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I was dreaming.
I opened my eyes and was immediately welcomed by Baekhyun’s face. He was gazing at me with evident fondness in his eyes. He was beautiful like he had always been. I wanted to look and appreciate every inch of his face but my eyes were still too heavy. I felt so tired and I was desperate for more sleep. So, before I knew it, I gave in and closed my eyes once more.
“Good morning baby.” He whispered and his voice sounded so good in the morning. It was like a melody causing my lips to curve into a smile.
“Morning.” I muttered with my eyes closed.
I felt his fingers tuck my hair behind my ear and I had to confess that everytime he did that, I get the need to be inside his arms. And since this was a dream, I might as well forget about being shy around him. So, without bothering to open my eyes, I moved closer to him until my face was resting on his chest. I also nestled my arm around his waist as I comfortably snuggled against him. I had a feeling he was startled by my unexpected act that it took a few more seconds before I felt him hug me. His fingers played with my hair as he started humming.
Ah, this dream was so good.
I could smell his scent, hear his heartbeat, feel him breathing next to me and gosh…he felt so warm as always. The kind of warmth that I only get by being this close to him. It was like sitting in front of the fireplace in wintertime. It was comforting, it was satisfying. And I’d have to conclude that this has got to be one of the best things in the world. This moment even felt better than watching the sunset or gazing at the stars. Right now, it didn’t feel like he was the famous Byun Baekhyun that everyone adored. He was just being my boyfriend. My Baekhyun.
This dream was so perfect and I would do just anything just to make this it last longer.
It was that familiar throbbing pain in my head that burst my private bubble. There were also several kinds of pain emanating from the different parts of my body. I winced as they had resurfaced all of a sudden.
Oh god! Last night.
Scenes from what happened the night before flooded my thoughts, causing me to open my eyes instantly.
His face was the first thing I saw. He had his eyes closed and I couldn’t help but notice the dark bruises on his face. One right under the corner of his lips, the other one was right above his right cheek. I suddenly felt bad and nervous at the same time as I recalled the fight that happened between him and the guy from the bar.
Baekhyun and I were on the same bed. We were cuddling like what we were exactly doing in my dream. How could this happen? I was still dreaming, wasn’t I? I pressed my eyes closed for a second before opening them again hoping that the scenario would change. However, everything stayed the same. Baekhyun was still here. I was in a room with my boyfriend and I couldn’t remember how I got here.
Oh god. Oh god. Oh god.
I rattled in silence or maybe not too silent that he noticed me. He slowly opened his eyes and right when he looked at me, panic has fully taken over my entire body. I pushed him away, maybe even kicking him in the process, sending him off the bed.
There was a loud thud before his groan filled the entire room as he fell on the floor. I sat up, my hands covering my mouth. I couldn’t really see him because I remained frozen like a statue.
I was really in the same room with him. This realization kept replaying in my mind.
“Was that…really ne..cessary?” He asked in muffled voice. “I think I’ve…broken a…bone.”
Baekhyun groaned from the floor once more and it was just then I was able snap out of my own thoughts. I kicked him off the bed and he fell on floor. It must’ve hurt. I hesitantly left my spot without leaving the bed. I bent to take a peek with my arms resting on the edge of the bed.
“A-are you okay?” I asked him nervously as I saw him curling in pain.
His eyes were closed and he looked like he was really hurt.
I got worried.
“Baek-” I wasn’t able to finish my statement when he, without warning, grabbed my wrist and pulled me down. My heart almost skipped a beat when I fell from the bed, shrieking in the process, and landed on top of him.
We both winced on the impact but met each other’s gaze right after. Our faces were so close to each other, the tip of his nose barely touching mine and I felt his hands meet at the small of my back. I was flustered with the position that we’re in right now so I tried to free myself from him but he tightened his hold around my waist.
“Baekhyun…let me get up.”
“No.” He muttered. “You’re not going anywhere just yet.”
I couldn’t come up with a decent reply after hearing his words. This man really knew how to use his words because right at that instant, I stopped struggling to break free. I looked at him again and saw how his beautiful lips formed into a small smile.
“Do you remember the first we were like this?” He asked.
His question sent my thoughts back to the first time we met up at the old hiking place. Back when I didn’t know who he was. When we were still both complete strangers to each other. When all I knew about him was the fact that he was just the guy wearing a black bucket hat.
I momentarily looked away from him since I could feel my face heating slowly.
