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  • I take so many photos because at least I’ll have something when you leave…

    #Thepartsyoullneversee#Anxiety#Depression #Borderline personality disorder #Mental health#Bpd#Gad#Ptsd #When you leave #Alone#Lonely#Memories #Please don't leave #Help#Lost#FP
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  • this is more of a filler part, but part 4 is going to be dramatic! 

    part 1  part 2 

    “FP.” Alice glances back at you briefly, but you refuse to make eye contact, instead your gaze drops to the floor and your hand ghosts over your stomach. “Like I said, this really isn’t a good time.” 

    “Didn’t you hear what I just said?” 

    “Yes.” She nods. “Your girlfriend’s pregnant. But shouldn’t you be talking to her about that?” She leans her head against the door and pouts at the boy stood in front of her. 

    “We had an argument and she stormed off.” 

    “And?” She asks, her foot tapping impatiently against the floor and despite the situation, it makes you laugh. You hear FP huff and your smile drops, the sudden realization kicking in again. 

    “And? You’re also pregnant. So what are we going to do?” 

    “Ohhh. So now you admit it. Only when you’re preppy girlfriend gets knocked up do you care about your illegitimate child. How sweet.” 

    “Alice.” He says lowly making her scoff. 

    “FP.” She matches his tone. “Do me a favour and leave me alone. Why don’t you try and find your girlfriend…not that your worthy of her time.” 

    “Since when do you care about Y/n?” He spits. “You’ve just called her preppy, and when I ended us for her, you called her a preppy, northside bitch. Something about living off daddy’s money if I remember rightly. Has all those hormones thawed that cold heart?” 

    “Fuck. You.” She says through gritted teeth before slamming the door shut. 

    “Yeah! Run away Alice!” He bangs on the door before storming off. Alice takes a deep breath before turning around to face you, her gaze flickers briefly to your stomach before she looks at your face and its only now, when she really looks at you does she recognize the signs. Your clothes are a little baggier than she’s used to seeing you in. Your shoulder slumped, your face a little fuller and your eyes have the same terrified look as hers just lurking under the surface. 

    “Holy shit.” She whispers. “You’re pregnant.” She finishes and this time you actually make eye contact with her. 

    “I have to go.” You grab your bag and quickly walk towards the door. However as soon as you pass her, she grabs your arm. 

    “It’s going to be okay.” She says and the fact that she’s being so nice to you is making you feel more uneasy that you already did. This isn’t normal, Alice is supposed to be a bitch to you, and if she’s changed because she’s found out your pregnant, you don’t even want to think about how the rest of your life will change. 

    “Thanks. And I’m sorry about FP. He can be an ass sometimes.” 

    “He can.” She agrees. “But I think thats part of his charm.” 

    “Yeah.” You shrug. “I suppose…Alice?” 

    “Yeah?” 

    “I’m sorry for all the things I’ve said. I was kind of an ass too.” 

    “Yeah.” She laughs. “Me too. I barely know you and I’ve said so much shit about you.” 

    “Its fine, really.” You shake your head. “Truce?” 

    “Sure. Why not?” The two of you smile at each other and you both feel slightly more at peace. There was some dark, unknown times ahead but at least you both had one less thing to worry about. And one person who knew exactly what you were going through. “Why don’t you stay? We haven’t finished the film and I promise we can watch Heathers afterwards.” 

    “Okay.” You laugh and the two of you sit back down. 

    “Hey, what are you doing tomorrow?”

    “Saturday detention.” You grumble angrily and her eyes widen. 

    “Wow, princess. You’re full of surprises.” She teases making you roll your eyes. She’s back to normal again, the world is right…for now. “So what did you do?” 

    “I was caught smoking behind the school.” 

    “Impressive. But in your condition really?” She teases, glancing at your stomach and you send her a glare. 

    “I was actually holding it for my friend. It was a wrong place, wrong time thing.” 

    “Yeahhh, thats not as impressive. I got detention for fighting with Penelope. But if you ask me…and everybody else I was doing Riverdale a favour.” 

    “Fair enough.” You agree. “Here’s to another fun bonding experience.” 

    #riverdale#riverdale imagine#fp jones #fp jones imagine #fp jones x reader #fp jones x you #fp#fp imagine #fp x reader
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  • and like the fact that I tried to be mean to him and make him dislike me but he still stayed and he still let me talk to him and he still hugged me and showed me affection and he still was there for me just makes it so much worse because even when I’m at my worst he tries with me. even when I told him that I relapsed back into self harm he still told me how much he cared about me and how much he wants to help me and how he wishes that I wouldn’t hurt myself and I just fucking hate it that he’s so nice it’s so fucking annoying because I don’t deserve his kindness.

