Teen Robert mb
Teen Robert mb
You see, the last thing organised crime would want is Operation Lighthouse coming knocking on their door. So they had to put in a new SIO to suppress that line of inquiry in favour of a random act of violence perpetrated by a disturbed individual acting alone. A frame that neatly fits Terry Boyle.
Found out thru a friend tht u actually follow and reply to stuff with ur main tumblr...... me, being a dummy,, made this a secondary acc,, so uh HAHA just letting yall kno i follow and reply thru my main: isda-just-swimming-by 😭
these are objectively correct and you can’t change my mind
I don’t watch mcu or like superhero stuff, but i love Sebastian Stan Chris Evans and Anthony Mackie and like their dynamic, idk that to me has always been very fun to watch personally? I know this sounds VERY weird (though i have seen a lot of their non superhero films and have always followed their careers in that sense). But yah, hahaa. (also one more thing i don’t know is if Anthony and Seb actually dislike Tom Holland or if it’s just this ongoing gag of sorts lol).
Hhhhhahhhhhhh I wanna draw Ryukyu-
Day 1 for Diverse Tolkien Week: Women of Colour
Elrond’s Diary: The Ones Across the Sea
Last night I dreamed of Naneth fair.
She danced upon the shore
While all around the sea-sprayed air
The seagulls’ sad cry tore.
I called to her; she did not hear,
And thus did I awake.
I wept to think of Nana sweet;
Of what Adar did take.
He found me on a balustrade,
My face turned to the West.
“I needed air,” I said, “for I
“Was feeling not my best.”
He did not leave, but knelt and said,
“What can I do for you?
“To see you so unhappy makes
“Me feel displeasure too.”
And so I told him of my dream.
I shed more tears throughout
While Adar listened carefully,
All quiet through my bout.
“My nana wore a white cloth dress,”
I said, “And as she danced,
“Her hair like shadow followed close
“And near her feet there pranced
“A-many fishes leaping up
“Above the waters fair;
“The sea-foam fell upon her feet
“Like glitter in the air.”
“She used to dance when I was young,
“A little bit, at least;
“But after Ada left, ‘twas when
“Her dancing she then ceased.”
“And now I’ll see her nevermore!
“She lives across the Sea
“With Eärendil, so far away;
“Apart we’ll always be.”
Maedros held me close and said,
“I do not have foresight,
“Yet my heart trusts that you’ll see her
“Again in old lands bright.”
“But you said once that you would not
“See your naneth again,”
I pointed out. “It seems to me
“That you now choose to feign.”
“I speak no lie,” Maedros replied
“My fate remains in dark;
“But as for you, there is still hope.
“If you can bear it, hark!”
“My naneth lives in Valinor
“Among her works and tools.
“Her hair burns red and in her face
“Shines light above all jewels.”
“She moves with grace and in her hands
“Lies all the strength that one
“Can bear. Her might is greater than
“The brilliance of the Sun.”
“A-many things she’d craft from stone.
“With just her hands she’d breathe
“Such life into those stoic shapes,
“And love around them wreathe.”
“I loved her dear, and still I do,
“But in our folly dire,
“We tore away from her and now
“Must face our Doom’s great ire.”
“Yet you are not beholden to
“The Doom that follows us.
“There may come time when you will go
“And find your naneth thus.”
Given my Maedros+Elrond theme for this Week, I wanted all the days to be focused on them as best I could. Since this day is about women, the obvious route for me was to look to the mothers! So here we have Elwing and Nerdanel! :DDD
Part of me feels that it’d be easy for Elrond to talk to Maedros about missing his parents, given that Maedros has lost his and would understand the pain. I say “part of me” because Maedros is also the reason why Elwing is gone and Elrond’s home destroyed. So I’d imagine a conversation like the one in the poem to take place some time after Elrond’s trust in Maedros has really developed and strengthened.
......oscar but he’s... but he’s gold!
Call me It because I’m a CLOWN :’L
i wanna know about Robert’s time away from the village SO BAD i want it so bad. Like we know he worked at the garage as a teen and we know he saved up enough to be able to live in a decent flat, and therefore able to probably get a minimum wage job at some fast food place, or maybe as a chef or something at a little restaurant. Maybe ending up catering for Lawrences firm or w/e and that’s how he gets hired, and meets Chrissie. I mean but also how did that affect him psychologically you know? Being shunned away from this village that was once home, and now estranged from this brother and father that he once had this unbreakable bond with. Coming back just briefly for that same fathers funeral? Like he never got to grieve normally like his siblings did????? i mean that DOES something to a person. He literally didn’t get to say goodbye to like, either of his parents! Meeting Chrissie, and i mean yeah he may have loved her in a way, but he probably loved the comfort and the financial stability she could give him more. It was that sense of needing someone and wanting to be wanted and needed by someone that’s always played in the back of his head. Like how did he deal with all of that grief and turmoil on his own? How did they make the decision to come back to the village and what was Robert’s first initial reaction? Did he wonder the reception of his return? Did he anticipate what it would be like to see Katie again? GOD. There’s just this WHOLE other life he had that we just, don’t even know about. Like there are SO MANY loose ends that i HAVE to know, and Emmerdale just decided to just. NOT visit any of that?????? JAIL.
oh no im thinking about affair era and how soft the hotel scene was. Aaron waking up in the morning, covered in white and Robert’s skin against his own. Despite himself, smiling even though he knows what this is. He knows, but he’s falling and falling down this rabbit hole, and it’s soft and gentle, nothing like how they started. It’s normal. The same when they spent an entire week in home farm, just the both of them, being normal. Like they both were able to put their guard down for that moment in time. Robert being this chocolate maniac, “You’re meant to live on sugar!” Aaron thanking Robert for talking him down from pulling out of the business during the hotel scenes. It was all so much softer than what we’d seen during the affair era, and it really makes me believe that Robert did love him from the minute he laid eyes on Aaron yk? I dunno, i just have such a soft place in my heart for both the hotel, and the home farm week.
“You’re all I could think about...”
Also like. They both needed that breakup to grow individually as people. They needed that space, to be between friend and best friends. To be there for each other in ways they haven’t before. That was the ultimate growth though, is that when they got back together, they talked. They communicated. They weren’t afraid, Robert wasn’t afraid of Aaron not forgiving him anymore, and Aaron wasn’t afraid of Robert leaving him! They both came on top of their insecurities as people, and became stronger than ever as a couple.
Anyways, Robert and Sarah mean a whole lot to me 🥺