Workout finished - the car files - part 2

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On this bi visibility day I just wanna say to all fellow bisexuals that you my friend, are visible.

The Vixen 📷 by Adam Ouahmane.

Gay😘irl

I want to write you a poem

Detailing my love for you

But you’ve always been better with words

So i’ll just mention how much i love your passion

Just a simple sigh to remind you how beautiful you are

A quick note about the angels that sing every time you smile

I won’t say too much

Because i know you could do better

But it’s all ok when i get to fall in love with every word you write

I want to run my hands through a boy’s hair and tell him how pretty he is and how glad I am he’s in my life. That would be very nice I think.

Guess who’s gotta wake up for work in 6 hours 🙃

The fact that my very existence pisses people off? It makes me feel powerful

JJ OH MY GOD….

It’s (Finally) Over

Things have finally ended with Jerry. So I told him on what? Monday that I wasn’t into him and I was too overwhelmed for a relationship? He has been pushing me and cornering me and basically not allowing me to say no. He keeps saying he’ll take care of me and help me feel better etc. today I finally said something that made it click I guess?? He said I was being a little withdrawn and I said that I was because he kept using relationship terms and stuff after I told him that I wanted to be friends. He then spent the whole day pushing me, forcing me to say yes again… and here’s where I feel like a dick. I kinda started to leave him on read and he’d double text and I’d respond. Told him I wasn’t sure and just needed time and he kept pushing. I left him on read and he texted me like 30 minutes ago, “are you okay?” And I was like yea why and he says that I’ve been withdrawn. I said, “because I don’t want to hurt you and say no but I also don’t want a relationship at this time and I feel like a dick hurting you” and then he kind of starts to get angry, “you should have just said you didn’t want a relationship…” and I pulled up receipts that I did and he says, “well let me ask you something, why are you in tinder if you don’t want a relationship.” And just kind of angry and then he apologized and said he was a the problem, that he was pushing me and was notorious for that. Apologized some more and then he just sent a long ass goodbye text. So I guess it’s over but I feel like a ABSOLUTE dick but also he had red flags up the wazoo. I just feel so bad. He just come off so sad and angry and hurt. I didn’t want that and I told him I never wanted that. and now he’s said goodbye. I feel so bad. Also I have a date with Max on Friday…

09.23.20

I saw a double rainbow today. Which makes me double gay. Reblog to be a double gay

Mental Health Update for myself, and anyone who cares. * Blog will return to normal after this post *

I feel like I’m reliving my teenage mental health years. I feel like I’m coming out all over again. I always knew I loved women, never denied it. Thought I was a lesbian until I turned 16 when I met my bestfriend.. he was my emotional soulmate. The exception.. or so I thought. we ended up being in a on off/ relationship for 8 years, living together 4. With problems arising from daily life stress like bills and family issues, we also deep down both always knew I was gay causing some of it, we went our seperate ways peacefully.

But now I fee lonely, and lost. I have to navigate my entire life all over again, and I’m terrified. I never thought it’d be so hard to do everyday things by yourself, nonetheless have the energy to try to socialize and keep up.

My LGBT circle is small around here. Everyone knows everyone, and I haven’t been around it in a long time.. I feel alone, and even if I found someone, I really don’t know who I am anymore, or what I’m doing with my life.

I’m having an identity crisis, and honestly I’m not sure how to go from here. Please send positive vibes or maybe advice or coping mechanisms? I appreciate it. *End emotional dump*

Lo dejaría todo por que te quedaras, mi credo mi pasado mi religión.

I played with some filters

An oldie but goodie to celebrate Bisexual Visibility Day, a doodle my sister did last year of we three queer siblings and our colors. Hugs to all my bi buds out there, you are valid and loved.

Gay_irl

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So is my himbo vampire prinxe spouse not coming or do I have to make a cosplay and seduce someone by being mysterious from across the gala myself?