2:16 AM, they broke my heart

In a previous post or who knows which one, I had said that I had an impossible love, I am aware of it as clear as water, but today it has blocked me from Messenger, I had never felt so bad

I want to cry, but I can’t, I want to hurt myself, but I don’t have the courage, I want to scream in his face, but that would increase my stupidity more …

I don’t even know what I did for him to do that to me, I love that person very much, he has given color to my soul and helped me in my worst moments …

„Seitdem du nicht mehr mit mir bist, fällt das Atmen mir so schwer, kriege keine Luft.“

- JIGGO // Duft

I can’t stand what I have done while being high

I love that part of the reason I struggle to stay sober is because of the things I have done to get money when I’m not sober.

Mi mente no esta bien ¡Paranoia! abstinencia en mi cuerpo hay !Fracaso!

Drogas en la sangre, intoxicando !Hola yo! Vamos a matar y mutilar !Fracaso!

Tratando de sustituir y adquirir !De nuevo yo! Buscando entre alfileres y agujas !Fracaso!

Esto es necesario, esto es !Mi otro yo! Atacando, envenenando ¡Intoxicando!

I once said I’d walk through flames for you.

Ironic that you ended up being the hellfire that consumed me.

I helped you get to where you are. Saved you, held you, praised you.

You tore me to shreds in return. Beat me, cursed me, broke me.

And somehow you expect me to be by your side, a King’s slave.

When in reality I’m the Queen. Not because someone else treats me like one, but because I know what I deserve.

I refuse to settle for anything less.

It’s a lonely road without you by my side.

But it’s one I need to travel.

An Ode to the girl grace

I couldn’t wait for u my dear

My desires hv worn out

My mind is too heavy

I keep my eyes away from

Ur memories they’re mine only

U keep on the shifting

I'mma keep on grieving for u

My lover the grace of u only hides

In a another dimension but

Ur a different discussion

For u put At a distress

For me this is no fitting end

I could cry the rain for u

And u wouldn’t run to meh

Never I will forget thee

I'mma sympathetic man

A sentimental lover but

U kept distance from me

As if I had malleria i'mma

Have malleria on knees

With silent praises Whnn the backs

Are quivering Whnn the guns are loaded

Whnn the childern be the crying

Whnn the blood is at The end of

A budegeon don’t take me for a seal

My dear am not monkey

Don’t trick the evil we might hear it

I think I talk it that’s why u close

My mouth off and Whnn u see me

Ur eyes are covered ur feet

Never covered ur love cold like

A cadaver like marble ur skin be

Makes meh sick to stomach

Makes we quick to kill

I raise my hands like u will come down to me

Where ever u are u should’ve lied to me

I was frank to love but now I frank

To differ otherwise my heart beats with

Empty u feel but no moral emotion

And ur truth the stars go like u go

U may got me running scared

But I’m teriffied of Loneliness

I’m committing off the deep end

Got me holding hands with myself

To fall to low ground so as above

And so we are always below

And my heart goes to u

BUT TODAY ON SUNKEN ERA

The love is dead and no one wanna

Praise the guud man they want

More bitter men to wrk to death

I scream with their no remorse

So dear still love the grace so don’t run

The love of u caht hide love

And Whnn we meet once again I

Shall see splendor and grandeur

Like far away u are u should

Of the rarest like diamonds

Plz don’t enhance urself u’ll be

Fake before u hit Jeweler doors

Be more modest like emerald jade stones

And ahh Whnn the heartaches

i like…im dying all over Whnn thy

Mind is stuck on it.

-stray

Busca tu risa como excusa a la infelicidad.

- Fuente @ojos-color-artes-blog

Es de mal gusto matar a quien solo buscaba vida en tus ojos digo que es mentira si te sigo que no dejaste heridas,has manchado mi jardín de rosas blancas de sangre querido,hoy sentí todo mi odio por ti pero también todo el maldito amor que aún siento me veo como fuerte pero mierda mi alma acabo su tumba junto a mis preguntas vacia,como los hoyos del espacio muerta así misma me siento,perdón por las palabras narradas estoy profundamente herida a mi nada me cura morir siento mi ruina un alma envenenada perdón si se me escaba de los labios verdades que dolieron pero tu me dejaste peor

- fuente: @ojos-color-artes-blog

I hate my life

Hmmmm. Ok.

Ich liege im Bett und habe unvorstellbare Schmerzen, die sich langsam von innen nach außen heraus fressen. Wie kleine Parasiten, die meinen Körper befallen haben und dessen Ziel es ist mich zu schwächen, sodass ich schlussendlich aufgebe.

Aber so leicht werde ich mich nicht geschlagen geben. Ich werde gegen diese Schmerzen kämpfen und mit aller Kraft versuchen, sie zu vertreiben. Selbst wenn es das letzte ist, was ich tun werde.

Denn wer nicht kämpft, hat bereits verloren und sich selbst aufgegeben und dazu sind wir nicht auf dieser Welt!

Originally posted by spaceeblack

I just wanna die and bleed

Or I’m gonna smile and sleep

I’m just falling in too deep

And can’t stand longer on my two feet.

You can call me insane

Cause I’m cutting my vein

And you think it’s a shame

But I don’t take the blame.

You’re calling me at five

To know that I’m still alive

But I just wanna dive

In that feeling that I won’t survive.

I just want this suicide

Cause I can’t keep up that fight

And I think after this we might

See each other on the other side

Life by me

Perché il mio cuore è come in frantumi? Forse perché penso di aver rovinato tutto come sono solita fare… deludo continuamente le persone… sono egoista… penso solo a me stessa… mi odio e odio me stessa sopratutto ora più che mai… sto come sprecando la mia vita… non mi sento più in controllo della mia vita… mi sembra di aver sbagliato tutto fino ad ora… non ho mai agito nel miglior dei modi… anzi… ho sempre datto cazzate… alcune più gravi altre meno, ma ho sempre agito male… mi odio mi odio e mi odio…

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Question

Okay why does so many people hate on Gemini? Like? Yeah there are some crazy freaking Gemini but there are some pretty dang fantastic ones too just like there are bad people with any of the other signs just as much as there is good