"sunoo, we have to pay for those!" you hissed, glancing over your shoulder at him after hearing the crunch of a potato chip bag opening.
"i'm not riki, i don't thieve things," sunoo retorted before offering the open bag to you. with eyes narrowed skeptically, your hand reached into the open end of the bag to retrieve a few of the snack pieces inside before placing them into your mouth. sunoo smiled in satisfaction before taking a few for himself. "good, now you'll go down with me as an accomplice."
you rolled your eyes and turned back to the rows of shelves in front of you, scanning over the overwhelming variety of candies. you weren't even sure what you were in the mood for: sour gummies, lollipops, chocolates? "what do you think i should– sunoo?" you turned to find yourself alone in the aisle much to your surprise.
"over here!" you heard his voice call out from the next aisle over. you ventured over where he stood in front of the freezer section, munching out of the potato chip bag as he stared at something inside of one of the doors. he finally opened the door and took out a small pint of ice cream, then turned to you with the widest grin. "i found mint choco," he announced proudly.
"gross," you scoffed, shoving your hands into the pocket of your—sunoo's, actually—hoodie. sunoo made a face at you before heading towards the cashier at the front of the small convenience store. "we only brought enough money for one of those," you whined, "at least get a flavor we both like!"
sunoo ignored your protests and continued towards the counter where he payed for the ice cream and the half eaten bag of potato chips along with a couple of extras. you had no choice but to trudge along behind him as he was the carrier of the cash. you left the store with him and continued to voice your complaints about his choice in ice cream the entire way to the park across the street. it was dark out with nothing but the moon above and the dim street lamps to light your path.
you parked yourselves on the swings and you watched as sunoo fished out a small plastic wrapped item from the bag. reaching out towards you, he grabbed the nearest chain of your swing and hauled you closer to his own. upon closer inspection, you recognized the red wrapper of the noisy plastic that sunoo began to open and breathed out a short laugh as he pulled out a red ring pop.
"to make up for the mint choco, and also because an edible relationship is the best type of relationship," he smiled as he slid the candy ring onto your ring finger before pressing a featherlike kiss to your knuckles.
"no argument there, and you're forgiven," you answered before placing a returning kiss against his cheek, then popped the candy into your mouth. you then watched as he opened up a second ring pop and slid it onto his own finger to match yours, and the warmth that bloomed inside of your chest was a clear indicator that you hoped one day for those pieces of candy to be replaced with real silver bands.
ꏍ jungwon is just a boy who plays guitar for fun and that can't stop himself from looking at you in class, he never thought of talking to you even if he had the biggest crush in the whole world, but what happens when a project forces him to make a move on you?
note. i'm doing a riki smau!! game over in case yall are interested ^_^
Everyone talks about college like it’s a life changing experience and it’s awakening and important to go through at least once, but the only thing I’ve gained from this was a big amount of anxiety and probably depression. It’s all fun in games until you actually get to university and realise its nothing like the movies we’ve all watched growing up.
But not everything is bad I’ve made great friends so far and they do help me in everything I need more specifically when it’s about going out. Because I’m so scared of missing deadlines I almost always end up not going out at night to bars or house parties. No way I’m about to risk my education like that but I do regret it everytime, I want to go but i just can’t. So today my roomate did everything and anything in her power to stop me from staying home.
Roommate: C’mon you stay in all the time, how are you still sane after all the work you do?
Y/N: Who told you I was sane to begin with?!
Roommate: Fair! But you know what I meant. I’ll beg if I have to!!
They kneeled on the ground and put their hands together, I immediatlystood up and pulled them upwards.
Y/N: Don’t ever do that again please. And also I have my English paper to turn in next month. I can’t afford any wasted time.
Roommate: Well too bad for you I hid your computer while you were showering.
Y/N: YOU WHAT NOW??!!!
Rommate: HEY no need to yell it’ll be back in your safe hands by noon tomorrow. But only if you go out tonight!!
Y/n: What do you mean ONLY? If I don’t go you can’t keep it forever!!
Roommate: You want to try it out?
Y/N: Where are you guys going anyways? this is important if you want me to leave this room so please don’t tell me it’s some asshole on the football team that’s throwing a party. That’s not the side of the field I want to be in.
Roommate: What if i don’t want to answer that?
Y/N: You only ever say that when its a “yes” because you can’t lie. And you were hoping for me to willingly go?
Roommate: Dumbass why do you think I took your laptop?
Y/N: Touché. But I have nothing to wear so no deal.
Roommate: Not so fast! I prepared an outfit in advance it’s on your first drawer. You.have.no.excuse.MOVE GET DRESSED.
Y/N: How come you’re more prepared for me not wanting to go out than any test we’ve ever taken??
Roommate: Well I guess we’ll never know. NOW GET READY.
I entered the bathroom and looked at myself in the mirror. I really have no saying in this so why even bother to fight it. I started getting ready and I was really impressed with what my roommate picked out for me I guess the love for corsets in this living space isn’t just on my part. Once I was ready i came out and received a ton of compliments from my beloved friends who were all waiting for me already. We decided to walk since the house was just a few minutes away. Part of me is excited about this party but then I remember most of the people that are going to show up love breaking the record of how fast they can blackout, challenge which I never partake in.
We got there and instantly we were welcomed with a big sea of people and the purple led lights on the ceilings and ground.
Y/N: Whose house is this? Cause they really went all out.
Roommate: Oh it’s Jay’s.
Y/N: Jay’s?? as in Park Jongseong?
Roommate: Yes him. I know how you feel about him and his little crew but I’ve met them and they’re all so nice.
Y/N: You met them when?? And it’s not like I don’t like them.
Roommate: If you left your laptop alone for a few nights you would have met them too. But here’s your chance now.
Y/N: Who ever told you I wanted a chance?
Roommate: Sometimes you act like you don’t talk about Jake all the time.
I punched them in the arm.
Y/N: You saying that makes it seem like I’m some kind of weirdo I don’t like that.
Roommate:Sorry it wasn’t my intention buuuut just know i told Jay about it. NOW before you freak out he loved the idea of playing matchmaker and I didn’t even have to mention it.
Y/N: Not you playing matchmaker for me with the sole possibilty of you and Jay hitting it off, you’re unbelievable.
Roommate: Less complaints more dancing come on.
They dragged me to the living room where the so called dance floor was situated and we started dancing along side our other friends. I’m not going to lie I love going out these are my highs of universiy life, too bad they don’t happen often. After a few moments of dancing one of my friends asked for me to go to the bathroom with them and so I did specially because they were already tipsy and the fear of them getting locked in the bathroom by accident was very real since it wouldn’t be the first time.
Once we made it through a huge amount of people and went up the stairs I decided to wait outside so they didnt need to lock anything. Smart decision but it couldn’t have been at a worse time. The bathroom was right next to someone’s bedroom and I wasn’t prepared for who was going to come out of it. Jake Sim, THE Sim Jaeyun. I held the door knob behind me way too tight after locking eyes with him, don’t get me wrong I wasn’t intimidated if anything I was thrilled that he even looked my way, Unfortunetly I had to push all thoughts about him aside because of my friend leaving the bathroom faster than I could process that the door opening.
After getting back downstairs I walked to the kitchen to get myself a drink, as I was pouring liquor onto my cup someone came up behind me and spoke.
???: So what special occasion got you to be here tonight?
I turned around to face the owner of the most beautiful voice I could ever imagine to come out of someone.
Y/N: Who’s asking?
I smirked as I was putting the plastic cup on my lips.
???: Do we really need introductions? Alright I’ll go first. Sir Sim jaeyun, mademoiselle.
He grabbed my hand and kissed the top of it. I can’t believe this is happening not because im flustered but what the fuck is this dude doing.
Y/N: Well Jake I’m Y/N it’s nice meeting you, didn’t know you were french or into old greetings.
Jake: Too taky? Just wanted to impress the english major that’s standing in front of me.
Y/N: Yeah no definetly stick with the sciences, either way A for effort I’ll definetly remember you after this.
As I walked away I could feel his eyes in the back of my head. I was more than happy to be here and so far Jake was showing exactly why I’m into him, A jock who is smarter than anyone in our campus, born with beautiful visuals and as polite as a boy could get. Not to hype myself up but I do have amazing taste.
I went back to the group of people i was with on the dance floor which happened to be right infront of the kitchen so he had clear visions of me and vice versa. I won’t lie knowing he was staring made my ego grow and grow, after all what’s more attracctive than being yourself? Being yourself with intentions. Sure I was having fun but it’s even more fun knowing someone is enjoying it as much as you. As the last chorus of the song dropped we once again locked eyes and i couldn’t help but smirk to him. It’s not fair if he doesn’t know I’m loving the attention. I think that was the last drop because after that he came up to me.
Jake: You know it’s not polite to leave someone talking alone.
Y/N: My apologies monsiour I never intented to hurt your feelings.
