me, Yoimiya and Ayaka are in love and i’m gonna win the 50/50 n pull her 😻

cant wait for that tweek art to get only like 20 notes bc the sp fandom seems to like mostly b dead on this website these days, god bless <3

I don't see how a candle message talking about foxes that go hehehe violates the code of conduct.....

Lucija it baffles me how you function with so much aries in your chart omfg

my brother played handball for a long time so therefore i have earned the right to talk shit about it. it SUCKS

miss girl stole my 50/50 but i love her.....

OSRR: 2556

i woke up a bunch of times this morning, only to wake up at 9:30 with my alarm and realized that everything - everything - of me ached. so i sent dr. noah an email and told him "nah i can't do it" and went back to sleep. and i woke up several more times, turning off my alarm again and again.

i woke up at quarter of 4.

i then mulled over the possibility of going to see hannah or staying home to work on my paper, and i eventually decided on going to see hannah. after, blessedly, taking a shower, of course.

anyway, i went up and met hannah at the mall and we went a few places, and i got a few things, including astronomy fluxx, a kirby plushie, a kirby keychain, a kirby blind-box pin, and a kirby hand sanitizer thing. and i got a really nice necklace that's actually pretty comfy.

observe:

and i love it. i'm happy about the chain - it doesn't pinch or annoy me, so that was a surprising plus. and i realized that the reason it doesn't catch my hair in it is because my hair doesn't exist where the clasp and chain are. perks of having an undercut, i guess.

we went to lisa's and hung out and spent time with joel and we got chinese for dinner and it was generally really nice. hannah was feeling a lot better by the time she went home.

i came home a while later, and i've been watching tv, reading, and working on my paper since about 12:30, when i got back. it's now a little past 4am, and i gotta be up around 11 to work with my student, so that'll be extra money on my next paycheck. nice.

all of this is to say that today was honestly pretty decent.

and then there's the horrible mental illnesses which lurk beneath the surface and ruin the quiet moments with depressing thoughts. there are so many of them that i don't even know what to say anymore, except they're still fucking there and i fucking hate them. joel is sweet when it comes to handling me with i don't feel so great, but it doesn't always help. yes, i'm aware i have issues. and i don't want to throw them at the feet of everyone i know. just. i don't want to be a burden or an annoyance, even though i recognize i already am. but i don't know how not to be a burden or an annoyance, because i've always been one, on everyone. and i feel terrible about it. because no one wants to deal with that. no one wants to hear about the same person hating themselves and talking down about themselves all the fuckin time. no one. so i just wanna shut up, and when i do, i realize that all i fucking talk about it those things, so i have nothing to say. ever. and it makes me sad, because i don't talk, and i don't get talked to. so i want to just like, stop existing for so i don't impose.

Being a good/kind person isn't easy because it has consequences.

And the older you get, the more of those consequences you live through and the more you learn you can never do a good action without paying a price of any kind because of it.

Don't be mad at people who are just tired of dealing with problems and consequences they had to deal with all their life for every nice thing they tried to do.

Life is hard. Often it sucks.

You're not a bad person just because you no longer have the energy for little acts of kindness.

Watch "Teen Wolf ● Believer" on YouTube

Imma just be a bitch for now on, fuck it.

So that new Tubbo lore on Wilbur's stream sure was something, huh

Breaking the Fourth Wall

by Anonymous

It's 1990, less than a year after the apocalypse that wasn't and things seem great between Aziraphale and Crowley. Then Aziraphae finds a book that changes how they view the world.

Words: 6593, Chapters: 1/1, Language: English

Fandoms: Good Omens - Neil Gaiman & Terry Pratchett, Good Omens (TV)

Rating: Teen And Up Audiences

Warnings: No Archive Warnings Apply

Categories: M/M

Characters: Aziraphale (Good Omens), Crowley (Good Omens), Beelzebub (Good Omens), Gabriel (Good Omens), God (Good Omens)

Relationships: Aziraphale/Crowley (Good Omens)

Additional Tags: Hellfire, Holy Water, Burning Bookshop, Ineffable Husbands (Good Omens), established reltionship, Kissing, Cuddling, Protective Crowley (Good Omens), Protective Aziraphale (Good Omens), Threats of Violence

Link: https://archiveofourown.org/works/33022927

To Catch Falling Starlight

by Anonymous

"What?" You all ask. "A demon having an all-encompassing love for humanity? Well, certainly that isn't possible. Only an angel is capable of such love."

Well, allow Me to tell you, you're wrong, and don't think you can argue. I'm the highest authority on all things. Most demons don't love like that, because most demons don't believe they can. And, need I remind you, Crowley isn't most demons.

Crowley knew the way he felt was different, that most of Hell's kind couldn't feel the way he could, couldn't love as much as he did. So, Crowley thought to himself on more than one occasion. seems I'm not even properly Fallen. I can love Aziraphale romantically and with the deepest bonds of friendship, and I love all things with respect and compassion. Surely there is no other way I can love."

Crowley was wrong, so very wrong.

Words: 5186, Chapters: 1/1, Language: English

Fandoms: Good Omens (TV), Good Omens - Neil Gaiman & Terry Pratchett

Rating: Teen And Up Audiences

Warnings: No Archive Warnings Apply

Categories: F/M, M/M

Characters: Crowley (Good Omens), Aziraphale (Good Omens), Warlock Dowling, Thaddeus J. Dowling, Harriet Dowling, Original Characters

Relationships: Crowley & Warlock Dowling, Aziraphale & Warlock Dowling, Aziraphale/Crowley (Good Omens)

Additional Tags: mentions of verbal and physical abuse, Crowley Loves Warlock Dowling, Aziraphale Loves Warlock Dowling, Crowley Loves Aziraphale (Good Omens), Aziraphale Loves Crowley (Good Omens), Crowley is a better mom than Harriet, Found family fic, Protective Crowley (Good Omens), Ineffable Husbands (Good Omens)

Link: https://archiveofourown.org/works/33022693

just a little update, any thirsts or asks alike (which boys are… / which boys do you think…) will only be answered in the weekends !! 💝💝💝 mwah

i honestly do not see me dying in any other way than me ******* ******

anyway, no replies tonight, i’m very tired so i’m just gonna head to bed. i’ll be around tomorrow at some point. thank u for being patient with me. <3