i never want to harm you again, i want us to be able to be friends to each other in a healthy way, i thought the past few months proved that we were capable of that, i think we need to clarify some boundaries, i think we both need to understand when the other person needs space, i think this is something we can do without it being complicated
saying i do not care about you would be a lie. to see anyone i care about say goodbye would hurt. but i’m no longer hurt in the way i used to be and you’ve always been too important to me for it to be simple to see you walk away.
i am not who you think i am… i am not who i used to be. i hope we can move forward. i hope we can have a constructive conversation about this like two adults who only just want the best for one another.
i would fight for any of my friends like this. i understand if my persistence is overwhelming and it’s okay to also tell me that maybe my persistence is inappropriate if that’s how you feel, i can’t be sure because it hasn’t really been clarified. but i can only learn and grow if i’m given space to. and i understand you need space and i am trying my best to show you that i care while still respecting that space.
i hope a dumb funny cat meme thing was okay to send to you. i said i hope you are well and i mean it. are friends not just two people who want the best for one another?
i just hope things can be okay. i am sorry if i did something to push you away. it was never my intention. i hope it’s okay for me to try and make things better. i thought your interactions with me on twitter would make it ok to send a dumb cat meme as a peace offering of sorts. idk if you’ll ever read this. idk if you even remember this blog exists.
i mean it when i say i hope you are well.