Jake: I think you should make it up to me perhaps.
Y/N: I see thinking isn’t your strong point, there had to be a reason why you’re on the football team afterall.
Jake: Oh you’re good at this.
Y/N: Other things too.
Jake: May I have the honours to know what?
Y/N: Play your cards right and you might see it. Now if you excuse me I shall use the restroom sir.
Once I entered the bathroom I locked the door so no one else entered by mistake, or not. After doing what I had to do and fixing myself in front of the mirror a took a big deep breath before unlocking the door and letting someone else use the room. When i was about to go back to the core of the party someone pulled me back and and dragged me to a dark room. Right when I was about to yell the reason why I was here turned on the lights. And to my surprise it wasn’t who I was expecting it to be.
Y/N: Are you crazy??? I was about to scream. I told you to play your cards right, not kidnapp me.
Jake: I’m sorry I just saw my chance and I took it.
Y/N: Listen if you wanted to be punched by me you could’ve just said so.
Jake: Oh so you’re good with your hands? Good to know.
I knew exactly where this was going and I’m more than okay with it.
Y/N: You wanted to know it that bad? Is that why you brought me here?
Jake: Sort of, I was hoping you could show me instead.
He got closer to me until my back was facing the door, God his smirk and scent combined is a recipe for disaster.
Y/N: I don’t know about that but I can counter-offer right?
Jake: A business woman, I see go ahead.
After my desired green light I pushed him onto the bed next to us and sat myself on top of him, wasting no time in connecting our lips. With all the tension that’s been building up through out the night it’s like our bodies are more relaxed than ever just soaking each others touch. The faint sound of the music downstairs and the deseperate moans we’re both letting out mixed with the hold we have on one another is possibly my favourite equation and I can’t even do those. But I can do this, any time, I want to do this whenever I see him. Each time i see him my mind wonders, so many scenarios, so many outcomes and yet somehow I made the best decisions in this game cause it seems like I’m winning.
Every now and then we stop kissing to catch our breaths and the way he looks at me I could swear it was more than lust and desire, behind those beautiful brown eyes I could feel something, something I want to stick around and figure out. But my wishes were cut short when Jay entered the room.
Jay: Okay, sorry I didn’t mean to interrupt specially since i betted on this with your rommate but they need your help.
Y/N: Me?? What happened??
Jay: Well how do I put this... they’re drunk not like puking drunk but dancing on the table drunk and I can’r get them to calm down or go to campus. so could you help.
Y/N: Alright I’ll be right there just give me a minute.
As Jay closed the door I let my body fall on top of Jake’s.
Y/N: I keep forgetting being sober somewhat has disadvantages.
Jake: Hey it’s not that bad, now I know for a fact that you won’t forget me.
Y/N: Is there something you can’t do? You need to stop being charming like that or I won’t be the only girl that doesn’t want to forget you.
Jake: Who said I was like this to other girls, it’s actually my first time kidanapping one. Surprising I know.
Y/N: If I stay here longer I’m gonna commit some sins and I have responsabilities so it’s a shame I can’t go through with them.
I got up and fixed my clothes and hair so no one would make more questions than they’re already going to make. I opened the door and before I could step out Jake pulled me back to his embrace.
Jake: Don’t I get a goodbye kiss?
Y/N: This isn’t a “goodbye” this is a “see you later” and so I want you to really get excited for it.
Jake: You might just beat me in this game.
Y/N: I have a pretty good feeling I will.
I stepped out of the room and before going down the stairs I stared back at him and smiled. Maybe this side of the field wasn’t so bad.
Synopsis: Kim Sunoo, the man on the moon. He is lonely, yet also bright, perhaps even brighter than the sun and sweeter than sugar. Determined he is to find his sunshine.
hello, please remember to take good care of yourself. never ruin a good day by thinking about a bad yesterday. eventually things won’t be so dark and lonely.
Don’t feel shy to request.
Warnings: Mental health topics, mentions of being tired.
People dream every night about their wishes and personal lives. Kim Sunoo creates dreams. That is his responsibility. When the sun goes down and the stars shine brightly, he gives people pleasant and soothing dreams. He occasionally lies awake, staring at the dark sky. The moon is lovely, yet lonely, and the passing of time is becoming tiresome. Kim Sunoo breathes, his eyelids drooping, his eyes pierced by tiredness. Ironic, the man of dreams and the moon sleeps so little. He lies wide awake, engrossed with ideas and thoughts, none of which are about himself. He is exhausted, but that doesn’t mean he has given up on finding his sunshine.
⸝⸝ SYNOPSIS 𐪆 despite jungwon being a #humble leader, he was kinda salty about the fact that his almighty title of the “youngest leader in k-pop” has been taken by blackpink’s brand new juniors. the world goes against jungwon’s wishes in staying as far away from her as possible when they both end up being the new mcs for ‘the show’. ₊˚✸ ༘
your breakup with jake sim prior to the end of your senior year in high school was mutual — the deleting of each other’s numbers, the loss of contact, everything. you both knew you wouldn’t do good as friends, and with the transition into university being near, things were — luckily — going smoothly, just as you’d both hoped. but when you run into him on campus after so many months of not talking to each other, will things stay the same?
— vrvzi, all rights reserved, do not translate / copy.
synopsis: you've been head over heels for jake, your brother's best friend since middle school; the poor boy has received way too many of your love letters that are stacked up in the corner of his room. and yet, he strikes you down every single time, but being stubborn is both a blessing and curse because when you catch him in a bad mood one day, he takes your heart and breaks it in the span of a few words. and yet, there he is wondering why he's so upset over your new friendship with the transfer student.
"park yn open this door right now!" you could hear sunoo's voice from upstairs and walked down in your sweatpants and baggy t-shirt.
"im coming drama queen!" you shout back and open your door to find your four friends standing with ice cream in hand.
"we already ordered mcdonalds, so this is a break up special!" you smile slightly and watch as your friends pack into the living room as yujin lays out blankets and pillows.
"do you guys think I'm dumb for loving jake?" You ask while picking at the ice cream.
"a little? but yn, we know it's not easy to get over him like that. remember bahiyyih and her crush on our senior soobin?"
"ew riki! don't mention that." she hits riki playfully and sunoo reaches out for your hand.
"were not going to say it's easy to move on even if he has a girlfriend now BUT we will support you. so from now on, just do whatever what makes you happy."
he was right. sunoo was always right.
you wanted to hate jake, but he wasn't entitled to like you back. you were deep in thought when a knock on the door broke the silence. thinking it was sunghoon, you opened it without question and saw felix standing with a tub in hand next to sunghoon.
"look who came over yn." sunghoon comes in and finds the answer to his question has he sees the dry tears on your cheek with ice cream in hand.
"You posted that you were sad so I brought brownies! I made them myself may I add." in response, you gave felix a hug and thanked him while skipping with the brownies ushering him to sit with your friends.
"im guessing you know about jake?" You silently nod and begin to recap felix on everything despite knowing him only two days.
"that explains why sunghoon punched him then. but like your friends said, we got your back." He gives you another hug and you're interrupted again by the door.
"huh?" jay and jungwon stand nervously with some flowers in hand.
"we came to check up on you." they led themselves in and joined the pit forming in your living room.
thank the universe for this moment, otherwise you'd be for sure crying over the boy you think lost.
--- taglist: @sleepyenhasasha @enhacolor @mochisnlix @nyfwyeonjun @jaeviez @yizhoutv @enheyy @c9tnoos @ncityy04 @leeis @fionathebanana @tomorrowbymoa-together @90sni-ki @alo-ehas @jakesim-p @ielaa @theskzvibe [temp closed while i finish my exam tomorrow]
children of divorce chapter thirty-three: in my feels ♥️
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#pairing: lee heeseung x kim y/n (she/her pronouns, sunoo’s older sister)
#summary: months after your breakup with heeseung, your friend groups are tired of avoiding each other. to reunite your previously happy family, they join forces to get the two of you back together again. let’s just say that things don’t exactly go according to their plan.
#update schedule: every four days at 3pm pst
#tag list: closed! you can check if you’re on my tag list at the bottom of the series masterlist or here
main characters; prince!fiancé!heeseung x princess!fiancée!fem!reader
side character(s); prince!jay (mentionend)
warnings; heeseung and you are not on the good terms. mention of murder, implied minor character death,
word count; 1.5k
author’s note; part one of The Dancing Princes.
It’s the day of your best friend's coronation. You are happy that he was able to find his one love while maintaining the heavy competition for the crown. His beaming smile makes the edges of your mouth perk up.
You weren’t one for royal gatherings; they exhaust you. You have always preferred being on the field, practicing swordsmanship, archery, or fencing. After all, you have not given up yet on your battle.
An all too familiar presence behind you makes you still your movement and turn around to face the creature that exhausts you the most: Lee Heeseung.
