holding onto his dick and ready to enter you.

    slowly but surely you pushed his cock inside of you, his hands ran up and down your sides, encouraging you that you were doing well. you tried to keep your walls unclenched as he eased more inside of you. when you couldn't take anymore of him, you put your hands on his chest and sat still for a moment, trying to calm all your nerves and the pain that shooting through your core.

    heeseung had to phsyically hold himself back from bucking up into you or moving at all. he was pushing his hips away from you, intowards the bed so he wouldn't make you hurt further.

    "you're doing so well, princess, feel so good around me already." heeseung moaned out to you, his finger slipping towards your clit and circliing it, making you have to bite down on his shoulder to keep you quiet.

    "fuck, hee, i really don't know if i can be quiet with you inside of me." you admitted, the feeling of his cock so much.

    "i know baby, me neither, but we're gonna have to be unless you want your family to find us." heeseung replied, his fingers still playing with your clit as he waited for you to move. at his words he felt you clench around his cock tightly, making him bite his lip from pleasure, "do you like the thought of people walking in on us? at least then people would know how much we care about each other then, yeah?"

    you nodded as you started to your hips up and down on his cock, it was already hitting all the perfect spots inside of you.

    "god, hee i might cum." you moaned out quietly into his ear.

    "already?" heeseung mocked, but was also pretty shocked. his fingers sped up around your clit, wanted to feel how tight your walls would clench around him whe you came.

    your orgasm hit you hard as you continued to move your hips on his cock, rocking your clit into his fingers. your mouth formed a quiet 'O' as your orgasm hit its peak before fading away. "so pretty, my princess." heeseung kissed your forehead, "so pretty when you come undone on my cock."

    "you just feel so good." you groaned, grinding your clit down on his pelvis now, feeling his cock twitch inside of you as he watched you get yourself off on him.

    heeseung was still holding back from coming as he watched you work yourself up again, using him like a toy. you were seriously the hottest thing he's ever seen and the only think that was preventing him from coming right then and there was the idea of getting you to come again before him.

    your pussy was so wet that if anyone wakled past your door they could hear it squelch from the impact of you bouncing up and down on heeseung's cock.

    "fuck hee!" you moaned out, leaning down to bite on his shoulder to keep yourself quiet. another orgasm came from you as heeseung played with your clit once again, sending you over the edge.

    "shit y/n, you feel so tight around me. i can fucking feel you come on me." heeseung groaned, his eyes rolling back to his head again as he held himself back from coming inside of you. you stopped your movements as your second orgasm subsided, needing a breather for coming so hard twice so quick.

    "are you good, princess?" heeseung whispered to you, kissing your head as you calmed down.

    "yeah, so good." you slurred back to him, feeling drunk off the pleasure that his cock was giving you, you've never felt so good in your entire life.

    "can you come again for me? just once more, i'm so close." heeseung asked you, his hips grinding in slow circles underneath you.

    "y-yeah, only if you fuck me now."

    "i got yo, princess." heeseung nodded, before gently flipping you over so that he was ontop of you, his cock not slipping out of you once.

    the two of you were silent as heeseung slowly pounded into you, taking his time with you as if this would be the first and last time he's gotten you like this.

    he;'s taken his time to remember how you feel, how you look and how you sound when you're so fucked out for him. it's surely only what dreams are made out of.

    heeseung gives you a few more hard thrusts until his cum was filling you up, a moan of your own escaping at the feeling, a smaller orgasm taking over your body as you both still against each other, taking in the moment of pleasure between you two.

    you feel heeseung's cum gush out of you as he pulls his limp dick out of you now, careful not to touch your sensitive clit.

    "mm, heeseung." you called his full name, catching his full attention now, "i wanna taste you this time."

    "you're gonna get me hard again, fuck." heeseung shook his head at you, gently pushing his fingers between your slit, making your hips buck up at the sensitivy. his cum was on his two fingers as he brought them to your mouth.

    you happily sucked them into your mouth, tasting his sweet cum as if it was the last thing you'd ever taste. "y/n." he moaned out as he watched you slurp every drop from his fingers. "i really am gonna need a blowjob from you." he admitted, feeling his cock twitch at the sight of you.

    "next time." you smiled up at him, an innocent smile during something that is the complete opposite.

    -- -- -- -- -- -- --

    to say that you and heeseung felt guilty from hiding your relationship from sunghoon and your parents was an understatement- you were both pratically ripping your hair out from the stress and anxirty of them finding out and sunghoon killing his best friend and your boyfriend.

    you : what the fuck am i gonna do sunoo? i can't keep hiding it for much longer, they leave next week for uni.
    sunoo ❤️ : you're gonna have to tell your brother, y/n! heeseung's his best friend! he trusts him! im sure he won't be that mad!! maybe, hopefully, haha
    you : fuck, we're gonna have too. ugh!! im fucking scared.
    sunoo❤️: you can do it!!!! i love you!!!!

    "hey sunoo, get off you're phone and come play a game with us!" riki called out to his older friend, who distracted him from texting you about your problem.

    "give me a second!" sunoo called back to him.

    "who're you texting, sunoo?" jungwon teased him, his eyebrows raising up and down.

    "as if you'd like to know." sunoo rolled his eyes at his younger friend who always seemed to be in everyone's business except for his own.

    "sunoo! come on~!" riki whined, wanting so badly for someone to play ping pong with him.

    "fine, i'm coming," sunoo huffed, standing up and tossing his phone on the couch. sunoo had thought that he was turned off his phone, but was too distracted by riki to really pay attention.

    as jungwon still sat on the couch, he couldn't help but glance over at sunoo's opened messages, his eyes going wide by reading the latest ones with you.

