JAKEWON :: Let's eat dinner together 😊 live
JAKEWON :: Let's eat dinner together 😊 live
COUNTDOWN TO SUNOO'S BIRTHDAY ! 🦊
D-4 ♡ Favorite Performance
can they get any cuter 🥺
꒰ enhypen & library dates ꒱
⋮ pairing – enhypen hyung line x gender neutral reader
⋮ genre – fluff
⋮ warnings – none
— men only have two moods, and they are: either super helpful or completely out of it
— the first time you went to the library together was to get your campus id picture taken, and he wouldn’t stop mimicking your expression. you didn’t even look bad, he just thought it was funny that he had never seen you look so serious
— from then on you started spending more time there. partially because your professors loved assigning research papers, and the pain is more endurable when you’ve got someone by your side
— when he’s helpful he’s getting you snacks, constantly asking if you need a tutor, helping you look up sources to cite for your paper, filling out your study guide, the whole deal. definitely working over time just for you
— him being so invested motivates you to study more diligently, and it quickly becomes a weekly occasion. even when you don’t have anything to study for, you like the tranquility of the library's ambiance
— but when he’s out of it it’s like there’s no one with you. i don’t think he’s overly distracting because he probably is hyperaware and worries he’ll be annoying, so he just kind of zones out
— “heeseung are you okay? you’ve been staring at my water bottle for at least half an hour”
— your very personal and affectionate teacher 3 i will never not be on my ideal boyfriend jay agenda so here we go
— i feel like his notes are the type to have exactly what you need, but they’re so messy you’re constantly asking him what it says. at this point just have him read the notes to you lmao
— he learns the content for you. if you’re taking the same classes as him you bet he’s paying extra attention to make sure you never need a tutor. he’s more than happy to teach you anything you don’t understand
— will not hesitate to ramble about fun facts he learned who knows where about any topic your class covers. history in particular i think you could have a lot of interesting conversations to the point where the staff is begging you to take it somewhere else so they can close
— when you two are just quietly doing your own thing he glances at you often. with the biggest heart eyes he pays attention to all your features as if he would be tested on them. compliments slip every once in a while and you have to remind him he has an actual test the next day that he should be studying for
— definitely treats you to dinner after long sessions. he always lets you pick under the claim that he has nothing in mind. on the ride there, he listens to you tell him about what you want to order
— tutor pt2 but not as lenient. don’t get me wrong he is more than happy to help you out, but he takes it a lot more seriously than jay. his rambles, though rambles at last, are much more focused
— he strikes me as a very structured and orderly student, so he’s gonna be the one in charge of keeping track of time and making sure you’re taking breaks
— he’d get just a little passive aggressive if you weren’t understanding the content. especially if you were making jokes because he feels like he’s the only one putting in the effort
— also proofreads all your papers, which at first made you anxious because you didn’t want him to think you were dumb. all worries went away when you realized he had both given you feedback and compliments
— “this sentence is really cool i never would’ve made that connection” “the way you incorporate your evidence to your sentences is very seamless”
— 10/10 would study with him any day where can i sign up
⌞sunghoon⌝ no i didn’t write my ideal date stfu <3
— he’s not going anywhere near the library unless you convince him. not that i think he’s a bad student, but i do feel like he’s not going there unless he urgently needs help finding something
— probably asks you frequently if you need anything, yet complains when you do. jokes aside, every single time you’ve needed him to run to a classroom to turn something in or ask a question, he does. sometimes he comes back with a bag of chips or a bottle of water for you
— in the middle of your study session he’ll notice you’re absentmindedly looking at your notebook, so he’ll take your book and call it “quiz time”
— you’ll never admit it, obviously, but it’s actually helpful. whether it’s quiz time or he’s genuinely interested in what you’re learning, he’s quite a good study partner. solid middle ground between studying and hanging out
— he is the embodiment of the 🤨 emoji when he’s quizzing you, and even though you know he’s not judging you he looks like he is
— and since you’re already there he leaves some homework throughout the day so he has something to do too. your breaks are for quizzing each other. we love an intellectual couple yes yes
— like jay, he’d treat you to dinner and calls it a meal for good luck. this is the time where he won’t shut up and tell you about every single thing that happened during his day. don't let him catch you simping in 4k though !!
JAY :: BORDER : CARNIVAL Music Show Behind EP.3
You and Jay lay on the couch, a random movie playing in the background. To be honest, the motion picture was forgotten long ago when you showed the boy next to you something on your phone. Since then, you’ve been scrolling through various apps and showing each other anything funny that popped up. Soon enough, though, you got bored like any person would. An idea popped in your head as you turned your body towards your boyfriend with a smile on your face.
”Jay—Jay! Close your eyes for a moment. I won‘t try anything this time, promise!”