“Ah, if that isn’t my lovely fiancée. Good evening, princess y/n.” he speaks to you in a mocking tone, taking your hand that you are oh so tempted to snatch away immediately.
“I see you have decided to ruin my night early today, prince Heeseung.” you lace his name with venom, your eyes burning with a wave of passionate anger, fueled by the devilish grin on his rosy lips.
Before commenting on his stupid face, the music starts to play. And as much as you despite everything about the customs of the royalty, this is your friend’s coronation. So, therefore, you decided to stay civil, of some sorts at least.
The betrothed prince grabs your hand the moment you try to escape to find a partner.
“My dear princess, I think it’s only proper for me to be your first partner, isn’t it?” he arches his brow, making you roll your eyes.
“I am not improper, prince Heeseung. But playing pretend is my only option to prevent certain situations from happening,” you say pointedly, giving up on finding someone else as the two of you get enclosed by dancing pairs.
“Such as falling in love with me? Don’t be afraid, my princess. It is a great temptation, I am aware.” he says, followed by soft laughter, barely enough to hide his little squeaky sounds.
“More like committing murder, which is probably the greater temptation.” you bite back, letting your dress flow gracefully while you make a spin guided by the future king of your kingdom.
As the song changes as your fiancé and you dance intense silence. His eyes and yours tell each other more than enough.
It was a grand day for Heeseung; today was his fencing tournament.
Heeseung’s desire for the throne faded quickly with an already perfect brother. Nevertheless, he acknowledges his brother’s competence to fulfill the duty.
But because of that very competence of his brother, his father never blinked twice in Heeseung’s direction.
That was until Heeseung was old enough to take up fencing.
Fencing has somehow been a sport the king has been passionate about for many years, making it Heeseung’s goal to excel in fencing.
Today was a perfect day to prove it, and after several rounds, Heeseung was still as energized as at the start, adrenaline surging through his veins.
He was in the final round, opting to go against any volunteer. A grin was slowly growing on the handsome prince’s face, but it quickly changed into a confused smile when a stranger walked up to him.
The stranger was already wearing his helmet, making it hard for the prince to guess who this man was. Finally, the man extended his hand, a sign for Heeseung to shake it as an acceptance and start for the match.
Heeseung smiled kindly, not knowing if the stranger caught it since the man took a fighting stance right after their hands retreated.
“Eager, I see.” he felt amused, predicting an exciting match.
And interesting it was when the match ended within three minutes, both opponents breathing heavily, but the winner was evident the moment Heeseung felt the tip digging slightly into his neck.
Heeseung looked up at the king, who was only looking at the stranger.
“Unknown fencer, show me your face!” the king told him, and the fencer did, slowly taking off the only mask hiding his identity.
Only to reveal that it was not him at all.
Gasps were heard all over the place, but Heeseung’s focus was zeroed on you.
“Princess y/n? What a surprise to see you here,” the king greeted you with half-shock and half-amusement.
“Good day, King Lee. I was to arrive at the castle, but the fencing tournament intrigued me to bits. My apologies for not notifying you, your highness,” you spoke with a calm voice, trying to minimize the impact of beating the king’s son on the day of your arrival.
“Not at all, princess y/n. I am glad you could entertain yourself with that boy’s fencing abilities,” the king joked, which you returned with a polite smile.
Heeseung has pretty much left the scene right away.
His father didn’t even call Heeseung by name.
You refreshed yourself after the tough sparring session with the prince.
Although you felt terrible for winning his tournament, this was the only way to be reasonably late for the arrival ceremony while your sister tried to score points with the queen.
You see, your younger sister has done a lot to become an acknowledgeable woman in the eyes of aristocrats. People outside think she is trying too hard to compete for the throne, but the insiders know much more.
You did not wish to become queen.
Ever since you were little, you wished to become the general, just like your uncle.
Brave, adventurous and selfless was the man, your actual role model. Since the day he gave his life in the name of your kingdom, you have never thought of anything to be more heroic.
So you trained hard in any fighting sports, trying to prove to your father that you can make a worthy general.
He was almost convinced, but there was one crucial thing between you and your dream; the need for a queen for your kingdom.
Your father was a lone king, for who it was too late and too painful to marry another woman. But he had two lovely daughters; you and your sister.
One of you had to take the crown, and luckily enough, your sister was more than willing.
Your father gave the two of you one condition: marry the second son of King Lee.
It would strengthen the alliance between your kingdoms but not force a merger.
And that’s how you ended up apologizing to the queen for arriving late, stating how an interesting tournament had taken your interest a little too much, causing you to lose track of time. The queen waved you off with a warm smile.
“Don’t worry, my dear. Something amazing happened because of that”, the queen beamed. You send a smile into your sister’s direction but face a sour expression.
“And what may that be, queen Lee?” you asked, trying to find out why your sister was being so cold towards you.
“The king’s approval! He was amazed by your abilities and believes it is only fit for a princess to be able to fight for herself and her country”, she exclaimed happily.
You bow out of gratitude. “Thank you—“
“Which is why he chose you to marry my son!” she finished. You stop halfway through your sentence, too struck by surprise to even react.
“Ma’am, I must—” you were interrupted as the queen continued.
“At first, I was quite hesitant since I have always wished for my son to marry a woman he loves...” she trails off. You learned not to interrupt.
“But it seems he is very pleased with this approval! Since Heeseung was the one suggesting it in the first place!”
Your sister never spoke to you ever again.
“Watch out, big feet,” you snarl at the handsome prince, trying to keep up with the fast-paced song.
“It is you who has to keep the tempo, little turtle,” he teases, that stupid smirk almost permanently stuck on his face.
“Enough, you are the worst,” you mumble just for the prince to hear.
“Then why not change partners? No one forces you to dance with me,” he muses, but you were quick to retort. “You have not let go of my hand yet, and there is no man who would interrupt an engaged man to dance with his fiancée.”
“So now I am a man? I thought I was the worst?” he gives the small of your back a small squeeze while bringing you closer, you grit your teeth at the sound of him mimicing your tone.
“Please, shut up,” you stress each word, hoping he understands you have had enough. But, if he did, he does not seem to intend to stop his behavior.
“I see prince Jay is having a rather lonely night; why haven’t you chosen him after the first song?”
“I was not aware of his attendance, but if this is your invitation to escape from you,” you say, already planning the quickest route to Jay. “I will gladly take it.”
“Oh dear, you even missed the presence of your friend, too immersed in me?” he continues to tick you off. Your body temperature rises as he presses you even closer against him.
The distance between your face and his is a barely-there existence. His breath fans your skin. And that feeling rekindles in your chest.
“No matter how much you distract yourself from me, I will always be the one ruling your mind,” he mumbles, the ending note of the song sounds through the ballroom.
The momentarily applause echos, and your fiancé detaches himself from you, disappearing into the crowd with his signature smirk.
He leaves you to softly catch the breath you were not aware you even held.
Images are not mine. Credits to HYBE, lucymariacliff, & owner of the hands pic (couldn't find the source).
I’m really excited about this one, because he has some interesting things going on in his chart.
Based off of my interpretation of his love style according to his birth chart. Take this with a grain of salt, bc of course I don’t know him personally and his own preferences take precedence over an astrological interpretation <3
Placements Considered for this Synthesis:
Ascendant/houses, Sun, Moon, Venus, Mars, Chiron, Juno & major aspects to any of these placements.
NSFW will be under the cut on the bottom for 18+!
He’s a Pisces Moon
So, like Niki, he’s very giving in a relationship
He's so romantic, and he wants to experience an all-encompassing love
He feels things very deeply, and can feel the emotions of others a lot. More so than Niki, because Niki has Earth placements, which ground him a bit. Jake is just water and a bit of air & fire, so there isn't much to tether him down.
Sometimes he can't even tell which emotions are his own and which are yours.
When you're hurting, he's hurting. He'll be able to tell when you're upset.
Just be honest with him why you're upset. Maybe he did something to upset you, or maybe it's completely something out of his control
Whatever it is, tell him, because he'll start to think the worst and spiral and get down on his own mood. Be clear and do not just go all silent on him
With that Pisces Moon of his, he can get down a lot. High highs, and low lows, just like Niki
The difference here is that he'll likely have less inhibitions about telling you why he's down
Please give him your undivided attention and let him know you're there for him
Being that he is one of the older members, he takes on a very responsible role
With you, he'd want to lose some of that "toughness" that a hyung has and just lean on you
Jake's a cuddler
He'll tuck himself right in the crook of your neck, wrap his arms around your middle and stay there for the rest of the night
His Scorpio Venus & Libra Mars are a little bit confusing, because he wants intensity but also freedom
He needs you to trust him as much as he trusts you, and when he's in love he will truly trust you
Libra placements by nature are flirty, and most of the time they don't even do it on purpose. That's just how they go about life, in a very charming and charismatic way
So when he's out and about, being nice to/bantering with other people, don't misconstrue it as him trying to disrespect you and flirt with everyone
With that Scorpio Venus, he's big on trust and it would hurt him very much if you didn't trust him
It would be like "Is that who you think I am? Do you really think that low of me? Do you even love me?"