    "holy shit." jungwon whispered, throwing sunoo's phone back onto the couch before he came back.

    -- -- -- -- -- -- --

    as the final weekend of sunghoon living with you before he went to univeristy came, it was almost for tradition that he throw a party in honour of going away. your town's infamous party boy and his friends would be leaving to party somewhere else. what would your town do without them?

    almost everyone in sunghoon's grade and your own were filling in your house. it was the biggest party that they've ever thrown in all four years of high school. even the '01 liners that graduated last year had come to see heeseung and send sunghoon off for univeristy.

    unlike last year's going away party, you were actually allowed to come to this once thanks to sunghoon's less strict protectiveness of you.

    of course, heeseung and you couldn't be seen beside each other, but you were both planning on telling sunghoon the big news tomorrow. you both weren't sure of how he would react. hopefully he'd be happy though since him and heeseung have already put a down payment on the apartment that they're going to be sharing for the year.

    as midnight approached, a loud clinking sound captured everyone's attention and the loud music turned off.

    "excuse me everyone!" a loud voice boomed, getting everyone to be quiet. there stood hwang intak on your coffee table in the living room. you have't heard from intak since the beginning of the summer, you figured that he was just busy or that he found a new friendgroup to hang around with. he was holding a fork up to a beer bottle, "as i'm sure everyone is so sad to see the '02's leave this year, i have some happy news that i'm sure. everyone would love to hear!" intak started, everyone in your house nodded and made sounds of agreement, "i'm sure the one and only park sunghoon will love to hear this one especially,"

    you stopped smiling at the mention of your brother's name, glancing at him and then heeseung from across the room. heeseung was looking uncertain as well.

    "it has been brought to my attention, that park y/n is fucking her brother's best friend!" intak smiled, a gasp going through the room and your blood ran cold as you made eye contact with your very furious brother from across the room. "isn't that right, heeseung?" everyone in the room turned and looked at heeseung who was standing right beside sunghoon like he normally does. heeseung immdiately put his hands up in defense as your brother pushed his chest against his, a betrayed look on his face. you couldn't hear what exactly was being said from all the whispering going around you, but it ended up with sunghoon pushing heeseung onto the chair behind him and then pushing everyone else out of the way to storm up to his room.

    "okay! i think that's about it for tonight. everyone have a good school year and get the fuck out!" jay stood up on your coffee table now, pushing intak out of the way.

    a pleased looking intak came up to you right after.

    "intak, why would you do that?" you asked him, tears welling up in your eyes from humiliation and fear of what's going to happen to you and heeseung and your brother.

    "you know i've liked you since the day i met you park y/n. and what do you do? you turn me down, treat me like just a friend in front of everyone and then go and use me at some party- never to speak to me again?" intak explained to you, you shook your head no, trying to find some words to speak, "no! don't y/n. i thought it was weird when you were suddenly all up on me at the first party of the summer, and i knew you were acting weird all night! i saw you looking at heeseung too! i just never put two and two together until jungwon told me that you've been fucking him behind eveyron'e back!"

    "intak! it's not like that! i'm sorry! what i did was wrong and i'm truly sorry! but you didn't have to go and do that! you just ruined my own relationship with my brother!" you cried out to him, your hands shaking at your sides.

    "yeah? well maybe you should've thought about that before you went whoring around with your brother's best friend." intak spat in your face.

    "would you shut the fuck up?" a voice came from behind him, making both of you jump. there stood an even more angry sunghoon as he listened to what intak had to say about you. "you are some little fucking pathetic rat. you have no idea what the fuck you're talking about do you? you just say whatever comes to mind and don't care about the conincidences, don't you?" sunghoon pushed intak up against the wall beside you.

    "sunghoon!" you tried to reach out to him, only to have your hand pulled away from behind you, jake was holding you back. "no jake! let go of me." you struggled.

    "bro, what? i'm trying to do you a favour? your best friend is the rat! he went behind your back and fucked your sister!" intak managed to get out through fear.

    sunghoon faked laugh, "if you talk about my sister fucking someone one more time, i'm going to rip your balls off personally." sunghoon threatened the younger boy.

    "there it is." jay pointed out from beside you.

    "yep." jake quickly agreed, glancing at him briefly before returning back to sunghoon and itak.

    "bro i'm sorry." intak started but was cut off.

    "don't call me bro, okay bro?" sunghoon mocked intak, pulling the collar of his shirt up as he stared right into his eyes, "if you talk about my sister, or any of my friernds again, i will make sure to come back to town and hurt you, really bad. got it?"

    "yes, i got it. i'm sorry." intak shook his head quickly, wanting to get away from your brother as soon as he could. sunghoon backed away from the wall, letting intak run out of your house, slamming the door after him. jake let you go once it seemed like sunghoon wasn't in fighting mode anymore.

    "sunghoon." you cried out softly.

    "don't y/n." he replied, sitting down on the living chair with his head in his hands.

    "sunghoonie, i'm sorry." heeseung stated, still standing on the other side of the living room from you all.

    you heard sunghoon sigh as he listened to his best friend, "i mean like, for how long has it been happening?" sunghoon looked up at you two, his head turning from the left to the right.

    "not long." heeseung said quickly.

    "we were planning on telling you, we swear!" you added on, "we were waiting for a good time!"

    "did you guys know?" sunghoon glanced at jake and jay behind you.

    "nope!" jake said quickly.

