𝒑𝒍𝒆𝒂𝒔𝒆: 𝒍𝒊𝒌𝒆, 𝒓𝒆𝒃𝒍𝒐𝒈 𝒐𝒓 𝒍𝒂𝒘𝒓𝒆𝒏𝒄𝒉𝒂𝒔𝒆 𝒐𝒏 𝒕𝒘𝒊𝒕𝒕𝒆𝒓 𝒊𝒇 𝒚𝒐𝒖 𝒔𝒂𝒗𝒆/𝒖𝒔𝒆 ✧
there are some things that you really just don’t get over no matter how sure you are that you are over it or how much time has passed and it will always be revealed in your dreams
the past seems like a whole other lifetime now
I need a girl friend 🙃
One who will come over just to do nothing with me
So grateful I met these kids ❤️
Today I turned a page in my life and I understood some things that I wanted to share with y'all. It’s been a while since I ended my friendship with one of my friends and it had been haunted me. I’ve never had a closure with her, because she never wanted to talk. It was a pretty toxic friendship and I have absolutely no regret leaving her, but oh my I missed her so much. And it has been more than a year and I still thought of her, so I had tried everything to stop doing that. A week ago I watched an episode of The Magicians where Alice’s mom told her to “do something crazy” if she needs to, to help her grieve. And it inspired me. Well I didn’t do something crazy but it helped me realise that I didn’t have to wait for those feelings to pass and I needed to take actions. So I gathered the drawings she made me, the notes she gave me, and I wrote down everything feelings I had, everything that I wanted to tell her. And I burned everything. While it was burning I was imagining all the feelings for her burn inside of me, reducing them to ashes. It felt so damn good. Thanks to what I did, I’m more than ready to move forward and let go of her.
However, thanks to her and some others, I realised that some things needed to change. I need to change. I always end up in toxic friendships and I realised it was my fault. Not that I want them or anything but I attract those people and it’s my fault for letting them take the advantage on me. It’s my fault for letting myself give 10000% of me to them. I’m the kind of person that gives everything to someone, and that forgets herself in the process, that’s not healthy. And it’s my fault for not giving to the persons that deserve my attention. That last thing actually changed, I met some new awesome friends that are there for me, that listen to me and care genuinely about me. I have to says, sometimes it angers me, I’m not used to that. I can’t hide myself, I can’t say “I’m fine” when I’m clearly not and expect them to just don’t care, because they fucking do. And I’m so grateful that they entered my life and decided to make me their friend. And I hope for every person on this planet to find friends like that, because we fucking deserve it, you deserve it. It took me sometime to realise it and I wouldn’t be able to do it without my two friends.
Anyway, thanks if you read everything, you’re awesome ! And if you haven’t, you’re awesome too !
I love Joan and Sherlock’s friendship in Elementary but nothing can top Lightman and Foster in Lie To Me. The playfulness and their easy intimacy and obvious love for each other makes it
Alleine schon, dass ich dir mitten in der Nacht noch mit Meter langen Nachrichten antworte, ist Zeichen genug, dafür wie gern ich dich habe.
once a friend, always a friend.
Want to be in Bed with someone, Drawing, Writing, Passing ideas back & forth.
Working on Stories Together & after just cuddling & listening to music..💕
My friend says fun things sometimes. It’s beautiful.
“You are dumb, I am not smart.”
Friends who slay together stay together 🍓🔪
Recalling memories with good old friends at late night is one of the best things in the world.