And with the Pisces Moon it could get dramatic
So trust him, he loves you and as long as you allow his naturally charismatic side to fly without stifling it (by saying things like "Why do you act like that?" and "I wish you'd be less friendly with people, they think you're flirting"), then you're golden
If you do try and control him, he'll feel smothered and look for an escape
That Pisces/Libra in him wouldn't want to hurt you and would choose to be passive, instead going behind the scenes and look for other options where he believes someone would treat him better
This is only if you're too controlling and mistrusting. The less you trust him, the less loved he feels, the more likely he is to become attached to the idea of another relationship where he feels more loved
So just be open and honest, never assume his feelings and never leave the assuming to him
Trust him, let him trust you, and it will be beautiful
Now, when Jake is angry or upset, he has trouble voicing it
With his Libra/Pisces, he prefers to be more passive. This could brew some passive-aggressive moments on his part, or the silent treatment
So encourage him to talk about it
Tell him you value communication, and can tell he's upset
Say you want to work through the problems and hear him out, appeal to his Libra Mars by emphasizing that both people need to be happy in the relationship and you need it to be equal
Once he knows he can communicate without outright confrontation (and with the Libra/Pisces that is one of the things he steers clear from a lot) he'll speak his mind
With his Sun conjunct Mercury, he's very logical and reason-oriented. Once you start communicating, a problem won't drag out. You'll find a quick solution.
On the subject of his Sun/Mercury cazimi, holy lord does he value deep conversations
One of the ways to his heart is to join him on his intellectual rapports, because he'll go on a lot of them.
Nothing would make him happier than a partner that thinks just the way he does/builds off of what he says with the same energy
Wants someone who he can love and be best friends with in one
Now, since I've done his love style, myself and an anon have talked about his rising sign and it's lead me to believe a Libra rising would be a better fit for him
Of course, reading his houses will be a tentative style since we don't know (drop the birth time pls Jake)
But according to his 5th & 7th houses, dates with him will be fun, exciting, adventurous & spontaneous (Aries 7th) and unusual, genuine, and out-of-the-box (Aquarius 5th)
I'm imagining him going "let's go have a picnic in an empty parking lot at 2am. why you ask? because we can."
That kind of fun, 'we're the only two people in the world', 'no one else thinks of this stuff' kind of date.
Likes bringing you on dates with friends, especially on double dates
I'm thinking a cute rooftop date where you've all set up comfy bean bags, blankets, and snacks with a projector screen to watch movies
Seeing you get along with all of his friends = happy, enamored Jake
Quite cute, I say! Now, NSFW will be below this cut for 18+ readers!
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Jake believes in equal give and take in the bedroom
With that Libra Mars especially, he really likes oral, giving and receiving
So if he goes down on you, return the favor. If you go down on him first, he will return the favor
He's quite experimental, open to trying lots of new things, so don't be afraid to bring up something you want to do to spice things up
Multiple positions guy, probably is on top and halfway through wants you to take over
More sub leaning, or soft dom, so don't be afraid to take charge. He'll love it
Loves an intimate, romantic atmosphere. Definitely the type to do the whole roses/candles in the bedroom bit
He would love it if you did it for him too
His face would light up and his heart would soar if you surprised him with this, he'd feel very loved
Feeling loved = wanting to give that love back
He could please you all night
Because he's so equality-based in bed, 69 would be a fave of his
Libra rules the lower back, so that's where his hands will be on you, especially when he's going at it from behind
Palm right in the dip of your spine where it meets your hips, yup
Hickies there too. You will be marked UP.
Breathplay is another one for him, once again, equally on you (consenting) and himself
Not too hard, just enough pressure to feel it
And lastly, roleplay
As I said in his love style, he is into the grand, dramatic role plays
You’re his majesty and he’s just a knight and tonight is all you have
He would be so passionate, dear LORD
Holds your hands while he’s above you, looks deep into your eyes
He’ll be so cuddly afterwards
Would lay on your chest and talk about anything, blissed out and relaxed
Tells you he loves you, leaves marks on your body. Might even leave one on your neck where it’s visible so people know who you belong to.
Leave one on him. Leave multiple on him.
Leave some near his dick on his abdomen & thighs when you’re going down on him. He loves that
I hope you enjoyed this! I had fun making it, he has potential to be a very sweet & devoted boyfriend.
cast: idol!jungwon x reader ft. enhypen, txt, etc.
what happens when yang jungwon has to go back to school? will he make friends or will he hate everyone and hide in a little corner every chance he gets to get away from everyone? all we know is that he will, most definitely, get kicked where the sun doesn't shine.
warning(s): vivid mentions and descriptions of anxiety and panic attacks, trespassing, misgendering, illegal and unprofessional tattoos and piercings, vivid mentions and descriptions of suicidal thoughts and ideation, etc.
a/n: asks of any kind are always welcome! come talk to me hehe
summary: y/n hates rich people and park jongseong is no exception. they have been academic rivals since freshman year (which he doesn't like to acknowledge) and always argue about the dumbest of things. but what happens when y/n's brother jungwon joins the dance team led by jay and their friend groups begin to mingle?
SYNOPSIS. after getting called out for his year-long crush on you, jake tries his best to prove to his friends that he isn’t into you anymore. there are many ways to go about the situation and hiring a fake girlfriend to have fake phone sex isn’t the right one. but what could go wrong right? Maybe everything, when he accidentally dials your number instead.
synopsis: you and park sunghoon—a popular figure skater in your country—had met and ended on the wrong note. but when word comes around that the both of you are a popular “ship” throughout the campus, all hell just breaks loose for you!
synopsis: you and park sunghoon—a popular figure skater in your country—had met and ended on the wrong note. but when word comes around that the both of you are a popular “ship” throughout the campus, all hell just breaks loose for you!
❥ pairing: park jongseong (jay) x female reader
❥ genre: series, fluff, romance, angst & slightly suggestive, enemies to friends to lovers, slowburn, college!au, basketball player!jay, radio host!reader
❥ chapter warnings: drinking, harassment (let me know if I am missing something)
❥ word count: 5k
❥ chapter synopsis: Jay and Y/N have to sing a duet together. Jay plans on charming his way into her heart, but will he succeed? (series synopsis can be read on the series m.list)
❥ A/N: Hello, how are you? I hope you're enjoying the story so far, I'd love to know what you're thinking about it! Please, like/reblog this if you enjoy reading it and let me know your thoughts, I’m always appreciative of your feedback! As always, happy reading!
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Jay could tell you weren’t happy with what was happening. After all, the plans you had for tonight were not going your way. Firstly, you signed Jay up to sing for a crowd, thinking it would frighten him which it didn’t. He enjoyed showing off some of his skills and that included singing. He didn’t do it often, but when he did, he certainly enjoyed it. When he saw you excited and happily singing along to the lyrics of the songs, he couldn’t resist asking you if you’d like to sing with him.
I don’t sing, you had answered him not leaving space to debate that statement or for him to try and change your mind. You were set on not singing with him, on getting rid of him, of not spending any time with him.
He couldn’t blame you, but he also wasn’t willing to give up. Yes, it was because of the bet, and yes, you had called him out on that, even if you didn’t know exactly the truth. But you could see through him. You could see through his intentions, through his charming smiles that to you were not so charming after all. So why did he want to prove you wrong? Why did Jay want to show you that you weren’t a trophy to him when that was exactly what you were to him, a stupid bet?
Making you fall in love with him seemed like an impossible task when you continuously pushed him away and shut him down. Still, Jay could understand your position. After all, he was the type of person you despised the most and you didn’t waste any chance you got of throwing that to his face. It was the truth. But he couldn’t simply leave and pretend he hadn’t bet his entire basketball career on the possibility of making you fall in love with him. He needed you to fall for him so he’d do what he always did with any girl he wanted to sleep with: he’d charm his way into your heart to the point where he was the only thing in your mind.
“An applause for our first duet of the night!” The host said and the crowd cheered, excitedly. He turned to look at you and Jay, his smile never fading. “I am sure it will be an incredible performance!”
“I wouldn’t be so sure about that…” You mumbled under your breath and sighed, keeping your arms crossed. The host extended a mic to you and another one to Jay and you turned sideways to look at the TV where the lyrics would appear. Jay took a few steps away from you and positioned himself so he could stare at you once the song would start. He didn’t need the lyrics, he knew this song by heart.
“It’s time! One more round of applause for Jay and Y/N!”
The crowd cheered for the two of you and slowly, the lights faded and the crowd grew quieter. Jay noticed you stretching your neck and shaking your arms, jumping slightly as you prepared for the performance. He simply cleared his throat and took a deep breath, getting his mic in position.
