#feeling Tumblr posts

  • literally-just-kirby
    02.12.2021 - 2 minutes ago

    we were fifteen and you'd sit on that old shitty scratched up leather armchair that was always covered in old clothes and stuffed animals with your old shitty scratched up guitar and you'd download that glitchy tuning app full of ads and set it on the floor next to your feet and hold the guitar pick between your teeth and slowly turn tighten the strings and pinch them from time to time to check if their sound changed and id sit on the floor in front of your messed up bed with your dog laying down napping next to me and your floor was always cold and your room always a bit too dark because you never liked to turn on that horrible white ceiling lamp and it didnt really matter because it was summer and the sun had just set but the sky was still light and then youd grab your phone from the floor and uninstall the app even though you knew youd need it again soon and youd ask me to name a song and youd look up the chords and practice them for a few minutes before finally singing the whole song while balancing the phone on your knee and then youd get up and leave the guitar on the pile of clothes on the armchair and youd open a drawed and pull out a bag and open the glass door to your small dirty balcony and sit on the floor and pat the tiles next to you without looking at me and id sit right there and youd roll yourself a cigarette and lick it shut and light it up and smoke it and wed just breathe the smoke in while we watched the cars and people wander five floors below us while the sky turned lilac then blue then black and wed get cold and get back inside

    #writing #the way i cant stop obsessively describing this one memory #that was a feeling ive never felt again
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  • daisygfx-blog
    02.12.2021 - 3 minutes ago

    Ok so Martin Brundle tweeted this

    As someone who is always nervous about race weekends this is making my anxiety go 📈. Street circuits are usually slow because there is no runoff areas. How are people saying that current tracks are unsafe because they need runoff areas yet an incredibly high speed track like this has no runoff area. The comments are really mixed, some people think it’s going to be great whilst others are predicting big crashes. I don’t want to say anything because I can’t even begin to think about the terrible outcomes with this track. I think if the drivers are sensible and use a bit of common sense it could be a really cool track, I just wish it had some sort of runoff area. I think Baku is a great track because it’s a street circuit but it’s not a dangerous one like this.

    People on Twitter are not making me feel anymore calm. At least we can see what it’s like in free practice tomorrow but I’m honestly really nervous and worried about this track. I have that same feeling I get whenever they race at spa.

    This makes me feel a little better, they have special barriers like they have in Baku. But still in Baku max and Lance were thrown across the track with tyre punctures. Could you imagine a tyre puncture at this speed!!

    I think I just need to calm down, it’s going to be fine. They are professional drivers they know what they’re doing, they’re taught how to driver properly it’s all ok. I just wish the track wasn’t full throttle for most of it. Basically I just wish they were in Baku instead

    #I feel a little pathetic worrying about this but I can’t help it #the track looks really damn skinny as well #ugh I hate being anxious #lando norris#mclaren f1#daniel ricciardo#lewis hamilton
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  • skeevatons
    02.12.2021 - 3 minutes ago

    Love that tma episode with that girl about to be crushed to death inside a murder subway and being so unimpressed with it the Buried just lets her go

    #tma #i relate tho i feel like any time ive had a Mysterious And Terrifying experience ive been more unimpressed than scared #sometimes even annoyed because hey asshole you made me miss my train #i feel like its the depression. it dulls everything and makes everything fucking dull. #how can even the lonely feed when youre already used to the feeling youre gonna die alone anyway
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  • thisismisogynoir
    02.12.2021 - 4 minutes ago

    Me: *sees Mel from League of Legends* 

    Finally! A dark-skinned Black African woman character who isn’t whitewashed at last! 

    And yet the nagging feeling still remains in my stomach. 

    So I look up Mel’s voice actress and apparently it’s this woman named Toks Olagundoye. Who is obviously not as dark-skinned as her character. 

    Which means the investigation cannot end there. So I look up her parents, and behold... 

    She has a Black father and a white mother. 

    And look--y’all might see this as nothing, but in truth, it’s a microaggression. No matter how well represented the character is or how talented the voice actress is, it’s still whitewashing and I have a right to be upset. 

    When will dark-skinned Black female characters NOT be represented by light-skinned/mixed/partly-white Black womenn?! 

    I’m just sick of it. 

    Recast a dark-skinned monoracial Black actress to voice Mel, god fucking damnit. Even when a dark-skinned monoracial Black female character IS shown, a light and bright mixed-white chick gets the role. I’m sick of mixed women always representing us Black women, especially since I just KNOW if it was a male character he would be cast appropriately. And yet mixed people still want to complain that they’re not being represented enough. Yeah right. I’ve had it up to here. 

    #black women#misogynoir#colorism#colorismnoir#mixed women #black girl games #black female characters #black female characters in video games #colorist casting#racist casting#misogynoiristic casting#whitewashing#mel #league of legends #toks olagundoye #even when they're black the media is scared to make them actually black #it's fucking sickening #at this point any time a black female character comes out i can never be just happy #i have to check and see if the actress or voice actress is also black #before i begin to truly and fully feel represented #goddamnit#microagressions #they know what they're doing #the media hates black women
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  • s-zu
    02.12.2021 - 4 minutes ago
    #*pat pat* feel like u were bout to cry there idk #😂 #$$.yoko<3
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  • deathwxtch
    02.12.2021 - 4 minutes ago
    @d-d-disgusting
    (MAX NO. MAX)

    OUUUUUU SHE WANNA DO IT SO BADDDDD

    #{ Thank god drunk Max didn’t do it because that’s ABSOLUTELY a Max thing to do } #☾ rot and decay (ic) #☾ high on a feeling... and psychedelics (crack) #☾ ghosts that pass me by (dash commentary) #☾ harbinger of death (maxime) #vincent tbt
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  • wickedangels
    02.12.2021 - 4 minutes ago
    #asks #giving u a big fat hug rn can u feel like
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  • userjiminie
    02.12.2021 - 5 minutes ago

