my 54 wips mad because i just started another one

moms will be like ‘you cant lie’ meanwhile, you would have been dead if she really knew the things that you did like i will let you have this one bae ❤️

I am once again yearning for toji...😔

Even the overwrought fake screams of pain in campy shows like TNG are triggering for me now. Assaulted with sounds and images 💥

One'a these days I'll have the energy and attention span to draw...

i am : sad and also gay<3

GET OUT OF MY HEAD  GET OUT OF MY HEAD GET OUT OF MY HEAD GET OUT OF MY HEAD GET OUT OF MY HEAD GET OUT OF MY HEAD GET OUT OF MY HEAD GET OUT OF MY HEAD GET OUT OF MY HEAD GET OUT OF MY HEAD GET OUT OF MY HEAD GET OUT OF MY HEAD GET OUT OF MY HEAD GET OUT OF MY HEAD GET OUT OF MY HEAD GET OUT OF MY HEAD GET OUT OF MY HEAD  GET OU

who even is george soros

I don’t want your approval until you’re ready to prove yourself because I just don’t feel like it means anything right now, and that should have mattered to you like it did to me. Everybody needs love. If love is your superpower, then you need to rethink things often and make more of an effort to be yourself.

Times when approval is appropriate vs. uncool

Let’s just say that you think everyone should have your approval but you should be thinking about everyone in terms of who is safe or not and not making approval your personal skill because it’s overrated and you can’t control other people or tell them what to do, especially when you can’t function and don’t know yourself.

-Approval is partly needed for basically everything you’re supposed to do regardless; like respecting boundaries and personal space, communicating and asking for help, accepting advice and being receptive to information and paying attention to someone’s words and details.

I get this part in terms of consent. Like if there’s someone who is making you feel trespassed against then they don’t need your time and attention. I think like this, too. I wouldn’t be able to give this frame of mind away even if I wanted to.

-Approval is not necessary when it comes to what someone looks like AS IN THEIR IDENTITY; their race, their gender, their sexual orientation, their mental health, their income, their emotional state, etc. Everybody has the right to exist and some things just aren’t worth judging and it helps to know your judgement isn’t cool and doesn’t make things okay if they’re not.

This is about diversity and checking your privilege. AT LEAST make it about self awareness so your conceit is not so obvious because if you’re not listening to what other people say you’re not respecting other people with that attitude, fyi. Don’t treat your friends like this or anyone, you know that. That’s socially isolated, manipulative behavior.

So, just knowing the difference between these two things is not power, and only half of a conscience unless you consider people your property. ??? If you want to exercise your right to use empathy, you have to really think about body language, vocabulary, manners and art, on a conceptual, global level/SCALE. This is what inclusivity is about!!!!! And hey, it applies to real life, too!!!!! 

Systemic discrimination teaches us prejudice, sometimes on purpose, so it’s up to us to be inclusive with our thoughts. Feminism is not fake. There is a place for everyone if they want to fill it. If you don’t feel that way then you can’t share it because it comes from within. Sympathy isn’t about accuracy…

If you get to a point in your life where everything you say is about yes/no then you are going to be lighter than air and not in a good way. Ok… so addressing the way that minorities feel about this - it’s a consent issue. You’re not factoring in other people’s opinions and you’re using criticism to determine your choices. That’s not enough information to make most decisions. 

And it’s also not a healthy foundation for the way you think about life itself or human beings, themselves. It’s objectification. 

You’re not personifying anyone or contextualizing enough to see how it’s all connected. This is a really common control PROBLEM, and it’s usually is rooted in compulsive or learned participation in patriarchy. This can range in severity from narcissism - which is how most people live their entire lives - to serious PTSD and anxiety and depression that can take years to unlearn, even if everything in your life changes!

I wanted to be a good role model, and you rarely let me speak to that, and somehow it was still clear to you that I was “important”.  I honestly don’t like that because I don’t understand how or why sexist people decide someone’s worth, but they do this to everyone, and I don’t think like that or wish to be subjected to that. 

Thinking that someone (anyone, even me) out there has a right to not be attracted to women (gay) is not the same as thinking that someone out there has a right to judge a person’s value or control their self esteem…

Some people think it’s hard to get over this, but I honestly feel like it’s a lack of self awareness that draws people to toxic relationships, and the truth is that there are some people who don’t want to be self aware. Period. Tea. 

I never, ever said, “pick your poison.” You could at least do the same. You don’t want me to help people - out of jealousy. You don’t feel entitled to this love, man. It’s kind of obvious. I want better for you but let’s be honest, if I met people who didn’t need so much reassurance it would be healthier for me to move on with my life and you could have been okay with that. Nobody’s this immature. Threatening people isn’t immature, it’s insane. 

Do you want a family or not? Who am I to judge? Only the smartest person who you’ll ever meet; the only person who will ever understand you. You’re not a prostitute. Don’t waste another night or day on people who don’t want to feel anything. You can’t make them stay. You’re not the center of the universe. There are consequences for your actions.

I do want to be self aware, and I do want to know myself, and this happens to be the starting point for most people. Hello??? If you don’t respect the fight for liberation you’re not someone I want to include in my life.

You’re not god. This is going to get worse before it gets better. You have to understand what you’ve done. Otherwise things will just continue to get worse. Nobody can take your place but it’s not my job to take the fall for you. You had no right to be angry with me.

this is the most unwell i’ve ever felt. god kill me

harlow when he aces herbology: i don’t mean to be a walking talking hufflepuff cliché 😩 i just took gardening up as a hobby when i was a kid because of sam gamgee

the fact that jesse is in an literal GULAG because walt is the worst person on earth 

i feel soo bad for him and saul like the way walt talks to people is soo...the fact that walt thinks he is gonna make it out of here alive

jesse in the gulag looking at andrea and brock :(

todd is a piece of absolute shit but walt made him. Walt allowed this to transpire omfg 

/rp tw: s*icide

sometimes i think bitches forget c!dream drove c!tommy to almost commit suicide multiple times, even in his sleep he tried to drown himself because of his extremely unstable mental state that kept getting broken over and over again even unconsciously he had a strong urge to die knowing he was on his last life and thats why i dont feel bad for c!dream at all

Vampire huntress that always acts like an easy prey, but once a vampire bears their fangs she fucks em up. Vampires are most vulnerable when they are about to feast and believe they’ve won the hunt. Not knowing the hunt just had begun, but they’re the hunted instead.

Her family probably got killed by vampires.

got an unpopular opinion abt the el gee bee tees tht i know will at the v least make me lose followers and im just hmm.....

Nobody is wearing their fucking masks in arizona

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me on tiktok: *duets fellow leftist folk with intel about evangelicals secretly funding wh/te supremacists*

kids on tiktok endlessly tagging random people on my duet flooding my notifications until I say stop: sheesh, we just wanna change the world like you, bruh

me: yes, but do so without overwhelming my anxious ass, gdi

School is driving me crazy