She got to dump that nigga. 😂
Welcome to Colorado, Keaton Middleton.
R.I.P. Brad Pye; Jr.
Me and S got into an argument last night - i’m adopted, and a mix between Native American and Mexican plus some others in there but y’know… on top of that I’m also trans and Wiccan, so I was the worst thing to happen to his conservative, Christian ass, though it was quite literally both S’s and my moms choice to adopt me… Anyway, I’ll spare you the details of the fight, I said something that bothered me about a commercial (it had to deal with trump who daddy dearest so much loves) I just said that is bull shit and fear mongering, even adding that I didn’t care it was about Trump, I would be just as pissed if it came from either side.
Anyway, he said some stuff then went “its you people that are the reason this shits happening” exact wording, looking only at me and pointing at me - there was so much frustration and anger in his voice and I remember tearing up a bit. My sister (who S is a step-father too) of course called him on his bullshit saying it was racist, no one damn person I’ve told this story to thinks he was either talking about me being Queer or about my race.
Now he pulled back real quick after Dez (my sister, I actually don’t mind if she ever find this blog) told him that it was racist - he went “no” then claimed after a bit of stumbling that he was talking about me being a ‘democrat’ (which i’m not - i don’t consider myself anything really). Now there were three others in that room, my mom and Dez, who also don’t like Trump… so why the fuck did he point and act like he was only speaking about me?
I was so damn hurt, I got when my sister decided to go into the house to get another water. I’m so damn lucky to have her, she talked to me a bit and even message and called me to check up on me later in the night.
Despite the fact my grandmas isn’t the best place, I decided to just run there and watch some Jonathan Creek with her and calm down. I didn’t tell her what happened because whatever she doesn’t need to know and she wouldn’t side with me anyway because her precious baby boy is always right… there narcissist both of them, they hit every damn tick.
Anyway, at least I got out with friends today, we went up to one of the lake beaches close to here and swim around. I’m tired but it was pretty fun. Oh and I got back into roleplaying, I figured it gives me something to do outside of everything else, one more way to creatively stretch my wings, I want to get back on course to finding out who I am again though…
- Gob Boy
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I hated arguing with you the other evening, and I hated crying over you. I don’t think of you as someone who I’d go up against at any point - but clashes do happen from time to time in any relationship and I guess we are no exception to that. I’m sorry that we fought but I’m glad that we resolved it as well. I’m glad that the fight made you care and come face to face with your emotions after a long time. So I guess there was a silver lining, after all! I think what helped me is knowing that a fight with you is not the end of our relationship - there’s way too many things that we love about our partnership and I could never walk away from that. I know you couldn’t too.
This morning was pretty huge for me, I gave an interview on international radio air. I was ecstatic and knowing that you are proud of me made it so much better. I love giving you reasons to brag about me hahaha :) I love that you told your dad you’re serious about us. That made it very real for me. It’s not a small thing at all dude! I’m honestly so shocked we feel so strongly about each other after just 6 weeks of dating! But I guess rom-com movies were right all along: when you meet the one, you just know it. Afterwards, you and I worked on our respective to-do lists, and silently got cracking on those tasks as we video chatted in the background. This is my favourite kind of relationship and I’m dumbfounded that our paths crossed and we found each other. Can you imagine what life would be like right now if we hadn’t? Geez, that would suck. You look particularly cute right now on the video call as you type away on your keyboard. I love you, you big doofus.
P.S. Your Squidward and Bugs Bunny impressions are spot-on. Unfuckingbelievable.
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