I'm going insane (the term the doctor used is "treatment resistant chronic depression with psychotic features") and no one takes it seriously. Do I have to be hospitalized in order to get people to not see it as a joke or quirk? What do I do?
tw: suicide, overdose I'm falling apart and no one has noticed. Would it even make a difference if I took a whole bunch of pills and drove off the highway?
I wish you would listen to me sometimes. I know I'm crazy but does that make my voice completely invalid?
Too much noise! Too much noise! Where are you? I need you! So much noise! It hurts
Happy anniversary. I wish I could tell you in person and make it a special day for you. Soon, मेरी प्रिये.
tw: alcohol Please don't get drunk again tonight. I know you enjoy it but it makes you so different. I'm already fragile and falling apart from this week and still in pain from the last time you drank. Please. I love you.
I wish you saw how hard I was trying. How much I'm struggling. How I'm just barely hanging om by a sliver of a thread made up of sheer will. It breaks my heart every time you say that I never change. I'll keep changing until I'm good enough. You're my everything.