#fml dude Tumblr posts

  • it has come to my attention that when i dream about being the captain of a Spanish galleon with a character who’s backstory never involved pirates, wearing a pirate outfit, and being in a time period where walk-e-talkies exist, but literally no other tech advancements, not to mention the ships interior is my house and when I leave through the front door, I’m abruptly shoved into another dream, my neighbors have renovated and painted their house to fit the theme of the Mardi gras  parade that was coming down my street to a song that’s literally just impossible-to-make out-humming with the opening song of Lilo and Stitch faintly playing in the background, like an audio hallucination, only for me to realize they are two dimensional and also all the characters from Lilo and Stitch then I wake up not even close to a cold sweat as that’s not the worst thing to happen, so I carry on my day and am just excited to have remembered it this long, is apparently a bad thing.

    #i dream in hell #fml dude #jacked up dreams #an actual dream i had #what the hell does this MEAN
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  • Fucking bullshit is my situation. Need a ride to get my black before it all gets burned by someone trying to smoke it who doesn’t even do it in the first damn place. Literally if I could afford to uber there and back I would of done it already. Kicking and having it be at someone else’s place is fucking bullshit.

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  • sh!t i right now have a bit of writer’s block but i really need to finish the script for theater for my actors so they can start memorizing their lines so when school starts up again if we continue this project we can start on bloking and shiz like that any tips to defeat writer’s block

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  • art program crashed wile changing layer opacity…..

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  • *gestures broadly* And THIS, ladies and gents, is why I have trust issues!

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  • My best friend, alright like only friend stopped talking to me for awhile. I knew something was wrong but I was doing my usual (ignoring problems) and I figured she’d get over it eventually. I had asked her to hang and to get weed (her boyfriends the plug) several times, she couldn’t. Still I figured she’d get over it eventually whatever it was. Well after a month of me swinging by just to pick up she finally asks me to stay and hang out, she was hella drunk though.

    So I ask her what the fucks been up, and mentioned how she specifically didn’t invite me to hang out with everyone on Snapchat. And she says it’s all because she’s jealous of me, jealous of my body, how I was raised, how easy everything is for me, how I’m going to college and have my shit together. And she was pissed because of my friendship with her boyfriend. Of how me and him have good conversations when we all hang out, and she feels like she can’t be apart of the conversation.

    She also decided to mention how when we first met she pitied me because I had no friends and was socially awkward. Which hella hurt my feelings and sparked a whole freak out about what people thought of me back then.

    But now, now I was the one being hit on, who feigned confidence and knew how to talk to guys at the bar. And that makes her feel upset, I mean shit I’d feel upset too. But we’re best fucking friends.

    A best fucking friend who pity-friended me. Tf is that. Did she know she tore down part of that confidence I had built up? She made me doubt myself, doubt how other people perceived me, did everyone pity me because I don’t have friends? Because I’m weird? Am I that weird kid nobody liked but pretended too? Fuck how do I get over this, and fuck anixiety for all this and fuck her for being jealous and a shit friend sometimes.

    But I have no other friends. She is my only one. And she is a good friend sometimes. And I think I am one of her best friends. And she’s my plug. I think i’ll keep ignoring it and stick around. After all we’re best friends.

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  • I want to Lafayeet myself off a fucking bridge

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  • I don’t think that anyone will ever to feel the pain you’re feeling when no one is caring about you or talking to you. You ever sat there to get a message of anyone asking how you’re feeling but didn’t get a single one? As if you wouldn’t exist?

    This pain is real my friend.

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  • Thought we built a dynasty that heaven couldn’t shake

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  • Has anybody ever had a idea or a thought that you can’t get out of your head and that you pretty much make a full blown novel of in your head and you never do anything with it.

    Like you think up this whole scenario in your head you make characters that you have back stores for and can picture them so vividly you’d think it was a actual person.

    You put hours if not days into that one thought that one little spark of a idea that’s blossomed in a shit storm of theories and decisions you can’t stop thinking about can’t stop adding to it and you can’t stop you have to keep going till it has a ending no matter the headaches or the tossing and turning at night till you figure out “well what if i did it this way or if i add this to it”

    You go through all of that and you still do nothing with it you suffer all of that just to let it sit in your head and fade away to nothing and you’d think you would learn from that but you don’t a couple days will go by and another idea will pop up in your head and you don’t even hesitate to jump down the rabbit hole.

    How fucking depressing it that shit?.

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    Originally posted by trapstrblog

    #sleep deprived #i wrote this instead of sleeping #i wrote this at 2am #But was to lazy to post it till now #fml dude
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  • Well I made it 8 months without having a melt down and havin a killer of an anxiety meltdown haha but have to look forward. I tried so hard to keep calm but didn’t and my result besides a melt down is a clawed out finger has I kept scratching in the trying keep calm 👍🏻

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  • Fuck

    Y'all, I am 20, my main punk rock phase fizzled out almost 4 years ago but I still flip the fuck out every time I hear anything about Rise Against, and squeal whenever I see a cute person with snake bites. Please tell me someone else feels that.

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  • The opposite of Microsoft is Bighard.

    #weird shit #i dont know #fml dude
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  • Me: I am an adult who can handle stressful situations in a calm reasonable manner

    Also me: (SCREAMING INTERNALLY IN FULL PANIC MODE) Fuck

    #shush love shush #panic mode#fml dude #i hate adulting #gotta fake it till i make it #but how long does that take? #my heart cant handle it #i am a literal child
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  • Just had coffee (again) hoping it would help me focus on studying (I have a fricking exam tom, and I just opened the book for the first time) and turns out its helping me focus on everything except studying!!

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  • Alcohol & my spirit.

    It is crazy to me how I am normally a very understanding, centered, clear and open minded person but once I drink alcohol I’m triggered.

    I can drink some, get a buzz going where I am giggly and goofy but once i reach a point, I can be very mean. I mean very very rude. By the way I talk and treat others. I don’t know who I am, why I think or act the way I do while intoxicated. It’s very toxic. I turn toxic.

    I wish i could socially drink and chill. Have fun like everyone else but instead it’s like my inner demons come out in the worst way possible. Ugh it’s bothering me. I have done things so out of character and now people in my life view me differently… fml

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  • People be testing me lately.. I’m very much done with life.

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  • I hate those moments when you accidentally hurt someone or something like that. Then your anxiety goes to 1000 in like 1.5 seconds. Then when they’re telling you that you’re okay, you can’t believe them because your negative self talk is telling you that you murdered them. & how much of a piece of shit you are. So of course I had to cry and have an anxiety attack. I’m great.  

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  • Life update;

    Lmao nobody will read this but idk what to do with it so here ya go peeps.

    One of my friends acts weird AF it’s annoying lol.

    The rest of the group just is the same like B and I in my previous post, btw they loved that you loved the post they felt very loved.

    Anyway it’s christmas break so i can just read and sleep yeet.

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  • So, I was drawing today and my stylus BROKE.

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    #i had a short mental break #art #artists on tumblr #fml dude#just fml #i had a bad day
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