The melody soon filled the small bar and Jay could feel his heart jumping in his chest both in excitement and nervousness. He watched as the lyrics appeared on the screen and saw you getting ready to sing them.
As soon as you sang the first line, Jay could feel his lips parting in a delightful surprise to find out that you could, indeed, sing. Not only could you sing, but you could sing well. And he liked your singing voice. It was sweet, warm, somewhat comforting.
During the second verse, it was his turn to sing. Instead of looking at the lyrics, he focused all of his attention on you. This time, you were the one surprised to hear him singing. He smiled softly, watching your eyebrow raise slightly as your lips parted in a soft smile.
When the chorus hit, the two of you got to sing together and this made Jay smile. The crowd was enjoying it as well, clapping at the rhythm of the song, but his attention was on you and how the more the performance went on, the looser you got on stage.
Now, you weren’t stiff when singing, you were embracing the lyrics and their meaning, you were smiling at Jay, gesturing to him to move closer to you - which he did - because he too was feeling the moment. You laughed with him and he smiled at you, enjoying this small performance.
When the outro came around, the music started to fade and only your voices were left. Jay couldn’t help but get closer to you, his eyes looking into yours as you sang the final words in harmony.
After your performance ended, the crowd erupted in claps, whistles and cheers. You giggled, the same giggle he had heard so many times in your radio show, the same giggle he assumed you had when you were happy or satisfied with something.
“Thank you!” You turned to look at the crowd waving and bowing, always with a bright and charming smile.
Jay realised he was staring at you in delight so he cleared his throat and did the same as you, bowing slightly, a shy smile on his lips as he glanced at you, expecting you to glance his way as well. However, you pretended he didn’t exist. That disappointed him.
“I could’ve sworn I felt sparks flying.” The host said and you rolled your eyes, returning him the mic and climbing out of the stage. He turned to the crowd. “Didn’t I tell you that this was going to be an incredible performance? Y/N never disappoints. And Jay… I think he wasn’t expecting that.”
The crowd laughed and he turned to look at the host, confused. “What do you mean?”
“Let him be, Sunoo!” You shouted from the crowd and he nodded, patting Jay on the shoulder. He quickly returned the mic and climbed down from the stage, walking to where you were, his cheeks quite flushed. What had he missed?
“You two gave quite the show!” Yeonjun spoke as soon as Jay arrived back on his stool. He gestured to him. “Do you want another drink?”
Jay nodded, still trying to process the confusion in his mind. He turned to look at you to find you distracted by whoever was already on stage performing right after you. He leaned closer to you and smiled. “I didn’t know you could sing.”
“Well,” you glanced at him, not moving back this time, “you can sing too. And last time I checked, we know nothing about each other.”
“That’s true.” He took a sip of his beverage and met your curious gaze with a smile. “What do you want to know?”
“I don’t want to know anything about you, Jay. One song doesn’t change the way I feel about you.”
That hurt Jay more than it should have. After all, Jay had planned to charm you with his performance. And for a moment, he thought he had achieved it. You smiled, you giggled. You did those things while looking him in the eyes. But that was the performance’s doing, not Jay’s.
“But what if I want to get to know you? What if I want to know what kind of food you like so I can take you out to dinner, what if I want to know what kind of jokes you like so I can make you laugh, what if I…”
He stopped himself, his eyes widening at the sudden realisation of what he was saying. This was unexpected, unprecedented even. Jay didn’t ask these things. He didn’t care about people’s favourite foods, what kind of shows they watched, what kind of jokes they found funny. But the more he thought about these questions, these small mundane things, the more desperate he became to know the answers. Because as Jay looked at you, he wanted to know how to make you smile again. He wanted to know how to make you laugh.
He sang earlier thinking he’d charm his way into your heart. But now Jay questioned whether you had found a way to charm his heart instead. And that was… terrifying.
The night was already long and the bar was growing emptier the more time passed. Still, you and Jay hadn’t left yet. The two of you sat now by the window and chatted mostly about random things. At first, you were very adamant to get to know him, but then you remembered Jungwon’s advice and decided to give this whole thing of getting to know him a chance.
Surprisingly, Jay wasn’t a total jerk and you found yourself enjoying your conversation with him. He wasn’t smug or rude and he didn’t interrupt you when you spoke. Not only that, but Jay actually listened. He didn’t pretend to be paying attention to what you were saying, he made sure to say certain things back to you, just to make sure he had heard it correctly. It was a small gesture, but for some reason, you found it surprising.
Still, there was that thought in the back of your mind telling you that you shouldn’t get too invested in whatever this was. You couldn’t get past the idea that to him, you were merely just another one and so far, Jay hadn’t denied it. So, even if there were some aspects of him that under different circumstances you would want to get to know better and ask more questions, you prevented yourself from doing so.
“Ah,” he glanced at his phone, messing his hair, “it’s late…”
“Do you want to leave?” You asked, looking at him. Jay pondered for a while and nodded afterwards. “I’ll probably stay until the bar closes.”
“You’ll stay here by yourself?”
“I’m not alone, there are plenty of people around me.” You gestured to the space where most tables were empty and only a couple had people. Your eyes landed on a guy sitting alone on a table at the furthest corner and you gulped. He was staring at you intensely with his jaw clenched.
“I’ll just go pay for my drinks…” You looked at Jay as he stood up, his eyes also focused on the guy from the corner. He turned to look at you and smiled softly, gesturing to his jacket. “Can you keep an eye on it until I’m back?”
“Sure.” You nodded and he reciprocated the gesture and started to walk towards the bar where Yeonjun stood.
You took a deep breath and grabbed your phone, seeing all the texts Sam had sent you.
How are things going?
Is he nice?
Sunoo told me you sang a duet?!
I want the full story!!
Y/N, please say something…
You smiled at your phone and, after reading her messages, you wrote your answer.
I’m fine. I’ll be going home in a bit. I’ll tell you everything in person.
You pressed the send button and when you lifted your eyes, you saw the guy from earlier sitting in front of you. Your smile faded slightly and you locked your phone, holding it tightly in your hand.
“Can I help you?” You asked, trying not to show how uncomfortable his stare was making you feel.
“You’re Y/N, right? The host of Keep or Ditch?” You nodded slowly and crossed your arms, leaning back on your chair.
“I am, yes. Why are you asking?”
He let out a nervous laugh and shook his head, before looking at you again. The smile on his face faded and his eyes became cold, harsh.
“How does it feel to know you’re responsible for ruining people’s lives, uh? Because of you, my girlfriend broke up with me.”
For a while, he expected a reaction from you. Probably an apology, something where you would take the blame for his nasty personality.
“You don’t speak now?” He leaned forward, slowly raising his voice at you. “That’s what I thought. Behind a mic, you’re all-powerful but now you can’t say anything?! You’re pathetic.”
“I sure am.” You admitted and stood up from your seat, staring down at him. “But you know, something? I am glad she broke up with you. You’re a condescending jerk who thinks they are never in the wrong.”
“How dare you say that?!” He quickly got up from his chair, causing it to fall on the floor with a bang. Suddenly, you had everyone’s eyes on you. “You have no idea what you’re talking about!”
“Neither do you.” You kept your cool which annoyed him even more. “I give advice people ask me about. Whether they follow it or not, it’s up to them. I don’t force anyone to do something they don’t want to. I only share my perspective on the situation. Take care and move on.”
You stretched your arm and grabbed Jay’s jacket and started to walk away from your table and towards the entrance. Jay kept his eyes on the guy at the table, a serious expression greeting his features.
“Let him be,” you whispered and extended him his jacket. “I’m already used to it.”
“Do you deal with this a lot?” Jay asked and grabbed his jacket, putting it on as he glanced at you, worried. “What did he say to you?”
“It doesn’t matter. Just ignore him.” You walked towards the counter and caught Yeonjun’s attention. He smiled. “I’ll get going. Goodnight.”
“Goodnight! I hope you enjoyed your evening!” Yeonjun waved at you and you reciprocated the gesture before turning around and exiting the bar, followed by Jay.
Once outside, you were greeted by the cold night and its glittering city lights. Jay glanced at you as you closed your jacket and you sighed, watching as he opened his mouth to speak, but closing it right after, shaking his head in defeat. He tended to do this a lot which caused you to roll your eyes.
“You’re annoying when you do that, you know?” You finally met his gaze, unbothered. “Just say what’s on your mind, it’ll save us both time.”
“Do you get harassed often by guys like him?” Jay gestured to the bar and you shrugged. This was a conversation you didn’t want to have, especially not with someone like him. “Y/N…”
“Just don’t act as if you care now, Jay. I can defend myself. Goodnight.”
Slowly, you started to walk away from him and towards the bus stop at the end of the street. When you thought you were finally alone after this long night, his voice resurfaced again and you noticed he was walking a few steps behind you.
