#ftm radio Tumblr posts

  • ftm-radio
    22.01.2022 - 2 hours ago

    okay so through some ADHD word association hijinks I don't feel like explaining right now, I suddenly remembered being a kid and seeing pictures or posters of Avril Lavigne like this โคต๏ธ

    and just thinking that she looked SO COOL and secretly wishing I could wear a tie (when we had spirit week at school and had ~tie day~ the clip-on one my mom got me was incredibly disappointing, it was not the same ๐Ÿ˜ญ) and thinking about it now, it was definitely some kind of gender feeling. more gender presentation envy than traditional gender envy feels?

    oh but you know what i think it is??? it's that intentionally botched femininity post but this time it's intentionally botched masculinity: wear tie wrong lmao

    and now I'm wondering if there are other good and fun examples of intentionally botched masculinity... ๐Ÿค”๐Ÿค”๐Ÿค”

    #im probably thinking about this too much and making it deeper than it really is but whatever #like one expected idea of masculinity is the formal/powerful/authoritative suit+tie business man #sposed to be all slick and polished and cold #but then taking one aspect of that. the tie. and turning it into something rebellious and casual and fun #.....i got distracted and i lost where this was going #but whatever im nonbinary and i wanna botch gender in BOTH directions fuck yeah #ftm radio #intentionally botched femininity #intentionally botched masculinity #trans#transgender#ftm #nonbinary trans guy #trans guy#trans masc#trans man#nonbinary man#nonbinary#trans masculine#gender#gender presentation#gender envy
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  • ftm-radio
    22.01.2022 - 7 hours ago

    excuse me sir that's my emotional support singular chin hair :/

    #sorry lol this is dumb but i keep thinking it so im posting it to get it out of my brain lol #ftm radio#ftm meme#trans meme#trans#transgender#ftm #nonbinary trans guy #trans guy#trans masc#trans man#nonbinary#trans nonbinary#trans masculine#pre t
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  • ftm-radio
    21.01.2022 - 1 day ago
    #if i ever wanna check out some slashers maybe ill look those up #ftm radio #listener call in #ask#anon#slasher movies
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  • ftm-radio
    16.01.2022 - 6 days ago

    wait when I was a kid did I have a crush on kovu lionking2 or was it gender envy all along???

    >:0

    #ftm radio#gender envy #i want to sleep but my brain wont hush
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  • ftm-radio
    16.01.2022 - 6 days ago
    #furries are just fun #i mean some content is uhhh hmm ๐Ÿ˜ฌ but well that describes every community huh #also if u wanna see some rad n cozy furry art @mrspider draws some really cool furries. love the art style. ๐Ÿ‘Œ๐Ÿป #ftm radio #listener call in #ask#anon #im going to bed so i guess this is just gonna be the first post on my blog for several hours. rad.
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  • ftm-radio
    15.01.2022 - 1 week ago

    confession: for years I used to think all the 'uwu' and 'owo' people were annoying and dumb, and recently I started using 'uwu' in texts n shit as like a joke or an ironic thing

    but guys

    I dont think it's a joke anymore

    this post is brought to you by the surprising euphoria of being a dude and typing uwu all the fuckin time now

    #ftm radio#uwu #it IS dumb but it makes me happy and im ok with that <3 #i may be cringe but i am free
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  • ftm-radio
    14.01.2022 - 1 week ago

    my dad has this magical talent of walking into a room to stop and watch a bit of tv like riiiiight before the gay stuff (typically men smoochy smoochin') starts happening onscreen & it's really quite unfortunate for him because he's old and fairly uncomfortable with witnessing gay shit, but of course he happens to live in a house with queer kids who enjoy partaking in the consumption of gay stories and typically get their mom to also consume the gay stories

    ๐Ÿ˜Ž๐Ÿณ๏ธโ€๐ŸŒˆ

    #honestly i think the exposure is good for him because to my knowledge he hasnt made any 'yikes' comments for a few years now #slowly ironing out my dad's homophobia one queer tv kiss at a time ๐Ÿ˜˜ #also nobody take this the wrong way my dad isnt an asshole he's a good dude. he's learning. <3 #ftm radio
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  • ftm-radio
    13.01.2022 - 1 week ago

    ๐Ÿชฑ๐Ÿชฑ๐Ÿชฑ๐Ÿชฑ๐Ÿชฑ๐Ÿชฑ

    #i am back with another music recommendation bc one of my fave artists just dropped this one today #๐Ÿ‘๐Ÿ‘#ftm radio#music#music recommendation#music recc#noahfinnce#noah adams#WORMS #WORMS (in my brain) #idk how im gonna survive waiting for the music video for this one #i love it so much #Spotify
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  • ftm-radio
    13.01.2022 - 1 week ago
    #oh my god this almost made me snort out loud #thank you #anon you have cured my residual encanto feels ilu #๐Ÿ˜‚๐Ÿ˜‚๐Ÿ˜‚#ftm radio #listener call in #ask#anon#lmao
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  • ftm-radio
    13.01.2022 - 1 week ago

    the mortifying ordeal of having your mom ask if ur okay bc you are sniffling at your computer (even though you were trying to be subtle, damn it) and having to tell her oh no you're fine you're just watching encanto for the fourth time and you're a god damn SAP is what you are

