#hate myself Tumblr posts

  • aphroditatetona
    24.01.2022 - 1 minute ago

    omg things i dissociate about are so trivial but i saw i forgot to use a mystery gift code AGAIN until after it already expired and like im shking i hate that they add an expiration function literal wtf pokemon

    #can't kms over this of course but i hate that my body makes me feel...that intensely about this lol #like i feel myself starting to dissociate oh god whyyYYYY DID NOT gbjfbgjkdfbjgkbh stopping myself and breathing in #but yeah #i forget the most important stuff for so long and then it's too late literally omg look at how something so small became such a depressing #platitude omfg its #sssssighhhhhhhhhhhh #i will simply hold a member of game freak hostage
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  • alabamanova
    24.01.2022 - 28 minutes ago

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    #ive been very deeply depressed lately and i cant stop thinking about killing myself #everything is so much every day is unbearable and the lasts few days just knocked me out. #i feel so unimportant. my feelings dont matter. how im doing doesnt matter. #i feel like everyone i know hates me so much i can feel it in everyones eyes when they look at me #i dont belong. i am not wanted. im an inconvenience at best #i just make everything bad. nothing i do matters
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  • scp-1379
    24.01.2022 - 35 minutes ago

    is it cringe that i still sometimes miss my ex when its been a whole year since breaking up with him and never speaking to him again. : \

    #i had a dream about him last night and woke up like (: what the fuck #i just dont know how other people do this like i dont love him anymore he treated me like shit and im glad i had the strength to leave #but i miss feeling loved i miss loving him and i miss what we used to have #i miss the innocence i had i miss having our first everything together #i cant imagine being able to muster up that level of trust for someone again after everything that happened #i feel like ive become so jaded and distrusting which i guess is useful cos maybe Third times the charm i wont get assaulted again (: #but i hate it why cant i just be trusting and not have to guard myself in all my interactions with men because of how they treat me. why #like i dated this guy for two YEARS before the worst of it happened. how long do i have to guard myself for??? Real separatism hours rn
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  • hugoscenteno
    24.01.2022 - 54 minutes ago

    it is so exhausting living life on autopilot

    #only way to save me from myself tho #cause if i listened to myself id just stay in bed and sleep #but ive been getting nauseous because of smells and sounds #like sensory overload #i feel like too many people are tied to my energy and i hate it
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  • leafyloveslaughing
    24.01.2022 - 1 hour ago

    Mano your elders kids XD

    #gratuitous amounts of hatching as compensation for my lack of colors T.T XD #the mandalorian #i know the mandalorians are largely inspired by polynesian culture- #but i saw this headcanon going around and i couldn't help myself- #mano to pay respect to your elders #din djarin#the armorer #yes i know the details are pretty inaccurate BUT I TRIED MY BEST XD #the only reason i didn't give up on adding the armorer here is thanks to a previous work i did with sakura also wearing a spiked helmet- #hmmmmmm sakura as a mandalorian- wait no i can't stop i have homework to do- #star wars#fanart#my art #i praise whoever started this headcanon i just love it so much- <3<3<3 #click for better quality because tumblr hates my ass #my little lizard brain goes 'awooga!!' at the first signs of showing filipino culture- XD #inspired by one of my cousins dying on the inside when one of the kids came up to her and did this lol #'girl im only in my twenties- i don't look that old do i???'
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  • woodnrust
    24.01.2022 - 1 hour ago

    Lowkey getting incredibly annoying to be the only hispanic person in an otherwise white household.  They pronounce everything wrong and don’t even attempt to pronounce things correctly cause they “don’t speak spanish” (???) and just now one of them even went as far as saying “if they want me to pronounce it that way then it should be spelt like it sounds” (!!!!), and when I put on my music in the car they start making up words and stuff cause they think it’s funny.  I’m going to attack the next person who purposefully makes fun of me

    #jelly.txt #ripping my hair out ripping my hair out ripping my hai #AND NOT TO MENTION this is all coming out of a new found love for my own culture which i tried to repress for YEARS to fit in #and then when I finally try to embrace it they go 'i thought you hated hispanic people' ohh resisting the urge to strangle them #They Never Think Before They Speak. like i literally hated MYSELF because my dad is an awful person. and they took that as #'you hate all hispanics. but don't worry cause i do too. you're an exception though'. which is like ...... shut up #luckily i have therapy in an hour! unluckily these walls are paper thin so i can't talk about this cause they'll overhear and get mad at me.
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  • fishybehavior
    24.01.2022 - 1 hour ago

    every time my grandpa whistles its like a fight or flight reaction

    be social or be comfortable?

    #i hate isolating myself #but i have to play loud music all the time #i just cant handle it #and then everyone gets mad at me cause they try to talk to me and i dont respond #but i know if i try to explain they'll just say its not a good excuse #or that i should keep one earbud out #or i should just ignore it #i hate it #tw vent#tw misophonia#misophonia
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  • boufalant
    24.01.2022 - 1 hour ago

    me: Hm, i know my eyes are pretty almond-shaped but i want to know if there’s a more accurate term for how mine look, especially since the skin under my brows seems to protrude over them and keep them pretty halfway-closed all the time and i didn’t actually notice that until very recently

    me: Oh cool, so i have “hooded” eyes. oh, an article on how to apply makeup on hooded eyes? Cool, this might be useful if i ever start wearing makeup regualrly again!