“You’re also annoying when you do that, you know? Why do you shut people out like that?”
“Let me be annoying, then. Maybe that will stop you from trying to…” You stopped and turned to face him. “What exactly do you want from me? Is it a one night stand? Is it just keeping yourself entertained until someone else comes along? Is it making me fall for you to prove a point? What is it, Jay?”
“I… I…” He scratched the back of his head, defeated. “I don’t know, actually. I thought I wanted something, but now… I don’t know what I want out of… this.”
You watched as Jay struggled with his realization, looking at everything, but avoiding looking directly at you. You crossed your arms and allowed the silence to take over your conversation, occasionally interrupted by a car driving by. For some reason, you also didn’t know what to say. You expected Jay to find an excuse, to say something that felt forced and rehearsed, but that hadn’t happened.
He didn’t know what he wanted out of this.
“So you wanted something… What, exactly?”
He chuckled. “I wanted to make you fall in love with me.”
“Of course, you want that,” you mumbled under your breath, not even surprised. “What for? Just to break up with me? That’s what you do, right? You wrap people around your finger, use them as you please, and toss them to the side when you think you’ve found someone bet-”
“That’s not true.” His eyes finally found yours. He gulped, keeping his voice low to the point where you could barely listen to him. “You don’t know me.”
“That’s true.” You weren’t denying it. “But I know guys like you. You admitted it, you wanted to make me fall in love with you as if I’m some sort of a challenge. I am not interested in your wicked games where people are mere chess pieces in your life.” You shook your head in disappointment. “I have to get going otherwise I’ll miss my bus.”
Once again, you continued to walk towards the bus stop, feeling your heart shrinking slightly in your chest. Maybe, you were being too harsh with him, but there was no other way you could go about this. After what he just told you, any consideration you could’ve possibly built for him tonight was gone. This was exactly what you wanted to avoid.
The rest of your journey was made in silence, he didn’t interrupt you anymore. When you looked back, you saw that Jay was no longer there staring at you. He was walking in the opposite direction with his shoulders leaned forward, his hands shoved in his pockets.
“What a jerk,” you whispered, watching him disappear in the distance.
But Jay wasn’t a jerk. A jerk would’ve kept all of his uncertainties to himself. A jerk wouldn’t have struggled to find an answer to your questions time and time again. A jerk wouldn’t have been honest, vulnerable with you about his feelings.
I wanted to make you fall in love with me, he had admitted to you.
Jay had never been so conflicted as he was right now. He spent his entire night awake, rolling in his bed trying to make sense of what had just happened the night before.
Your last conversation left him devastated, to say the least. He had almost confessed to you that the only reason why he started talking to you was because of a bet. He had almost said that to you.
And he had told you word by word that he wanted to make you fall in love with him. He didn’t say I have to, but rather I want to. Of course, the first choice of words would have sounded too desperate, but the second one sounded too honest for Jay’s taste. It was almost as if for a brief second, he had allowed you to glimpse into his thoughts.
This was all extremely silly and dumb, and Jay knew it. After all, he didn’t know you, you didn’t let him get to know you. And this was a conscious choice on your part. Throughout your conversation at the bar, Jay could tell you were holding back. There were certain things you didn’t say, certain ideas you didn’t finish, certain statements you left in the air for him to complete. He still tried to give you the space to talk and let your mind wander, but you didn’t share it with him. In your eyes, he wasn’t worthy of it. But he wanted to be.
Right now, he didn’t know what to do. Part of him wanted to call this bet off and pretend it never happened. He wanted to continue to try to get to know you, no longer worried if you would fall for him or not in a month. But calling off this bet would mean he would have to leave the basketball team, lose his chance at joining a big-league team and disappoint his parents in the process. He didn’t want that.
But there was something else. Calling off this bet would mean that maybe, just maybe, Jay actually had a heart that could indeed fall for someone. It would mean that Jay would have to confront what he thought to be real and acknowledge his shortcomings and fallacies, to let the mask fall. He didn’t want that.
“Jay! Wait up, dude!”
Jay woke up from his thoughts and turned around to find Jake walking towards him at a fast pace.
“What’s up?” He asked once Jake was close enough to him. “You’re here early.”
“Well, I wanted to get here before Sam. Have you seen her? She usually arrives around this time with Jungwon…”
“I don’t know who you’re talking about, I’m sorry.”
“She’s Y/N’s best friend. You know Y/N, right? Isn’t she the one you’re trying to date now? How are things going?”
Jay didn’t answer. He patted Jake on the shoulder and started to move away from him, towards the library. He wanted to grab a couple of books from there for his study session this afternoon.
“Oh come on, dude. You’re not sharing anything?”
“There’s nothing to share,” Jay admitted, shrugging. “And even if there was, I wouldn’t share.”
“Why not?” Jake raised an eyebrow and afterwards, a playful smile appeared on his lips. “Do you want to keep the fun all to yourself?”
“Maybe I do,” Jay answered, keeping a serious expression. “I don’t think I’ve seen Y/N or Sam. Good luck finding her.”
Jake nodded and looked towards the parking lot and nodded, satisfied.
“I think I already did…” Jake patted him on the shoulder and started to walk away from him with certain steps. “Sam! Wait up!”
Jay fixed his jacket and the bag on his shoulder and continued his journey towards the library. Throughout his way there, he encountered some girls who glanced at him from head to toe, but he didn’t reciprocate their smiles or flirtatious looks.
When he entered the library, he was greeted by silence and the scent of old books. He greeted the librarians with a polite smile and made his way to the back shelves in silence. Soon enough, he found the section he was looking for and traced the book spines with his fingers, taking out the ones he wanted to borrow.
After he was done, he walked back to the librarian and placed the books on the counter, grabbing his wallet to find his student card. He gave it to the librarian who quickly worked on his process, scanning the book codes, printing a small receipt and asking Jay to sign it.
He smiled politely at the librarian and carefully saved the books in his bag before walking away from the counter and out of the library. When he crossed the doors, his eyes landed on you. He saw you climbing the stairs and laughing with someone, a bright smile on your face.
“I am so glad Sam put him in his place!” You said. “Did you see his face when she told him no? It was…” your eyes found Jay and your smile faded slightly, “… priceless.”
He gulped and started to climb down the stairs as fast as he could, not even bothering to greet you or look at you for much longer. What was he supposed to say to you? Every time he looked at you or even thought of you, Jay could only think about how he had messed up. As much as he wanted to have a genuine connection with you, all of that would be tainted by the fact that he had made a bet around the idea of making you fall for him.
“You’re not saying hi to her?” Heeseung placed his hand on Jay’s shoulder, a devilish smile on him. “Don’t tell me you already gave up…”
Jay looked back, trying to find you. You stood in the middle of the stairs, staring at him. When your eyes met, you gulped. “I’ve been doing some thinking and…”
I want to end the bet, Jay wanted to say but couldn’t. The words were stuck in his throat begging to come out. But he gulped, sending them back to where they had come from, the action feeling like a punch in the gut.
“What have you been thinking about?”
“I think that maybe I should invite Y/N to one of your house parties. I… wanted to ask you first, just to be sure I could bring her over.”
“Oh, so you’re already at that stage?” Heeseung patted him on the shoulder, a playful smile on his face. “Things are moving fast, after all! I knew you could make it. Every girl falls for your charms, eventually.”
“Yeah…” Jay scratched the back of his neck, trying his best to smile. “I guess they do… eventually.”
“And of course, you can invite her!” Heeseung patted Jay’s shoulder, smiling brightly. He added before walking away from him, “Make sure you bring everything you need! I’ll see you later at practice.”
Jay nodded slowly, regretting the hole he was digging himself into. The more he tried to escape this, the worse he made it. He now was covering lies with more lies, finding himself in a corner he didn’t know how to escape from. Everything was escalating, becoming bigger than it had to be.
And yet, now he had to invite you. But he knew you would say no. After all, as soon as you would mention Heeseung’s name, you would know what this party entailed and what it might mean to the both of you. He did say that he wanted to make you fall in love with him, but this party wouldn’t be about making you fall in love with him.
This is so stupid, he thought to himself as he slowly climbed up the stairs to go and greet you. What did I get myself into?
When he reached you, you were already at the top of the stairs, still chatting with a guy that was laughing with you. Jay wondered if the two of you were close and how long it had taken you to be this bright around him.
“Y/N.” He waved at you and you turned around to look at him, not smiling. “Can I talk to you?”
“You’re already doing it, Jay. What do you want?” He could feel the harshness of your voice as you spoke with him. You truly didn’t trust him, you truly didn’t like him, did you?
“So… hm… I was… wondering if maybe,” he licked his lips and took one step closer to you, “you would like to go to a party with me.”
“Wasn’t last night enough?” You shook your head. “Do you love being rejected by me?”
“Maybe, I do. You do have an endearing frown and a sharp voice whenever you’re talking to me.”
