G, 10k, wangxian
Summary: “Alcohol is not allowed in the Cloud Recesses.”
“Why don’t you tell me what is allowed, then?”
The exasperation in his tone dug claws into Lan WangJi’s skin. The rules existed for a reason. The rules needed to be obeyed.
“Read the rules,” Lan WangJi ground out. The sound of his own voice, oddly strained, gave him pause. Anger. He was feeling anger.
It had been a long time.
My comments: The capacity for speech had deserted him utterly. He could only stare as the youth waited a beat, then moved to drink the second jar.
It was the rules that clamored at him and broke through his paralysis. They were being ignored—no. Worse. They were being flaunted. This guest disciple was calling down misfortune upon himself. The very idea was inconceivable to Lan WangJi. In one fluid movement, he drew his sword and charged forward, certain not to be swayed by anything the youth had to say.
He was taken completely by surprise once more, however, and even faltered in his attack as the disciple cried out:
“What’s wrong with your hands?”
canon divergence, involuntary invisibility, no one can see it except wwx and lwj, flashbacks to child lan wangji, fucked up lan sect and their rules, feels, angst, childish misunderstandings, rule-related ptsd, lan wangji being pathologically stoic and functionally mute, functional mutism, wwx being pushy and caring, as he does, happy ending, @suspiciouspopsicle
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I’m ready to feel something again. Please, just let me feel something again.
To admit to family/friends or tell them that I’m currently not fine feels often like the hardest thing ever
CONTROL DOESN’T EXIST!!!
Finished 8/13/20: The House of Hades
This is one of the best Percy Jackson books, certainly the best of the Heroes of Olympus series. It’s hard to focus on chapters in other perspectives when you know Percy and Annabeth are in Tartarus. They are so unbelievably kickass. I can’t believe they went through all that pain, so many close calls, a landscape bent on killing them, and managed to get out because of their love for each other. It’s too much for my heart to handle.
“He didn’t think much of fates and prophecies, but he did believe in one thing: Annabeth and he were supposed to be together.”
Feels - Ed Sheeran (feat. Young Thug & J Hus)
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do they know something i don’t?
It’s not like a cute movie awkward
It is the mouth breathing chick in the corner of the office that always says the wrong thing at the wrong time, is just a bit disturbing and you can’t tell if she is all there awkward
BUT INWARDLY I AM TRYING SO HARD TO BE THIS INCOMPETENT
So a few months into my relationship with my bf he admitted that he was slowly falling for me before I even actually talked to him. We kinda work together (my company works with his a lot) so we’d see each other a lot and obviously have to interact from time to time and I had no idea at the time. He tells me all the time that I’m a good person and that I’m amazing; mind, body and soul. And I don’t believe him most of the time, but I’ve started to believe him a lot more than I usually did. I don’t know if this’ll last, but I really hope it does.
Those nights break me.
Due to my nature (a bit intense and prone to falling in love, when it comes to romantic love) I have gotten rejected maaaany times 😆 When I was younger, I used to associate rejection with something being wrong within me. Why else would they reject me? Surely there must be something in me that makes me unlovable. Today, I’ve changed the way I think around this (it was about time). No body is perfect, but I’m sure we try our best with the tools we were given. And that makes you good enough! And good enough is SO much! Today I understand that someone rejecting me doesn’t mean I’m unlovable. I hope this works for you as well :3
Knowing that small things still make you think of me.
Because we went from “everything” to “small things”.
And yet it makes me smile. Because I’m not a stranger. (Yet.)
I miss you.
That’s the real happiness…
I’ve been finding out that I have what this world calls friends
I tried to push them all away
They push me back and wanna stay
And that’s one good thing I have