“Are you aware that you’re blushing right now?” He asked once more. “You have to know that my self-control gets so weak when you blush.”
His voice, gosh his bedroom voice sounded so sexy, I was scared to look at him again. My heart was probably beating so hard and there was a high possibility that he could hear and feel it pounding. I knew that I should’ve gotten used to moments like these with him but no, my heart and my body reacted the same way almost everytime. Then I felt his hands move up to my back as he pulled me closer into a gentle hug.
“I wish all my mornings have you in it.” He said right next to my ear.
I relaxed inside his arms. In fact, I smiled at his statement because I secretly hoped for the same thing. I would’ve loved waking up with his presence every single day. We stayed that way for about a few minutes more without any words coming from any of us.
“By the way…” He said as he tightened his arms around me, finally breaking the silence. “You look really good in my shirt.” He added and I could almost hear a playful smile in his voice.
In his shirt?
“What?!” I blurted out.
My body twitched before I was able to successfully free myself from him. I moved and stepped away so fast that I was already standing in front of him. I looked down at what I was wearing. He was right, I was indeed wearing his shirt. It was a loose white shirt and it was quite big for me that it covered half of my thighs, the sleeves were right above my elbows.
“W-why am I wearing your shirt Baekhyun?” I asked him right away as he was getting up.
He didn’t answer, he looked at me with his forehead creasing instead. I also realized that he was also wearing a white shirt paired with blue-ish plaid pajamas, barefoot. His hair was sticking up in all directions.
How was it possible for this man look so hot in those? No, actually scrap that because that was totally unnecessary right now.
“Where are my clothes?” I looked around and it was just then I noticed where I was.
The room was spacious and as I roamed my attention around, I found the interior to be really good. However, I was not in the right state nor this was the right time to pay attention to the details of the room we’re at. But then a particular huge photo on the wall caught my attention. It was Baekhyun’s. It was a close up photo that showcased his breathtaking side profile. He looked genuinely happy with a smile that reached his eyes. The photo was probably taken during one of his concerts because around him was the beautiful lavender-ish ocean. I would’ve admired it more if Baekhyun didn’t interrupt me by shooting a question.
“You don’t remember anything, do you?”
The chaos in my mind suddenly vanished. I stopped thinking. I swallowed. Hard. I just looked back at him because that was the only thing I could do right at the very moment.
“You didn’t remember how…” He trailed off to show off a crazy smile. “How the two of us…”
“How the two of us, WHAT?” I asked him and I was surprised just how I was able to come up with words.
“No, nevermind. You can’t even remember it anyway.” He said as he shook his head sideways and I swore I saw him grinning before he turned away.
My mouth fell open in disbelief. Was he serious? He was just going to turn away and let me overthink about what really happened last night. No, he’s not going to torture me like this. I wouldn’t stand not knowing anything.
“Baekhyun!” I called but he ignored me.
The next thing I knew I was stomping as I tail right behind him while he opened a giant closet. He bent, probably trying to find something inside and I totally didn’t appreciate him purposely refusing to acknowledge my presence. So, I had no choice but to grab his arm.
“Hey you can’t just-” My attempt to whine failed and was cut when he also grabbed my other arm, shoving me inside the closet. “Leave…me…hanging…just like that.” I added sounding like a child trying to learn alphabet while I had my entire body pressed against his clothes.
He smirked just before he shook his head to get rid of the hair covering his eyes since he was using his both hands to hold me. And my startled self could only stare at him, my both hands were pinned on my sides. His beautiful dark brown irises were boring into me, leaving me breathless.
“Shall I help you remember?” He whispered right before he leaned closer to me, causing my face to be buried deeper into his clothes.
As if everything was in slow motion, I nervously watched his face drew more close to mine. His handsome face, yes even with the bruises, filled my entire vision until I couldn’t anymore because his warm lips had invaded mine. And I couldn’t help but close my eyes due to the tenderness of his kiss. My heart started to beat wildly as my clammy hands formed into fists. Then I felt his fingers grazed down my arm before he brought them to the curve of my waist.
In just a matter of seconds, I was lost in his kisses. It was the kind of getting lost that was truly satisfying. Actually, it’s the kind of being lost that was more like being found, if that made sense. I slowly lifted my hands as I clung to him by wrapping them around his neck. He made a step forward taking the both of us inside the closet. Without breaking the kiss, he shoved the hanged clothes to either sides so we could have more space to ourselves. After taking care of the clothes, his hands were now gently holding my neck, tilting my head up for a better access. The kiss gradually intensified and I couldn’t help but to acknowledge that sinking feeling it was giving me. His kisses always seemed to leave me defenseless, kicking all other thoughts out of my head.