    the article: LEARN how to make your PATHETIC, DROOPY, UGLY, UNDESIRABLE EYES go from CONSTANTLY TIRED-LOOKING to looking peRFECT, ROUND DEEPSET, CREASELESS AND FULL OF LIFE! KISS THOSE HEAVY TERRIBLE EYELIDS GOODBYE!

    me:

    #i hate the beauty industry and beauty culture so much it's unreal <3 #i think im past the point finding new things to make me Feel Bad about myself appearance-wise but #knowing now that having hooded/half-open eyes apparently gives the impression of constantly being tired/disinterested #kinda sucks for ppl who Just Have That! fuck off lol #me.exe #altho i will say that i notice that i involuntarily open my eyes a little more for pics where im trying to look cute so maybe the assumption #was already instilled in me at some point :o #body image
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  • maracllea
    24.01.2022 - 1 hour ago

    the job interviewer was really like “you have all the skills we’re looking for we’ll let you know next week” and then just ghosted

    #like 😶 ok i just go fuck myself i guess #thanks for nothing #party #i hate when jobs do this like ??? ok i dont mind being told no but please can you at least let me know
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  • reinadesin
    24.01.2022 - 1 hour ago

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    #tp #i just want to off myself #but i gotta keep going cuz i wanna make my gran proud #even if it’s momentarily i’m gonna show her i can do this shit #i still needed you tho and life isn’t fucking fair #i hate God at this moment #i prayed to san juditas too and he didn’t listen to me #so fuck youuuuu #fuck you for taking my grandma from me from us whatever fuck youuu
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  • princeboop
    24.01.2022 - 1 hour ago

    I need to quit my full time job to train these rats but also I need the full time job to feed these rats

    I feel bad I gotta give them less hidey holes and like disrupt them to clean and potty train em but I'm sorrryyy it's for your own goooooodd

    #boop merps#the mooood #its been a week I gotta remind myself #they do not hate me they are in a scary new place #rat bloggin
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  • equessanctus
    24.01.2022 - 1 hour ago

    nothing is better than sugars dropping down to 34 and still being up

    #like I shouldn't be up with sugars this low but gotta help myself #because family ignores everything #I did manage! #at the costs of feeling like throwing up for stuffing the tummy with glucose #ahh I hate it so much #it's rare but it messes with everything #•.*「ooc」*.•
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  • jaehyurb
    24.01.2022 - 1 hour ago

    I can see myself for the rest of my life putting up with shitty men and being treated like trash

    #i see so many women getting men that love them regardless of how they feel about themselves #but me? nahhh haha i dont deserve thattt #thats why i cant stand the ‘love yourself or no ones gonna love u’ bullcrap fuz they skim over the people who do have that #it’s because that saying only applies to actual uglies. no one will put up with a self hating ugly person but u know gor a fact theyd drop #everything to make sure that beautiful girl knows she’s beautiful #so yeah imma actively choose to just stick with what i attract which us usually abusive ass trash #cause honestly i aint ever gonna love myself and at this point i dont want to and i dont care to its way more stressful constantly fighting #everyone and their views so i can have an almost non existent peace of mind or self assurance #its either stay down bc once ur already level with the insults they cant tear u down #or constantly having to rebuild. liking oneself is impossible unless ur completely isolated from everyone
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  • hwanswerland
    24.01.2022 - 1 hour ago
    #does anyone else here know and love this channel? #today I apparently hate myself because i am now at 10:30pm start to read more on capitalism for uni #and this is the only thing keeping me going atm rip #*starting #what is english #fio.txt
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  • galactic-whumpee
    24.01.2022 - 2 hours ago

    Whumpee who has sensory issues being forced to take nasty cold medicine and immediately acts like they're gonna die because of the taste.

    #I FUCKING HATE THIS MEDICINE SM ITS DIGUSTING AND FDSJEKHDFBJS #LITERALLY HAD TO FORCE MYSELF TO SWALLOW IT AND NOW ALL I WANNA DO IS LAY DOWN AND DIE ITS NASTYYYYREO #runic.rambles #whump#whump prompt#whump shitpost
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  • ruben-dias
    24.01.2022 - 3 hours ago

    rúben doesnt bless us with selfies often but when he does, he doesnt miss. he is so hot and he knows it

    #ruben dias #im late because i didnt touch my phone the whole day and i hate myself for it #but this picture was the first thing I saw when i checked my phone so I'll take that as a win
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  • terriblysheepish
    24.01.2022 - 3 hours ago

    4 am thoughts include my crippling anxiety over both wanting to and vehemently NOT WANTING to finish my part in my group thesis already

    #I keep making unbearably slow progress #It's progress but why is it. So. SLOW. #I hate myself immensely. #Therin thoughts
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  • vampyrecmb
    24.01.2022 - 3 hours ago

    Just gonna boil a lot of my feelings down to this one today:

    IMAGINE THE HERO ID HAVE BEEN IF ID BEEN LOVED MORE

    #vampirecmb #and i was loved so much some really amazing people saved me #but i needed more and Ill always hate myself for it
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  • c0mpletelyn0rmalhuman
    24.01.2022 - 3 hours ago

    getting back into that low-res grindset 😎😎😎😎😎😎😎😎😎😎

    #i hate myself sososomuch #also im really tired this isnt fun #but i want to start losing again so we’re back to this ig #c🌧️
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  • profumodicaffelatte
    24.01.2022 - 3 hours ago

    I don't think I have ever cried so much in my entire life

    #Sad#Just sad#Everything's wrong #I hate myself #I hate my life #i am a failure
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