the amount i cry its urpriseign it isnt my favoirte activity in fact its my least favorite but it takes up a good deal of time 

Pugh

I'll keep an eye out

(Body Intergrity Dysphoria poem, written by me, very dark) “Driven by the pace of my feet, where my heart huddles My courage dimmed out, into the shadows of the night Street lights blurry, sprinkled on dark puddles Oh, is it right...?

Peering through one eye, at my marvelous 2-dimensional world my brow strapped into a single emotion, as I furled the moment I put my eye patch on tight to hide what to me doesn't belong Oh, is it wrong...?

Pretending to have what no one should desire? As careful as I might, as I'm walking through the shire with my healthy left eye, blocked of its sight

What kind of urge drives me through these streets? Afraid of being caught, all for naught The allure of recognition drowned out by my deceits

Because I'm afraid of what I might do to no longer have to pretend Walking down this alley, will I reach a dead end? Oh, it's sad but it's true what I might do to end the pain of what I cannot mend

One careful misstep at a time falling down this hill, on the road of recovery, that I'd so unsurprisingly begrime What was the point, of this painful discovery!?

No, I actually wish to know which disability would be the worse blow: this mental anguish, or losing an eye? With all the risks involved, what if I'd die? With all the fears that I have, how could I...? My head is spinning, oh dear please why?!

What kind of urge drives me through these streets? Afraid of being caught, all for naught The allure of recognition drowned out by my deceits

Is it my only cure, to ravage my own face? Is it my only path from here on, darkness' tender embrace? I cannot will myself out of this trap a faulty wiring of my body-brain map, but I will keep an eye out for my every possible doubt watching carefully every step I take if I should slip and break

Because I'm still afraid of what I might do to no longer have to pretend Walking down this alley, will I reach a dead end? Oh, it's sad but it's true what I might do to end the pain of what I cannot mend”

point of view (x)

@plasticsouled​ BOYS TO TALK ABOUT WORMS WITH

pablo what is this

1 Week 1 Palette - Custom Neutral Palette

I am a depotter. I take everything apart so I can make little custom palettes like this. Designed this one for vacation to cover lots of occasions! There is only blush in this one because I have decided to stop wearing bronzer for a while--it sort of just looks like blush on me anyway. I also use the shade base as a subtle highlight so this is a full eye + face palette.

I've found the key to a versatile palette is that it needs at least the following 4 things. Sometimes a single shade can even cover 2...but clearly I have more space and just added extras.

1 matte that can be a daytime single shadow

1 shimmer that can be a daytime single shadow

1 deep shade for evening looks

1 highlight/light shimmer to fix when you go too dramatic

Everyday Neutral Look

Basic bronze/gold eye if my usual go to. It doesn't scream "I'm wearing makeup" but still helps your eye stand out. I messed up the liner and was too lazy to fix it.

Warm Neutral Look

A peachy look. Very light and wearable. I find blush as eyeshadow usually works ok, the color just takes a bit more building.

Daytime Fun Look

Duochromes are perfect way to do color while still being subtle. The transition shade here is misleading in the pan, it definitely goes on more peach than it looks. This colourpop one is not too intense, just a slight flash of blue when you turn. Better liner today.

Evening Smoky Eye

The shimmers don't show up on camera well, but the shade dreamer from ABH Norvina makes anything sparkly and beautiful in low light. I prefer smoky eyes to be dark in just the outer corner rather than dark all over.

No Makeup Look

Just a little bit of shadow for definition.

That's it! On Sunday I was too lazy to wear makeup LOL

Art meme examples

Demaris Lee says the difference... - Hattiesburg Eye Clinic - Facebook

Our eye surgeons introduced to… More the area the first laser exclusively designed for cataract surgery, the Catalys Precision Laser. Our team also is ... from Google Alert - eye surgery https://ift.tt/3AUgL50

SOMEONE KEEPS PLAYING THE VINE BOOM

heres what xula'sae looks like rn

Inktober Day 18 - Moon

drip