I was once again looking at alt girl fashion TikToks (as one does) and wishing I could wear skirts/crop tops/high socks/other feminine/pretty things but still have other people by default recognize me as Not A Girl and not question it or say anything weird about it.
And then I. Realized. That what I'm going for is literally just Envy FMA.
ID: A simple digital drawing of Envy from FMA. Envy is depicted in 3/4 view from the chest up (in usual/default form/clothes). Envy is smiling and gesturing with one hand, and appears to be saying something. The image has a green background, with lighter green highlights and darker green shadows. End ID.
Green with Envy
Brotherhood! Envy x Fem Reader
A/n: I hc Envy as nonbinary, therefore I use they/them pronouns when reffering to them.
Tw: dubcon, fear play, sadism and masochism, hair pulling, choking, humiliation, degradation.
You've stayed at dr Marcoh's hause ever since he dissapeared. As his assistant, you had a spare key, so every day you would search for him, and by dawn you would go back to his house, hoping he would be there again by the time you came back. He never was.
After the first couple of times, you stopped feeling the wave of hope that washed over you whenever the wooden door creaked open, as State Alchemists started dropping by more and more often, rumaging trough the doctor's things while you tried to kick them out, never succeeding at it.
But today's visitor was neither Alchemist nor the doctor. A patient, perhaps? Their beuty stunned you, a supernatural like quality about them, an eerie aura that brought chills down your spine yet charmed you at the same time.
"If you're here for dr. Marcoh, you won't be able to see him. He has been missing for months, and at this point I'm starting to doubt he will ever return. I was his assistant, so depending on what you need, I can help you."
Their lips curled into a smirk, as they chuckled "Don't worry, you'll do just fine"
Their choice of words confused you, but you simply shrugged, moving closer to them as you asked "So? What can I help you with?"
And just like that, their hands were on your neck, forcing your back against the wall as they lift you up, feet dangling above the ground as they spoke "Marcoh's whereabouts, spill them."
You tried to fight them "Huh? Are you deaf? I just told you, I don't know where he is!"
Throwing you to the ground as if you were a ragdoll, they yelled, voice booming with annoyance "I don't have time for games woman, now tell me where the bastard went!"
"I. Don't. Know!" You spat, trying to get up, but the bruises from the fall hurt too much for you to move.
They kneeled down, grabbing you by the hair as they screamed "Tell me now or I swear I'll kill you!!"
You trembled in fear as you pleaded "I told you, I don't know..."
They roughly grabbed your face, fingers pressing against your cheeks with so much force that it pained you as they stared directly into your eyes, trying to decide if you were lying or not. Unfortunately for you, the feeling of your hair being pulled, the poximity between both of your faces, mixed with their etheral beauty led to another sensation to brew within you. Lust.
To your demise, feelings like lust were something they were familiar with, and their face twisted into a sick smile once realization set in about your current emotions.
Their laugh echoed trough the room. Yanking your hair with more force then before, they sneered "You humans are truly pathetic! I can't believe you're actually enjoying this!"
Your brows furrowed as you tried to protest, yelling "No!" You squirmed, trying to get away from their hold, but they were quicker. "No?" They teased, hands traveling lower and lower down your body, stopping right between your thighs. Their digits pressed firmly against the damp cloth of your underwear as you felt tears start to form in your eyes.
"You dare try to deny it when proof of your enjoyment is right here? I can't believe just how dumb you are!"
They let out a hearty laugh, like a kid enjoying a new toy. Their eyes locked onto yours as they licked their lips, fingers finally letting go of your core, only to move to the hem of your panties, pulling the fabric aside and leaving you completely bare.
You tried to protest, tried to press your thighs together to stop them from directly touching you there, but they were much stronger. With one swift move your legs were spread open, one hand firmly gripping the skin of your inner thigh, while the other returned to your eager pussy.
Your body completely betrayed your brain as you tried to fight the pleasure, to yell at them, to stop reacting lewdly to their touch, but despite your best efforts, you couldn't help but melt under their digits.
"Stop fighting it, enjoy yourself! After all, if you amuse me enough, I might just keep you around for a longer time instead of getting rid of you once I get what I want! Aren't I kind?" They chuckled, watching you as you bit your lips and shut your eyes, a pathetic attempt at trying to stop a moan from spilling.
You should hate this. You should feel disgusted, violated, scared at their threats. But the more they endangered you, the more you felt that tingly feeling bubble within your core.
"Envy." They spoke.
"That's the name you shall scream while I have my way with you."
You opened your mouth to protest, but their fingers finally entered you and you cried out in pleasure. "See?" Envy scoffed, thoroughly enjoying how humiliatimg this situation was for you. Lips ghosting your ear, you felt their warm breath against your skin as they whispered "You're soaking wet, like a bitch in heat. Stop denying, give in to your desires already..."
They curled their fingers and you threw your head back, their name falling from your mouth like a prayer as your entire body trembled "Envy, Envy, Envy, Envy!!"
Their eyes were dark with desire, every reaction from you boasting their ego more and more. Envy knew that they had to keep you, that this feeling of power would be too adicting to let go of. They'd make sure to enjoy every bit of you before the fated day.
Your wetness dripped down from Envy's fingers into their hands as they took in your appearence, sprawled and fucked over under them, just from the mere touch of his fingers. As they started moving faster and faster inside of you, they crashed their lips onto yours, Envy's tongue exploring you all over as they bit and licked at everything they could.
You couldn't hold on for much longer, body convulsing as you clenched and creamed around their fingers. Their smile was completely wicked, filled with hunger and desire. Grabbing you by the neck once more, they exclaimed, in the same childish disposition they had displayed before "Rejoyce, human! I'm keeping you as my toy from now on!"