    #i cry so fucking much at movies #(and life in general lol) #i used to get horribly dysphoric about it but im better now bc i can blame it on my adhd and feel better about it ๐Ÿ‘‰๐Ÿป๐Ÿ‘‰๐Ÿป #emotional dysregulation babeyyyyyyyy #the emotional part of my brain is fucked and it feels like emotional reactions are ramped up to 300% a lot of the time #i thought i was building up a resistance to encanto bc the last time i watched it i like. barely cried. just teared up a bit. #but this time NOPE!! shouldve known i was a goner when i started tearing up at 'waiting on a miracle' #lmao#ftm radio
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  • ftm-radio
    12.01.2022 - 1 week ago
    #srsly tho i know jack about prom and dresses and shit but i imagine its expensive why would u buy a dress years before ur kids prom #and risk wasting all that money on it not fitting or not being to your kids tastes later on #seems foolish to me #anyway#ftm radio #listener call in #ask#anon#prom#<3#positive post
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  • ftm-radio
    11.01.2022 - 1 week ago
    #ftm radio #listener call in #ask#anon#trans tape#binding#safe binding #bind safely kiddos
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  • ftm-radio
    11.01.2022 - 1 week ago

    lmao I am obsessed with "We Don't Talk About Bruno" rn and I keep rewatching that scene on youtube (particularly Camilo's part because jfc his actor gives me voice envy ๐Ÿ˜ฉ) and I am growing increasingly envious of all these gosh darn curly-haired Madrigals!!

    particularly Bruno because his looser curls are basically what I'm dreaming of having. and now I'm sitting here hoping really hard that when I start T it will activate some hidden curly-hair genes and give me some kind of curl or at least a little wave lmao ๐Ÿ˜ญ

    I know *one* of my brothers had curls when he was younger and my mom says that if he let his hair grow out it would probably curl again, and my aunts and grandma on mom's side have/had curly hair so I think that's where it comes from.

    so im HOPING i will get blessed with a fun new hair texture when I finally get my greedy little hands on some gender goo, but I have no way of knowing until then & im scared I will get my hopes up if i end up never developing curls ๐Ÿฅฒ

    #btw i am so sorry if y'all are tired of me ranting about how much i want curly hair when the mood strikes me #it WILL happen again #undoubtedly#ftm radio
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  • ftm-radio
    10.01.2022 - 1 week ago

    today I printed the forms I need for the DMV โ€” a gender designation form and a name change request. used my dad's printer so I have to wait... a while, apparently... for the ink to dry but then I can fill em out and have everything ready to go when I get the clear from my covid test.

    as for that, the internet said 2โ€“4 days for a result and today is day 4 soooooooo ??? haven't gotten any emails or phonecalls about it yet. if it's positive they'll call me so hopefully rn no news is good news?

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  • ftm-radio
    10.01.2022 - 1 week ago

    not me realizing 91 notes later that my wpath post flubbed one of the dates and has 2021 instead of 2022 for one spot

    ๐Ÿคฆ๐Ÿป๐Ÿคฆ๐Ÿป๐Ÿคฆ๐Ÿป๐Ÿคฆ๐Ÿป

    whatever, y'all get the point

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  • ftm-radio
    10.01.2022 - 1 week ago

    oh my god. ohmyfuckinggod.

    my sister and I just walked out of one room and she was in front so obviously she opened the door for us both right?

    well for whatever reason I decided to hold the door the way I think I've seen guys do it* where their hand is pretty high up on the door like almost at head height rather than just at the knob, and as I passed through the doorway I just got a surprising hit of euphoria ????!!!!

    I am always gonna hold doors like that from now on holy shit

    what is it about arm reachy up that felt so gender ???? I love it but I don't understand

    *have no guys actually done this and my brain just made it up?????

    #if this post is incomprehensible i apologize #but i hope some of you out there Get It #ftm radio#trans#transgender#ftm #nonbinary trans guy #trans guy#trans masc#trans man#trans masculine#nonbinary#nonbinary man#gender euphoria#euphoria
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  • ftm-radio
    10.01.2022 - 1 week ago

    I made the mistake of watching a compilation of trans tiktoks and at least a quarter of them were ftm voice updates and now I'm just sitting here like

    GIVE ME THE GOO

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  • ftm-radio
    09.01.2022 - 1 week ago
    #ftm radio #listener call in #ask#anon
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  • ftm-radio
    09.01.2022 - 1 week ago
    #u are not shit my friend. paperwork is shit. but u are most definitely not. #also sorry if you dont like cats and sasha does not help you feel better :/ #ftm radio #listener call in #ask#corninthegob
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  • ftm-radio
    06.01.2022 - 2 weeks ago

    getting up now so I can go get tested ๐Ÿ˜ฌ

    #ftm radio#covid #hmmmmmmm small anxiety #unfortunately i think like when i actually get there it will become big anxiety lol #long as i dont have a panic attack I'll be fine haha
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