    "no idea, man!" jay agreed.

    "sunghoonie," heeseung took a step closer to his best friend, "they had no idea, it was just me and y/n." sunghoon nodded, sitting back in the chair, trying to take it all in. "i love her, hoon. i mean it." sunghoon looked up at his best friend in shock. jay and jake gasped from behind you. jake nudged you, a look of shock on his face, making you shrug in response.

    "do you love him?" sunghoon asked you suddenly.

    "yes, a lot." you smiled at heeseung softly, love only fills your mind when you think of him.

    sunghoon scoffs, "i mean, how blind am i? my own best friend and my sister fall in love and i don't even notice?"

    "we're sorry sunghoon, we didn't want to make you upset. but i've loved her for a long time now, i've just always tried to push the feeling away because i care so much about you, you're my best friend sunghoon, i don't want to lose you. i can't stand to lose you and her." heeseung confessed, holding onto sunghoon's shoulder now.

    sunghoon sighed before glancing up at you, "and you're happy?"

    "so happy, hoon." you nodded, your hands coming together to show how happy you are.

    "okay." sunghoon nodded.

    "okay?" you all said in unision out of confusion.

    "yes okay, it's something i can get use to if you're both happy. and it's not something i can stop if you both love each other, right?" sunghoon said, a small smile on his face when he spoke now.

    "oh my god! thank you sunghoon! thank you!" you cried out, jumping up and down before running to heeseung who hugged you so tight. squeals left your mouth as the dreading feeling in your stomach finally surpassed after weeks of it being there. heeseung pulled you into a kiss, showing how happy he was as well.

    "okay!" sunghoon yelled, "it's gonna take some time to get used to that." sunghoon said, looking away from you guys, "but i'm sure i'll be okay."

    "i love you sunghoon, so much! really!" you pulled away from heeseung and pulled your brother up from his chair, pulling him into his own hug.

    "i love you too, y./n, you're always gonna be my little sister, right?" he teased, pushing your hair around.

    "of course!" you smiled and pulled away from him.

    "you're always gonna be my best friend, right?" heeseung spoke from behind you, a soft smile of hopefulness on his face.

    "c'mon man, of course i will be!" sunghoon smiled, opening his arms for heeseung to hug him as well.

    "awww!" jay and jake gushed from behind you all, rushing and hugging their friends into one big group hug.

    when they all pulled apart, it felt like everything was right between everyone. every friendship and relationship in the room seemed healed over with love.

    "bro, i can't belive you're dating park sunghoon's little sister." jake said to heeseung, shock still settling in.

    "shut it, jake!" you all said unision again, laughing before hugging everyone again.

    "you guys are so mean!" jake cried out, still hugging you guys tightly as if it would be the last time.

    heeseung winked at you from over sunghoon's shoulder, making you smile up at him, unafraid of what everyone would think now knowing that you and heeseung are in love.

    "what do you think your parents are gonna say?" heeseung asked you all.

    "god heeseung, you know that they love you." sunghoon rolled his eyes at his best friend, making you and heeseung smile at eachother, knowing that finally you could be together afterall.

    it's truly all that you ever wanted, and now you have it.

    you couldn't be more happy with your older brother's best friend.

    -- -- -- -- -- -- --

    @ taeghi, 2022. do not repost or reuse in anyway.


    stay safe everyone :)

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  • missmadwoman
    01.01.2021 - 2 weeks ago

    💫Year in Review 2021💫

    Year Roundup with basically no tv shows and movies but top 6 dramas (I loved them all, I couldn't pick 5 😭), fanfics, non-Taylor Swift songs and Taylor Swift songs.

    So starting off with in no particular order with any of these:

    Top 6 Dramas:

    1. Do You Like Brahms? (2020).

    I'm not usually a fan of slow-burn romance or melodrama. 2 things this drama is full of. I just fell in love with the story and the acting. I just loved this drama, like I was here for all the melodrama going on. Just had the best time watching this drama.

    2. Doom At Your Service (2021).

    This was such a wild ride of a drama. I wasn't expecting to love this drama as much as I did. I loved that there was a love triangle with the secondary couple.

    3. My Roommate is a Gumiho (2021).

    I loved this drama so much. Lee Hyeri is an amazing actress and her over the top reactions was hilarious. I loved Gye Sun Woo the second male lead, he grows as a character and honestly he did deserve the girl. Even the secondary couple were pretty cute, I loved practically everything about this drama.

    4. The Romance of Tiger and Rose (2020).

    This is the first and most likely the last historical drama I will watch. It was hilarious but also thoughtful and good fun to watch. I loved every second of it and loved watching it.

    5. Yumi’s Cells (2021).

    My plan was to wait for season 2 and just binge but I couldn't wait. I loved this drama so much. It was hilarious and the cells were honestly the best part. Yumi's growth through the whole drama was amazing. I am waiting for season 2, it couldn't come quick enough. I NEED SEASON 2.

    6. Dali and the Cocky Prince (2021).

    I randomly came across this drama, decided to wait for it to finish airing before I binged it. I loved this drama so much. It was so much fun and a mix of genres that worked so well. Yeah, this and DYLB have the same male lead, he just is an incredible actor kay.

    Top 5 Non-Taylor Swift Songs:

    1. LALISA ~ Lisa from Blackpink.

    This was Lisa's first solo and it was stuck in my head for months. I loved the video and how she showed off her Thai heritage and she just had so much fun in all promotions and I really am proud of her with her solo debut, she deserves all the success it has gotten.