The concept of Brotherhood Envy being like that is so funny to me like every other Homunculus came out relatively normal-looking and then one day Father made Body Horror Lizard or Worm Baby I’m actually not sure which is funnier.
Winry: "Thank you, Envy...both for the horrifying visual picture and your support."
Reading the TV Tropes page for Envy (03) is so frustrating (if amusing at times) because the editor(s) were so caught up in hating on him they really missed any genuine character analysis. Like, first off, saying he’s a worse person than he was in Brotherhood when Brotherhood Envy started a fucking war.
And second, saying 03 Envy “got off scot-free” for his actions when...I don’t quite think that was the case. Sure, he didn’t get the fiery beatdown his manga counterpart got, but he spent 400 years letting hatred for his father consume him, being Dante’s lackey while insisting she has no control over him, being reduced to a literal monster and his obsession with revenge ultimately leading to his death while being a prisoner of the Thule Society. Like, that’s a shitty end for entirely different reasons than Brotherhood but it’s still kind of shitty.
Killing Edward didn’t satisfy Envy. Killing Hoenheim (given the circumstances, if he wasn’t so blinded by his hatred to not even realize how much they sucked) probably didn’t even satisfy Envy. It’s not cathartic for the audience but I doubt it was even cathartic for him. That’s the point. Envy, hatred, jealousy, drive you to lose yourself as a person and then leave you feeling empty. It’s never enough. You’ll die before you’re ever satisfied.
In the manga, Envy was a monster who wished to be human. In the anime, Envy was a human who became a monster.
I mean he is good
But did he live?
HE SHOULD HAVE
Al makes a vessel for greed to take over that looks identical to Ling (per both their request)
I imagine he goes to live in Xing with Ling and becomes an Advisor
Sometimes they do what the Hitachiin Twins from Ouran do and play “Which one is Ling”
Or they freak people out with carefully choreographed responses
It’s all Lings idea and Greeds just here for the chaos￼
“I’ve always wanted a twin,”
Lan Fan hates them and everyone wonders how she puts up with their crap
Greed still writes to his siblings in Amestris (mostly Envy and Lust)
Ed was the one who not only saved him, but cured him of his emotional constipation
He still doesn’t know how to deal with his emotions but he’s trying
He’s horrified of Mustang and will run out of the room to avoid him
Mustang would have hurt him in the beginning, but after months of Envy not hurting anyone and regular reports on his progress from Ed, he decided he should try being nice to him
But every time he tries, Envy just runs away
Similarly to Ling and Greed, they’ll play the “Which one is Envy?” Game, but Envy can do it with anyone he wants
He works in the military with Ed, but he doesn’t work under Mustang. Instead he works directly under Wrath
Ed won’t let anyone kill any lizards. Envy doesn’t actually care, but Ed thinks it might awaken some sort of trauma
Envy can still sometimes be an annoying bastard, but he’s just anxious and scared at heart
He writes to Greed regularly
Mustang wasn’t going to take her in until Havoc said it would be fine
She didn’t plan to stay long though so she went out and got an apartment for Gluttony and herself
She got a job at the military and works as a spy. Mostly just with people that seem suspicious
She sometimes visits Ed, Winry and Envy for tea, and she and Ed catch up on missions and hers and Gluttony’s personal progress
She’s like a mom. She doesn’t try, it just happens
She sometimes babysits for Ed and Winry, (both their actual kids, and Envy) and the kids love her and Gluttony so much
She regularly writes to Greed
Protec. Attac. Get Snac.
He has no idea what’s going on
All he knows is he doesn’t live with Father anymore, and that Lust takes care of him
He gets along well with Selim
He also gets along really well with Ed and Winry’s kids
He goes to the fridge, checks for food. There’s nothing there. He goes away. Repeat every 5 minutes
He only wishes the best for everyone. He unknowingly taught Envy how to care for other people
I mean he became good
He’s still alive
He’s legit the only one still alive in canon
He knows he’s a homunculus but he has no memory of the promised day or anything else he did before that
He’s friends with Gluttony
I can’t really add much because HE LIVED BWASH
Wrath is still Fürer but is planning on stepping down soon
Envy is scared for when this happens
He trusts Lust but they don’t talk much outside of work
Now that he’s not under fathers command, he doesn’t know what to do
He just wants to take care of his family he doesn’t care much for the other homunculi are doing
He’s thinking a small cabin in the west
He’s scared of kids too (other than Selim
He still takes care of the tunnels beneath central
I’m not saying he’s good at it but he still does it
He mostly just sleeps, but he gets visits from his friends on the surface
He was going to be an archivist but he couldn’t fit through the doors and he got too lazy
“Why are you tired! You haven’t done anything!?”
Actually he’s still evil
The other 7 have a mutual hatred for him
Wrath won’t do anything because he doesn’t want to get involved anymore
Sloth won’t because he doesn’t want to
The others legit don’t know he’s still around
He resents the people who took the homunculi and is planning his revenge on them
He also plans to get his kids back, but only so they’ll do his bidding for him again
Yes hello i have fallen into kimvy hell
Bonus just kimblee cause i love him now apparently
Oh nothing, just found a new smoking hot and irredeemably evil anime character to obsess over
Ed: "You are literally the most gorgeous thing I have ever seen."
Envy: "You have sex with me, of course you'd say that."
Like characters like envy from fma might use binary pronouns but those characters are still genderless
Father’s Day’s coming up this weekend. If anyone has any headcanon asks about Father, the early lives of the Homunculi, or anything like that, I could try and answer some :3c Could be fun
got requested envy stimboard but i fucked up the post so anon if ur out there,
I can finally join the "paused it at just the right moment" crowd. I call it Goosed Envy and it is my masterpiece.
why do nonbinary characters often get misgendered by the fandom?