happy ace pride week!
happy ace pride week!
If there is a god, they are gender non-conforming.
Hey! I’m really not active on tumblr anymore but would you guys like it if I transferred to doing YouTube story times? Semi animated story times actually. I already have one in the works. It’s not trans related but I think a good chunk of them could be. Anyone interested?
hello whoever took the time to read this,
everything in my brain has overloaded and now I’m slowly trying to crawl back to normal. I sometimes fake what I feel, especially to those who I don’t think can take it or people I don’t know so well. So me writing this doesn’t particularly make sense to me. But it might help and that’s all I want.
My gender is confusing and this means that I basically only wear 3 things, all of which include baggy jeans and a hoodie. Don’t worry, i clean my clothes. I feel happy being addressed as “sir” and sometimes “miss” but a lot less often.
I don’t fit all “masculine” stereotypes, for instance I like eyeliner. Really dramatic eyeliner. Even though i want to be read as male I still think eyeliner is cool. Maybe that’s internalized transphobia making me think I need to be really masculine but I don’t know. Gender is weird.
(This desc is going to copypasted for all my redbubble design uploads)
If this is the first post of mine you have seen then hello, I’m Magz, A queer nonbinary 18 year old that would like to start working in freelance art and youtube as soon as possible to also move out of my current home situation (as I am misgendered often and cannot express my queerness freely)
Still at around 170$ dollars out of my 2000$ dollar goal (For a new pc and other video/art equipment, for example markers, program lisences, mircophone, etc).
I don’t have much artistic inspiration lately cause of final stress but none of my platforms are getting any (or at least not much) attention and its becoming very very de-motivating. (I’m not blaming my watchers as I know interacting with someones art can be very imtimidating or that you simply might not find my work interesting)
So I’m going to be uploading redbubble designs of mine (read: upload a ton of them a day to maybe get some type of traction) (I unfortunately still do not have my back acc and id sorted out so I cannot make any money via my redbubble yet but I have these rebubble commissions (which I accept points for)
I also post custom grids/adopts on this side deviantart account: (Which can also be bought with points!)
If you don’t want to do the above but still want to support then you can share this on social media (Do not feel obligated to support, I dont want to force anyone)
here is my store for when it goes live (hopefully soon)
reads for: greek, part of the arvanitic minority, white, pansexual, gender fluid, raised orthodox but leaning towards paganism. grew up in rural greece, now living in athens. i have a good knowledge of traditions and agricultural activities. studying the classics, in case anyone needs help with the ancient world, and linguistics
general questions and discussion: yes
in-depth discussion of plots and characters: yes
partial read (relevant sections): yes
full read: yes
willing to read: original work, fanfiction (avatar: the last airbender, all for the game - nora sakavic, the raven cycle - maggie stiefvater, fanfiction/stories based on greek mythology), erotica/nsfw/explicit scenes
unwilling to read: n/a
rates: fanfictions: 2€ (≈2,5$) per 1,000 words. original works: 3€ (≈3,5$) per 1,000 words. prices can be discussed for works over 5,000 words
contact: @heartsofsunlight, ghostofyou#2985 (discord), or firstname.lastname@example.org
Any older non-binary possibly bi person want to be my parental figure?
What joys I’d experience being named
I haven’t come out with this yet
When you catch yourself changing your own pronouns like “oh.. huh.. I think I like this..”
I’ve been using she/her pronouns almost exclusively because that’s what I’ve been used to.. but my boyfriend has been using gender neutral nicknames or changing nicknames/pronouns when he vibes out what gender I’m vibing in the moment 🥺💕
my girlfriend has been a zillion percent supportive of everything and has been using Alex since I told her I was considering it 🥺💕
(Yes I’m poly)
And when I feel like a genderless potato or a bit of a combo deal, I’ve been lowkey mixing things up and I just realized I’m doing it rereading texts.
Accidental subconscious progress on my side of things??🤣😅
Everyone close to me has been so supportive. But I’m making progress too. Implementing changes that I’m not even noticing until later like “Aww”
That memory of that time I raided a goodwill (part of a game where my siblings were given like $10 each to try to get the coolest find/get the most out of our money)
And I bought a black very masc-looking button up vest that had embroidered black angel wings on the back with my money. Threw everyone off. My dad judged my choice.
It lived in my closet until I wore it later in high school for some dress up assignment. I got a girls number when I wore it.
Then my brother later claimed the vest and I never saw it again.
If I would have kept it.. and added some black skinny jeans.. and had a dope ass long sleeve undershirt. Some confidence and maybe a fedora or other sexy hat.. I could’ve rocked that look back then.
How much I absolutely hate my massive boobs. And the attention they get. All. The. Time.
Side effect of a much bigger picture.. that I wouldn’t understand until literally a decade later.
My mom talks about straight love to the my brothers with so much emotion in her voice but when I needed her advice on a boy, she barely gave me advice. It annoys me so much. I asked if she would be ok if I dated a white guy, because at the time I was. She told me she rather have him be Latino or Black.
I didn’t say anything but I hate how for me, it’s fucking political statement every time I like someone. It’s like y'all didn’t accept me for years and acted like I wasn’t gay but when it comes to my love life, I always need to date another black man to prove I’m black! I don’t have a racial preference, what matters to me, is a emotional/mental/physical/sexual attraction, and we can agree.
I’m black and proud of it, I’m gay, and Gender fluid as fuck! I’m fem and I don’t care what anyone says but when I hear people say why don’t you like black people. I get so fucking pissed. Yes I like all types of men, but no one race is fucking above another in my attraction.
Like yes I have seen many black man, that I liked but because I have my eye on a man who isn’t black at the moment, it doesn’t mean I’m not proud of my blackness or think lesser of myself. When I hear that, i flashback all to the guys who I liked, the black guys at the time I liked treated me like I was a freak or the gay friend who helps them with girls.
And when the one white guy had a crush on me, and actually me for me, some of them had something to say, it annoyed me so much, I told him I can’t date him. I was so mad but when I was single, they were quiet. I was like y'all wanted me when a white boy wanted me, but when I’m single y'all wanna be straight as fuck.
For fuck sake! Like I’ve accepted myself, my fabulous black,gay,gender fluid,sub fem,atheist self but I hate when people say I’m less black because of my dating choices, and now I’m better person, and I want a guy who I get call my king and I could be his Queen, one respects the girl inside and loves her just the same as the male body they see.
stretches your gender like a silly band
The other day I had a realization that now that I’m accepting I’m not a cis girl, and I am open to The Signs from my childhood, I’ll get a random montage of moments I forgot about that I can look as Evidence.
I’ve always had interests or wanted to do or be things that I was told “you’re not allowed, that’s for boys” or “you’re not supposed to like that, that’s too manly” and I was slowly conditioned to believe that.
Stay tuned: I’ll probably start a string of posts about it.
Whether I’m sad posting about gender things, looking for resources or venting about discrimination, they’re ALWAYS reblogging or responding to my post or messaging me personally. I’m so grateful to you all!
Demi- (partly), -boy-, -flux (fluid).
Demiboyflux people experience a fluctuating partial connection to masculinity, but may not be fully male/masculine feeling as well. It is best described as partially male fluctuating to not male at all. Demiboyflux people can also be nonbinary, genderless or neutral, especially at the lowest masc points.
Being enby is so freakin cool I’m really vibing with this