Wow. Truly I am just amazed. It’s not a lie you can call out either. Its somthing that you’re not even allowed to comment on or be upset about. It truly has nothing to do with you and yet you let it effect you. And for what? To be metaphorically laughed at for caring. Amazing how you can stay up worrying for the life of someone just to find out you should have never allowed yourself to fall for someone else’s tragedy. Truly the most confusing and agrivating experiences of 2021 so far.