We were both slightly panting when he finally lifted his lips from mine, he tilted my head down and planted a gentle kiss on the tip of my nose. He then, leaned his forehead against mine with his eyes closed.
“God, I’m so in love with you. It’s crazy.” He murmured.
I was speechless so I didn’t dare open my mouth to speak anymore. I wanted to cry because for some reasons, I could sense the sincerity in his words. His statement made my heart warm and I was so overwhelmed with everything. First, the kiss, which I had to note happened in the freaking closet, and now his words. And I couldn’t help but wonder how all of these were real. Did I save a country in my past life? What did I do to deserve this man?
He must’ve figured out that he got me speechless so he pulled me closer into a tight hug instead.
“Do you remember it now?” He asked while I was still inside his arms.
I pulled away a bit to look at him. I tried to think and dig my thoughts to remember anything that happened last night after the fight.
Liz. The scene where she was calling me right outside bar flashed before me.
“Liz, she saw us. I have to go call her. Oh my god.” I said as I tried to break free from him but then he refused to let me go.
“What else do you remember?” He asked once more, looking me in the eye.
“Uh…we got in your car.” I trailed off to force myself to recall things after that.
I bit my lower lip as I darted my attention on the floor. I remembered myself crying, him comforting me afterwards and then us kissing-
I gasped, my hands covering my mouth as I looked at him.
“So…” He muttered egging me on to tell him what I just recalled.
“We were kissing…and…”
“And I fell asleep?”
He looked at me with his cute subtle pout taking over his mouth. I knew he was faking his “hurt look” right now and I had to try my best not to laugh at him.
“I’m sorry?” I apologized as I tried to pout just a little. Just a little.
He laughed out loud and I swore his laugh literally sounded like HA HA HA.
“I’m only going to forgive you for passing out on me…” He paused while his eyes narrowed. “While I was kissing you,” he added as he lifted a finger on my lips, his eyes following his touch. “Because I love you.”
Butterflies filled my stomach as he planted a peck on my lips. He appeared really amused when I looked at him again. I figured it must be because of the slight surprise painted all over my face. It was one thing hearing him telling me that he likes me but it was totally a different thing hearing an ‘I love you’ from him. My heart was melting warmly like chocolate under the heat of the summer sun. Yes, Byun Baekhyun was my sun.
“Baekhyun…” His name was all that I could muster.
He didn’t wait for my next words as he pulled me into another gentle hug before taking us both out of the closet.
“I fell asleep… so nothing happened right?” I asked him and I was really hoping he’d say yes but he just smiled and turned to walk to another closet and started to fish for something inside.
I stood and waited for him only to feel conscious when I looked down and realized that I was still just wearing his shirt.
I woke up wearing his shirt, it only meant one thing. Someone took my clothes off. This thought hit me like a bucket of cold water. Yes, I was still wearing my undergarments but I was still bothered. I needed to ask him.
“Baek?” I called.
“Yes baby?” He replied without looking at me, his attention fixed on what he was looking for.
“Who undressed me?” I tried my best not to be too obvious that I was feeling a bit antsy about it.
I saw him stop whatever he was doing for a brief second before turning to me, catching me pulling the hem of his shirt down to cover my legs.
“Let’s leave that a mystery for now, shall we?” He said as he winked at me.
His answer accompanied by the playful expression on his face made me blush straightaway. I wanted to ask him again but when I opened my mouth to start talking once more, he must’ve found what he was looking for and started to walk towards me.
“Here.” He muttered, handing me a pair of plain gray pajamas. “That’s the smallest I could find.”
“But where are my clothes?” I asked him instead of taking the pajamas from him.
“Please Park Hae Won, wear these before I totally lose my mind and do what I have been meaning to do with you.” The seriousness in his voice as well as on his face sent me shivers.
I immediately took the pajamas from him before leaving him as I made hasty steps out to find the bathroom.
I was standing in front of the mirror as I remembered how our lips locked in the closet. Never in my life, I thought that something like that would happen to me, especially not in the closet. Not to mention, in his place.
Then all the things that I had to mind came flooding in my thoughts. Reality knocked as I started to think about Liz and what I would have to say to her. She must be really mad at me right now.