    2. R ~ Rose from Blackpink.

    Look, I know R is the name of her album, this is two songs but I can't pick one okay and I refuse to so it's being lumped as one here. I just loved both these songs and they had to be on this list.

    3. Butter ~ BTS.

    This was my first time experiencing a single release as an ARMY, I was still just getting into BTS when BE came out, literally, I am still baby Army but experiencing the release as a fan was so much fun and I just loved the different versions, the Megan thee Stallion version was amazing and the countless records this song broke, very much deserved.

    4. Fever ~ Enhypen.

    So I am now an Engene. The song was all over my Instagram, I don't have tiktok and I refuse to get the app but the song piqued my interest and I looked into them, watched their survival show, variety show appearances. Any and all content that was available to me. They are my babies and I love them all.

    5. Drivers Licence ~ Olivia Rodrigo.

    This song took the world by storm and yeah nothing more to say to that. I can't even drive or been in a relationship but I loved this song. And her subsequent album, SOUR is a great album, very proud of her and I'm excited to see what Olivia does next.

    Top 5 Taylor Swift Songs:

    Again, a great year to be a Swiftie, got the re-records of Fearless and Red. So I'm only mentioning the Vault tracks since those are new songs.

    1. All Too Well Ten Minute Version. Of course, this song was going to be in my top 5.

    2. Mr Perfectly Fine. It was casually cruel for this song to be in the vault.

    3. Message in a Bottle. This is a bop and I love it so much.

    4. Forever Winter. Depressing lyrics but such a happy tune, I love this song so much.

    5. The Very First Night. This is just a fun time, again didn't deserve to be in the vault.

    5 Good/Positive things that happened:

    1. Becoming an Engene, these boys are all my babies and Im so proud of all they've achieved so far and I cant wait to see the rest of their journey and how they grow and evolve as idols and people.

    3. I am now in my final year of university, I am dying but it's been a struggle to even get to the final year so it's practically surreal to even be in my third year right now.

    4. I could meet up with friends, and got to see so many people after so long.

    5. I started writing a Kdrama (True Beauty) fanfic and I've written around 30k words so far and I will hopefully finish in 2022.

    #year in review #year in review 2021 #kdramas #top 5 songs #top 10 Taylor Swift songs #5 positive things that happened #swiftie #Zainabs year in review #2021 review time #bts#enhypen#lisa#rose#olivia rodrigo #do you like brahms #the romance of tiger and rose #doom at your service #my roommate is a gumiho #yumis cells #dali and the cocky prince #dali and gamjatang #top 6 dramas
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  • chae-darling
    31.12.2021 - 2 weeks ago

    HEART ARROWS – an 02z SMAU

    two – jakey poo 🥺
    warnings: profanity, mentions of su1c1de



    prev . masterlist . next .

    uploaded: 31st december 2021


    hera’s note 💌 | happy new years beautiful people! starting the yr right with a long awaited heart arrows update 😌 ALSO SORRY FOR THE NO HEADER SJSBSN THERE WERE TOO MANG PICS SO THE HEADER HAD TO GO…💔 anyways, i start my classes again in 2 days i am not too thrilled (save me pls) and yes dw, i’ll be updating 🙏 hope ya’ll enjoyed this chapter and gasppspsps sunghoon goes against the bro code⁉️😱 anyways yes stay tuned & send me ur asks and stuff (pls i love interacting with yall) AAaaa hera loves you! <3 stay safe & take care


    TAGLIST : (OPENED! send an ask to be added) @enhacolor @ncityy04 @itzsora @c9tnoos @ja4hyvn @rielleluvs @viscoolreal @ineedcoffeeandtherapy @soobinsprettylips @kac-chowsballs @665321-more @wntrsgf @navsnct @luvrseung @lcvekeum @justalildumpling
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  • chae-darling
    28.12.2021 - 2 weeks ago

    nothing – l.hs

    pairing : non idol! boyfriend!heeseung x gn reader
    genre : fluff | domestic au (?)
    warnings : fluffy kiss that becomes kinda intense (??)
    taglist : send an ask to be added to my permanent taglist! (you will also be included in my current smau’s taglist along with other works hehe)
    based off the song ‘nothing’ by bruno major! (highly recommend reading it while listening to the song for the extra ~feely feels~


    “i wish we could do this forever”, you whispered to your boyfriend, your arms loosely placed on his shoulders while both of you slow danced in your dimly lit apartment kitchen, the only source of light being the candles that were placed simultaneously around the quaint area.

    heeseung twirled you around, going with the flow of the song playing in the background, followed by a little chuckle and smile when you made a little stumble before falling back into his arms.

    “gosh, i’ve two left feet”, you shyly admit after almost falling flat on your bottom, if not for your boyfriend’s excellent reflexes catching you.

    “you’re so cute”, heeseung says while he took your hands in his as he lead you through the song.

    you looked up at him, your heart beating faster for each extra second your eyes were on him. you admired his beautiful, bambi eyes, that held the whole universe and stars.

    your eyes slowly made their way down to his lips— admiring how soft and pretty they were.

    he noticed your intense staring so he let out a small chuckle.

    “anything wrong, my love?”, he asks you as he looks down— admiring your small frame next to his.

    “i love you”, you confess, hiding your face out of shyness in his chest.

    heeseung’s heart swelled up at your confession— the things you do to me, l/n y/n.