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    #hello hi this is me coming here to say thank you #these past couple weeks (months years) haven't been the easiest and so many times i've come here feeling extremely lonely and helpless #and every single time there's been at least one person who has reached out and showered me with kind words #it'd be a lot of work to thank all of you individually (again) and some of you sent stuff on anon #so i just want to say thank you from the bottom of my heart #thank you for every message every reply under my posts every kind tag you guys added to my stuff #i haven't been the best at making friends in this fandom bc unfortunately i got into bts right when my brain decided to jump off a cliff #so it astounds me how my lack of social health (let's call it that lol) hasn't stopped me feeling welcomed & respected & appreciated #mostly by really small blogs who kindly take time off their lives to send a genuine compliment or share something they've enjoyed with me #it's a bit crazy to think that a year ago i didn't felt all too comfortable around here and now i'm 🥰 #my heart is warm #thank you thank you thank you all #please know that sometimes your small act can do a huge difference and can bright someone else's day #sorry for this rant but i just saw a tag that made me feel so grateful for no particular reason #anyway yeah
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  • metalheadtilimdead
    02.12.2021 - 5 minutes ago
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  • bibuckleydiaz
    02.12.2021 - 5 minutes ago
    #i wish i could extrapolate on it further but i don’t have the right words yet on how i feel abt that #and also i have to look at numbers for the next 3 hours SO #i’ll be Thinking About It #asks#em tag
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  • citrinie
    02.12.2021 - 5 minutes ago

    not so berry 2 challenge: gen one (onyx)

    your only friend is your spouse.

    they are not married yet, but they might as well be🤷‍♀️

    #lol they arent even engaged xD #but it really feels like they are married #its happening soon i promise ;) #ts4#sims 4#ts4 gameplay#simblr#ts4 challenge#nsb2#gen:onyx#*noa#*cecilia#*
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  • theaterism
    02.12.2021 - 6 minutes ago

    “if you could go back in time and undo a mistake, would you?” he truly hadn’t meant to speak aloud; part of him hadn’t realized the question had refused to stay silent. it had escaped, unbidden and quiet.

    #|☆| open #|☽| foxtrot ( clever fox ) #|☆| ic #(!! aaa…. son……..) #(he genuinely wants to Fix Things somehow bc he knows he messed up badly) #(and he wants all the Unresolved Tension to go away) #(but he also believes it’s impossible for him to truly make up for things so he just aaa) #(he feels very very guilty for everything and he Did mess up but also gosh i wish he would be kinder to himself) #(bc he rlly was having a Time…..)
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  • toasty-brain-juice
    02.12.2021 - 6 minutes ago

    anxiety SUCKS istg all you have to do is make a phone call!! they will ask you questions you have answered before. but nope nah nooooo brains all tHiS IS nEW and WHAT IF YOU FORGET HOW TO SPEAK AGAIN

    #i should not have eaten in preparation i legitimately feel sick 😭 #just say a couple words! not hard! YES IT IS #spilled juice
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  • jermalookalikes
    02.12.2021 - 6 minutes ago

    Marco from metal slug def looks like jerma to the T

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    Marco from Metal Slug looks just like Jerma!

    #yall probs dont post post anymore but its worth a shot #submission #<--- submitters tags #ill give this one to you. if he wasnt blonde i feel like it would be more accurate but i cant mark you down for such a small difference. #you get in the funny blog........... #also i post now i guess. #lookalikes
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  • hazardousbiproduct
    02.12.2021 - 7 minutes ago

    Oops okay a little less than 2 hours out and NOW my anxiety symptoms are showing their nasty little faces

    #me: does absolutely everything right so that i will feel good going into this interview #my anxiety: DEATH
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  • autokrates
    02.12.2021 - 7 minutes ago

    You’re all so lucky there’s only one of me around, because if there were more we’d probably join forces and be absolutely insufferable.

    #One time I was extremely drunk and got told to kiss the hottest person in the room. #So I made out with a mirror for like. Five minutes. #There is photographic evidence. #It was a few years ago but it says a lot about how I feel about myself.
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  • spectrescence
    02.12.2021 - 8 minutes ago

    i only have a couple months left of my 12h profection year and i’m ready for it to be over but i also feel like i need more time to become myself ????

    #12h profection year #this year has been ASS but i feel like some things have really come together so i love that #ahhhh
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  • bogsheep
    02.12.2021 - 8 minutes ago

    okay were any other trans people kinda uncomfortable w how cuffee was portrayed in the harder they fall

    #it feels like they wanted a trans character 4 brownie points #but didnt want them to actually be trans #and the whole thing of making cuffee wear a dress and being called a woman and they never get to assert what their identity IS #but when asked their ''real name'' they explicitly make a difference between their real name of cuffee & their birth name #which is obviously supposed to imply them as trans #like idk #my ideal trans rep is not ''made to wear a dress despite hating it & being called a woman by their friends''
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  • albino-whumpee
    02.12.2021 - 8 minutes ago

    I wrote another slave whump story based in a few dreams I had lately but it’s so so self indulgent I’m getting embarrassed of sharing

    #like #im not even subtle about what I love anymore #but hhhh #it feels weird to show it raw #im usually just closing my eyes and sharing anyways lately #but ahh #first time I just back out fully red
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  • slicingwithanger
    02.12.2021 - 8 minutes ago
    #ODKZJZJ #i wonder if you feel the kind of pain that rips your insides out {musings} #&&.crackonjo
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