    #tw bpd #tw self harm #tw self hatred #tw cutting#bpd things #bpd favorite person #fp#bpd fp#bpd thoughts
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  • I found an Item™ that reminded me of FP and I almost cried getting rid of it

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    WHAT ????!

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  • #ask me#answered#FP #let’s move on now please
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  • I’ve realized that my fp isn’t a friend. They never ask me how I’m doing, but not out of selfishness. It just never really occurs to them that they should do it.

    And that’s ok. I can deal with that. But I give them every once of my attention, love, and affection.

    Getting almost nothing in return hurts.

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    Rika Kihira ~ 2020 Challenge Cup FS (International Angel of Peace) 🥇✨

    #rika kihira#figure skating #challenge cup 2020 #fskateedit#my gifs#IAOP (rika)#fp#rip quality #but yeah was in the mood for making more gifs so yay #clean bb!!!!!!! #and that 3A exit is *____* #love this program for her so much #and she’s been doing so good with it too <3 #hope she can skate well at worlds too! #anyway yaasss @ my faves killing it here at cc #bring it to worlds bbs
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    Shoma Uno ~ 2020 Challenge Cup FS (Dancing On My Own) 🥇💙✨

    #shoma uno#figure skating #challenge cup 2020 #fskateedit#my gifs#fp #dancing on my own (shoma) #rip quality #this rink and video was hell to gif but anyway lol #i tried to pick out new bits of the choreo for this gif set~ #who would have thought that they could make something so good even better!!!! #i’m especially in love with the chsq?!?!?! #the falling leaf -> twizzles??? HELLO THERE #also noticed that some of his other movements are done better here too~ #hope to see this choreo in hd greatness at worlds 🙏🙏🙏 #and ofc i hope shoma could skate well there too #so he can really have fun and feel satisfied too
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  • details @ prabal gurung s/s 2020

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  • #send me asks #bpd #borderline personality disorder #fp#bpd fp #bpd favorite person #favorite person#ref
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  • You left. Why did you leave? Why would you do this to me? Come back

    #borderline personality disorder #bpd#actually borderline#actually bpd#fp
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  • Joseph Joestar and Caesar Zeppeli nendoroids just announced!! Release date/info TBA.

    #jjba #jojo's bizarre adventure #joseph joestar#caesar zeppeli#jojo merch#mpm#fp#mj#figures#medicos #good smile company #jojo no kimyou na bouken #jojo#battle tendency
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  • “beautiful creature” you whispered to me.

    the words I’ve so longed to hear, but curiously not from the right mouth.

    I’ve found myself still hoping you’ll call.

    Until you do, I will continue wrapping myself up in the arms of a new lover. One whose blind infatuation spills over and over me.

    I can see it and I can hear it and I can feel it and I even bask in it like sunshine. Although this patches the emptiness, it does not fill it.

    Not even a little bit.

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  • When your fp needs space and you care more about their feelings than your own so you’re strong on hour one kinda because you only sent one meme and—

    #bpd problems #living with bpd #living with bipolar #living with borderline #but mostly living with yourself #bpd feels#actuallyborderline#fp#favorite person
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  • It’s so weird how much of my personality comes directly from things my FP either said he liked in people or literal personality traits from him. Or stolen personality traits from his roommate because he called her cool and attractive one (1) time.

    Like not talking to him for the past week is making me actually question: well why do I like ____ and the answer is often…..“fp like thing?” Or why do I feel distaste for ____ bc “FP don’t like the thing”

    How do I let my sense of identity become so wrapped up in someone elses ideals. And for what lol…to be abandoned in the end?

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  • I tried so hard to convince myself that my now-ex was my FP because I felt bad that I didn’t “love him enough” or whatever but today I got reminded what having and FP is really like and hoo boy!!! It truly is a whole different ball game, huh!!

    #mine#xtxtx#bpd #borderline personality disorder #fp#favorite person #like i haven't felt like that in almost two years!!!!!! #it's a lot easier and better than it was the first time tho #probably because my current fp/bf is actually a Good Person #and also he has bpd and I'm his fp (i think) #so he knows how it feels #wow look @ me tag talking
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    THAT freaking ending…oh my…

    done in 2017, probably.

    #jughead #jughead is dead #jughead fanart#jughead jones #jughead x betty #bughead#FP#riverdale fanart#riverdale #blood in the water #that's the song playing in this scene #very dramatic indeed #i think i cried
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