    “i love you more”, he says as both of you swayed lightly and savored the moment— hoping nothing more than for it to last forever.

    you snuggled deeper in to his chest— i’m so glad to have found you, lee heeseung.

    as the song nears its end, you face him once again. heeseung tilts your head up gently, admiring your features before pressing your forehead against his.

    you moved your hands from around his torso to back on his shoulders. for a moment, you felt time stop for the both of you.

    heeseung slowly closes the gap between you, his lips inching closer to yours every second as the last line of the song approaches.

    his nose brushes lightly against yours before he locks his lips with yours. you ran your hands through his fluffy hair, before jumping and wrapping your legs around his torso, his arms supporting you instinctively.

    there’s nothing like doing nothing with you

    you deepened the kiss before pulling away for a breath of air. both of you stared at each other, your fingers intertwined with his hair.

    no, there’s nothing like doing nothing with you

    he places a chaste kiss on your nose, “i’m grateful you’re mine”

    heeseung didn’t know that much about what the future held for him and neither did you. however, he knew for sure that, he can take on whatever life throws at him— as long as you were there with him.


    uploaded: 29th december 2021


    hera’s note 💌 | hello to my lovely readers! 🥰 i found this in my drafts and like i decided to just post it so ya’ll have something to read while waiting for heart arrows :> pls idk what possessed me to be so soft when writing this sjdhdjdj anyway, i hope you enjoy it! ❤️ once again, hera loves you! stay safe & take care <3

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  • chae-darling
    26.12.2021 - 3 weeks ago

    HEART ARROWS – an 02z SMAU

    profile 2 : sexy people of decilis ‼️🥵



    jake sim – physics major & member of the decilis football team. claims he’s the smartest in 02z, just because he majors in physics and he’s nerdy. one of those kinds of boys that everyone just fawns over. extremely kind and helpful. flirtatious, but not to the point where people call him a man whore (not anymore at least). doesn’t want to get into a relationship due to trauma from a past relationship.

    park jay – business major & member of the decilis football team. the oldest of the 02z trio and the only one who’s part of the hybe models. the perfect example of: looks like they could kill you, is a cinnamon roll. intimidating because of his good looks. a famous name among the ladies (and gents) but they’re too afraid to reach out to him because they all think he’s out of their league. a ceo to be and a ceo’s son too. rich but doesn’t flaunt it. has anger issues. has never been in a relationship.

    park sunghoon – an architecture major & member of the decilis football team. he also does figure skating. the player of 02z and another name heart arrows can’t keep out of their posts. basically, the male version of jung y/n but less terrible (?) has had many flings, hook ups and such but not a single serious relationship.

    hwang yeji – the only girl in the friend group. hwang hyunjin’s sister. the boys enjoy being around her because she knows how to put hyunjin in his place. ballet club leader. majors in theatrical arts. is allies with y/n, lia & chaeryeong.

    hwang hyunjin – hwang yeji’s brother and a chaotic name in the friend group. an avid party goer. hates his major: communications and wishes he would’ve taken something ‘cool’. has great style and is often donning brand name clothing and taking the most creative ootd pictures (for himself and others). want a man who knows your angles? hwang hyunjin is the one to call.

    lee heeseung – cs major and captain of the decilis football team. chooses to remain lowkey as he feels that he cannot keep up with being a ‘popular boy’. many girls fawn over him and he’s known as the ace of hybe university since he pretty much does it all. he has a whole fan club which he wasn’t aware of until someone brought it up to him. has his eyes on one girl from communications but is too scared to reach out to her.

    choi yeonjun – chaeryeong’s boyfriend (victim 😞) and member of the decilis football team. majors in theatrical arts. has been deemed the simp of the friend group because he is down bad for his girl. he often ditches friend group hang outs for his girl but he attends whenever he can. he says what he does is an act of chivalry. allies with chaeryeong’s friend group as he doesn’t want to feel like an outsider. many ladies and gents have their eyes on him but he’s made it publicly known that he’s taken. the only one in the friend group who’s in a serious relationship.

    nishimura riki / ni-ki – newest addition to the friend group and the decilis football team, dance club and photography club. majors in photography. is jake sim’s child (besides layla). is the most babied in the group and is like everyone’s little brother. coming for heeseung’s place as ace, but heeseung doesn’t mind it since heeseung doesn’t even know how he got the title in the first place. loves to microwave his fruits which the rest find very weird.


    lia and her seven mentally unstable children 🤱| masterlist

    uploaded: 27th december 2021


    hera’s note 💌 | hey ya’ll! second profiles are finally up YAY! sorry for the late update! I had so much trouble trying to write through devillish period cramps 🤩 however, i can’t wait to release the chapters oml jshshshs stay tuned! 🗣

    hera loves you! stay safe and take care!


    TAGLIST : @ncityy04 @itzsora @665321-more @wntrsgf @viscoolreal @navsnct @luvrseung @lcvekeum (send an ask to be added to the taglist!)