Said boy looked at you skeptically before turning off his phone and turning towards you. Looking at you one more time, he closed his eyes and sighed. Biting your lip nervously, you carefully close the gap between you and Jay. Closing your eyes, you gently placed a soft kiss to his forehead, lingering for a few seconds before pulling away. Looking back at the boy, his eyes were opened in shock, a slight hue making its way onto his face. As quick as it happened, Jay wrapped his arms around you and peppered kisses all over your face, your laughs filling the once quiet apartment.
JAYSEUNG :: BORDER : CARNIVAL Music Show Behind EP.3
❝ the way you almost loved me ❞ - sim jake
genre: angst, little fluff
pairing: sim jake x gn!reader
warnings: heartbreak, unrequited love
tagging: @bloom-bloom-pow @youreverydayzebra
Falling in love was easy. Or at least, it should have been.
For you, it was a breeze. Especially when Jake made it so easy to fall in love with him. You would intertwine your hand with his and look at him lovingly, and everything was perfect.
For Jake, it was a bit more complicated. For months now, he had caught onto the glances stolen by others, the whispers in the halls of how the two of you were so in love. And Jake being Jake, he believed them. He convinced himself into believing he was in love with you.
So when you told him you liked him, he wasn’t hesitant to say that the feeling was mutual, although the words left a bitter taste on his mouth.
He convinced himself that if he just tried hard enough, he wouldn’t have to lie to you. Besides, you seemed like an easy person to fall in love with. But the more Jake tried to force himself into feelings, the farther he chased an unattainable euphoria.
Jake wasn’t one who did things shamelessly, he felt remorse and regret for fooling you, but what could he do? No matter how hard he tried to fall in love with you, to see you the way you saw him, he couldn’t.
You can’t force love, nor can you love someone into loving you back.
The more Jake thought about it, the more he wondered if he was in love with you, or the idea of being in love with you. He didn’t want to lose you in any way, but it hurts. It hurts you, and it hurts him for hurting you.
Jake’s mind rattles with possible solutions to his unique conundrum, but none of them are foolproof. None of them can guarantee Jake won’t lose you. He scratches at the fabric on his wrist and runs a hand through his hair, he just doesn’t know what to do.
Jake’s acting skills kick in as you and the rest of his friends slowly stagger into his house wearing a smile. Jake strolls up to you and places a chaste kiss on your forehead, before pulling you in closer for a hug. Jake feels incredibly guilty.
And while Jake’s acting is good, the instincts of his best friend are better. Sunghoon asks to speak to Jake outside for a bit, to which he nods before following him out.
“So what’s up with you and y/n?” He finally asks, getting straight to the point.
Jake shuffles uncomfortably as he rubs the back of his nape with his hand “I’m not sure what you mean, me and y/n are fine” He lies, trying his best not to raise any suspicion.
“No, no you aren’t. You’ve been looking at them like you ran over their puppy all day.” He bluntly remarks. Jake underestimated Sunghoon. “Someone is going to get hurt if you don’t fess up, Jake.”
Without Jake even needing to tell him, Sunghoon is aware of the entire situation. The two of them saunter back into the room with everyone else, trying their best not to raise any suspicion.
When everybody leaves his house, Jake and you sit in a comfortable silence. “Are you okay? You seem tense.” You query, taking note of his uncomfortable behavior and guilty looking eyes.
“I can’t do this.” He brusquely states, avoiding your eyes as he does.
You freeze for a moment before calming yourself. “What do you mean?”
Guilt and remorse beginning to overtake him, he decides he has to finish what he started “I can’t do us.”
The silence in the room is deafening.
The gears of your brain begin to turn as you try to even begin understanding what in the world Jake is talking about. “Why not..?” You subtly ask, choking back tears that threaten to escape your eyes.
“You’re a great person, and a wonderful friend, but I think that’s all we are…friends.” The distressing atmosphere is killing him as he tries to think of a sentence that won’t make you hate him.
You stand there, still trying to process the information given to you.
Watching you, the overflow of shame begins to overtake Jake as he begins rambling to fill the silence. “I didn’t- I didn’t mean to hurt you, that wasn’t the plan. I thought that I could convince myself into liking you but it’s just…it’s just too hard. I’m sorry, y/n.”
“Am I really that unlovable? You can’t even pretend to like me?” You ask through fragments of tears, the expression on your face unreadable.
“No, y/n, that’s not what I’m saying. It’s just- you deserve someone who really loves and cares about you. I can’t do that for you.” You remain silent, but your eyes are telling him everything he needs to know. “I still want you as a friend but I just…”
He continues to ramble in desperation of saving the fragments of your friendship, but it’s long gone by now. “I’m sorry y/n.”
You walk out of his house wordlessly, not even knowing what you would begin to tell him. The weight of your heart is heavier with each step you take, the remnants of Jake still floating in your mind. His words begin replaying in your head over and over like a broken record, reminding you of it all.
And you can’t help but think about how loving you was the kindest thing he almost did.
baby, you light up my world like nobody else !
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ENHYPEN :: Drunk-Dazed MV Sketch
jungwon and his boba eyes ! ヽ(o･ω･o)ﾉ