What time is it? I roamed my attention around and found a clock that said 10:43 in the morning. I definitely have to figure things out and start praying that everything would be fine after what happened last night.
I got out of the bathroom and found Baekhyun talking to someone on the phone while he was sitting on the edge of his bed. Even though I couldn’t see his face, I could somehow sense that something was not right. I walked a few steps closer and that was when I was able to make out of the words he was saying. I know eavesdropping was bad but it’s also not right for me to be clueless right now.
“I know. I was really supposed to call him today about what happened last night…” He paused for a bit. “No, I haven’t seen any pictures yet…how bad is it?” Another pause. “Ahhh damn it.” He cursed with a low voice. “No, my phone was on silent I didn’t know they’ve been calling me. They also sent me messages and I just saw them now.” He raked his hair with his free hand followed by tilting his head down. “Yeah, I know… Okay. I guess they’ll be here any moment from now. Okay, thanks Kyungsoo.”
I froze on my feet. Was it about last night?
After putting his phone down on his bed, he lifted both of his hands to his head. I was certain something was wrong. And I wasn’t sure if I was brave enough to ask him about it. Would I be able to handle the answer to my question? My heart started to beat wildly again as I walked closer and stopped in front of him.
“Baekhyun…” I uttered to catch his attention.
He slowly lifted his head to he looked at me.
“Is there something wrong?” I couldn’t help but ask.
He smiled but I knew that he only did it to cover something up.
“Do you love me?” He asked all of a sudden as he stretched his arms to reach for my hands.
I was so surprised I wasn’t able to answer immediately. Since no words came out of my mouth, the expression on his face changed. He looked sad.
“Yes.” I answered, squeezing his hands.
He had his eyes up on me again right after hearing my answer. The corner of his lips rose as his eyes somehow twinkled.
“Then can you say it?” He spread his legs as he pulled me closer to him with his hands now placed at the small of my back. “Can you tell me you love me now?” There was gentleness in his tone as he pleaded with the softest facial expression I’ve ever seen from him.
Honestly, how can I not love him?
“I love you.”
I saw his face lit up before he hugged me by the waist, his head resting on my stomach.
“I love you.” His voice wasn’t clear when he said it but it didn’t stop my strawberry face from showing up.
He broke the hug only to pull me to sit on his lap before staring at me. All he did was look at me in silence for a few moments. Worry was written all over his face and I knew he wanted to tell me something but he ended up looking away.
“Baek?” I lifted a hand to his cheek as I made him face me again.
I was hesitant to ask him but I had to assure him that he wasn’t going to deal with it alone.
“Are we in trouble?” My voice was gentle despite the panic that was slowly already taking over me.
I got a hesitant nod from him as response and it was enough to make my heart sink. The first thing I did was to blame myself. Watching how he looked so troubled right now, with the bruises on his face…I couldn’t help but feel remorseful.
“I’m sorry baby.” He broke my silence by his apology.
How could he even be the one saying sorry right now? I was out of words while I was trying to suppress the tears that were already forming in my eyes.
“Will you promise me one thing?” He squeezed my hand before intertwining his fingers with mine.
I gazed at him as I wait for his next words.
“Please promise me you’re not letting my hand go.”
pstpspspspspst for jongdae
stars are raining down, their lights shining on you. don’t go too far, because i’m here. always, i love you.
I meant to post this last night. But this is about how I imagine y’all feel when I sign on to make my very cyclical and repetitive Minseok, Jungkook, Sehun posts 🤣
WaitForSoo Week 39 of 82 (300 days until his return) // [27.11.2016] EXO’rDIUM in Taipei - vocalist myeon’s biggest fan kyungsoo giving junmyeon his parts to sing too during lady luck
⤷bonus: the face of pure fear as kyungsoo approaches
𝚖𝚊𝚔𝚎 𝚍𝚛𝚎𝚊𝚖𝚜. 𝚝𝚑𝚎𝚛𝚎 𝚊𝚛𝚎 𝚖𝚞𝚕𝚕𝚒𝚘𝚗𝚜 𝚘𝚏 𝚌𝚑𝚊𝚗𝚌𝚎𝚜 𝚝𝚑𝚊𝚝 𝚎𝚟𝚎𝚛𝚢𝚝𝚑𝚒𝚗𝚐 𝚠𝚒𝚕𝚕 𝚌𝚘𝚖𝚎 𝚝𝚛𝚞𝚎 𝚜𝚘𝚘𝚗