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  • chae-darling
    25.12.2021 - 3 weeks ago

    HEART ARROWS – an 02z SMAU

    profile 1 : lia and her mentally unstable children 🤱



    jung y/n — hybe university’s very own player and walking red flag, and member of the ballet club. has a love-hate relationship with heart arrows. she has only had one serious relationship (fling) in the past which she broke off in fear of getting hurt. most students have very mixed feelings about her & her whole “clique”, but over time, y/n learned to not let the things people say get the best of her. she’s also a cs student–however, she actually finds it interesting and does not loathe it. overall, a very misunderstood figure within hybe university.
    choi jisu / julia choi – commonly referred to as lia, the mom figure of the friend group. claims she has no favorite, but clearly loves y/n most (she loves the others too though!) . very popular amongst the boys but unlike y/n, she does not lead the people who like her on, she simply ignores them. apart from being the mom figure of the friend group, she’s also a real mom – but to her dog, bella. her priorities in life are bella and then everything else. lia is also a member of the ballet club and she majors in communications.
    lee chaeryeong – commonly referred to as ‘chaer’ and is dating choi yeonjun. chaeryeong is the only member of the friend group who is in a serious relationship. another member of the ballet club. oddly, rarely featured on heart arrows despite the fact that she actually HAS a boyfriend. probably one of the more calm ones in the group. rarely has time to hang with her friends but she really tries. super loyal and pretty shy but once she gets comfortable, she’s a goof (lucky yeonjun for unlocking her goofy side). majors in theatrical arts.
    yang jungwon – very, very sweet boy oml. one of the more introverted and lowkey ones in the group. a self loathing cs student, but sweet nonetheless. is part of the hybe decilis football team (he claims the rage during the games keeps him sane). is the one and only y/n, lia & chaeryeong protection squad member. people say he looks like a mean or rude person when he is genuinely the sweetest person there is! however, he does get cranky— but, that’s only when he has to do his cs assignments or has to be faced with sunoo (don’t worry, they’re still close friends regardless)
    kim sunoo – the campus IT boy. has a lot, and by a lot, i mean A LOT of connections. heck, he even has connections to the professors. a very friendly person and is pretty nosy, but only because he easily gets curious. knows ALL the tea and is really good at being a sherlock in figuring out scandals and such. despite this, he knows how to keep secrets VERY well. knows how to get the group in to the front seats of every major event. a business major but only because he wants to get rich fast. acts mean but that’s just how he shows his love— he’s actually the type to drop everything if his friends are in need of help or support.
    shin ryujin – most popular member of the friend group, besides y/n. however, while y/n is notoriously for her heart breaking tactics and never lasting relationships, ryujin is known for her grand parties and the fact that she is a model. people call her the great gatsby of hybe, that’s just how grand her parties get. throws a party twice a month, or thrice if she feels there’s a need to. looks mean and occasionally is sassy and mean but hey, she is fiesty_aries after all. with that being said though, she would take a bullet for any of her friends because that’s just how much they mean to her. ryujin majors in theatrical arts.
    kang taehyun – fine arts major and the other lowkey one in the group. starting to think he’s color blind because he feels he can no longer differentiate the different types of colors. the one who does not keep up with campus tea and gossip but he’s extremely stylish and fun to be around. the one who is calm but also losing his mind.
    choi beomgyu – he claims to be the “swaggiest” of the group and has to fight for it against ryujin. he is pretty sociable and has a wide network of connections to a lot of people in campus. is a part of the hybe university decilis football team. he is quite the ladies’ man but, he’s never been in a serious relationship. he majors in architecture.


    masterlist | sexy people of decilis 🥵‼️

    uploaded: 26th december 2021


    TAGLIST : @itzsora @ncityy04 (send an ask to be added!)


    hera’s note 💌 | HELLO MY WONDERFUL READERS! ❤️ so, i fell asleep last night cause i got really tired after my family came over to have dinner but akneeways, i woke up at 2 to complete this sksbsnsns😇😇 thank you for reading and supporting my first smau, it means a lot 🤞 ok before i get mushy, i’m gonna upload the second profiles sometime around today? and i’m gonna work on the first few chapters too aaaaaa ok ok i hope ya’ll look forward to it ❤️ once again, hera loves you <3, stay safe and take care!

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  • chae-darling
    25.12.2021 - 3 weeks ago

    HEART ARROWS — an 02z SMAU

    warning: profanity, mentions of cheating (?)


    TEASER !



    uploaded: december 25th , 2021


    hera’s note ♡ hey ya’ll , just posted a(teez)er wink wink and i’m gonna be uploading profile 1 next! stay tuned 😜 ++ SEASON’s GREETINGS TO EVERYONE CELEBRATING!! ☃️ anyways, hera loves you, stay safe and take care!

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  • chae-darling
    23.12.2021 - 3 weeks ago

    forever & always — p.js

    pairing: ex boyfriend! jay x fem reader (she/her pronouns!)
    genre: angst | lovers to exes | arranged marriage au
    warnings: profanity
    word count: 2.9k words
    taglist : please send an ask and i’ll add you to my permanent taglist >v<
    listen to this while reading for alleviated emo vibes #💔🥀


    tears were dripping down your cheeks, each drop staining the soft material of your ex boyfriend’s shirt as you cuddled into his chest for the last time.

    “i’m so sorry, y/n, i really am so sorry”, jay speaks, tears threatening to fall as he strokes your soft hair.

    he stares at the silver band around his ring finger, one that you also wore around your ring finger as a sign of the everlasting love you had for each other, which he will have to replace permanently in less than a week.

    as you cried into his shirt, you remember the day he gave the ring to you.

    “i promise i’ll always be by your side and protect you, forever and always”, he said as he slid the silver band on your finger, placing a chaste kiss on the back of your hand right after.

    you knew jay and you knew he was a man that always kept his promise, but here you were, crying into his chest, disappointed and hurt at the promise that was shattered in to pieces.

    the fact that in less than a week: your jay, the light of your life and the man who never failed to make you smile— would be someone else’s man and someone else’s reason to smile, hurt you so intensely.

    however, as hurt as you were, you couldn’t find a single bone in your body and a strand of hair on your head to blame and lash out on him for not standing his ground on your relationship.

    jay felt like his whole world came crashing down when he was informed about the whole arranged marriage ordeal.

    what infuriated him most was the fact that his parents told him about it two weeks before the wedding was supposed to happen.

    how the fuck was he supposed to process this in his head?

    his world came to an abrupt stop and rose up in flames when you came over, for the last time, and cried into his chest, your sadness far too painful for you to say anything else.

    if only he could’ve told you how beautiful you were every single moment of the day and remind you how much he loved you, he would.

    hell, if given the choice, he’d give you the whole world and more because that’s just how much you meant to him.

