#girl brains Tumblr posts

  • i never want to harm you again, i want us to be able to be friends to each other in a healthy way, i thought the past few months proved that we were capable of that, i think we need to clarify some boundaries, i think we both need to understand when the other person needs space, i think this is something we can do without it being complicated

    saying i do not care about you would be a lie. to see anyone i care about say goodbye would hurt. but i’m no longer hurt in the way i used to be and you’ve always been too important to me for it to be simple to see you walk away.

    i am not who you think i am… i am not who i used to be. i hope we can move forward. i hope we can have a constructive conversation about this like two adults who only just want the best for one another. 

    i would fight for any of my friends like this. i understand if my persistence is overwhelming and it’s okay to also tell me that maybe my persistence is inappropriate if that’s how you feel, i can’t be sure because it hasn’t really been clarified. but i can only learn and grow if i’m given space to. and i understand you need space and i am trying my best to show you that i care while still respecting that space.

    i hope a dumb funny cat meme thing was okay to send to you. i said i hope you are well and i mean it. are friends not just two people who want the best for one another?

    i just hope things can be okay. i am sorry if i did something to push you away. it was never my intention. i hope it’s okay for me to try and make things better. i thought your interactions with me on twitter would make it ok to send a dumb cat meme as a peace offering of sorts. idk if you’ll ever read this. idk if you even remember this blog exists.

    i mean it when i say i hope you are well. 

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  • god i’m a wasteland, my heart is a wasteland 

    i destroyed everything when i left you 

    now i need to leave again

    but i’m in love with an illusion and her name is really pretty

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  • woke up at 2:45 am and never went back to sleep, greeted by a snowy morning and a delayed opening at work and everything outside looks like im living in a snow globe…,but my head feels funny from not sleeping and i just want to take off of work and sleep for 20 years idk idk my brain and my heart are exhausted

    #girl brains#personal #im in such a daze #s.o.s.
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  • at what point do you fade away from me?

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  • light pink sky, up on the roof

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  • it’s snowing so much i’m so happy and i love the new fka twigs album and my heart is full and im holding back dozens of thoughts that are swirling in my head but i’ll drown them out and let them fall into background noise etc etc etc

    #personal#girl brains #im in a dream and you're in it
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  • Beware the mind of the girl who always starts the conversation. All she really wants is someone to ask if she is okay.

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  • Me: Hmm maybe I’ll try casual…

    Feelings: HAHAHAHA no

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  • i got my diploma in the mail the other day.  apparently i graduated suma cum laude (sp?).  it was weird holding such an expensive piece of paper.  i couldn’t even tell you how much money went into it.

    diplomas are weird.  know what else is weird?  i’m going to berkeley.  still hasn’t really hit me yet.

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  • Going to sleep without you next to me, makes me realize how hard moving to California is going to be.  I wish I could bring you with me.  I wish you could move with me, I wish we could just be together.  I haven’t had a relationship that was this easy in years and I am so afraid for it to be gone, now that I am used to it.

    It’s not the loneliness I’m afraid of.  It’s your absence.

    I don’t want following my dreams to mean leaving you behind.

    #girl brains#ugh#sads#personal #please follow me to california
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  • some people are really annoying and have bad personalities, even though they are motivated to learn and interested in cool things.

    is it a motivation issue?  maybe it doesn’t count as much if you’re only motivated to learn so that you can be better than everyone else.  maybe it’s better to be motivated by the idea of being better than a previous self.

    maybe you’re a dick.

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  • As if my teacher doesn’t ubderstand/ hate me enough already. But idfc

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  • GIRL BRAINS - Grimes

    i need something to be scared of 
    besides getting a broken heart 

    or not “living my life to the fullest" 
    it’s bullshit, it’s fucking bullshit 

    i’m jealous of those living in fear 
    somedays i’m beggin’ to be taken outta here 
    out of this world, this misery 
    this eternal fucking struggle to stay young and happy

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  • HEY WE PUT OUT A NEW SONG TODAY ON THE HEADS UP RECORDS COMPILATION. THERES A LOT OF REAAAAALLLY GOOD BANDS ON THIS.

    THE REST OF THE EP COMES OUT IN LIKE A WEEK OR SOMETHING.

    INTO IT?

    #GIRL BRAINS#[intense music] #HEADS UP RECORDS #HEADS UP RECORDS COMPILATION #PGBOT#GBFU
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  • today was unbearably long and hellish, and on top of the million things I had to get done, my dentist told me I need to have my wisdom teeth taken out soon.

    at least it’ll get me out of work for a few days so I can just sleep and simultaneously lose weight from all the food I won’t be eating

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  • EARTH TOUR PT 1 PT 1 - PITTSBURGH

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  • LAST NIGHT WAS FUCKING INSANE. THANKS GUYS. WE LEAVE FOR PITTSBURGH SOON, IM GONNA DRINK A LOT OF BEER THERE

    #GIRL BRAINS#PHILLY #EARTH TOUR PART ONE
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  • I want all my stuff back but you probably shit all over it like you did my feelings.

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  • your existence (or non-existence) infuriates me

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