Hi! Just want to flex myself here. Haha Feel ko lang mag inarte.
Hi! Just want to flex myself here. Haha Feel ko lang mag inarte.
Lately, I have been so preoccupied with a lot of things. I don't know where to focus anymore and I'm always sleepy and tired. Sobrang toxic na ng work. Nagkakaroon na rin ako ng anxiety. During weekdays all I think about is how I would spend my weekends. I no longer participate in any activities sa work. I feel sad at the same time unsure if I'm really sad. I feel like I'm just floating around. No goals, no dreams, no emotions, just me wandering. I tried reaching out to people I missed the most but unfortunately, things are not the same anymore. I just want my coffee to stay warm to wake me up from this state? Thing? Phase? Moment? I don't know what you call it but yes, I just want to feel the cold pavement again whenever I wake up at 3AM. I just want to feel whole and present again. If not today, hopefully tomorrow.
h e l l o. 👾 I’m Joshua
I’m sure I will delete this in 20 minutes like everything else I do.. not even sure why I’m making this post honestly.
I’m sitting here, watching The Matrix — which is one of my favorite films; some others are Titanic, The Danish Girl, Enough, Jurassic Park, Resident Evil, Bridesmaids and many many more. I’m kinda a movie buff. Horror movies are an obsession and I find it ironic that none of top movies I just mentioned are horror 🤣 few favorite horror movies are; Wrong Turn, Fear Inc, The House October Built, The Crazies, The Possession and etc.
The Matrix is real bruh.
Okay—moving on, I game a lot. Probably too much. Anyone else play Overwatch? Grinding levels now because I’m so tired of my bronze portrait 🤣 — so, if you wanna grind with me; hit me up. Some of my main toons are, D.va, Echo, and Hanzo.
Dude, you hear about the lawsuit blizzard entertainment is in? — they in some deep shit.
Anyway, this post is legit the most random bullshit. Posting this like anyone cares... my 5 followers will be impressed LOL.
FREE BRITNEY! — I swear, I can’t wait for the tell-all book. I’d sell my fucking arm for the first copy.
Suck it Jamie Spears. loser.
Anyway. I’m gonna go. This is my only form of social media so sometimes I pretend there are people on here that might be interested in knowing me. — the audacity I have. Lol.
Anyway, I’m Joshua and I have a blog and just wanted to say hi. 🙋♂️
xoxo, gossip girl.
Lol, Jp. Never even seen that show
... and i’m out.
hump day lewks
Butch Boys be dressin like this and will call it fashion.
Do not interact: Cisgender women and "Men dni" blogs.
Sorry for being 5'4 I guess
I shittly scribbled my first tattoo idea and I do like it! I'll get it in white ink or something as it would look less conspicuous and more like a scar, a part of me, and a US is that it would kinda match a dear friend of mine who's got a different rune on her left. Also checked and my other tattoo idea would look balanced with it tho completely different!
Don't mind the fact I'm nude, I'm about to hit the shower
When I’m down on my knees, you’re how I pray
Oh, you know, on holiday, reigniting my passions for… hot tub
New swim trunks 👀
Living my best life today! First time wearing a dress out in public casually since moving 😅 Getting F-slurred at the other day for wearing a very normal outfit reinvigorated my fighting spirit to make the str@ights mad and the fellow qu33rs happy 🥰 👏LIVE👏YOUR👏BEST👏LIFE👏 #TravisLoveBenson #selfie #theythem #enby #genderqueer #lifestlyeblog #dress #thrift #flowercrown @villages_mediapa (thank you for this flower crown!! I LOVE it!) #me #gpoy #fairtrade #adayinthelife #life ALSO sorry these tags are long the amazing @nyxcosmetics lipstick has lasted ALL day and so has the @narsissist foundation!! Even wearing a mask on and off! 🤯 #makeup https://www.instagram.com/p/CR4uXIztDLb/?utm_medium=tumblr
Through a convoluted series of turns orchestrated by fate, I am currently, this moment, being paid upwards of $1800 to…sit and go through my tumblr feed.
It’s a one-time deal and it super inconvient in other ways, but. Damn. Just. Wow.
Here is HOPEFULLY a new edition of my #self-ish project, if tumblr doesn't give me a hard time with posting images like it's been doing unpredictably for a couple of weeks! I'll lead with a picture of this great and freaky sweater I had to buy even in the dead of July, with the usual stuff after the break. My husband calls today's look "sexy Nadine Hurley". See if you agree!
There was NOTHING I could do to get that sweater picture not to blow out. For whatever reason it was like the one setup where I just could not get my phone to cooperate on the exposure level. That's ok I guess, I'm no artist. I do all this stuff on my phone with its free photo editor, and I gotta prop the phone up against my laptop screen, with the laptop on top of a big holiday popcorn tin, which happens to be the right height for me when I'm seated. My husband is an actual photographer and has offered to help, but I like to keep things "simple" (read: I prefer to struggle for no good reason in isolation until I'm almost insane from dealing with my own improvised "techniques"). Anyway, before I got the photos I actually thought worked, I had a couple that blew out similarly--but I liked them so much I decided to fuck around with them a little, since they were already like damaged goods. I usually don't do very much editing because I don't really know how, and also because of a vague feeling I have of wanting these photos to be at least somewhat close to reality, even though they're so stagey and artificial.
I had to cut this short because I JUST got this shirt in the mail and it's way nicer--softer, smoother, fits better--than I expected...but then I realized that it was catching like crazy on the rhinestone pasties I used. I'm really lucky I didn't ruin it, as I'm rather famous for ruining things like an hour after I get them home.
It's bad if I ruin an item of clothing since almost nothing fits me properly! I'm very short and kind of extremely hourglass-y, so practically nothing that's made for normal people works out; I'm very grateful for thrift stores, where I can root around in all the stuff that's totally irregular for most of the population. Anyway, this is a nice shirt and it goes nicely with one of my many eyepatches--which do serve the practical purpose of helping me deal with the cycle of eye trauma, surgery, and scarring that I am forever stuck in. But the patches might as well look pretty too, right?
My hair is really serving "feels like 105 degrees and 60% humidity" today
Unom magam a mosoda elott cimu gpoy
A szerzo archivumabol
2002 vs 2021
Me, holding a melted candle