    “i love you jay, so fucking much”, you say, breathless after crying— your voice sniffly and congested like.

    when your eyes met, he knew for sure: he had just made the biggest mistake in his life.

    “i love you too. so much more than you think, i’m sorry y/n— let’s meet in another life, yeah?”, jay brings his thumbs up to caress your tear stained cheeks before placing a kiss on your forehead.

    jay didn’t know why he couldn’t stand up to his parents and tell them the only person he knows he can love is you. no one else.

    so, as he stood in front of the mirror in the groom’s room in the venue, adjusting his suit, he smiles as memories of you and him flood his mind.

    when the after party started, he could not see you anywhere— which made his heart break a little yet made him feel a little relieved.

    he felt relieved, not because he was moving on, but because: if he saw you at his wedding, at any place but next to him, he wasn’t sure if he would be strong enough to continue. 


    hera’s note : thank you for reading my first oneshot! aaaaa i’m in my emo feely feels tonight so like :/ sorry if this was underwhelming or bad!! i have had massive writer’s block and i wanted to release this because amongst my other drafts, this was by far the one i liked most :>

    hera loves you! stay safe & take care ♡

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  • agoldsunsword
    17.12.2021 - 1 mont ago


    [CH O3. it was jail worthy, with a life sentence]

    no one was expecting y/n's arrival.

    of course, they'd been gone for two whole years and their presence wasn't on anyone's mind at all.

    "hello! i am y/n. i'm so sorry i was late today," they exclaimed, and a ripple of whispers and murmurs undulated across the room. y/n paid no mind to them though, the nostalgia of being the topic of one's conversation was bringing back good memories. and they couldn't help but bask in the attention. they walked to an empty seat at the front, eyes following them in curioisity.

    they settled in the chair, eyes wandering around the small hall, bathing in the familiarity this brough them. and as their eyes drifted to another's, their heart froze instantly.

    ##SYNOPSIS: jake adores debating; his world revolves around it and he practically eats, sleeps and breathes the life-long hobby. not allowing anyone to tarnish his dreams, the maverick is used to doing things by himself and by his ways only, but then y/n returns and all of his plans for the new debating season takes a massive turn. not to mention, the two absolutely loathe each other and are partnered up for the rest of the academic year…

    taglist;; @hakuyeo @mykalon​ @ahnneyong​ @msxflower still open!!

    an;; the damn fake tweets app wouldn’t load the profile pics for this chap, how great :D half-written chapter and the fun is commencinggggg.   .   .

    << CH. O3 >>
    #enhypen#enhypen imagines#enhypen imagine#enhypen romance#enhypen angst#enhypen oneshots#enhypen timestamps #enhypen sm au #enhypen social media au #enhypen headcanons#enhypen ff#enhypen fanfic #jake x reader #heeseung x reader #jay x reader #sunghoon x reader #sunoo x reader #jungwon x reader #niki x reader #enhypen x reader #jake imagines#jake imagine#txt imagine#txt imagines #txt sm au #txt social media au #txt ff#txt fanfic #txt x reader #taehyun x reader
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  • agoldsunsword
    10.12.2021 - 1 mont ago



    ##SYNOPSIS: jake adores debating; his world revolves around it and he practically eats, sleeps and breathes the life-long hobby. not allowing anyone to tarnish his dreams, the maverick is used to doing things by himself and by his ways only, but then y/n returns and all of his plans for the new debating season takes a massive turn. not to mention, the two absolutely loathe each other and are partnered up for the rest of the academic year…

    taglist;; @hakuyeo @mykalon​ @ahnneyong​ @msxflower still open!! 

    an;; ngl, i am so tired and drained that i was thinking of posting this tmrrw, BUT, i mustn’t leave my readers hanging so ill post today heheh. enjoy the chappy :P​

    << CH. O2 >>
    #enhypen#enhypen imagines#enhypen romance #enhypen sm au #enhypen social media au #enhypen ff#enhypen fanfic#enhypen angst#enhypen oneshots#enhypen timestamps#enhypen au#enhypen headcannons #jake x reader #heeseung x reader #jay x reader #sunghoon x reader #sunoo x reader #jungwon x reader #niki x reader #jake imagines#txt ff#txt fanfic #txt sm au #txt oneshos #enhypen x reader #txt imagines#txt romance #txt x reader #taehyun x reader #yeonjun x reader
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  • da-bins-yu
    09.12.2021 - 1 mont ago

    ~~ 𝘊𝘰𝘮𝘦, 𝘮𝘺 𝘥𝘢𝘳𝘭𝘪𝘯𝘨.. 𝘪𝘵'𝘴 𝘯𝘦𝘷𝘦𝘳 𝘵𝘰𝘰 𝘭𝘢𝘵𝘦 𝘵𝘰 𝘧𝘢𝘭𝘭 𝘪𝘯 𝘭𝘰𝘷𝘦 𝘢𝘨𝘢𝘪𝘯 »♡«

    @parachuuuus, @yunhomocide, @yungisstar1117, @serialee, @joongs-lost-treasure, @gay-for-gaon, @hijirikaww, @kooluvslixie, @sir3racha, @twancingyunhoe ♡

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  • agoldsunsword
    03.12.2021 - 1 mont ago


    [CH O1. ...maybe i should go back into hiding...]