“Glad to know you enjoy my frown because that’s all you’ll ever get from me. And no, I won’t go to a party with you.”
He nodded, smiling. At least, he’d get something. That was better than getting nothing from you.
“Why not?” He asked and kept his eyes on yours. “I’m sure we’d have fun. We had fun last night.”
This Jay knew you couldn’t deny. The two of you had fun last night together, especially during your karaoke performance. And even your conversation afterwards was enjoyable. Besides, you could’ve left at any point which you didn’t. That meant that there had been something about last night that you had liked. Had it been Jay? He found himself hoping that was the case.
You took a deep breath and glanced at the guy from earlier who had been listening to your conversation since it started. Jay waited patiently for your answer, his heart bursting from his chest.
“When is this party?” You asked, crossing your arms and looking back at Jay.
“Next Friday at Heeseung’s house.” You chuckled and Jay bit his lower lip before adding, “I would pick you up and I would leave with you whenever you felt like it. I would stay sober so I could drive you home safely. And I would never leave your side.”
“How generous of you, Jay!” You said sarcastically. “What else will you do for me?”
That was a rhetorical question and Jay knew it. Still, he couldn’t just not answer you. It was so tempting to see you lose your ability to answer back at him that he had to take it, at least just once.
“I would do everything you wanted me to. But there’s this one problem, you know?” He took one step closer to you, his eyes never leaving yours. “You don’t let me love you.”
You tried your best to conceal your real emotions, but Jay could see through them. Your eyes were wide in shock and your lips parted slightly.
“Love is a very strong word, Jay.” You warned him, whispering. “You shouldn’t use it so bluntly. Especially when you don’t mean it.”
“How do you know I don’t mean it?”
“You don’t know me yet. How can you know if you love someone when you know nothing about them?”
You always had the perfect comeback to everything he had to say, it was amazing. Still, Jay was learning how to play your game. He listened to you, after all.
“Yet.” He repeated that word and watched as you kept your smile from widening. “What’s up with that?”
You shrugged and patted him on his shoulder before turning your back on him, making your way to the library. When you reached the door, you turned around and glanced at Jay, smiling.
“You want to know me?” He nodded, his heart wild. “Meet me tonight at the radio studio. After your basketball practice?”
You gave him a thumbs-up and disappeared in between the library doors, leaving Jay alone to deal with his unravelling heartbeat, flustered cheeks, and excitement. After all, you were giving him a small chance to get a glimpse into who you were. And he was eager for it.
Everything about today was now about watching the time pass until he got the chance to meet you at the radio studio. Nothing else mattered to Jay. Just you and him, together at the radio studio tonight and the possibility of finally getting to know you.
SYNOPSIS: You and Heeseung were inseparable and losing him with no warning was a pain you couldn't even begin to describe. Endless nights of tossing and turning, hoping that magically somehow he would reappear in front of you to say his last proper goodbye was all you ever wanted, until one day, your wish was granted, but not in the way you expected.
GENRE: Horror, angst, SMAU.
WARNINGS: Contains themes such as death, manipulation, heavy angst and suspense. Please do not read if you are sensitive to said topics.
DISCLAIMER: This was VERY heavily inspired by a story on Instagram I read a few years ago. I would love to credit the author however it seems their account has been deleted 😔 and I can't for the life of me remember the @ 😭 please lmk if you know the author so I can credit them!! PLEASE NOTE THAT THE IDOLS USED IN THIS SMAU ARE MERELY BASED ON FICTIONAL EVENTS AND IS NOT MEANT TO REPRESENT THEM ACCURATELY.
𐂂 hee comes home after a long day, unsaid, to give you a sweet surprise. But you oblivious of his arrival, were enjoying watching txt YouTube videos blasting in full volume.
𐂂 due to your loud volume, you don’t even hear his footsteps. You scream “OH MY GOD CHOI YEONJUN!! YOU’RE INSANE 😳🤩🥵”, totally hyped up as your eyes are glued to the lo$er lover yeonjun fancam.
𐂂 when he sees you fangirling so crazily over his senior and co artist, initially he’s a little surprised because it came outta nowhere..and secondly he’s a tad bit jealous.
𐂂 but he’s a composed type of person and won’t let his jealousy show at all. He expects you to stop and divert all your attention to him when you notice him, but when you were still not reacting much to your boyfriend’s presence and just waved a casual hello, hee decided to get back at you.
𐂂 so, he comes and sits beside you and starts fanboying over his yeonjun hyung with you. It was all nice and fun at the beginning but eventually you noticed he started cutting off your sentences bc of his extreme fanboying.
𐂂 like he’d even playfully remove your hand with the remote when you try to touch him?? Lowkey ignores your attention and then goes like “gosh y/n look at the screen! My god 😍😱 this performance is the end game!!”
𐂂 and it’s lee heeseung we’re talking about, so his revenge will be a little next level. ;) BECAUSE he’s secretly gonna seduce you to the point it hurts. : ) (bc he won’t let your hands or mouth on him.)
𐂂 for example, unbutton his top buttons giving the excuse that “it’s getting hot” whereas he just wants to see your eyes sparkle from thirst over the sight of his defined collar bones and buff chest, making you regret for not giving him attention.
𐂂 and this pretty much continues till you realize what he’s up to and feel apologetic. The drama is gonna continue till you whine and practically beg for his love and attention (and hee being hee LOVES to see your needy desperate side for his love ;) :( I mean it’s why he’s living come on)
𐂂 after a long while of playing dumb to your apologetic behaviour and basically forcing your love on him session, he’s gonna give in with a huge laugh. He’s gonna laugh at your misery and for you being super cute and sulky all this time.🥺😆
𐂂 and then he mushes your cheeks to emphasise your Pout even more till he gets turned on seeing your plush, pretty lips and decides to give in to his beloved girl <3
𐂂 hee will probably kiss the living shit out of you then, moving his supple pink lips within yours with blind passion, till the only thing your mouth remembers is his name. And his name only. 💕
♲︎ okay so jay walks in to your room being decorated with photocards, dazzling under the light of so many scented candles that you lit up while humming a sweet melody.
♲︎ he’s very smiley as he watches you from the corner of the door, thinking you were setting up the room with his pc to surprise him or sth but his sweet smile fades as soon as realizes they’re not his. Nor are they other enha members’. But they are photocards of jung wooyoung, the hot and popular ateez member who everybody swooned over.
♲︎ you did mention having a big fat crush on this idol and when this information flashes inside his head as he watches your face gleaming with happiness, fawning over the pictures- let me tell you he’s really jealous.
♲︎ jay tries not to show it as he walks inside the room acting normal but his attempt is so miserable you get the hint in seconds. He looked so much like a puffy angry bird and it was so effing adorable (ᗒᗣᗕ)՞you keep on with what you were doing despite not initially having planned so.
♲︎ he’s definitely not the guy who’s gonna let you off the hook for messing with him so easily nor is he the type to remain unbothered so he will DEFINITELY take his revenge 😒😏
♲︎ and by revenge I mean get back at you the same way but in a super non obvious way. Like search up female idols pictures and leave searches like “ —- idol hot photos” PURPOSELY, locking the screen keeping safari open so that you can see it right away, the moment you take his phone and unlock it.
♲︎ (I mean who r you messing with? Someone who’s gonna play with you 2x more and is 2x more competitive and stubborn😌) And just like his plan, YOU ARE FURIOUSSSS over the issue when you find out.
♲︎ you do get mad at first but when you remember that you were making him jealous the same way the other day and how jay is the most loyal and passionate and honest man you could ever find, you go to make things up with your baby right away <3
♲︎ he does initially pretend to be reluctant to forgive you but the moment you shoot a “🥺” look he melts right inside your arms bc he’s so sensitive to your adoring love.🤧
♲︎ but but hear me out, I’m sure he’s gonna bring this topic up some day later to attack you so you feel guilty and love him a little more than you already do💓
♲︎ he becomes subconsciously protective after that, like clasps your hands together everytime you go out after that and even hold onto your sleeve when he’s sleeping T.T (cutest boyfie material jay >.< )
❥ jake asked to lend your phone because his battery just died and he needed to make an urgent text.
❥ once he hit send, he exited the messages and accidentally hit on your safari. Oops. He’s not someone to invade your privacy so he rushes to exit when his eyes accidentally catch something’s attention.
❥ your search bar unexpectedly read “skz felix boyfriend headcanons” (pls shut up I needed my aussie boys bias crossover really badly don’t come at me😭🙃)
❥ the moment he read this sentence he was muddled..like..jake was your boyfriend and you had a very happy relationship and even though it was just a fanfiction, he still felt hurt. Hurt that you enjoyed the idea of having someone else as your partner even if it was for a brief moment.
❥ he loves you more than anything and everything in this world so it goes without saying that he will be a sad and sulky puppy. ☹️🥺
❥ he’s too nice to do the same to you or make you jealous cause he’s concerned he might hurt your feelings and be insensitive in the process.
