[OC] All good things…
[OC] All good things…
“Amicus certus in re incerta cernitur”
(A true friend is known in an uncertain situation)
Ella hace cosas pensado en si misma. Sosteniendo firme el “Yo soy mía nada más”, acostándose y andando con mucha gente. Genial que seas tan libre, pero fíjate que hieres gente. Hay gente a la que haces creer diferente y un amor único, que en realidad es el mismo que le das a los otros. Y ahí , al darse cuenta de eso, heris a la gente. Por que eso que das y tanto sanaba el corazón roto de alguien, ahora lo rompe más.
Eres un sol. No te protejes y te quema.
Kocham nocne niebo zimą.
Kocham w nie patrzeć i słuchać szeptu gwiazd.
Soy tan básico que con una buena canción en mi cabeza, una foto tuya sonriendo y un buen meme puedo tener un gran día.
// Well we can settle down
We’ll start a family
Cuz you’re my best friend
And you’re so good to me //
A little story from today c:
It’s about my best friend
And the time to let it go.
Always Remember: Your greatest enemy is yourself.
Sandwich Samurai [OC]
•*•*• 20th February 2020 •*•*•
It just hurts. For years, we were so limited and made do. Maybe the financial situation has changed a bit, but not when it’s about visiting me and going anywhere to do something fun when we eventually get to hang out? No spare time or energy, unless it’s another friend or someone else? I’m just not an important friend any more. Now, 5 years later, things seem to be a bit better financially, but someone else is there, so my support isn’t needed and my friendship just seems like a hassle.
There’s the occasional thing that makes me feel like our friendship is still valued, but then other things suggest it isn’t. I haven’t even been given a birthday card for 3 years, even though one has been promised each time :( It really is the little things that matter to me most of the time, but I can’t even say anything without it being misunderstood.
I just wish friends/“friends” I’ve had over the years put in as much thought and effort as I do. Something must be wrong with me because being “a great person” doesn’t mean anything if nobody genuinely wants to hang out and see you :(
February 20, 2020
Good morning from the wildest of cats!
Every jungle has a little panther, and this is mine <3 He will walk over me to try and get to the window in the morning and catch some prime sunlight hours.
I love the little munchkin so much!
Today, a friend -that I shall call Sunshine from now on- explained how sometimes there is this magical moment when you connect with someone, and that makes it all worth it. All the search and pain of dating. Maybe she even meant the pain or life itself.
So I asked what did she mean by it? How could she recognize a moment like that? What does it feel like -to make everything so worth it?
She compared it to an afternoon of laughing very hard with a good friend. The connection you can have with someone so close.
In my head I thought of a recent afternoon, where I couldn’t stop laughing and how my cheeks were hurting afterwards from all of it.
But it still didn’t make sense. Why put up with all the paint of life for brief moments like that? Is that what life is for some people? Brief moments of happiness or being close with someone, followed by the darkness of life?
After said afternoon, I went home and cried for hours. I had been so happy and fine, even. enjoying myself in ways I hadn’t thought I would… but life is never like that, and a few hours later, reality came crashing down.
Maybe she meant that sometimes you can find a person that makes your life be more like that a little bit everyday?
I don’t know.
But she has been insisting on this for a while. And before I hadn’t really questioned it, just accepted it as something that everyone else goes through, without trying to understand.
•*•*• 19th February 2020 •*•*•
I’ve just learnt how you truly do recycle things in each relationship. Something you say to one, you will say to another. Love of your life, best thing to happen to you, you never knew how beautiful life could be until you met them…. it doesn’t mean they didn’t mean it when they said it to you. There are only so many ways of telling people you care about them. Hopefully every relationship will be good enough to feel like that, even if it doesn’t last forever :)