    ##SYNOPSIS: jake adores debating; his world revolves around it and he practically eats, sleeps and breathes the life-long hobby. not allowing anyone to tarnish his dreams, the maverick is used to doing things by himself and by his ways only, but then y/n returns and all of his plans for the new debating season takes a massive turn. not to mention, the two absolutely loathe each other and are partnered up for the rest of the academic year…


    taglist;; @hakuyeo @mykalon​ @ahnneyong still open!

    an;; i posted this a few tens of minutes later, i count that as an achievement actually -.- and yours truly has reached the media limit, so underscores will be the post breaks until further notice -_-

     anyways, enjoy an ACTUAL first chapter!!


    << CH. O1 >>
    #enhypen#enhypen fanfic#enhypen ff#enhypen imagines#enhypen imagin#enhypen timestamps#enhypen oneshots #enhypen x reader #enhypen romance#enhypen angst #enhypen sm su #enhypen social media au #enhypen au #jake x reader #heeseung x reader #jay x reader #sunghoon x reader #sunoo x reader #jungwon x reader #niki x reader #jake imagine#jake imagines#jake fanfic#txt #txt sm au #txt x reader #txt social media au #txt ff#txt fanfic #taehyun x reader
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  • agoldsunsword
    03.12.2021 - 1 mont ago


    [PROFILE O3. privs & extras]

    y/n’s priv
    using this more often than you think (most of the story would have this account used than the main). only their friends follow this account
    jake’s priv
    rarely used. but when he does use it, his friends go all worry-wart on him and start questioning him. like?? can he not rant privately and shit tears??
    hybe high debate
    twitter account for hybe high debate. ‘accidentally’ posts memes from time to time, but it's literally run by a gen z so what else are we expecting?

    ##SYNOPSIS: jake adores debating; his world revolves around it and he practically eats, sleeps and breathes the life-long hobby. not allowing anyone to tarnish his dreams, the maverick is used to doing things by himself and by his ways only, but then y/n returns and all of his plans for the new debating season takes a massive turn. not to mention, the two absolutely loathe each other and are partnered up for the rest of the academic year…

    taglist;; @hakuyeo @mykalon​ @ahnneyong​ still open!!

    a/n;; since this isn't much, i'll post the actual first chapter in a few (minutes? hours? idk, but definitely today). hope you are ready for the drama to commence. he. he. he.


    << pr. O3 >>

    #enhypen #enhypen x reader #enhypen imagines#enhypen imagine#enhypen oneshots#enhypen timestamps#enhypen angst#enhypen romance#enhypen au #enhypen sm au #enhypen social media au #enhypen fanfic#enhypen ff #jake x reader #heeseung x reader #jay x reader #sunghoon x reader #sunoo x reader #jungwon x reader #niki x reader #txt#txt au#txt imagines #txt sm au #txt social media au #txt x reader #taehyun x reader #yeonjun x reader #beomgyu x reader
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  • agoldsunsword
    02.12.2021 - 1 mont ago


    [PROFILE. O2. 10 shades of black]

    10 shades of black (there’s only 5 of them but we don’t need to remember that)
    senior in high school. a maverick debater from a young age and tells people that there’s ‘more to him than debating’, but flaunts his debating awards and successes at every chance he gets. best friends with jay (like very close friends) and shares everything with him...but has a matching pfp with sunghoon. traitor much.
    senior and is the only one doing textiles in his group. is definitely mentally stressed but says otherwise. literally put the milk in the bathroom cupboard and no one in his group is over that, and it’ll forever haunt him. jake’s his bestie and the only time they aren’t joined at the hip is when they’re doing their separate roles in society
    senior and doesn’t know what he’s doing. teases and makes fun of jake every. single. day. doesn’t matter if he’s literally just breathing. did beg- force- jake to match pfps with him (yeah, it wasn’t willingly) and jay still doesn’t know this. has a ‘banter-fights’ with jay a lot (but we all know that there’s true feelings behind this /j?)
    the only junior in the group and still gets made fun mercilessly (it’s sad, really). does taekwondo and is one hell of a prodigy. his embarrassing past traumatises him way too much and doesn’t allow anyone but his friends to tease him about it. people? love? his? cheeks? why? he doesn’t know.
    oldest senior and literally acts like a child. but when he needs to be mature, he is. so i guess we stan convenient maturity. co-captain of the dance team (with side character baek-seong) and his reflexes are godly. if you’re not aware of his existence, you’re considered a lowlife and a rock inhabitant.

    taglist;; @hakuyeo @mykalon​ still open!!

    a/n;; sorry for the one day late post. your enby was shitting tears, screaming, scraping paint off walls, so they weren’t able to post on wednesday. but i mean, two consecutive days with posting,,, win win ig? anyways, enjoy people!!

    << pr. O2 >>
    #enhypen#enhypen fanfic#enhypen ff#enhypen oneshot#enhypen imagines#enhypen angst#enhypen romance #enhypen sm au #enhypen timestamps#enhypen imagine #enhypen social media au #enhypen au#enhypen jake #jake x reader #heeseung x reader #jay x reader #sunghoon x reader #sunoo x reader #jungwon x reader #niki x reader #jake imagines#jake imagine #txt x reader #txt sm au #txt romance#txt angst #txt social media au
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