❥ hence, jake just simply tries to ignore you as much as he can (or atleast he tries). Like he gives vague responses to your statements and avoids eye contact AS MUCH AS HE CAN. He averts his eyes from you everytime you look when he’s staring at you with puppy eyes. 🥺
❥ and ofcourse he tries to attract your attention. He wears your favourite colour and does his hair the way you like it and pretends to do it just out of habit and not to impress you. Also, he just nods when you compliment him and simply pats your back when you hug him, which is so out of the norm cause hugging with this boy had always meant LITERAL SQUEEZING. >.<
❥ he does all this cause he wants you to notice him and notice that he’s upset with you.
❥ and you don’t realize it until he’s sarcastic with you. Jake being jake, always becomes sarcastic when sth is wrong bc he doesn’t wanna cause an argument by being too direct and offensive. “Jake baby why are you so quiet with me nowadays?🥺” “oh does that bother you? I thought you liked felix hyung’s aussie accent better considering how you go crazy over it all the time.”
❥ okaayy so your baby puppy is pouty and mad and now you’re all over him bc he’s so cute already and MUCH cuter when he’s jealous (which is a rare sight) >~< 🥰🥺💘
❥ when you constantly attack him with kisses,he gives up really fast bc there’s nothing in this world he finds more adorable than his girl <3 so he will dissolve and run to you like a lost baby running to his mama.
❥ literally clings to your torsoe for the rest of the day, no week until it hurts and jakey nags adorably “baby please don’t ever love anyone else other than me 🥺🤗”
❥ jakey starts loving you 100x more after that, i swear to god! UwU
❥ forgets this incident soon enough HOWEVER if you ever do that to him again, be prepared for a very sweet punishment ;) (in bed 🤫)
❥ oh and make sure to hide the picture you took secretly of his sulky fluffy face bc he LOOKED THE CUTEST LIKE THAT 🥰( cause if he finds out he will be flustered as hell and take a thousand pictures of you to tease you in return)
☃︎ park sunghoon. 20, posh, handsome as hell, awkward, cutest eye smile, ice prince, caring and the most possessive person out there, whose jealousy SHOWS evidently. 👏🏻
☃︎ and when this park sunghoon was YOUR boyfriend, who loved to tease you in EVERY DAMN ocassion, why wouldn’t you take the chance to make him jealous till he’s burning?? You wouldn’t miss the chance, so here you were with the scenario:
☃︎ you decided to take this prank to the next level and set the picture of your skz bias, the hot and sexy king hwang hyunjin as your lockscreen. Lock Screen so your boyfriend sunghoon notices it straight away.
☃︎ and your mischievous plan works superr! Cause sunghoon is right there standing beside you staring at your screen in disbelief and shock when he sees a sleeveless picture of hyunjin ( yes the new sleeveless white vest pics for dazed korea woof 🥵😩) zoomed in and set as your lockscreen. And oh my GOD, did he just see all the white heart emojis and I love you texts you doodled into the pic??
☃︎ I’m telling you, when he snaps back to reality and finally swallows that this is the truth and not some sick nightmare, YOU CAN LEGIT SMELL THE BURNING SMELL COMING FROM HIM !
☃︎ here’s the thing with our hoonie okay? When he loves someone he loves them TOO much and wants their love all to himself >.< and you’re the person he loves the most so he was so darn upset and hurt and mad that you put another idol’s photo as YOUR lockscreen when his was a picture of you? 🥺(A candid photo tho where you were whining that was part of his mega teasing collection )
☃︎ and he also has a little bit of self doubts 😔 gets insecure despite his self love and really thinks if he’s inferior and less deserving of your love.
☃︎ like jay he tries to get back at you the same way and tries to make you regret what you did 😡 but seeing his futile and obvious attempts, you just laugh at him and brush him off everytime he declares fake pickup lines towards his “idol crush” that took a lot of rehearsals to be executed infront of you. 😆
☃︎ god, If the whole situation wasn’t making you wheeze and fall in love with him all over again. 🥺 in his own way, he’s always shown affection and shown how he was affected by the tiniest things you did. It showed how he was actually the most caring person in the group who valued and paid attention to the littlest things about you so the littlest things you do that should’ve meant nth affected him A LOT more than you know. 💕 he’s the one who thinks about his girl the most and always tries his best to make her happy, all the efforts and feelings being silent.
☃︎ so after a super short while of making fun of him, you dress up in a mini dress he loves to see you in and make his favourite dish with a apology letter stuck to a cute chubby teddy bear 🥺
☃︎ it’d be a lie to say that hoonie didn’t want to kiss your puffy cheeks right then and there when you clutched the bear within your tiny hands and looked at him with doey eyes shining with apology and love😩 but he wouldn’t forgive you so easily. Bc the injury you caused was grave 🙂
☃︎ hence, you probably have to do sth TREMENDOUSLY CUTE like dressing YOUR OWNSELF up in a teddy bear costume and do aegyo (that you personally learned from sunoo for this ocassion)
☃︎ when he sees you wagging your smol tail and miserably falling to the floor while doing the last step, sunghoon bursts out laughing and gives you the same warm eyey smile that made you fall for him a year ago :’))
☃︎ he helps you up and gives you a tight smooch on the lips like mwwwuah 💋🥰
☃︎”ahhhh finally!! My hoonie is not mad at me anymore?” “Ummm. Maybe one last step till I’m not mad anymore.” Sunghoon let’s out a huge sigh and grabs your phone.
☃︎ he literally changes your lockscreen to his picture and doodles more hearts (aww T.T) this time with the line written on top “my handsome boyfriend😎😌”! “yeah now im finally done!“ he shyly shrugs.
☃︎ he gives you a cute frown before catching your lips in another yet steamier and more endearing kiss as his hands help you out of your costume and out of your clothes.😳
☃︎ he will make up for all the frustration he felt all this time in bed, letting it all dissolve each time his mouth comes in contact with your soft, inviting skin. 🤭😉😳 that always belonged just to him. 💋
synopsis: it’s 3am, and heeseung is writing another love song about you. but now that he thinks about it, spending 5 years pining after someone and writing song after song about them is quite ridiculous, to say the least. so maybe, lee heeseung decides that he needs to move on.
genre: angst, implied unrequited love
pairing: music major! heeseung x gn! reader
word count: 0.5k
warnings: none i think
authors note: helloooo this was a part of a heeseung fic i was writing which i then. stopped writing bc i did not have any inspo for it but i like this part kinda so i tweaked it to make it kinda a drabble ?? enjoy lol also this is my first heeseung work. oh em jay
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It’s 3am, and Heeseung is still awake.
Heeseung remembers the exact feeling he felt when he first saw you 5 years ago. His heart was beating at a million miles per minute, his face flushed red as he stumbled over his words.
You spoke to him first, and it was like you two instantly clicked. You two didn’t have much in common, but talking to each other was easy, it was comfortable. It didn’t take long until you two became best friends.
After getting closer with you, he found that his heart would start beating rapidly whenever you were around - he was in love, Jay had said. He'd tried to deny it for the longest time - how could you tell your best friend you were in love with them? Falling for your best friend would never work out. He knows this, you know this.
But eventually, Heeseung had accepted that he was in love with you. He thought about telling you about his feelings, but every time he wanted to - some random person had to swoop in and catch your eye. Heeseung felt like he simply had no chance.
So Lee Heeseung loves you in secret.
Well, some people know of the secret, but not you. Heeseung confesses to you by putting words he wished he could say to you into his lyrics, and day by day, the folder titled as ‘my own stuff’ in his laptop becomes filled with songs about you.
He submits songs about you for his school projects, and his teacher only gives him an amused chuckle when he reads the lyrics once again, as if to say: Another love song?
There is only so much that you can say to someone, but for some reason, Heeseung still hasn’t run out of words to say to you. So he writes, he writes until his hand aches, and he writes until his eyes droop shut.
The song on his laptop is still playing as he stares blankly at the wall, tapping the pen clutched in his right hand on the desk. It’s his most recent work, and it’s another love song about you. He diverts his attention back to the notebook, and every single word scrawled on the sheet of paper are words that he wished he could say out loud.
Jay tells him he needs to write about something else - he needs to be more versatile.
Heeseung tries. But the only thoughts that occupy his mind are thoughts about you. Thoughts about how he thinks your smile can seemingly make a rainy day seem sunny again, thoughts about how his heart would skip a beat every time he saw you, and how he believed that you were the only person who could make him feel that way.
But, he also thinks about how he’s tired of waiting. He thinks about how he should’ve moved on a long time ago, and he thinks about how frustrated he is when you never seem to notice that he’s been pining after you for all this time.
Lee Heeseung considers himself to be a patient person. But five years is too long, even for someone like himself.
So, Lee Heeseung tells himself that he should give up.